Blew My Mind

Taylor Marsh

I’m Taylor Marsh. Author, gardener, and phenomenology guide. The mind-blowing experiences no one who knows me is aware happens. Well, my husband is a witness.    Welcome to the gap beyond scientific materialism. Phenomenology is the path. The mind is the portal. Human experience, a philosophy.    Religion is not required. Faith is.    Blew me away to discover childhood mind games were clues, the beginning. Blew me away to discover the Universe, stars and planets can aid a person's mental health, heal traumas, and hold the magic to timing. Blew me away to see the same 1950s era, so-called "Christian" values receive a reboot in the 21st century through Charlie Kirk and MAHA. Blew me away that religion is preached inside the Pentagon. Most of all, it blew me away that decades of life experiences led me here, to this podcast.    Emotions are our superpower.    taylormarsh.com. 

  1. 1d ago

    The Nodes Have Changed: Aquarius Rising, Pope Leo & Why Experience Is the New Science

    The eclipse portal is open, active, and evolutionary — and this week Taylor Marsh says the ground itself has moved. The dragon from last week is still in play, Rahu the head and Ketu the tail, but the nodes have completely changed. What the last 18 months were teaching is over. We are in the Aquarian age with the North Node in Aquarius: a tectonic awakening, technology, AI, and something beyond anything we've constructed so far. The head of the dragon is destiny — where authenticity sparks and the fateful experiences live. The tail is what you've already mastered, and you have to leave it alone. With Leo on the South Node, that tail whips for attention while the Aquarian node asks everything of you on behalf of the collective good. Taylor's emblem for the age we're leaving is Pope Leo. His humility, his statements on Mary Magdalene, more women placed in the Vatican than under anyone before him, and his refusal to make what happens between two people the church's charge — he got more power by letting go of what was never the center of it. Taylor, who has had her own long disagreements with the Catholic Church, calls it a seminal evolutionary moment and a synchronicity in the extreme: Pisces on the North Node and Virgo's regimented religiosity going out the door at exactly the moment he rose. She maps what's ahead: the August 28 Pisces lunar eclipse — the last Piscean one, not technically a blood moon but as intense as any — a release point for the crutches we can no longer lean on. Building mode from now until mid-December, with the karmic outcome arriving around Christmas as dark-energy actors leave the space. The November elections as the collective's first weigh-in, where ego attachment to a politician being right is itself Leo and should be dispensed with. Then February's eclipses, a year on from the first Aquarian one, to see what we actually did with it. She closes by reading the chapel scene with Father Glenn from her book Darker Than Blood, published a year ago this month — premonitions called unholy, a church that forgot to evolve, and a priest who admits no one else has the courage to speak that way. And then the one action for this season: receive. What you'll learn:Why this eclipse season is different — the nodes have changed and the last 18 months are closedRahu and Ketu: destiny in the head, mastery you must release in the tailWhat the North Node in Aquarius asks — the collective over the personal selfWhy Pope Leo embodies the age we're leaving, and how letting go gave him more powerThe August 28 Pisces lunar eclipse as a release of crutchesWhy the Aquarian age is a great awakening — technology, AI, and unearthing dark energyBuilding mode through mid-December and the karmic outcome at ChristmasWhy the November elections are a collective reckoning regardless of your politicsWhy longevity is a myth when you grab hold and keep everything tightThe chapel scene from Darker Than Blood — Father Glenn, Mary Magdalene, and a church that forgot to evolveWhy experience is the new science, and the one instruction for this season: receiveConnect with Taylor:Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  2. Aug 11

    The Dragon's Tail: Leo Eclipse, the End of "Me First" & Why Your Own Gifts Can Shock You

    We are inside the Leo South Node solar eclipse, and Taylor Marsh says this one is different. Eclipses come around twice a year — usually four of them — but this tail-end eclipse in Leo is the one that decides what the next 18 months ask of us. Taylor works from Hindu dragon mythology dating back to 1500–500 BCE, though her reading of it is her own. Her dragon is incandescent: Rahu, the head, white and sparkling where the sun hits it — the hungry reach toward unfamiliar territory. Ketu, the tail, deepening to red at the very tip — what trails behind you, what you have already mastered, what has worn out. Right now that tail is whipping through our lives. Leo on the South Node is not the "look at me" heart. It is the lone lifeguard who risks his life for a stranger — ego spent on behalf of someone else. Taylor reads that pattern into the world around us: LeBron James taking tens of millions in pay cuts to join the 76ers, and the politicians, stars and influencers still convinced they are the center of the universe while the collective gathers to change things without them. The more they pump themselves up, the less power they will have — and secrets are going to surface. She closes the 18-month Virgo chapter we're leaving (perfectionism, needing every detail laid out before you'll risk anything) and then tells a story she has not told this way before: a performing career that started before she was ten, an agent who cared only about her looks, national commercials cast on "girl next door," Miss Teenage St. Louis at thirteen, Miss Congeniality, Miss Gateway to the West, two tries at Miss Missouri, and the Miss America pageant. A life built on being seen — and what it means to now, in what she calls her third act, be honest about the gifts underneath it. What you'll learn:Why this Leo South Node eclipse differs from an ordinary eclipse seasonRahu and Ketu — the head and tail of the dragon, and what each one wants from youWhy Leo in Ketu means using your charm and ego for the good of othersWhat the last 18 months of Virgo on the South Node were trying to teach — and why it ends in late AugustWhy truth to yourself comes first: lie, and your intuition turns manipulativeWhy eclipses become stronger catalysts as you age, especially where there's traumaTaylor's pageant and performing years, and the cost of being valued for your looksWhy she believes every human has a psychic vein — not just the people who advertise itWhy big churches and showy influencers may take a hit under this transitThe instruction for this month: let go, receive, and throw off anything that isn't authentically yoursConnect with Taylor:Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  3. Aug 4

    Eclipse Season, My Near-Death Experience & Why the Immortality Longevity Craze Is a Myth

    Taylor Marsh opens on the idea that phenomena are not cause and effect — they are fated and evolutionary. From there she walks into eclipse season and the most personal story she has ever told on this show. With the total solar eclipse on August 12th approaching and Spain sitting at its epicenter, Taylor reads the foreshadowing already showing up in the world: Spain's World Cup victory, the president escorted out of the team photo, and what that says about Leo on the South Node asking every one of us to put ego aside for the collective over the next 18 months. Then she shares something she never intended to say publicly — a near-death experience during a blood moon total lunar eclipse, six weeks bedridden, a three-to-four-month ordeal, and the words she finally said out loud: "I want to live." What came out the other side of it reframed everything she believed about trauma, the body, and the human obsession with living forever. What you'll learn: Why eclipses are times of reception, not actionWhat the August 12th total solar eclipse means and how long the eclipse window lastsWhy the Leo/Aquarius nodal shift is about the collective, radical change, and technologyHow this fire energy differs from the fire horse energy that began in FebruaryWhy relationships break, secrets surface, and karmic justice lands inside the Eclipse PortalTaylor's never-before-shared near-death experience during a blood moon lunar eclipseThe anaretic degree and the September eclipse windowWhy "biology is undefeated" and the longevity craze misses what it means to be humanThe one question to sit with: are you being truthful to yourself?Connect with Taylor: Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  4. Jul 28

    Moon Void, Trusting Your Instincts & Why Astrology Is Never the Cause

    Taylor Marsh opens with a Michael Pollan quote about redefining what it means to be human, then dives into her discipline of phenomenology — the study of experience and the mysterious connections between astronomical events and human life. This episode centers on moon void, a phenomenon most astrologers warn you about but few truly understand. Taylor shares a personal story about pushing through a creative project during moon void and a retrograde — and how that decision led to a breakthrough epiphany she would have missed if she'd waited for "perfect" timing. She connects this to Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce's July 4th wedding, Kepler's concept of "vulgar astrology," and Marsilio Ficino's work with the Medicis — making the case that authenticity and instinct always trump outside astrological rules. What you'll learn:What phenomenology is and why Taylor calls it "the new frontier"What moon void means and why it happens every 2-3 daysWhy pushing through moon void led to a creative breakthroughThe difference between working from the outside in vs. inside outWhat Kepler meant by "vulgar astrology" and why it still appliesWhy Taylor Swift's moon void wedding doesn't doom the marriageHow to trust your instincts over astrological dos and don'tsReading from:Darker Than Blood by Taylor Marsh — psychic thrillerConnect with Taylor:Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  5. Jul 21

    The Sacred Feminine, Psychic Gifts & Why Dark Energy Always Collapses

    Taylor Marsh opens with a powerful invocation — channeling Lilith, Mary Magdalene, and Eve — before diving into the cosmic energies reshaping our world right now. She explores why humans are inherently psychic, how organized religion has limited our understanding, and what happens when imagination and building energies pause for clarity. Taylor explains the moon's nodes shifting into Aquarius (north) and Leo (south), what this means for the upcoming eclipse season beginning in August, and why ego-driven ambition is being systematically dismantled. She connects current political events — from Meta's AI content reversal to the administration's dark energy — to these larger cosmic patterns. The episode closes with a reading from Taylor's psychic thriller Maybe Fatal, illustrating the mysterious synchronicities and phenomena that science cannot explain. What you'll learn:Why humans are inherently psychic and how the brain vs. mind distinction mattersHow imagination and building energies are pausing for clarity through December 2026The moon's nodes shifting to Aquarius/Leo and what it means for eclipse seasonWhy the north node in Aquarius demands authenticity and collective serviceHow the south node in Leo is dismantling ego-first ambitionWhy dark energy always collapses on itself — and what that means for bad actorsWhat to do during this slow grind: build daily, stay joyful, receive eclipse energyReading from:Maybe Fatal by Taylor Marsh — psychic thriller seriesConnect with Taylor:Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  6. Jul 14

    Eclipse Season Is Coming: Why You Must Release Your Ego Now

    Taylor Marsh dives into the powerful energies building through July and August 2026, from the Cancer New Moon to the approaching eclipse season that begins in mid-August. She explains why emotions are humanity's superpower and how to harness them during this transformative time. Taylor breaks down the Supreme Court's rulings on birthright citizenship and TPS for Haitians, connecting the political fallout to the cosmic lesson of the moment: ego-driven ambition will fail. With Jupiter in Leo's south node, this is a time of release — not expansion — and those who cling to power for its own sake will face consequences. What you'll learn:Why the Cancer New Moon energy demands emotional honesty and self-reflectionHow eclipse season works through the moon's nodes and why these are fated energiesThe August 12th total solar eclipse in Leo and what it means for releasing egoWhy Jupiter in Leo's south node flips the script on ambition and expansionAstrological analysis of Trump and Vance — and what Uranus and the south node mean for their futuresWhy the self-help and influencer community will be turned inside outWhat you should (and shouldn't) do during eclipse seasonResources mentioned:The New Republic on MAGA's reaction to the birthright citizenship rulingAstrologer Astrolada on the "dragon's tail" (south node)Darker Than Blood by Taylor MarshConnect with Taylor:Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  7. Jul 7

    July's Tectonic Shift: The Energies That Will Set Your Life for Years

    Taylor Marsh breaks down the powerful cosmic energies arriving in July 2026 and why the window between July 15th and 24th could set the course of your life for years to come. From the Aquarian age leveling up humanity to the historic split between Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud over synchronicity, Taylor connects the dots between universal energy and personal transformation. She shares her own clairvoyant experiences, reads from her thriller Darker Than Blood, and explains why truth and authenticity are the only way through this evolutionary shift. What you'll learn:Why communication energies are slowing down and what that means for your inner lifeHow the Aquarian age is driving a collective leveling up of humanityThe Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud split over astrology and synchronicityTaylor's personal clairvoyant experiences and why she believes humans are innately clairvoyantWhy July 15th through the 24th is a critical window for grounding in your authentic emotionsHow energies on July 24th could reverberate all the way into 2032Resources mentioned:Darker Than Blood by Taylor MarshAstrologer Heather Eland on July 24th energies lasting into 2032Connect with Taylor:Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

  8. Jun 30

    Faith Over Feminism? The TPUSA Women's Conference and the Power of Black Moon Lilith

    The TPUSA Women's Leadership Conference declared "faith over feminism" — but Taylor Marsh says that framing misses everything. In this episode, Taylor responds to Erica Kirk's claim that "your life does not belong to you" and Savannah Faye Stone's push for "household voting," breaking down why these ideas deny women their authentic power. Then Taylor goes deep into Black Moon Lilith — the mysterious astrological point that represents our hidden, authentic energy — and explains why embracing this "dark feminine" archetype is the key to alchemizing fear into spiritual power. What you'll learn: Why Erica Kirk's "faith over feminism" banner at TPUSA is a judgment, not an invitationThe truth about Savannah Faye Stone's "household voting" movement — and why even most attendees rejected itHow feminism actually grew out of the anti-slavery movement and the fight for a more perfect unionWhat Black Moon Lilith is — from NASA's asteroid belt to ancient Mesopotamian texts to the Sistine Chapel ceilingWhy Lilith energy is not something to fear but something to alchemize into authentic spiritual powerHow joy and the law of attraction connect to living your truthResources mentioned: Wall Street Journal coverage of the TPUSA Women's Leadership ConferenceNASA asteroid belt researchMichelangelo's Sistine Chapel depiction of LilithJames Joyce's Ulysses (1922)Connect with Taylor: Website: taylormarsh.comInstagram: @MsTaylorMarshX: @TaylorMarshIf this episode blew your mind, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts so you never miss an episode. Taylor Marsh Website Psychic Thrillers on Amazon Instagram Twitter, now X Threads This Podcast is now produced in full by 320 Creative

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I’m Taylor Marsh. Author, gardener, and phenomenology guide. The mind-blowing experiences no one who knows me is aware happens. Well, my husband is a witness.    Welcome to the gap beyond scientific materialism. Phenomenology is the path. The mind is the portal. Human experience, a philosophy.    Religion is not required. Faith is.    Blew me away to discover childhood mind games were clues, the beginning. Blew me away to discover the Universe, stars and planets can aid a person's mental health, heal traumas, and hold the magic to timing. Blew me away to see the same 1950s era, so-called "Christian" values receive a reboot in the 21st century through Charlie Kirk and MAHA. Blew me away that religion is preached inside the Pentagon. Most of all, it blew me away that decades of life experiences led me here, to this podcast.    Emotions are our superpower.    taylormarsh.com.