The Inner Script Podcast

Stephanie Baubie, NP | Integrative Nurse Practitioner

If you are in a season where your old life no longer fits, but the next version of you has not fully arrived yet, you are in the right place. The Inner Script is a podcast for highly sensitive women navigating life transitions that affect not just who they are, but how their body feels. Hosted by Stephanie Baubie, Integrative Nurse Practitioner, this show supports women moving through identity shifts, breakups, burnout, career changes, and health awakenings where something feels off and familiar coping strategies stop working. Stephanie brings clinical training and lived experience together to help you understand how transition impacts the nervous system and the body. At the heart of the show is nervous system regulation as a stabilizing force during change. You will learn how a dysregulated nervous system shows up during life transitions, why symptoms can intensify even when labs are normal, and how to begin nervous system healing through practical, body based tools. Episodes explore fight or flight symptoms, chronic stress, somatic healing, nervous system and sleep, waking up at 3am, and that wired but tired state so many women experience during periods of change. Because the podcast is led by a nurse practitioner, conversations around integrative medicine are grounded and evidence informed. Topics include women’s health, stress and hormones, cortisol imbalance, perimenopause symptoms, natural sleep remedies, and best supplements for women without fear based messaging. The Inner Script also explores emotional intelligence, emotional awareness, self sabotaging patterns, limiting beliefs, the inner critic, and the mindset shifts required to trust yourself again. This is not surface level self help. It is guidance for women learning how to feel safe in their body while becoming someone new. Subscribe and join a growing community of women who are learning to trust themselves, honor their sensitivity, and rewrite their inner script, one episode at a time.

  1. 2d ago

    The Childhood Conditioning Unconsciously Shaping Your Relationships & Self-Worth | Pratiqk Jaani (Episode 29)

    What if your anxiety, people-pleasing, relationship patterns, and even your definition of success weren't actually you? In this episode, Stephanie sits down with Pratiqk Jaani, author of Drasti: The Perception, creator of the Drasti Method, qualified hypnotherapist, and speaker, to explore how childhood conditioning, subconscious programming, and perception shape our thoughts, relationships, and sense of self. Together, they discuss why we repeat emotional patterns, why external success often fails to bring lasting fulfillment, and how accessing the "observer state" may help cultivate greater self-awareness, self-trust, and inner peace. This Episode Is For You If: - You keep repeating the same emotional or relationship patterns and wonder why. - You struggle with people-pleasing, perfectionism, or feeling like you're never enough. - You're interested in subconscious healing, inner child work, nervous system regulation, or personal growth. Are you trapped in your own conditioning? Find out here (it’s free!): https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/166046571  Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com  - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Share your thoughts, questions, or story with Stephanie. Follow along on Instagram at @theinnerscriptpod: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Timestamps (00:00) What "Drasti" really means (03:05) How childhood conditioning begins (09:10) Reconnecting with your authentic self (14:09) Finding the observer state (19:44) Feeling emotions without suppressing them (24:34) Why relationship patterns repeat (34:35) How quickly can you rewire conditioning? (39:11) Fear, comparison, and social media (44:09) Expectations versus healthy relationships (47:23) One question to transform your life Pratiqk Jaani is the author of Dhrasti! The Perception, creator of the Dhrasti Method, a qualified hypnotherapist, and speaker. His work explores how perception, conditioning, childhood programming, and unconscious patterns shape the way people experience themselves, their emotions, relationships, and reality. Through the Dhrasti Method, Pratiqk helps people shift from the conditioned self into the observer state, where they can recognise reactive patterns with greater clarity and move toward inner stability, emotional freedom, and conscious connection. His message is for those seeking deeper transformation beyond surface-level self-improvement. Connect with Pratiqk: Book: https://www.pratiqkjaani.com/ Website: https://www.dhrastimethod.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dhrastipratiqkjaani LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/pratiqkjaani YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@PratiqkJaani Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care. Podcast production by Jamie Brooke.

    The Childhood Conditioning Unconsciously Shaping Your Relationships & Self-Worth | Pratiqk Jaani (Episode 29)
  2. Aug 12

    Who Are You Without Your Career? Why Your Purpose Has Nothing to Do With Your Job (Episode 28)

    What if the hardest season of your life was actually preparing you for the best one? If you're navigating change, rebuilding after heartbreak, questioning your career, or learning to trust yourself again, this episode offers gentle reminders that growth often comes from the seasons you never would have chosen. In this deeply personal solo episode, Stephanie reflects on the last two years of profound change. As she prepares to leave her healthcare job, travel overseas, and step into an entirely unknown chapter, she shares the six life lessons that transformed the way she views herself, relationships, healing, work, and uncertainty. This Episode is For You If: - You're navigating a major life transition and struggling to trust what's next. - You feel stuck in people pleasing, perfectionism, or trying to control every outcome. - You're ready to build deeper self-trust and redefine your identity beyond what you achieve. If no one knew what you did for work… who would you be? Download this free one-page reflection to reconnect with your identity beyond your career, accomplishments, and productivity. https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/165095379  Timestamps: 00:00 – A New Chapter Begins 03:48 – Lesson 1: Self-Awareness 07:27 – Lesson 2: Control & Fear 13:27 – Lesson 3: Healthy Boundaries 16:58 – Lesson 4: Building Resilience 19:44 – Lesson 5: Compassion vs Forgiveness 23:02 – Lesson 6: Beyond Productivity 25:13 – What's Next Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com  - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Follow along on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Resources Mentioned: - Dr. Ramani Supplements mentioned in this episode can be found in my Fullscript dispensary: https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/sbaubie. Please consult your healthcare provider before starting any new supplement. Food, lifestyle, and nervous system support always come first. Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care. We sometimes include links to products and services we find interesting. These may or may not be affiliate links. Thanks for your support! Podcast production by Jamie Brooke.

    Who Are You Without Your Career? Why Your Purpose Has Nothing to Do With Your Job (Episode 28)
  3. Aug 5

    The Grief No One Talks About: Miscarriage, Pregnancy Loss & Finding Support (Episode 27)

    Content Note: This episode includes an open conversation about miscarriage, pregnancy loss, fertility challenges, and grief. If these topics feel especially tender for you right now, please take care of yourself and listen only if and when you feel ready. Have you ever wondered why miscarriage and pregnancy loss can feel so isolating, even though so many women experience it? In this episode, Stephanie sits down with Saloni Misra, Founder of Butterflies, to have an honest conversation about miscarriage, fertility, grief, and healing. After experiencing the loss of her baby boy during the second trimester, Saloni left her corporate HR career and created Butterflies, a workplace support platform helping organizations better support employees navigating pregnancy loss, fertility challenges, and recovery. This Episode Is For You If: - You've experienced miscarriage, pregnancy loss, or fertility challenges and want to feel less alone. - You want to better support a loved one who is grieving pregnancy loss but aren't sure what to say. - You're interested in creating more compassionate conversations about grief, mental health, and workplace wellbeing. Navigating grief after pregnancy loss? Download Steph's free companion resource on Patreon (free to join): https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/164668388  Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com  - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Share your thoughts, questions, or story with Stephanie. Follow along on Instagram at @theinnerscriptpod: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Timestamps (00:17) Saloni's miscarriage story (03:51) Why Butterflies was born (05:18) Why miscarriage grief is different (09:16) Losing the innocence of pregnancy (12:35) What grieving women need most (18:54) Holding space instead of fixing (22:56) Why women suffer in silence (27:43) Building Butterflies (35:25) Changing workplace support (37:35) Grieving together as partners Saloni Misra is the Founder of Butterflies, a workplace support platform helping organizations better support employees navigating fertility challenges, miscarriage, pregnancy loss, postpartum recovery, grief, and healing. With more than a decade of experience in Human Resources and Learning & Development, Saloni combines professional expertise with lived experience to advocate for more compassionate workplace policies, education, and support. Through Butterflies, she is working to ensure that no woman has to navigate pregnancy loss or fertility challenges alone. Connect with Saloni: Butterflies Website: https://butterfliessupport.com/ Levitalent Website: https://www.levitalent.com.au/   LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/saloni-misra-229b77a8/  Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care.

    The Grief No One Talks About: Miscarriage, Pregnancy Loss & Finding Support (Episode 27)
  4. Jul 29

    I’m Losing My Job... Here's Why I'm Not Panicking | Letting Go of Control & Learning to Trust Yourself

    What happens when the life you’ve built starts changing before you’re ready? In this personal solo episode, Stephanie shares how the closure of the longevity clinic where she works prompted her to reflect on her relationship with work, health optimization, and uncertainty. She explores what her patients taught her about overtraining, under-fueling, and chasing perfect biomarkers, and why true wellness may look more like rest, self-trust, joy, and allowing life to surprise you. This Episode is For You If: - You’re navigating an unexpected transition and struggling to release control over what comes next. - You feel exhausted by the pressure to optimize your body, productivity, or health. - You want to reconnect with Need a mantra for your next chapter? Download this free Patreon resource featuring 8 mirror mantras. Choose the one you need most, write it on your mirror or a sticky note, and recite it daily: https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/164376762  Timestamps: (00:00) Introduction (01:05) When I Realized My Career Was Changing (06:42) Why Health Optimization Started Feeling Wrong (13:30) Portugal Changed My Perspective (19:18) Losing My Job & Finding Unexpected Relief (25:15) What Burnout Taught Me About Healthcare (32:50) The Hidden Cost of Overtraining & Under-Fueling (41:40) Why Biomarkers Need Context (49:05) The Problem with Chasing Perfect Numbers (55:02) What's Next for Me Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com  - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Follow along on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Resources Mentioned: Oura Ring Leptin Heart Rate Variability (HRV) Cortisol Low Energy Availability (LEA) Portugal Wellness Retreat Diaphragmatic Breathing Supplements mentioned in this episode can be found in my Fullscript dispensary: https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/sbaubie. Please consult your healthcare provider before starting any new supplement. Food, lifestyle, and nervous system support always come first. Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care. We sometimes include links to products and services we find interesting. These may or may not be affiliate links. Thanks for your support! Podcast production by Jamie Brooke.

    I’m Losing My Job... Here's Why I'm Not Panicking | Letting Go of Control & Learning to Trust Yourself
  5. Jul 22

    Why Your Skin Isn’t Healing: Stress, Survival Mode & the Beauty Industry Lies | Michelle Doan (Episode 25)

    What does it really mean to be resilient, and how do you move from surviving your life to actually feeling grateful for it? In this episode, Stephanie sits down with Michelle Doan, founder of EMANI Vegan Cosmetics, to talk about the experiences that shaped her life, from escaping Vietnam as a child and living in a refugee camp in Thailand to building a successful clean beauty brand as a single mother in California. Michelle shares how years of survival mode, difficult relationships, entrepreneurship, motherhood, and chronic skin struggles eventually led her to a powerful mindset shift: moving from “I have to” to “I get to.” Together, they explore the connection between mindset, stress, skin health, self-worth, and healing, along with the practical habits and perspective shifts that helped Michelle reconnect with joy. This Episode Is For You If: You’ve been stuck in survival mode and want to feel more joy, gratitude, and presence in your everyday lifeYou’ve struggled with difficult relationships, self-worth, or repeating patterns and want a healthier perspective on healingYou’re curious about the connection between stress, inflammation, mindset, skin health, and aging Breakouts, redness or dryness? Try these 8 small habits (free to join Patreon!): https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/163182378  Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com  - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Share your thoughts, questions, or story with Stephanie. Follow along on Instagram at @theinnerscriptpod: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Timestamps (00:17) Escaping Vietnam by boat (06:23) Culture shock and resilience (10:31) Survival mode and narcissistic relationships (15:01) Gratitude, self-love, and joy (19:04) Cystic acne and skin struggles (24:55) Building EMANI as a single mom (32:42) Clean beauty and aging skin (42:31) Botox, red light, and lymphatic massage (45:34) Stress, mindset, and skin health Connect with Michelle Doan: Website: https://www.emani.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/emanicosmetics  Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care.

    Why Your Skin Isn’t Healing: Stress, Survival Mode & the Beauty Industry Lies | Michelle Doan (Episode 25)
  6. Jul 15

    I Stopped Wearing My Oura Ring for a Week. Here's What I Learned About The Hidden Cost of Health Optimization (Episode 24)

    Can you optimize your way to better health, or are we missing the point? In this deeply personal solo episode, Stephanie shares how a transformative wellness retreat in Portugal challenged everything she thought she knew about health, happiness, and self-improvement. After stepping away from her Oura Ring and questioning the culture of constant optimization, she discovered that the metrics we obsess over may not tell the whole story. Stephanie reflects on feeling stuck, navigating a season of uncertainty, and why joy, meaningful connection, intuition, and truly living might be just as important as sleep scores, lab values, and wearable data. If you've ever felt overwhelmed by wellness advice, disconnected from yourself, or unsure about your next chapter, this episode offers a refreshing reminder that health isn't just something we measure—it's something we experience. This Episode is For You If: You feel overwhelmed by health optimization, wearable technology, or the pressure to track every metric.You're navigating a season of transition and wondering whether it's time to trust your intuition over certainty.You're craving more joy, connection, and authenticity instead of constantly trying to become a "better" version of yourself. Are you too addicted to optimizing your health? Find out here: https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/162645598  Timestamps: (00:00) Introduction (00:17) Feeling Stuck Before My Portugal Trip (03:24) Health Optimization vs True Wellness (06:16) Oura Ring, Wearables & Health Tracking (09:25) I Stopped Wearing My Oura Ring (11:15) Joy, Connection & Mental Wellbeing (13:44) Portugal Wellness Retreat Experience (18:58) Solo Travel Changed My Perspective (20:13) Navigating Life Transitions Without Fear (22:07) Trust Yourself Over Health Metrics Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com  - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Follow along on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Resources Mentioned: Salt Escapes Wellness Retreat Lisbon & Comporta, Portugal Oura Ring Heart Rate Variability (HRV) Supplements mentioned in this episode can be found in my Fullscript dispensary: https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/sbaubie. Please consult your healthcare provider before starting any new supplement. Food, lifestyle, and nervous system support always come first. Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care. We sometimes include links to products and services we find interesting. These may or may not be affiliate links. Thanks for your support! Podcast production by Jamie Brooke.

    I Stopped Wearing My Oura Ring for a Week. Here's What I Learned About The Hidden Cost of Health Optimization (Episode 24)
  7. Jul 8

    Where the Hell Is My Husband? The Truth About Modern Dating and Healthy Love | Taylor Carr (Episode 23)

    Why does modern dating feel so complicated, especially for successful, self-aware women? And where the hell is my husband? In this episode, Stephanie sits down with dating and feminine energy coach Taylor Carr to explore the deeper relationship patterns that often keep women stuck in cycles of heartbreak, overthinking, emotional unavailability, and self-doubt. Taylor shares the personal heartbreak that transformed her life and explains how self-trust, healthy boundaries, emotional safety, embodiment, and authentic feminine energy can help women create healthier, more aligned relationships. Together, they discuss dating apps, attraction, intimacy, masculine and feminine dynamics, relationship archetypes, and why many women unknowingly overlook the very partners they say they want. Whether you're dating, healing from a breakup, or looking to build a more secure relationship with yourself, this conversation offers a refreshing perspective on modern love. This Episode Is For You If: You're tired of modern dating, overthinking every interaction, or wondering why you keep attracting emotionally unavailable partners.You want to understand feminine energy, self-trust, emotional safety, and how healthy masculine and feminine dynamics actually work in relationships.You're ready to break old relationship patterns, strengthen your boundaries, and create a more aligned, secure, and fulfilling love life. Are you looking for husband energy or boyfriend energy? Find out with this free Patreon resource: https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/161900178  Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Learn more: https://www.stephaniebaubie.com - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Share your thoughts, questions, or story with Stephanie. Follow along on Instagram at @theinnerscriptpod: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Timestamps (00:00) Modern Dating Advice Every Woman Needs Today (04:31) What Feminine Energy Really Means In Relationships (09:48) Why Self-Trust Is Essential For Healthy Love (13:37) Why Modern Dating Feels Harder Than Ever (15:43) Emotional Safety Versus Chemistry In Relationships (20:35) How To Meet High-Quality Men Naturally (22:45) Common Dating Blocks Keeping Women Single (31:03) Relationship Patterns That Reveal Deeper Wounds (40:29) Dating Boundaries, Intimacy, And Self-Respect (47:43) The Secret To Finding Lasting Love Connect with Taylor Carr: Website: www.upgradewithtaylor.com Free Blind Spots In Love Quiz: www.upgradewithtaylor.com/quiz Instagram: www.instagram.com/iamtaylorcarr YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Iamtaylorcarr  Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care.

    Where the Hell Is My Husband? The Truth About Modern Dating and Healthy Love | Taylor Carr (Episode 23)
  8. Jul 1

    Why High Achieving Women Get Trapped in Chronic Stress, Poor Sleep, and Survival Mode (Episode 22)

    So many high-achieving women feel exhausted, anxious, and disconnected from their bodies, even when they're doing "all the right things". In this episode, Stephanie Baubie explores the connection between chronic stress, nervous system dysregulation, and sleep struggles. She explains why feeling safe in your body is one of the most overlooked foundations of healing and how many common symptoms, from anxiety and insomnia to digestive issues and burnout, can be signs that your nervous system has been stuck in survival mode for too long. Stephanie shares personal stories from her own healing journey, breaks down the science of stress in an easy-to-understand way, and offers practical tools for building resilience without needing to overhaul your life. If you've ever felt wired, overwhelmed, emotionally exhausted, or frustrated that your body won't seem to cooperate, this episode offers a compassionate and empowering perspective.  This Episode is For You If: You struggle with chronic stress, anxiety, or feeling constantly "on"You have difficulty sleeping, relaxing, or slowing down without guiltYou want practical tools to support nervous system regulation and resilience Are you in survival mode and don’t even know it? Join Patreon for free and download this free checklist to find out: https://www.patreon.com/TheInnerScript/posts/161357837  Timestamps: (00:00) Why Steph's hair change sparked an identity crisis (02:05) The hidden reason so many people feel exhausted (04:29) What it really means to feel safe in your body (07:10) Why peace can feel uncomfortable to a dysregulated nervous system (13:25) How chronic stress becomes physical symptoms (16:31) Cortisol isn't the enemy, but chronic stress is (18:53) The stress bucket analogy that explains burnout (23:27) When sleep itself becomes a source of anxiety (24:37) The changes that finally improved Steph's sleep (26:45) Is modern wellness culture making us more stressed? (29:35) How to build resilience instead of chasing a stress-free life (31:34) Practical nervous system regulation tools that actually help Connect with Stephanie Baubie, NP: - Join the Patreon community (for FREE): https://www.patreon.com/cw/TheInnerScript  - Follow along on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theinnerscriptpod/#  Resources Mentioned: Magnesium glycinate Glycine Oura Ring Meditation Journaling Walking and gentle movement practices Supplements mentioned in this episode can be found in my Fullscript dispensary: https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/sbaubie. Please consult your healthcare provider before starting any new supplement. Food, lifestyle, and nervous system support always come first. Disclaimer: Everything shared here is for educational purposes and personal reflection only. Not medical advice. Always work with your own healthcare provider for individual care. We sometimes include links to products and services we find interesting. These may or may not be affiliate links. Thanks for your support! Podcast production by Jamie Brooke.

    Why High Achieving Women Get Trapped in Chronic Stress, Poor Sleep, and Survival Mode (Episode 22)
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If you are in a season where your old life no longer fits, but the next version of you has not fully arrived yet, you are in the right place. The Inner Script is a podcast for highly sensitive women navigating life transitions that affect not just who they are, but how their body feels. Hosted by Stephanie Baubie, Integrative Nurse Practitioner, this show supports women moving through identity shifts, breakups, burnout, career changes, and health awakenings where something feels off and familiar coping strategies stop working. Stephanie brings clinical training and lived experience together to help you understand how transition impacts the nervous system and the body. At the heart of the show is nervous system regulation as a stabilizing force during change. You will learn how a dysregulated nervous system shows up during life transitions, why symptoms can intensify even when labs are normal, and how to begin nervous system healing through practical, body based tools. Episodes explore fight or flight symptoms, chronic stress, somatic healing, nervous system and sleep, waking up at 3am, and that wired but tired state so many women experience during periods of change. Because the podcast is led by a nurse practitioner, conversations around integrative medicine are grounded and evidence informed. Topics include women’s health, stress and hormones, cortisol imbalance, perimenopause symptoms, natural sleep remedies, and best supplements for women without fear based messaging. The Inner Script also explores emotional intelligence, emotional awareness, self sabotaging patterns, limiting beliefs, the inner critic, and the mindset shifts required to trust yourself again. This is not surface level self help. It is guidance for women learning how to feel safe in their body while becoming someone new. Subscribe and join a growing community of women who are learning to trust themselves, honor their sensitivity, and rewrite their inner script, one episode at a time.

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