Out of Sync - Exploring Life Through Disability

Léa Hirschfeld

Out of Sync is an intimate podcast about life through disability — and a space for listening — created and hosted by me, Léa Hirschfeld. The first series was recorded across the United States during a Villa Albertine residency, from Vermont’s snow to California’s sun, gathering voices from Zeno Mountain Farm and beyond. Some guests are characters in my French-language book ZENO. The recordings came first; the book followed later. Together, they trace the same world — not as adaptations, but as parallel gestures — told in different languages, at different moments in time. Out of Sync will then open up to other English-language stories from different places, shaped by distinct lives, territories, and communities. To help us grow: click here! (https://www.outofsyncpodcast.com/support) New episodes drop every Tuesday. Transcripts for each episode are available on our YouTube channel. (https://www.youtube.com/@OutofSync_Podcast) For French stories, visit www.decalespodcast.com (http://www.decalespodcast.com) Out of Sync : exploring life through disability — one story at a time. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

  1. Thinking Freely, Living Carefully: Life with SMAS | Chris

    Apr 28

    Thinking Freely, Living Carefully: Life with SMAS | Chris

    In this episode, we meet Chris Sciabarra—a writer whose sense of freedom began not in the body, but in the mind. Inspired early on by thinkers like Ayn Rand and later shaped by the dialectical ideas of Bertell Ollman, Chris built an inner world grounded in reason, inquiry, and intellectual independence. But while his mind roamed freely, his body told a different story. Living with the rare condition Superior Mesenteric Artery Syndrome, Chris faced lifelong physical limitations that made everyday life a constant negotiation. What emerges is a powerful contrast—and ultimately, a reconciliation—between independence as an idea and interdependence as a reality. Raised in a close-knit Brooklyn family, Chris’s story reveals how freedom is often sustained not alone, but through deep bonds of care and mutual support. This is a conversation about philosophy, illness, and the quiet strength of family—the kind that makes survival, and even flourishing, possible. I'm Léa Hirschfeld, and this is Out of Sync: exploring life through disability, one story at a time. New episodes drop every Tuesday on all platforms - for transcripts, check out our YouTube channel. 🇫🇷for French stories: Décalés ! You can support this independent podcast here! Chris's blog & essays are available here : https://notablog.net/ “Born Again”: Fifty Years Ago Today (24 April 2024): https://medium.com/@cms10_7549/born-again-fifty-years-ago-today-32bd3935241cBack to Life from the Brink (28 April 2026):On Medium: https://medium.com/@cms10_7549/back-to-life-from-the-brink-9651105cbbc0On Substack: https://chrismatthewsciabarra.substack.com/p/153e7046-0763-48db-b764-57e047730828 Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.

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Out of Sync is an intimate podcast about life through disability — and a space for listening — created and hosted by me, Léa Hirschfeld. The first series was recorded across the United States during a Villa Albertine residency, from Vermont’s snow to California’s sun, gathering voices from Zeno Mountain Farm and beyond. Some guests are characters in my French-language book ZENO. The recordings came first; the book followed later. Together, they trace the same world — not as adaptations, but as parallel gestures — told in different languages, at different moments in time. Out of Sync will then open up to other English-language stories from different places, shaped by distinct lives, territories, and communities. To help us grow: click here! (https://www.outofsyncpodcast.com/support) New episodes drop every Tuesday. Transcripts for each episode are available on our YouTube channel. (https://www.youtube.com/@OutofSync_Podcast) For French stories, visit www.decalespodcast.com (http://www.decalespodcast.com) Out of Sync : exploring life through disability — one story at a time. Hosted on Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.