Smoke In My eyes: Diary Entries Of An Evolving Heart

SmokinGoddess
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Girl have you ever poured yourself a glass of wine and went back and read your diary entries out loud? Well, I have and to see where I came from to see where I am. Today is definitely an evolution and I felt compelled to share my journey with the world. My laughter, my tears and just be transparent because we all go through shit but it’s what we learn from the shit we go through is what makes us who we are today.

Episodes

  1. Apr 1

    Dear Diary, Fellas the ladies have questions part 2 Special guest: Marquis Moore

    Send us Fan Mail Welcome back to another episode of Smoke In My Eyes!  Thank you for tuning into tonight's episode ! We are closing this season out with a banger !!! There are so many questions women have…questions we talk about with our friends,questions we think about late at night…but don’t always feel safe asking out loud. We’re creating a space where those questions get asked…and answered honestly. Not from a perfect man… but from a real one. A man who’s lived, loved, lost, learned…been through relationships, marriage, fatherhood—and came out with lessons.

    1h 15m

  2. Mar 28

    Beyond The Brushes: Feat Malik Hill

    Send us Fan Mail Tonight's conversation is about layers.... Not just the ones you see on a canvas.. but the ones people carry. Because sometimes the strongest people... have the most to say, but say it without words. And tonight, we're sitting with someone who has lived discipline,pressure, transformation and turned it into art. Joining us is artist Malik Hill.

    1h 39m

  3. Mar 14

    Dear Diary, Ladies the fellas have questions part 1 Special Guest Gabriela Diaz

    Send us Fan Mail Welcome back to another episode of Smoke In My Eyes! You have to be brave enough to ask the uncomfortable questions. Brave enough to listen to answers that might challenge what you believe about love, relationships, and even yourself. So  tonight we’re doing something a little different. We’re putting the questions on the table. Intro song :Raven Still-Between

    1h 4m

  4. Mar 1

    My First Love:Music Special guest Soundproof "theeproducer"

    Send us Fan Mail Welcome back to another episode yall! Tonight's episode is super special! Thank you to William Hawthorne aka "Soundproof" for stopping by the smokehouse. Shout out to Kyle Austin Mr.IAMSTRONGER  for getting us to this level.  Streaming on all platforms!!! Thank you for investing in my vision and mentoring me I am forever grateful!!!  Tonight we are talking about the effects of music on love  life and relationships! Is it helping or hindering our relationships? Lets talk about it !!!

    1h 42m

  5. Feb 16

    Fatherless Daughters:The impact on dating relationships

    Send us Fan Mail Happy Father’s Day! This first episode is me opening up about a personal topic that is near and dear to my heart. Just like birthdays, Father’s Day are just as hard for me sit back, spark you one listen and let’s talk family. Feel free to message me or leave a comment about your opinion on tonight’s topic.!

    39 min

  6. Feb 12

    Dear Diary:Me & Mr.Solitude

    Send us Fan Mail Hey my love grab your tea and put them headphones in and just listen to me spill out onto my diary for the world to hear. I’m a forever student of life and when I have experiences, I realize that the experiences are not just for me, but they’re for everyone else around me and my goal is to always to help others Whether I went through it or know someone who has went through it. My goal is to share and heal. Solitude has such a bad over overhead, but it’s really not a bad thing. How could loving yourself be a bad thing how how could spending time learning yourself be a bad thing? but that’s what we’re made to think.

    25 min
  7. Love Jones: The Strongest Drug

    Feb 9

    Love Jones: The Strongest Drug

    Send us Fan Mail Storytime : It is 2026 and we are already being tested lol ! Sit back and let me tell you what happened on my flight ! And let me know what you would have done !

    41 min
  8. There’s levels To This Sh*t :Dating Stages

    10/14/2025

    There’s levels To This Sh*t :Dating Stages

    Send us Fan Mail Order of operations? I’m not good at math and apparently I’m not good at dating either. Hey my love it’s that time grab your tea and the headphones and help me unpack. A lot of times we just assume that we know that the way that we are dating is the right way but what if we have it messed up ? A lot of times we don’t self reflect and adjust as needed. Nobody’s perfect every day we should be working to improve our methods.

    31 min
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Girl have you ever poured yourself a glass of wine and went back and read your diary entries out loud? Well, I have and to see where I came from to see where I am. Today is definitely an evolution and I felt compelled to share my journey with the world. My laughter, my tears and just be transparent because we all go through shit but it’s what we learn from the shit we go through is what makes us who we are today.

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