Penetrate Radio

Lucy Baldwin
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Penetrate Radio explores Shadow Alchemy and existential kink through lived experience. Each episode features conversations with certified practitioners, teachers, and collaborators who have worked closely with this material.  Together, they examine common pitfalls, moments of transformation, and the subtle ways people avoid or distort the work. This podcast is for listeners who want nuance, discernment, and depth. Get your free guided EK practice here: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio You can also join our community, DOMINION, or get on the waitlist for PENETRATE 2027 at this link: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio

  1. Aug 7

    Heal and Refine Your Energetic System - An Interview with Kelly Ann Cory

    Lucy and Kelly Ann reconnect after many years, discussing their spiritual and philosophical alignment. Kelly Ann shares her work as an energy medicine practitioner, emphasizing the holistic approach to life. They explore the pursuit of personal development, fear navigation, and intentional creation. The illusion of external fulfillment and the medicine of freedom are discussed, along with the integration of internal work with external life. The importance of honoring truth and boundaries, the power of choice and integrity, and the evolution of personal truth are explored. The transition from a traditional to a fulfilling life and the need for hands-on engagement are also highlighted. The conversation delves into the journey of healing from childhood trauma, reframing and releasing trauma loops, acknowledging and empowering trauma resolution, the power of choice in healing, breaking thought loops and habits, and the holistic approach to healing through psychological and physiological balance. Takeaways The pursuit of personal development often leads to a narcissistic pursuit of self-study and analysis.The power of choice and integrity plays a significant role in intentional creation and personal evolution. Healing from childhood trauma involves unearthing repressed memories and engaging in energy and somatic healing.Acknowledging and releasing trauma loops involves reframing the past, acknowledging hardship, and empowering trauma resolution.Empowerment and self-sourced healing are essential in the healing journey, and breaking thought loops and habits requires redirecting thoughts and breaking habitual patterns.A holistic approach to healing involves understanding the gut-brain connection and balancing psychological and physiological aspects of healing. Chapters 00:00 Reconnecting with a Kindred Spirit07:39 Navigating Fear and Intentional Creation14:30 Integration of Internal Work with External Life19:30 The Power of Choice and Integrity29:44 The Need for Hands-On Engagement35:25 Rewriting the Past40:31 Working with Trauma Clients49:34 Breaking Thought Loops Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio Find Kelly Ann here: https://linktr.ee/kellyannmatuskiewicz?utm_source=linktree_profile_share<sid=2bffbbf4-a96f-48b7-8b39-ed4611f0129c

  2. Jul 24

    Capacity and the Metaphorical Barf - Whole Crew

    The conversation delves into the concept of capacity and its significance in human experience. It explores the neutrality of capacity and its fluid nature, highlighting the impact of factors like hunger, sleep, and environmental stimuli. Additionally, the discussion emphasizes the interconnectedness of resilience and capacity, showcasing the diverse ways individuals manage themselves in different situations. The conversation delves into the interconnectedness of resilience and capacity, emphasizing the importance of balancing spiritual perspective with emotional presence. It explores the challenges of spiritual evolution, the shadow of spiritual purity, and the navigation of overstimulation and capacity in relationships. Takeaways Capacity is neutralResilience and capacity are interconnected Resilience and capacity are interconnectedBalancing spiritual perspective with emotional presenceUnderstanding and respecting individual capacity in relationships Chapters 00:00 The Importance of Resilience28:35 The Role of EK in Resilience34:40 Resilience and Dysregulation42:36 The Shadow of Spiritual Purity49:28 The Glory of Human Capacity Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio

  3. Jul 10

    Psychedelics and Shadow Work - An Interview with Rosie Leeson

    The conversation covers Rosie Leeson's journey as an Existential Kink (EK) coach, her intersection of psychedelic work, magic, and spirituality, insights from EK, and the puritanical nature of spirituality. It also explores the impact of EK on psychedelic experiences and meditation retreats, as well as the weaving of magic and psychedelics in Rosie's life. The conversation delves into the theme of integration, exploring the integration of opposites in spirituality, embracing a multicolored identity, relational integration and shadow work, expanding the color palette of life, the journey of self-discovery and integration, evolving relationships and integration, and EK and the dissolution of shame. Takeaways Existential Kink (EK) as a powerful integration toolIntersection of psychedelic work, magic, and spirituality Integration of opposites in spiritualityEmbracing multicolored identity Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Rosie Leeson07:37 Discovering Existential Kink (EK) and Its Impact16:26 EK vs. Intense Psychedelic Experiences24:16 Puritanical Nature of Spirituality29:39 Relational Integration and Shadow Work36:17 The Journey of Self-Discovery and Integration44:54 EK and the Dissolution of Shame Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio Find Rosie at www.wildoracle.co.uk and on Instagram at instagram.com/wildoracle__

  4. Jun 26

    Gender Wars - A Shadow Lens

    The conversation delves into the brewing online war between genders, highlighting the increased willingness to be honest about hostilities. It explores the polarization and honesty in gender discourse, the fluidity of gender roles, the grief underlying anger, and the need for honesty. Additionally, it emphasizes the value of genetic diversity and individuality in understanding gender dynamics. The conversation delves into relationship dynamics, gender roles, power imbalances, sexuality and power, victimhood and accountability, and an intergalactic perspective on societal issues. It explores the impact of cultural expectations, the projection of sexuality, and the hope for a more integrated future. The chapters provide a comprehensive exploration of these themes, offering insights into the complexities of human relationships and societal dynamics. Takeaways Increased willingness to be honest about hostilitiesGender polarization and non-binary identityFluidity of gender roles and historical contextGrief underlying anger and the need for honestyValue of genetic diversity and individuality Relationship dynamicsGender roles Chapters 00:00 Genetic Diversity and Individuality35:07 Matching Puzzle Pieces42:54 Power Imbalance49:21 Victimhood and Accountability55:37 Intergalactic Perspective Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio

  5. Jun 12

    Existentialist Humanist Psychology and Existential Kink with Dana Howley

    The conversation delves into the principles of Existential Humanistic Psychology, the practice of Somatic Parts Work, and the dynamics of Power and Powerlessness in the current world climate. Takeaways Existential Humanistic PsychologySomatic Parts WorkPower and Powerlessness Chapters 00:00 Existential Humanistic Psychology06:30 Somatic Parts Work39:23 Power and Powerlessness Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio Find Dana at www.DanaHowley.com

  6. Jun 5

    Identity and Pathology with the Whole Crew

    The conversation delves into the themes of identity and labels, exploring the impact of societal perceptions and self-identification. It then transitions into a discussion on shadow work and self-discovery, highlighting personal experiences and growth. The exploration of embracing the shadow and its transformative power concludes the conversation. Takeaways Identity and LabelsShadow Work and Self-Discovery Chapters 00:00 Identity and Labels13:25 Shadow Work and Self-Discovery27:13 Embracing the Shadow Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio

  7. May 29

    The Power of Spice and Spicy Shadow Work with Manny Modupé

    The conversation delves into the awakening of sexuality, the challenges faced in sacred sexuality programs, the concept of Babylon and revolutionary sexuality, healing childhood trauma, the Sexual Anarchy and Rupture program, the intimacy revolution, and energetic masturbation. Manny shares insights on the importance of intimacy and the exploration of awakened sexuality. Takeaways Awakened sexualityIntimacy revolution Chapters 00:00 Awakened Sexuality and Colonialism06:22 Babylon and Revolutionary Sexuality13:58 Sexual Anarchy and Rupture Program38:07 Intimacy Revolution and Energetic Masturbation Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio Find Manny at @temple.whore on Instagram

  8. May 22

    The Shadow Alchemy of Being Monstrous with Laila Matthews

    The conversation delves into the concept of embracing the monsters within ourselves and others, exploring the nature of fear and monsters, understanding the real monsters among us, reconciling with inner monsters, the power of self-perception, understanding narcissism, and the dynamics of self-interest. Takeaways Embracing inner monsters leads to a greater experience of peace.Understanding the dynamics of self-interest and self-perception is crucial for personal growth. Chapters 00:00 Embracing the Monsters Within06:57 Reconciling with Inner Monsters17:53 Understanding Narcissism33:04 The Dynamics of Self-Interest Get your free guided EK practice & more Information: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio

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Penetrate Radio explores Shadow Alchemy and existential kink through lived experience. Each episode features conversations with certified practitioners, teachers, and collaborators who have worked closely with this material.  Together, they examine common pitfalls, moments of transformation, and the subtle ways people avoid or distort the work. This podcast is for listeners who want nuance, discernment, and depth. Get your free guided EK practice here: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio You can also join our community, DOMINION, or get on the waitlist for PENETRATE 2027 at this link: https://linktr.ee/penetrate.radio

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  • Creator
    Lucy Baldwin
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    21
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Lucy Baldwin
  • Show Website
    Penetrate Radio