Something a little different this time. This episode is about Christian prayer, and about what to do when God feels absent. Tuppy is joined by Eliot for the first of what we hope will be a series of conversations on Christian themes built around a particular text. The book is Beginning to Pray by Anthony Bloom, also published as School for Prayer. Bloom was a Russian émigré who trained as a doctor, served in the French Resistance, became a monk, and ended up as Metropolitan of the Russian Orthodox Church in Great Britain and Ireland. He writes on how to pray with an unusual bluntness, and he begins in the least promising place imaginable: feeling distant from God, praying and finding nobody there. Bloom's answer to God's silence is that it can be a gift. If we are not in a state to meet Him, then His withdrawal spares us a judgement we could not survive. Absence is not the failure of the relationship. It is proof that there is one, since a God who could be summoned on demand would not be in a genuine relationship with us at all. What we cover: - The problem of absence, and why Bloom begins with prayer when God feels distant rather than with method - Psalm 22, the cry from the cross, and praying from a sense of forsakenness - Why half an hour morning and evening does not entitle us to God's presence - Prayer as a genuine relationship with God rather than networking, and the rich young man who wanted the benefits - Kallistos Ware on the peasant who sat and looked at God while God sat and looked at him - Humility in prayer, and why pride is not only a sin but a falsehood about the world - The publican and the Pharisee, and mercy that operates outside human justice - Knocking at the door: how we are both outside the kingdom and carrying it within us - Bloom's suspicion of the imagination in prayer, and what to make of his reading of Gregory of Nazianzus - Icons as windows rather than barriers, and where Ignatian imaginative prayer sits in all this - Set prayers and spontaneous prayer, short vocal prayers, and the Jesus Prayer in Orthodox prayer practice - Whether a written prayer can be authentic, and why accessibility is not always a kindness - Moses, the shepherd, the bowl of milk and the fox - Theophan the Recluse on being as aware of God as of toothache If your prayer life has gone quiet, or if spiritual growth feels like knocking at a door nobody answers, this conversation is for you. We would like to know whether this format is worth continuing, so please leave a comment and tell us what you think, and what we should read next. FaithWave is a prayer and devotional app for Christians who want to take Christian spirituality seriously: a large library of historic prayers read aloud, daily devotionals, guided abridgements of classic Christian texts, and a prayer finder to help you find the right prayer for the moment. Download it here: https://faithwave.app Subscribe to The Examined Faith for more conversations on theology, philosophy and the Christian life. #christianprayer #howtopray #jesusprayer #anthonybloom #orthodoxprayer #theology #anthonybloom #christianity