On This Side of the Rainbow

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A deeply personal exploration of life, loss and the moments that blur the line between fear and peace, this episode invites listeners into s powerful, almost otherworldly experience.

  1. The Feather: When Love Leaves Little Reminders

    2h ago

    The Feather: When Love Leaves Little Reminders

    Send us Fan Mail Have you ever experienced a moment that felt like more than a coincidence? A song that played at exactly the right time. A dream that felt incredibly real. A familiar feeling that reminded you someone you loved was still close. In this episode, we explore the meaning behind those unexpected moments — the little signs that bring comfort when we miss someone who is no longer with us. A simple white feather can be just a feather… or it can become a reminder that love doesn't disappear when someone leaves this world. It lives on through memories, lessons, stories, and the pieces of ourselves that others helped create. This is a conversation about grief, healing, hope, and finding peace in the mysteries we may never fully understand. Because sometimes we don't need proof. Sometimes we just need a reminder that we are loved. ❤️ In this episode: • Learning to live with unanswered questions • Finding comfort after loss • The power of memories and connection • Recognizing the small moments that help us keep moving forward Thank you for joining me. If this episode speaks to your heart, please consider sharing it with someone who may need a little reminder that love always finds a way to stay. Music Credit Intro and background music: “Unraveling” by Scott Buckley Used under the Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License. Music provided by Scott Buckley — https://www.scottbuckley.com.au Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    7 min
  2. It Was My First Time Living Too

    6d ago

    It Was My First Time Living Too

    Send us Fan Mail  The future is coming fast, but some of life's greatest treasures are still waiting by the shoreline.  In today's episode, we take a journey back to a time when life moved a little slower and childhood wasn't measured by screen time or notifications. Through personal reflection and storytelling, we explore the importance of holding onto wonder, embracing simplicity, and remembering that it's okay not to rush through life. As technology continues to reshape the world around us, there is value in staying grounded and keeping close to the shoreline—the places, people, and memories that remind us who we are. Sometimes the greatest adventures aren't found in racing toward the future but in appreciating the quiet moments that helped shape us. This episode is an invitation to slow down, reconnect with your roots, and reflect on the parts of yourself that deserve to come along for the journey ahead. If this story speaks to you, consider sharing it with someone who could use a gentle reminder that growing older doesn't have to mean letting go of the simple things that make life meaningful. Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    7 min
  3. Learning to Dance

    Jun 9

    Learning to Dance

    Send us Fan Mail This week's Transformation Tuesday is a conversation about the masks we wear and the people we become while trying to fit into a world that tells us we're not enough. For years, I believed I had to be thinner, richer, prettier, or numb enough to deserve acceptance. I changed my colors to match the room, hoping someone would finally see my worth. But real transformation didn't come from becoming someone else—it came from learning to come home to myself. In this episode, we explore people-pleasing, self-worth, healing, and the quiet courage it takes to stop abandoning who you are for the approval of others. If you've ever felt like you had to change to belong, this conversation is for you. Take a deep breath, settle in, and remember that the most meaningful transformations often happen in the moments no one else sees. 🎵 Music Acknowledgement: Background music featured in this episode is "Cylinder Five" by Chris Zabriskie, used under a Creative Commons Attribution license. Heartfelt thanks to Chris Zabriskie for creating music that beautifully complements stories of healing, reflection, and personal growth. 💛 Thank you for listening to Who Did You Become? If this episode speaks to you, consider sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they never had to become someone else to be worthy of love. Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    5 min
  4. The Day That Never Ends

    Jun 8

    The Day That Never Ends

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode of Who Did You Become?, we explore what it feels like when life begins to loop—when grief, burnout, and emotional exhaustion make every day feel like a repetition of the last. Inspired by the feeling of being stuck in a personal “Groundhog Day,” this conversation moves through loss, love, responsibility, and the quiet strength it takes to keep going when everything inside you feels tired. This is a deeply personal reflection on emotional fatigue, compassion, and the invisible weight of continuing to show up for life while carrying so much behind the scenes. To support the tone of this episode, we use the royalty-free track “White River” by Aakash Gandhi, a soft piano and ambient piece that gently underscores the narrative without overpowering it. The music is intentionally chosen to hold space for reflection, allowing the words—and the emotions behind them—to breathe. If you are navigating burnout, grief, loneliness, or simply feeling emotionally stretched, this episode is a reminder that you are not alone in that experience. Sometimes survival looks like repetition. Sometimes healing begins by simply naming the cycle. Thank you for listening and being part of this community where honesty is allowed to exist without judgment. 🎧 Music: “White River” – Aakash Gandhi (royalty-free via YouTube Audio Library) Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    7 min
  5. Who Did You Become For Love?

    Jun 2

    Who Did You Become For Love?

    Send us Fan Mail At fifteen years old, I thought I was choosing a future. What I didn't realize was that I was choosing a version of myself I hoped would finally earn approval. In this week's Transformation Tuesday episode, I reflect on growing up through divorce, chasing validation, becoming who I thought others wanted me to be, and the painful realization that external approval can never replace self-acceptance. Together, we'll explore the masks we wear to belong, the identities we build around other people's expectations, and the courage it takes to return to our authentic selves. If you've ever found yourself wondering who you are beneath the roles, responsibilities, and people-pleasing tendencies you've carried for years, this conversation is for you. Because sometimes the greatest transformation isn't becoming someone new. It's finding your way back to who you've always been. ✨ Reflection Question: Who did you become for love, and who are you becoming now that you're learning to love yourself? Thank you for listening and for being part of this growing community. Your stories, reflections, and shared experiences continue to remind us that none of us are walking this journey alone. Music Credit: Background music: "Cylinder Five" by Chris Zabriskie Licensed under Creative Commons. Music by Chris Zabriskie: https://chriszabriskie.com/ Follow along for new episodes every week featuring conversations on healing, personal growth, mental health, spirituality, grief, self-discovery, and finding meaning in life's most challenging moments. Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    7 min
  6. Sorry for Bothering You

    May 31

    Sorry for Bothering You

    Send us Fan Mail In this episode, “Sorry for Bothering You,” we explore the quiet habit of shrinking ourselves through constant apology—the words we use when we feel like we’re taking up too much space, too much time, or too much of someone’s attention. This is a reflective conversation about people-pleasing, emotional exhaustion, and the belief that our needs are an inconvenience. Through honest storytelling, we look at where this pattern begins, what it costs us, and what it might look like to slowly unlearn it. Background music: “Raining Sad Piano” by Music_For_Videos (Pixabay), used to create a soft, reflective atmosphere for this episode. If you’ve ever said “sorry for bothering you” when you didn’t need to, this space is for you. Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    5 min
  7. Losing My Only Savior

    May 24

    Losing My Only Savior

    Send us Fan Mail In this deeply personal episode, I share the heartbreaking experience of losing the one friend who helped me survive some of the darkest years of my life. While struggling inside a narcissistic abusive relationship, he was the person who always reminded me of my worth when I could no longer see it myself. From the days I was homeless and emotionally broken to the moments I felt completely lost, he was my safe place — the one person who never stopped believing in me. Only after his passing did I fully realize how much of my strength came from his presence. And now I am left carrying the weight of one painful question: did he ever read my final message before he died? This episode explores grief, emotional abuse, trauma bonds, self-worth, and the painful clarity that often arrives after loss. It is a reflection on survival, healing, and learning to finally choose yourself after spending years abandoning your own needs for people incapable of loving you properly. If you have ever lost someone who carried you through your darkest moments, this episode is for you. Music Credit: “Emotional Ambient Piano” by UniqueMusic Provided by Pixabay Music https://pixabay.com/music/ambient-emotional-ambient-cinematic-piano-115913/ Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    8 min
  8. What Grief Taught Me About Love

    May 23

    What Grief Taught Me About Love

    Send us Fan Mail What if grief is not just about losing someone… but about realizing too late how deeply you were loved? In this deeply personal episode, we explore how trauma shapes the way we love, why we often chase emotionally unavailable people, and how unresolved pain can push us toward self-destruction. Through heartbreak, addiction, regret, and reflection, this episode examines the painful truth that sometimes the people quietly loving us in the background were the very people we struggled most to see clearly. This is a story about grief, emotional survival, authenticity, and the devastating realization that waiting for the “perfect moment” often means missing the moments that mattered most. If you have ever struggled with loss, regret, trauma, or feeling unworthy of love, this conversation will resonate deeply. Music Credit: “Emotional Ambient Piano” by ComaStudio Source: Pixabay Music Support the show Read More Here at www.rubyohsosweet.com

    8 min
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A deeply personal exploration of life, loss and the moments that blur the line between fear and peace, this episode invites listeners into s powerful, almost otherworldly experience.

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