The soulnotskin Podcast

Jen

The Mission of The soulnotskin Podcast is to normalize hard conversations and humanize the experiences we so often judge from a distance. Through real stories and plain language, we illustrate and often decode how trauma, addiction, relationships, and faith actually work. We help listeners uncover the vocabulary for their own pain so they can understand what shaped them, trade shame for self-trust, and finally heal what raised them. Because when we do our own inner work, we bring grace and compassion to a world still searching for the tools. Host Jen SluMac provides a virtual living room—a safe, welcoming place to land where we pull up a chair and share stories straight from the heart.  We talk about the real human experience: the hard stuff, the wonderful stuff, and the messy everyday growth that shapes who we become. Real stories. Real people. Real insight. Becoming who we are. www.soulnotskin.com msha.ke/soulnotskin ___________ Enjoying the show? Get the book that started it all. soulnotskin: becoming the me I was meant to be Available on Amazon - https://a.co/d/05IRtxjH Kindle, Audible, and Paperback. Go to the website to join the community at soulnotskin.com! Download Your FREE Starter Guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life The Healing Notes Newsletter to stay inspired and informed!

Episodes

  1. Tom - Unhoused to Executive Director & Servant

    Jun 4

    Tom - Unhoused to Executive Director & Servant

    Ten years living under a freeway can teach you things most of us never have to learn: how fast addiction strips away options, how “freedom” can become a trap, and how easy it is for the rest of the world to look away. We sit down with Tom Gorham, a man in long-term recovery who went from owning multiple homes and businesses to chronic homelessness, cycling through jail, and expecting to die outside. Tom walks us through the real mechanics of alcoholism progression, including denial, tolerance, and the invisible line where drinking starts drinking you. We talk about the grief and trauma that often sit underneath substance use disorder, from family loss to the quieter wounds of neglect, religious shame, and feeling fundamentally unlovable. If you’ve ever wondered why someone can’t “just stop,” this conversation makes the disease model feel painfully clear and deeply human. Then the story pivots to what actually helps: a program that doesn’t give up after three failures, people who hold boundaries without withholding care, and a recovery process that blends 12-step principles, practical treatment, and daily spiritual practice. Tom also shares how that second chance turned into a mission, including building accessible treatment and helping train incarcerated men at San Quentin and beyond as addiction recovery counselors, with measurable impact on rehabilitation and recidivism. If you know someone struggling with addiction, homelessness, or reentry after prison, share this with them and keep the hope alive. Subscribe for more real conversations, leave a review, and tell us what part of Tom’s journey challenged your assumptions. Program Tom Started:  Offender Mentor Certification Program Resources for the family: Families Anonymous GroupsAl-anon Family Groups (easiest to find)CoDA Co-Dependents AnonymousAdult Children of Alcoholics/Dysfunctional FamiliesFind TreatmentPeer Support Continuing Care: S.M.A.R.T. RecoveryAlcoholics AnonymousNarcotics AnonymousCelebrate RecoveryRefuge Recovery-A Buddhist Path to Recovering from AddictionLife Beyond Addiction - Recovery 2.0© 2026 soulnotskin. All rights reserved.

    1h 4m
  2. Kazu - Fierce Vulnerability in a Fractured World

    May 18

    Kazu - Fierce Vulnerability in a Fractured World

    Enjoying the show? Head over to soulnotskin.com and:    - Download my free guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life    - Join my Newsletter: Healing Notes  This Episode: A young man sits in a county jail on the edge of tears and says the words so many of us wish we heard more often: “I want to apologize.” Then the system shuts him down. That moment opens a bigger question we can’t ignore: what would justice look like if it actually helped people repair harm and heal, instead of forcing silence, denial, and punishment? I’m joined by Kazu Haga, a lineage-based nonviolence trainer, restorative justice practitioner, and author of Fierce Vulnerability. We dig into restorative justice as a worldview, not a program, and why the best questions after harm are “What happened, who was impacted, and what helps restore balance?” Kazu connects this to Kingian nonviolence, the discipline of refusing the myth of separation and remembering we belong to each other even in conflict. We talk about why nonviolence is not “being nice,” and how it can be as disruptive as it needs to be while staying rooted in dignity. We also bring in trauma healing and nervous system science because movements and families don’t operate outside the body. Kazu shares the “two hands of nonviolence”: one hand says no to harm through interruption and refusal, while the other stays open to the humanity of the person causing harm. Along the way, we explore ACEs, fracture, collective trauma, and what it means to speak from scars not wounds when you’re trying to reach people who feel defensive or stuck in binary thinking. If you’re tired of doomscrolling and still hungry for real change, this conversation offers a grounded kind of hope: look around at mutual aid, community, and everyday repair already taking root. Subscribe, share this with a friend, and leave a review with the line that stayed with you most. Fierce Vulnerability: Healing from Trauma, Emerging through CollapseTroy Williams and The Prison Within, Interview from Covid Days - 2020© 2026 soulnotskin. All rights reserved.

    55 min
  3. Thomas - Vietnam Vet & PTSD

    May 5

    Thomas - Vietnam Vet & PTSD

    Enjoying the show? Head over to soulnotskin.com and:    - Download my free guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life    - Join my Newsletter: Healing Notes This Episode: PTSD can live quietly for decades, hiding behind work, marriages, anger, and a proud habit of “soldiering up.” We sit outside with Thomas, a Vietnam veteran, and let him tell the truth about what post-traumatic stress disorder feels like between the ears: intrusive thoughts, hypervigilance, inverted anger, depression, and nightmares built around helplessness. He also names the part people don’t always see, how untreated trauma can spill onto the people closest to you, even when you love them.  We also get practical about veteran mental health support and the VA system. Thomas walks us through the long path of VA disability claims and PTSD ratings, from early low percentages to finally receiving a 100% service-connected disability decades later. He shares how other veterans and Disabled American Veterans (DAV) helped him keep going, and why many service members still don’t realise they can ask for help, get a diagnosis, and pursue care.  The turning point is hope with a spine. Thomas describes an eight-week trauma-focused group therapy process where veterans revisited memories safely, wrote them down, spoke them aloud, and learned to feel what they had spent years avoiding. A simple grounding phrase, “that was then and this is now,” becomes a way to return to safety in the present. The result is profound: recurring nightmares stop, peace of mind grows, and recovery becomes something you can practice, not just wish for. If you know someone carrying war, loss, or trauma in silence, share this conversation, subscribe, and leave a review so more people can find it. Comprehensive Trauma Overview 1• The Body Keeps the Score (Official Site): besselvanderkolk.com/resources/the-body-keeps-the-score 2. Vietnam-Specific Support • Vietnam Veterans of America (VVA): vva.org 3. Community Counseling & Privacy • The Vet Center Program: va.gov/find-locations/?facilityType=vet_center 4. Symptom Management Tool • PTSD Coach Mobile App: mobile.va.gov/app/ptsd-coach © 2026 soulnotskin. All rights reserved.

    33 min
  4. Martin - ADHD & Bipolar Superpowers

    Apr 30

    Martin - ADHD & Bipolar Superpowers

    Enjoying the show? Head over to soulnotskin.com and:    - Download my free guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life    - Join my Newsletter: Healing Notes This Episode: Some people don’t fall apart because they’re weak. They fall apart because they’ve been carrying too much for too long without answers. That’s where Martin Perez starts: a childhood shaped by caregiving, grief, and the kind of chaos you learn to call “normal” until you finally see it clearly. We talk about his late ADHD diagnosis and bipolar disorder diagnosis, and why getting the right words for what you’re living can feel like the best thing that ever happened to you. Martin breaks down how ADHD can be a constant race-car brain, while bipolar disorder is episodic, and what it’s like when those two collide: dopamine chasing that doesn’t stop, hypomania that boosts output and confidence, and the risky edge that can come with feeling unstoppable. We also get real about depression, self-worth, and the pressure to “catch up” in adulthood once you finally land a stable job with benefits and a future. From EMT work to dental assisting to a data analytics boot camp, Martin’s path shows how career pivots, therapy, and medication management can turn survival mode into something more sustainable. We close with the bigger point: mental health stigma keeps people silent, but honest conversations create connection and help others find treatment, language, and hope. If this resonates, subscribe, share it with someone who’s been struggling quietly, and leave a review so more people can find it. What’s one sign you wish you’d taken seriously sooner? Resources: Adult Late-Diagnosis ADHD Resources ADDA (Attention Deficit Disorder Association): The world’s leading organization for adults with ADHD, offering webinars, support groups, and resources tailored for those diagnosed later in life.ADDitude Magazine: An extensive, trusted source for ADHD news, symptoms, and treatment options, including many articles and podcasts specifically on navigating a late, adult diagnosis.ADHD Friendly Lifestyle Podcast: Focuses on transforming late-diagnosis ADHD challenges into strengths.Adult Bipolar Disorder & Mental Health Support DBSA (Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance): Offers online and in-person support groups, wellness trackers, and peer-led support for adults living with bipolar disorder.NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness): Provides comprehensive information on bipolar diagnosis, treatment, and free peer-to-peer education classes.International Bipolar Foundation (IBPF): Offers educational resources, webinars, and support for both newly diagnosed adults and their families. Early Onset Dementia & Memory Loss Resources Alzheimer’s Association (24/7 Helpline: 800-272-3900): Offers 24/7 help, local support groups, and specialized resources for early-onset (younger-onset) dementia, which often affects those under 65.AFTD (The Association for Frontotemporal Degeneration): Specialized support for FTD, a common cause of dementia in people under 65.Alzheimers.gov: The federal government portal for dementia information, including links to local services.Eldercare Locator (1-800-677-1116): A public service of the Administration on Aging that connects individuals with local services for seniors and caregivers. Crisis & Immediate Support 988 Suicide & Crisis © 2026 soulnotskin. All rights reserved.

    45 min
  5. Sheree - Surviving Cancer

    Apr 24

    Sheree - Surviving Cancer

    Enjoying the show? Head over to soulnotskin.com and:    - Download my free guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life    - Join my Newsletter: Healing Notes This Episode: She hears the words “You have breast cancer” while standing on a packed BART train in San Francisco, and the world tilts. Sheree takes us from that surreal phone call to the small but life-changing moment where she refuses to wait six months and asks for a biopsy now. The result is a story about early detection, clarity, and the kind of self-advocacy that can feel uncomfortable until you remember what’s at stake: your body, your time, your family.  We also get practical about breast cancer treatment decisions, including the real differences between a lumpectomy and a mastectomy, why radiation often follows breast-conserving surgery, and what it means to live in “after” with medication, reconstruction choices, and recurrence anxiety. Along the way, we talk about breast cancer symptoms people miss, how awareness campaigns can still leave us under-educated, and why “it probably isn’t cancer” is not the same as certainty.  Then the conversation widens into the inner work that helps you survive the outer work. Sheree shares how her marriage deepens even though she believes in God and her husband is agnostic, and she tells the unforgettable story of requesting Bob Dylan in a medical procedure room so she can pray and breathe through fear. She also explains her daily practice of two-way prayer, a notebook-based meditation tool she uses on trains, in tense meetings, and in moments when she knows reacting will only create more pain.  If you’ve ever felt dismissed by the system, overwhelmed by fear, or unsure how to ask for what you need, this is for you. Subscribe, share this with someone who needs it, and leave a review with the tool you use to stay steady when life hits hard. 💥 Sign up to be one of the First 20! 💥 Join the inaugural 4-week online cohort, led by "Ms. Jen" SluMac What actually is addiction anyway? Four weeks on Saturday, one hour each week, beginning May 9. Just $20! 💥 Claim one of the 20 spots now! © 2026 soulnotskin. All rights reserved.

    52 min
  6. Joe - Addiction & Overdose

    Apr 24

    Joe - Addiction & Overdose

    Enjoying the show? Head over to soulnotskin.com and:    - Download my free guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life    - Join my Newsletter: Healing Notes This Episode: The texts slow down, the silence stretches, and your stomach already knows what your brain is trying to deny. We sit down with Joe to talk about addiction from the side that rarely gets a clean script: the friend who keeps showing up, the friend who tries to say the right thing, and the friend who later replays every moment asking, “Why didn’t I do more?” Joe shares the story of reconnecting with a close gym friend as alcoholism and addiction tightened their grip. There are good stretches, deep talks, and one last “normal” day that feels almost magical, followed by the familiar disappearing act and then the devastating news. We unpack why substance use disorder is not a simple willpower problem, why no one can outmuscle an active craving, and what real support looks like when you are powerless to control the outcome. From there, we go beneath the substance to the drivers: trauma, self esteem, self worth, and the need for relief when life hurts more than you can handle. Joe offers a clear lens on trauma as the felt experience, not a contest of who had it worse, and we explore how an all or nothing personality can fuel both addiction and recovery. If you have loved an addict, lost someone to overdose, or fear relapse in your circle, this conversation gives language for the grief and grounded ways to keep compassion without losing yourself. Subscribe, share with someone who needs it, and leave a review with the one line you wish every person understood about addiction. Resources: Overdose Lifeline: Lifeline for LossThe Partnership to End Addiction: Resources for FamiliesNational Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA)SAMHSA (Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration)© 2026 soulnotskin. All rights reserved.

    24 min
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The Mission of The soulnotskin Podcast is to normalize hard conversations and humanize the experiences we so often judge from a distance. Through real stories and plain language, we illustrate and often decode how trauma, addiction, relationships, and faith actually work. We help listeners uncover the vocabulary for their own pain so they can understand what shaped them, trade shame for self-trust, and finally heal what raised them. Because when we do our own inner work, we bring grace and compassion to a world still searching for the tools. Host Jen SluMac provides a virtual living room—a safe, welcoming place to land where we pull up a chair and share stories straight from the heart.  We talk about the real human experience: the hard stuff, the wonderful stuff, and the messy everyday growth that shapes who we become. Real stories. Real people. Real insight. Becoming who we are. www.soulnotskin.com msha.ke/soulnotskin ___________ Enjoying the show? Get the book that started it all. soulnotskin: becoming the me I was meant to be Available on Amazon - https://a.co/d/05IRtxjH Kindle, Audible, and Paperback. Go to the website to join the community at soulnotskin.com! Download Your FREE Starter Guide: 7 Ways Childhood Pain Shows Up in Adult Life The Healing Notes Newsletter to stay inspired and informed!

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  • Creator
    Jen
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    6
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 soulnotskin.com | Heal What Raised You
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    The soulnotskin Podcast