The Gay Monogamy Coach.

Alan Cox
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The Gay Monogamy Coach podcast is hosted by the life coach, CBT practitioner, workshop facilitator and author Alan Cox. He supports gay men in understanding the emotional, psychological, and practical aspects of transitioning from casual dating to a committed, monogamous relationship, while fostering clarity, confidence, and alignment with authentic relationship goals. Each episode will investigate an area that surrounds monogamy and is reinforced by practical life coaching techniques. Alan can be contacted via: gaymonogamycoach@gmail.com Website: www.lifecoachingempoweringgaymen.com  

  1. Jun 20

    Beyond: The apps. Chapter one.

    Send us Fan Mail Episode 2: The Myth of Choice. If you listened to 'The Infrastructure of Isolation,' you already know about the Administrator — the part of you that keeps the fortress beautiful, clean, and empty. This episode examines his favourite weapon: the illusion of choice. This is for professional gay men who believe they are making active decisions about their lives — but are actually choosing different ways to stay unreachable. Alan Cox, accredited life coach, CBT practitioner, and writer for gay magazines in the UK, Ireland, and the US, introduces two new archetypes: the Scheduler, who fills every hour so he never has to feel the Sunday silence, and the Resister, who leaves his calendar empty but fills it with solo distraction. Both believe they are exercising autonomy. Both are running a life designed for one. 'The Myth of Choice' includes the Sunday inventory exercise, the arithmetic of one, and what the wardrobe knows about your readiness for partnership. It ends with a practical exercise designed to test whether you are still shopping with a basket — or ready for a trolley. The book 'Beyond: The Apps' is available now on Kindle and coming soon to Amazon paperback. Join the Patreon at patreon.com/empoweringgaymen for early access to 'Beyond' chapters, monthly Q&A, and a community of men who have stopped swiping and started seeking. For coaching inquiries: empoweringgaymen@gmail.com Support the show

    Beyond: The apps. Chapter one.

  2. Jun 20

    Beyond: The Apps. Introduction.

    Send us Fan Mail Episode 1: The Infrastructure of Isolation. You have done everything right. The career is solid. The flat is immaculate. The Sunday schedule runs like a military operation. And yet you are sitting in the most expensive silence you have ever paid for — a kitchen that is clean, orderly, and entirely yours. This is the first episode from 'Beyond: The Apps,' the new book by Alan Cox, an accredited life coach and CBT practitioner who also writes for gay magazines across the UK, Ireland, and the US. 'The Infrastructure of Isolation' is about the part of you that has spent twenty years optimising your solitude until it became a perimeter. It introduces the Administrator of Isolation — the internal architect who keeps the fortress beautiful, clean, and empty. You will learn how to map your own defended space, identify the physical and digital structures that keep connection out, and begin the work of dismantling a life that functions perfectly for one. If you are a professional gay man tired of mistaking the maintenance of a cage for the act of living, this episode is the first move toward burning his office to the ground. The book 'Beyond: The Apps' is available now on Kindle and coming soon to Amazon paperback. Join the Patreon at patreon.com/empoweringgaymen for monthly Q&A sessions and a community of men who have stopped swiping and started seeking. For coaching inquiries: empoweringgaymen@gmail.com Support the show

    Beyond: The Apps. Introduction.

  3. Jun 1

    The performance trap. Part 3. Living without the script.

    Send us Fan Mail You’ve reached the final part of this series, and if you’re still here, something in you is already shifting. In Episode 1, we exposed the curated image — the polished version of yourself you learned to present because it felt safer than being real. In Episode 2, we dismantled the script you’ve been performing for years, sometimes decades, without ever questioning who wrote it. Now we’re in the space that opens up when both of those fall away. No performance. No choreography. No persona to hide behind. Just you — the real you — standing in the quiet. This episode is about what happens next. Not the theory of authenticity, but the lived reality of it: the emotional lag, the old habits trying to creep back in, the micro‑choices that build genuine intimacy, and the uncomfortable truth that most of your “personality” was actually self‑protection. If you’re listening and recognising yourself — the softening of your voice when you’re unsure, the humour you use to deflect, the way you nod along to keep the peace — then you’re already in the work. You’re already stepping out of the performance trap and into the version of yourself you’ve never actually lived as before. And this is exactly the moment when the right support changes everything. This episode is for the man who’s tired of performing competence, tired of being the unbothered one, tired of dating from behind armour. If you’re ready to build real emotional availability, real connection, and real monogamy — not the curated version, the lived version — then this is where your next chapter begins. If you’re ready to go deeper, book a session with me through the link in the show notes. If my work resonates with you, consider joining the community on Patreon to support the podcast and access more resources. You’ve done the hard part — you’ve stopped pretending. Now it’s time to build the life you actually want. Support the show

    The performance trap. Part 3. Living without the script.

  4. May 30

    The performance trap. Episode 2. Deconstructing the script.

    Send us Fan Mail In this second instalment of The Performance Trap, we go deeper than the curated image. I’m Alan Cox — accredited coach, CBT practitioner, and The Gay Monogamy Coach — and today we’re stepping behind the polished exterior to examine the machinery that keeps it running. We’re deconstructing The Script. The script is the set of hidden rules you’ve been following since you were young — rules written in the shadows of shame, survival, and over‑compensation. Rules like “If I’m indispensable, I can’t be abandoned” or “Only the best is acceptable.” They helped you succeed professionally, but they quietly sabotage intimacy. They protect you, but they don’t connect you. In this episode, you’ll hear how these scripts show up in the lives of men just like you: Mark, 52 — whose script told him he had to earn love through excellence.David, 48 — who used perfectionism as a shield against shame.Simon, 45 — who performed “Gay Excellence” while secretly craving a quiet, monogamous life.James, 51 — whose stoicism became emotional risk‑management.Robert, 55 — the lone wolf who equated strength with isolation.And you’ll learn three practical tools to interrupt these old patterns: The Grounding Scan — to calm the body when the script takes over.The Alignment Question — to shift from being liked to being known.The Exit With Intention — to consciously step out of your professional persona and into yourself.Deconstructing the script isn’t about tearing yourself down. It’s about removing the layers that were never you to begin with. The rules you wrote to survive are now the very things keeping you from the monogamous, meaningful relationship you deserve. In Part Three — Radical Authenticity — we’ll explore what it means to live without the script entirely, and how to show up as the man you actually are. I’m Alan Cox, The Gay Monogamy Coach — and the work continues. Support the show

    The performance trap. Episode 2. Deconstructing the script.

  5. May 29

    The performance trap. Episode 1. The curated image.

    Send us Fan Mail The Performance Trap, Part One: The Curated Image . The Gay Monogamy Coach with Alan Cox, Most professional gay men don’t struggle because they’re inexperienced, unlucky, or “too picky.” They struggle because they’ve spent years performing a version of themselves that looks flawless from the outside but feels disconnected on the inside. In this episode, Alan Cox — an accredited coach and CBT practitioner — opens a three‑part series on The Performance Trap, beginning with the role of the curated image in keeping successful gay men single, exhausted, or stuck in shallow connections. You’ll hear the stories of men in their forties and fifties who built impressive lives but found themselves alone at night, wondering why achievement never translated into intimacy. Men like Mark, who wore his career like armour on every date. David, who realised he’d been auditioning instead of relating. Simon, who hid his desire for monogamy behind a persona he thought the scene expected. James and Robert, who discovered that perfection and strength can become forms of isolation. Alan breaks down why this happens — the psychology behind the polished exterior — and how it quietly blocks the very connection these men want. You’ll learn three practical tools you can use immediately: The Grounding Scan — a fast way to drop out of performance mode and back into your body.The Alignment Question — a simple test that reveals whether you’re trying to be liked or trying to be known.The Exit With Intention — a two‑minute ritual that helps you step out of your professional persona and back into yourself at the end of the day.This episode is an invitation to notice the gap between the man the world sees and the man who wants to be loved. It’s the first step in moving from performance to presence, from curated image to genuine connection, and from exhaustion to emotional availability. If you’re a professional gay man who’s ready to stop performing and start building the kind of monogamous relationship that feels like home, this is where the work begins. Support the show

    The performance trap. Episode 1. The curated image.

  6. May 28

    Appstinence - the benefits.

    Send us Fan Mail  Part Three of the Appstinence series explores what happens after the thirty days — the afterglow, the clarity, the nervous‑system reset. As the episode says, “Most professional gay men in their forties and fifties are running on a treadmill they don’t even remember stepping onto.” This is where the deeper shifts appear: • the return of focus • the widening of peripheral vision • the ability to challenge old beliefs • the emotional recalibration that makes calm feel safe again If you’re ready to build a dating strategy rooted in CBT, emotional regulation, and genuine monogamy, this episode is your turning point. Book a free discovery call: calendly.com/empoweringgaymen/discoverycall Email: empoweringgaymen@gmail.com Support the show

    Appstinence - the benefits.

  7. May 28

    Appstinence - the how.

    Send us Fan Mail Part Two of the Appstinence series explores the middle stretch — the point where the silence stops feeling uncomfortable and starts revealing things you didn’t expect. Old habits. Emotional shortcuts. The ways the apps filled gaps you didn’t want to look at. For many gay men in their 40s and 50s, this is where the real shift begins: not in the first few days, but when the noise fades and clarity starts creeping in. If you’re trying to understand your own patterns with dating, attention, and avoidance, this episode will help you join the dots. Book a free discovery call: calendly.com/empoweringgaymen/discoverycall Email: empoweringgaymen@gmail.com Support the show

    Appstinence - the how.

  8. May 28

    Appstinence - the why.

    Send us Fan Mail Part One of the Appstinence series explores what really happens when gay men — especially those in their 40s and 50s — give up dating apps for thirty days. Not the polished version. The real version. The boredom. The restlessness. The sudden quiet. And the clarity that arrives when the constant drip of validation finally stops. If you’re caught between wanting connection and feeling drained by the chase, this episode is a starting point. To explore coaching with me, book a free discovery call: calendly.com/empoweringgaymen/discoverycall Or email: empoweringgaymen@gmail.com Support the show

    Appstinence - the why.
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The Gay Monogamy Coach podcast is hosted by the life coach, CBT practitioner, workshop facilitator and author Alan Cox. He supports gay men in understanding the emotional, psychological, and practical aspects of transitioning from casual dating to a committed, monogamous relationship, while fostering clarity, confidence, and alignment with authentic relationship goals. Each episode will investigate an area that surrounds monogamy and is reinforced by practical life coaching techniques. Alan can be contacted via: gaymonogamycoach@gmail.com Website: www.lifecoachingempoweringgaymen.com  

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  • Creator
    Alan Cox
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    88
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © 2026 The Gay Monogamy Coach.
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