The Sacred Mycelium Podcast

Victoria Lee Starr

The Sacred Mycelium Podcast explores real-life questions and lived experiences through honest conversations about earth medicine, integration, and self-discovery. Each episode weaves together story, insight, and grounded reflection to support deeper awareness and meaningful change.

Episodes

  1. Sep 8

    My Husband Changed Overnight… and I Don’t Know How to Feel

    What happens when someone you love changes dramatically—and every change seems to be for the better? In this episode of The Sacred Mycelium Podcast, I’m sharing the story of a woman whose husband returned from a weekend mushroom journey and slowly began transforming his life. He exercised. He read. He changed how he ate. He became more ambitious. He went back to school. His career grew. He seemed more alive. Everyone around her thought it was wonderful. But she couldn’t stop wondering: What happened to my husband? What makes this story so fascinating to me is that his heart hadn’t disappeared. He was still warm, kind, and loving. What changed were the habits, identities, and patterns that had shaped the life they created together. So maybe the experience didn’t turn him into somebody else. Maybe something that had been keeping him stuck finally loosened. And that creates another part of transformation we don’t talk about nearly enough: what happens to the people who love us when we change? His wife didn’t choose this transformation, yet suddenly she was living inside of it too. There can be grief even inside positive change. We can celebrate who someone is becoming while still missing the familiar rhythms of who we were together. That’s why my biggest question for this couple isn’t whether he should become his old self again. It’s: How do we build this relationship around who we are becoming now? Because sometimes the medicine journey happens to one person, but the integration belongs to an entire ecosystem of relationships. The experience may open the door. We still have to choose whether we walk through it. 🌿 Free Replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath Explore what happens when healing reaches beyond what the thinking mind can resolve—and how neuroscience, breathwork, and psilocybin-assisted healing can help us understand the process. Watch the free replay on demand after opting in: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies 🌿 Explore the Blog Continue exploring healing, breathwork, plant medicine, and transformation: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog 🌿 Share Your Story Have a healing or transformation story you think belongs on The Sacred Mycelium Podcast? Email: vicki@victorialeestarr.com And follow or subscribe to The Sacred Mycelium Podcast so you don’t miss the next story. Source Credit This episode is inspired by a real healing story shared publicly in an online community and retold here with care for privacy. Ready to experience this work for yourself? Join me in Prescott, Arizona for an intimate, guided psilocybin retreat. Details + registration here: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/divinae-retreats If you’re curious about microdosing, exploring plant medicine, or seeking deeper healing, this is a space to listen, reflect, and reconnect. Resources mentioned: 🎁 Free replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Blog: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Story submissions: vicki@victorialeestarr.com

  2. Aug 25

    What Are People Really Seeking When They Turn to Microdosing? | Kayse Gehret

    What is someone really asking when they reach out about microdosing? They may mention depression, anxiety, grief, chronic pain, migraines, menopause, cognitive health, or nervous system overwhelm. But beneath the practical question is often something much more personal: Is there still hope for me? Could I feel differently in my own life? What if I have already tried everything? In this episode of Sacred Mycelium, I’m joined by Kayse Gehret, founder of Microdosing for Healing. Kayse is a pioneer in transformational wellness with nearly 30 years of experience guiding people through deep, soulful change. Through her work, she has supported more than 1,400 individuals across over 30 countries using intentional, earth-based practices. Kayse takes us back to the beginning of her own journey, including her experience with grand mal seizures and the circumstances that led her to explore another path. She shares what she was initially hoping to find, what surprised her, and the point at which her healing became about something much bigger than symptom relief. We then explore what Kayse has learned from listening to thousands of people describe why they are considering microdosing. These are not abstract conversations about psychedelic headlines. They are the stories of parents, caregivers, people navigating loss, women moving through menopause, individuals living with pain, and people who simply want to feel calmer and more present in their own lives. Kayse reflects on the patterns she has witnessed around depression, anxiety, grief, migraines, chronic pain, hormonal changes, and fears surrounding cognitive health. She also speaks about the responsibility of facilitation, what makes a guide trustworthy, and what someone should consider when seeking support. At the heart of this episode is a quieter question: What are people truly seeking when they turn toward plant medicine? This conversation does not offer guarantees or present microdosing as a cure. Instead, it creates space for the real fears, hopes, and human experiences that are too often missing from the conversation. In This Episode Kayse’s journey through grand mal seizuresWhat drew her toward earth-based healingWhen healing became bigger than symptom reliefWhy people are exploring microdosingThe deeper question beneath depression and anxietyGrief, chronic pain, migraines, and nervous system overwhelmMicrodosing conversations surrounding menopauseCognitive health and fears of dementiaThe qualities of a skilled and responsible facilitatorHow to find aligned supportKayse’s hopes for the future of plant medicine Connect with Kayse Gehret Microdosing for Healing: https://www.microdosingforhealing.com/podcast Microdosing Starter Package: https://www.microdosingforhealing.com/microdosingstarterpackage GATHER — A Home for Guides: https://www.microdosingforhealing.com/professionalguideprogram Use promo code VICTORIA500 for Kayse’s Microdosing Facilitator Training. LinkedIn: http://www.linkedin.com/in/kaysegehret Instagram: http://www.instagram.com/kaysegehret YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@microdosingforhealing Free Resource Watch Trauma, the Body, and the Breath, my free on-demand webinar replay exploring how we release what the mind cannot and how neuroscience, breathwork, and psilocybin-assisted healing may support the healing process. Access the replay here: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Explore the Blog Read more about trauma, breathwork, microdosing, plant medicine, and the human journey of healing: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Share Your Story Have a transformation story you feel called to share? Email me at: vicki@victorialeestarr.com Identifying details can be changed to protect your privacy. Follow Sacred Mycelium Follow or subscribe to Sacred Mycelium for compassionate conversations about healing, transformation, plant medicine, and the stories that remind us we are not alone. If you’re curious about microdosing, exploring plant medicine, or seeking deeper healing, this is a space to listen, reflect, and reconnect. Resources mentioned: 🎁 Free replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Blog: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Story submissions: vicki@victorialeestarr.com

  3. Aug 11

    Why Grief Can Hit Weeks Later — And How Microdosing Helped Them Finally Feel It

    What happens when you lose someone you love…but the grief doesn’t come? In this episode of Sacred Mycelium, I’m sharing the story of someone who experienced a sudden loss and immediately went into doing mode—helping family, making arrangements, getting through the funeral, and taking care of everyone around them. They were sad. But the grief hadn’t fully landed. It wasn’t until weeks later, when everyone had gone home and life became quiet again, that something began to change. Memories surfaced. Sleep became harder. The emotions seemed to be there, but just out of reach. Then they became curious about microdosing sacred plant medicine. What followed wasn’t about escaping grief or making the loss disappear. It was about finally finding enough space to feel what had been waiting underneath the surface. In this conversation, I reflect on delayed grief, why we can sometimes function before we feel, and the difference between carrying grief and allowing ourselves to move through it. I’ll also guide you through a gentle breathwork practice to help soften, slow down, and reconnect with the present moment. Because grief doesn’t always arrive on our schedule. And healing doesn’t necessarily mean moving on. Sometimes it means making room for what’s already there. 🌿 FREE REPLAY: TRAUMA, THE BODY, AND THE BREATH Go deeper with my free webinar replay, Trauma, the Body, and the Breath—an exploration of releasing what the mind can’t and how neuroscience, breathwork, and psilocybin-assisted healing can intersect in the healing process. Watch on demand after opting in: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies 🌿 EXPLORE THE BLOG Continue exploring healing, plant medicine, breathwork, and transformation: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog 🌿 SHARE YOUR STORY Have a healing or transformation story you’d like to share with Sacred Mycelium? Email me at: vicki@victorialeestarr.com Stories are always treated with care for privacy. 🌿 FOLLOW SACRED MYCELIUM Follow or subscribe wherever you listen so you don’t miss the next story. SOURCE CREDIT This episode is inspired by a real healing story shared publicly in an online community and retold here with care for privacy. This podcast shares personal experiences and perspectives and is not medical advice. If you’re curious about microdosing, exploring plant medicine, or seeking deeper healing, this is a space to listen, reflect, and reconnect. Resources mentioned: 🎁 Free replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Blog: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Story submissions: vicki@victorialeestarr.com

  4. Jul 28

    Why So Many Gen Xers Are Turning to Psychedelics After 50 with Cesar Marin

    Why So Many Gen Xers Are Turning to Psychedelics After 50 Many of us grew up believing psychedelics were dangerous, irresponsible, or simply off-limits. For Gen X especially, decades of messaging created deep fear around plant medicine—even as many quietly searched for something to help them reconnect with themselves later in life. In this episode, I sit down with Cesar Marin, founder of Microdosing Over 50 and Cultivating Wisdom, to explore what happens when curiosity begins to replace fear. Cesar shares his deeply personal story of discovering psilocybin at age 55 after a successful career at CNN, and how that experience led him to redefine success, embrace emotional vulnerability, and reinvent his life. Together we explore the unique challenges facing men over 50, why healing doesn't have an expiration date, and how intentional work with plant medicine can become one pathway toward greater presence, purpose, and authenticity. Whether you're curious about microdosing, questioning long-held beliefs, or simply wondering what the second half of life could look like, this conversation offers hope, perspective, and compassion. Connect with Cesar Cultivating WisdomMicrodosing Over 50Summit Within RetreatLinkedInInstagramFacebookYouTubeTikTok🎁 Use discount code VICTORIA for Cultivating Wisdom merchandise. Free Replay Trauma, the Body, and the Breath Learn how trauma lives in the nervous system, why healing requires more than mindset alone, and how breathwork and psilocybin-assisted healing can support lasting transformation. https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Read More https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Share Your Story Have a healing journey you'd like to share on Sacred Mycelium? Email: vicki@victorialeestarr.com Healing doesn't have an expiration date. Whether you're in your 30s, your 50s, or beyond, it's never too late to question old beliefs, reconnect with yourself, and begin writing a new chapter. If you’re curious about microdosing, exploring plant medicine, or seeking deeper healing, this is a space to listen, reflect, and reconnect. Resources mentioned: 🎁 Free replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Blog: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Story submissions: vicki@victorialeestarr.com

  5. Jul 14

    Why Can't I Feel Anything? One Woman's Journey Through Emotional Numbness & Microdosing

    What if emotional numbness isn't the absence of feeling—but the result of feelings that have been buried for years? In this episode of Sacred Mycelium, Victoria shares the story of someone whose life appeared completely stable from the outside, yet internally they had become disconnected from joy, empathy, and emotional presence. As they cautiously explored a microdosing practice with psilocybin, subtle changes began to unfold. A walk home became more vivid. A difficult conversation became more honest. Old journals reopened long-forgotten grief, creating space for healing instead of continued suppression. Rather than promising instant happiness, this story explores something much more meaningful: the gradual return of emotional accessibility. Victoria also reflects on why emotional numbness often develops so quietly, how unresolved experiences can become stored within the body, why integration matters just as much as the medicine itself, and closes with a gentle guided breath practice to help listeners reconnect with themselves. In this episode: What emotional numbness can feel like before we recognize itWhy functioning doesn't always mean we're emotionally presentHow one person's microdosing journey helped soften emotional protectionThe role of grief, honesty, and integration in healingA short guided breath practice for grounding and reconnecting with your body Continue Your Healing Journey 🎁 Free Replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath Explore how trauma is stored in the body and how breathwork and psilocybin-assisted healing can support transformation. https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies 📚 Read more: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog 💚 Want your healing story featured on the podcast? Email: vicki@victorialeestarr.com If you enjoyed this episode, please follow the show, leave a review, and share it with someone who may need this conversation. Source Credit This episode is inspired by a real healing story shared publicly in an online community and retold here with care for privacy. If you’re curious about microdosing, exploring plant medicine, or seeking deeper healing, this is a space to listen, reflect, and reconnect. Resources mentioned: 🎁 Free replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Blog: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Story submissions: vicki@victorialeestarr.com

  6. May 19

    Why Microdosing Makes You Irritated With Your Mom (And What It’s Really Revealing)

    Sometimes healing doesn’t arrive as peace. Sometimes it arrives as irritation. In this episode, I share a story about a young woman who found a microdosing rhythm that was helping her feel more grounded, open, and emotionally resourced… except in one relationship. Her mom. On dose days, irritation would rise fast. Not with strangers. Not with the world. Just her mother. And that’s where we explore something important: What if the medicine isn’t creating the resentment… but revealing what was already there? We talk about selective activation, hidden anger, nervous system memory, parent wounds, and why unresolved relational pain often resurfaces when the body feels safe enough to stop suppressing it. This is a tender conversation about the layers underneath irritation—and what it means when healing gets personal. Source Credit: This episode is inspired by a real healing story shared publicly in an online community and retold here with care for privacy. Source: https://www.reddit.com/r/microdosing/comments/15svjbg/irritability_but_only_towards_my_mom/ If you’re curious about microdosing, exploring plant medicine, or seeking deeper healing, this is a space to listen, reflect, and reconnect. Resources mentioned: 🎁 Free replay: Trauma, the Body, and the Breath https://www.victorialeestarr.com/freebies Blog: https://www.victorialeestarr.com/blog Story submissions: vicki@victorialeestarr.com

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The Sacred Mycelium Podcast explores real-life questions and lived experiences through honest conversations about earth medicine, integration, and self-discovery. Each episode weaves together story, insight, and grounded reflection to support deeper awareness and meaningful change.

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