THE GROWTH TABLE

Blessing Arutere

A Podcast where real conversations meet practical growth. I, Blessing Arutere, will be sitting with entrepreneurs, creators, and everyday achievers to unpack money, purpose, business, and the lessons behind building a meaningful life.

  1. Sep 8

    Faith, Doubt, and Healing: Learning to Come to God as You Are

    What happens when your relationship with church becomes painful, disappointing, or disconnected—but your desire to know Jesus remains? In this deeply honest episode of The Growth Table Podcast, Blessing Arutere sits down with Jeff to explore faith beyond performance, the difference between religion and relationship, and what it means to come to God honestly. Jeff shares his journey from studying pastoral ministry and theology to experiencing rejection, disappointment, and seasons of feeling disconnected from the church. Through those experiences, he began to discover a deeper and more authentic understanding of what it means to have a relationship with Jesus—one that doesn’t require pretending to always be strong, positive, or put together. The conversation also explores Jeff’s book, Expressions of the Heart: Poems and Devotionals, and the powerful connection between poetry, Scripture, vulnerability, doubt, healing, and honest prayer. Together, Blessing and Jeff discuss why people sometimes hide behind religious language, what happens when church culture creates shame instead of healing, and why bringing our unpolished emotions to God may be one of the most honest expressions of faith. This episode is for anyone who loves Jesus but has struggled with disappointment, church hurt, shame, doubt, or the pressure to pretend that everything is fine. Sometimes faith doesn’t begin with having all the right words. Sometimes it begins with coming to God exactly as you are.

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A Podcast where real conversations meet practical growth. I, Blessing Arutere, will be sitting with entrepreneurs, creators, and everyday achievers to unpack money, purpose, business, and the lessons behind building a meaningful life.