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Angel Farrell
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Mindfulness is a journey — and every journey has stories worth telling. Each episode blends personal reflections, mindful prompts, and conversations that explore what it means to live with awareness in a noisy world. 

Episodes

  1. 50m ago

    Episode 11: The Warrior Who Finally Put Down her Sword

    One ordinary morning, driving to work with a ten hour audiobook playing in the background, everything changed. Not with fireworks or revelation, but with a single unexpected line: “Drop your sword.” This episode explores the moment a lifetime of resistance, resentment, and self protection cracked open. It’s about the courage to stop fighting battles that no longer exist, the surprising ease of true forgiveness, and the quiet power of stepping aside instead of bracing for impact. Join me as I unpack what it means to be a warrior with a warm heart, why suffering isn’t weakness, and how abundance isn’t “available” in limited supply—it’s overflowing, waiting for us to stop resisting and receive it. This is Earth School, and class is always in session. Today’s lesson: lay down the sword and walk into freedom.

  2. Oct 19

    Episode 10: The Runner & The Chaser: Inside the Relationship Dance We All Know Too Well

    Let’s talk about the runner chaser dynamic — the emotional seesaw that shows up in teenage love, adult relationships, marriages, and even situationships. One person pours in effort, attention, and energy… while the other person keeps the switch flipped to “meh.” But when the chaser finally stops? The runner suddenly cares. And when the runner comes back? The chaser jumps right in. In this episode, we explore why this pattern is so addictive, why both people are actually attached (even when they pretend not to be), and how the “dance” keeps looping until someone finally breaks the cycle. It’s funny, frustrating, and painfully accurate — a mirror held up to the chaos we call connection.

  3. Oct 5

    Episode 9: Why Attachment Hurts: Expectations, Ego, and the Myth of “Happily Ever After”

    Attachment shows up in the most subtle ways — in the memories we romanticize, the outcomes we expect, the roles we cling to, and the people we hold onto even when they no longer align with who we are. In this episode, we explore how attachment creates suffering not because life is cruel, but because life is always changing. When we resist that truth, we break our own hearts. Through gentle reflection and honest storytelling, we look at how attachment shapes our relationships, our parenting, our careers, and our sense of self. And we explore what it means to stop asking others to fill our empty spaces and instead learn to become whole from within. This is an invitation to loosen your grip, soften your expectations, and find freedom in the flow of change.

  4. Sep 21

    Episode 8: Freedom & Flow: Why Happiness Isn’t What You Think It Is

    Ask ten people what they want and you’ll get ten rapid fire answers — money, beauty, success, the perfect relationship, revenge on an ex, or a rockstar lifestyle. We think these things will make us happy… until we get them and realize they don’t. This episode breaks down the myth of “I’ll be happy when…” and exposes the crash that often comes when we finally get everything on our list. We explore the deeper longing underneath it all: freedom. Freedom from shame, fear, unworthiness, ego, and the beliefs that keep us hustling for validation. It’s raw, funny, and a little uncomfortable — but it’s the kind of truth that opens the door to real liberation.

  5. Sep 7

    Episode 7: When the Mind Says “Hold My Beer”: Going Unconscious in Real Time

    We all know those moments—when a text, a tone, or a tiny trigger hijacks our entire nervous system and suddenly we’re reacting like someone we barely recognize. In this episode, we explore what “going unconscious” really means (hint: it’s not passing out on the couch). It’s the sneaky part of the mind that drives our reactions, our defensiveness, and our emotional spirals before we even realize what’s happening. Through a real-life story of a friend who got pulled into a rapid fire text battle, we break down how core wounds, old patterns, and survival instincts take the wheel. And more importantly, how to slow it down, recognize the moment you’re slipping, and course correct with clarity, confidence, and consciousness.

  6. Aug 31

    Episode 6: Stop Shoulding on Yourself: Finding Wholeness From the Inside Out

    Angel unpacks the emotional weight behind should‑haves—in relationships, in self‑reflection, and in the stories we tell about what “should” have happened. This episode explores how unmet needs, childhood wounds, and internal expectations shape our reactions to others. A compassionate look at why no one else can make us whole, and how turning inward frees us from the endless cycle of disappointment.

  7. Aug 17

    Episode 5: Dogs, the Ego, and the Art of Being Present

    A simple moment on the deck with Chicklet becomes a profound lesson in how the EGO operates—always wanting more, never satisfied, and quick to hijack our peace. Angel contrasts the ego’s endless demands with the pure presence of dogs: their unconditional love, their forgiveness, and their ability to live fully in the NOW. A warm, insightful episode about recognizing the ego’s tricks and learning from the creatures who love us without conditions.

  8. Aug 3

    Episode 4: The Soundtrack of Your Nervous System

    Why can one song from age 13 bring back every lyric, every feeling, every version of who you were? In this episode, Angel explores the incredible power of the mind to recreate emotional states from decades ago—good and bad. From skating‑rink anthems to songs we can’t bear to hear, she unpacks how memory, music, and the nervous system intertwine. A grounded, hopeful look at how awareness helps us shift out of old pain and reclaim our emotional power, one song at a time.

  9. Jul 20

    Episode 3: The Sacred Art of Solitude

    From a man who lived 27 years in the Maine woods to her own lifelong pull toward quiet, Angel dives into the transformative power of being alone. She shares how solitude strips away performance, exposes hidden fears, and reconnects you to your truest voice—your Source. A gentle challenge to stop running from yourself and discover the liberation that comes from no longer needing external validation.

  10. Jul 6

    Episode 2: The Mind: The Filter That Shapes Your Reality

    A deep, relatable exploration of how belief becomes destiny. From a dog convinced she can’t climb the stairs to athletes conquering the impossible, this episode unpacks how the mind filters every experience through old stories, childhood conditioning, and buried insecurities. Angel breaks down why the mind can feel like both your greatest ally and your sneakiest saboteur—and how to slowly clear the “mental filter” that distorts your truth. A grounded, compassionate reminder that awareness is the first step toward freedom.

  11. May 26

    Episode 1: From Kindergarten to Corporate: The Patterns we never Outgrew

    Why do humans do the things we do — especially the things we later look back on and think, “Why on earth did I react like that?” In this episode, we take a journey from childhood innocence to adult complexity, exploring how judgment, conditioning, and our longing for connection shape our behavior. Through stories, humor, and raw honesty, we uncover the three driving forces behind almost everything we say, do, chase, or avoid: Approval, Love, and Acceptance. From kindergarten classrooms to corporate boardrooms, from family dynamics to romantic relationships, we trace how our inner child quietly runs the show — until we finally notice. This episode invites you to pause, reflect, and gently examine your own patterns with compassion. Because awareness is the first step toward freedom. And all transformation begins with a single possibility.

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Mindfulness is a journey — and every journey has stories worth telling. Each episode blends personal reflections, mindful prompts, and conversations that explore what it means to live with awareness in a noisy world. 

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  • Creator
    Angel Farrell
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    11
  • Rating
    Clean
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    © 2026 The Radiance Center
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