This Is Insanity

Jonathan Solomon
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  • Christianity
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Some albums are made to be heard. This one was made to be survived and felt. This Is Insanity is a 17-episode limited series where Jonathan Solomon goes track by track through his album “Allegory Of Insanity” — unpacking the faith, the tension, and the internal war that made each song necessary. The album is about being a Christian who struggles with sexual attraction. The podcast is about everything that didn't fit in the lyrics. No easy answers. Just one person's honest conversation with God, with himself, and now — with you. New episodes dropping twice a week.

Episodes

  1. 2d ago

    Dance (with Cameron Hodge and Eric Pruitt)

    In this episode of This Is Insanity, we unpack “Dance” — a song about the confusion of trying to take holiness seriously in a world that constantly sends mixed signals. What happens when churches preach that certain lifestyles are sinful, but never address the leaders, artists, or influential people on platforms who seem to openly live in those same realities? What does that do to the person in the congregation genuinely fighting to be faithful? The person asking hard questions. The person trying to submit their desires to God while watching silence surround everyone else. This conversation wrestles with the tension that creates: the isolation, the second-guessing, and the internal question of, “Am I thinking about this wrong?” If no one addresses it, if everyone acts normal around it, if giftedness and charisma seem to outweigh conviction — what is the struggling believer supposed to do with that? “Dance” explores the emotional and spiritual exhaustion of navigating that ambiguity. Feeling caught between conviction and confusion. Between what is preached publicly and what is quietly tolerated privately. And wondering where honesty, discipleship, and grace actually fit in the middle of all of it.

    1h 7m

  2. 5d ago

    Never Feel At Home (with Cameron Hodge)

    What does it mean to be a man? Who gets to define it? And how do the environments we grow up in shape the way we see ourselves? In this episode of This Is Insanity, Jonathan Solomon and his guest, Cameron Hodge, continue their deep dive into the album Allegory of Insanity by exploring track four, “Never Feel At Home.” The conversation centers on Jonathan’s experience wrestling with manhood, identity, perception, and the pressure to perform masculinity in ways that left him questioning nearly every part of himself. Together, they unpack how context can distort our understanding of who we are, the broken narratives we inherit, and the ways the Lord patiently redeems and reshapes those perceptions through His grace.

    52 min

  3. May 29

    Abomination & What Does It Mean (with Cameron Hodge)

    Jonathan Solomon and his guest, Cameron Hodge, continue their in-depth discussion of the album "Allegory of Insanity." In this episode, they focus on tracks 2 and 3, titled "Abomination" and "What Does It Mean," respectively. These songs explore Jonathan's and Cameron's childhood experiences as they navigated their understanding of sexuality at a young age.

    53 min

  4. May 26

    Attempts (with Cameron Hodge)

    Jonathan Solomon and his guest Cameron Hodge, begin the deep dive into his album "Allegory Of Insanity." They are beginning with track 1 and are going into the state of mind of someone who struggles with sexual brokenness in the kingdom of God. Cameron shares some of her own testimony and lets us know why she is so passionate about this particular topic in the church.

    50 min
  • 4 Episodes

About

Some albums are made to be heard. This one was made to be survived and felt. This Is Insanity is a 17-episode limited series where Jonathan Solomon goes track by track through his album “Allegory Of Insanity” — unpacking the faith, the tension, and the internal war that made each song necessary. The album is about being a Christian who struggles with sexual attraction. The podcast is about everything that didn't fit in the lyrics. No easy answers. Just one person's honest conversation with God, with himself, and now — with you. New episodes dropping twice a week.

Information

  • Creator
    Jonathan Solomon
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    4
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © Jonathan Solomon
  • Show Website
    This Is Insanity

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