CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains themes of abuse, sexual assault, suicide, depression, and grief. At seventeen, lying in a hospital bed after a suicide attempt, M Abeo made a vow: nobody would ever make them feel like they didn't want to exist again. They've spent the last three decades learning how to keep it. M Abeo is a storyteller, photographer, two-time TEDx speaker, author, and Suicide Care Tender whose work creates spaces where people feel seen, heard, and valued in the depths of their most painful moments. Raised in a strict Roman Catholic Italian household, M questioned God at nine, survived assault and depression at 17, and lost their brother while thirty thousand feet in the air, flying away from his city. In this conversation, M shares the experiences that shaped them: finding their voice in a family that didn't make room for it, learning to live with profound grief, navigating identity as a queer and trans person, and discovering that their deepest wounds were the blueprint for their life's work. Through a live Soul Arc Astrology reading, Laurel reveals the birth chart signatures of grief, resilience, and the extraordinary capacity to walk in darkness, gather meaning there, and return carrying something useful for others. M didn't just survive the underworld, they built a sanctuary inside it. If you've ever wondered whether your pain could become your purpose—this episode is for you. CHART TEASEA chart built to walk between worlds and come back with something to offer the people still trying to find their way through. M's placements speak to a lifetime of transforming grief, loss, and survival into art, community, and care. IN THIS EPISODE• Growing up in a strict Catholic household and questioning God at nine • Losing their brother and learning to live with grief • Surviving sexual assault, depression, and a suicide attempt at seventeen • Being queer, trans, and learning to live authentically • The surprising role a $15.99 plant played in healing • How Faces of Fortitude and The Little Bloom Book were born • Why pain can become purpose when it's witnessed and given somewhere meaningful to go • Building a community centered on grief care and belonging MEMORABLE MOMENTS"I have this deep innate need in me to make sure other people don't hurt the way I have." "I'm never gonna let anybody make me feel this way ever again." "That $15.99 plant got a schedule, got oils, got grace." "If you cut that shit down and you find out what's under that growth for you—you're unfucking stoppable." ABOUT M ABEOM Abeo is a storyteller, photographer, two-time TEDx speaker, author, and Suicide Care Tender. Through their portrait project, Faces of Fortitude, and their growing suicide care community, M creates spaces where survivors feel seen and reminded of a simple truth: this was a big deal, and so are you. CONNECT WITH M ABEOWebsite: Faces of Fortitude Instagram + Threads: @facesoffortitude Book: The Little Bloom Book CONNECT WITH LAURELWebsite: soularcastrology.com Threads: @astro_aries Join The Kindred: soularcastrology.com/thekindred If this episode sparked something for you, subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who needs to hear it.