The Self & Story Podcast

Minister Michelina, PhD.
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Conversations exploring identity, emotion, meaning, and transformation through Scripture and the human experience. Through narrative reflection, honest conversation, and thoughtful analysis, each episode explores what Story reveals about identity, leadership, healing, and the stories that shape us. Hosted by Minister Michelina, PhD, The Self & Story Podcast examines the identity and existence in scripture and in life. New episodes weekly.

Episodes

  1. 3d ago

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 9 (Jonah and God - Jonah 1-4)

    Jonah: The Prophet Who Didn't Want Mercy for His Enemies Jonah is not simply a story about disobedience. It's a story about a human being who knew God, knew God's character, and still struggled deeply with what God was asking him to do. Jonah didn't run because he didn't believe in God. He ran because he knew God was merciful and he didn't want that mercy extended to Nineveh. In this episode of Humanizing the Bible, we look beyond the fish and into the heart of Jonah. We explore what happens when God's heart doesn't match ours, when obedience doesn't necessarily mean surrender, and when anger, resentment, fear, justice, and compassion collide. Why was Jonah so resistant to Nineveh?Why was he able to obey God while still being angry with Him?Why did God keep pursuing Jonah instead of simply replacing him?And what does Jonah's struggle reveal about the parts of ourselves we may not want God to touch?Perhaps the most uncomfortable question isn't, “Where is Jonah in the story?” It's: “Where am I Jonah?” Because sometimes we don't struggle to believe that God is gracious. We struggle with the people He chooses to be gracious toward. Join us as we humanize Jonah .. not to excuse his choices, but to understand the heart behind them, and to discover what his story can teach us about surrender, mercy, resentment, obedience, and the uncomfortable ways God transforms us while He's working through us. Support the show

  2. Aug 28

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 8 (Reuben & Judah- Genesis 35-49)

    Judah & Reuben: More Than Their Worst Moments In this episode, we take a closer look at Judah and Reuben, two of Jacob's sons whose stories are filled with family dysfunction, competition, poor decisions, regret, responsibility, and ultimately, very different expressions of leadership. Reuben was the firstborn, yet his story is marked by impulsivity, lost opportunity, and a failure to fully step into the leadership his position carried. Judah participated in selling his brother Joseph, yet later became the brother willing to sacrifice himself for Benjamin. Their stories challenge us to ask difficult questions about identity, accountability, character, redemption, and transformation. What happens when your worst decision becomes part of your story.. but doesn't have to become the entirety of your identity? Can someone genuinely change? Can we acknowledge someone's failures without reducing them to those failures? And perhaps most importantly: Can we learn to extend to ourselves the same possibility of growth that Scripture shows us in others? This is a conversation about the space between who we were, who we've become, and who we are still becoming. Support the show

  3. Aug 21

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 7 (Samuel and Eli's Sons - 1 Sam 1-4)

    What happens when two people are raised in the same spiritual environment but make completely different choices? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible, we look at the lives of Hophni and Phinehas, the sons of Eli, alongside Samuel in 1 Samuel. On the surface, this is a story about obedience and disobedience - but underneath it is a deeply human story about character, desire, influence, responsibility, and the choices we make when no one is watching. Eli’s sons knew the things of God, held positions of spiritual authority, and had access to the sacred, but their hearts were moving in a very different direction. Samuel, meanwhile, grew up in that same environment and learned to recognize and respond to God’s voice. So what made the difference? Were Eli’s sons simply “bad,” or can we see the gradual formation of a heart that stopped honoring God? How much responsibility belongs to Eli as a father and spiritual leader? And what can Samuel teach us about becoming people who are willing to say, “Speak, Lord, for your servant hears”? This conversation invites us to move beyond simply labeling biblical characters as good or bad and instead examine the human heart behind the choices. Because obedience isn't just about following rules. It is about who we trust, whose voice we listen to, what we value, and what kind of person we are becoming. In this episode, we explore: The contrast between Samuel and Eli’s sonsThe difference between knowing God’s ways and actually honoring GodEli’s role as a father and spiritual leaderWhy position, privilege, and proximity to God do not automatically produce obedienceWhat happens when desire begins to override reverenceSamuel’s developing relationship with GodThe consequences of continually choosing our own wayHow obedience becomes part of our identity - not merely an outward behaviorHumanizing the Bible isn't about excusing sin or minimizing accountability. It's about slowing down enough to understand the people inside the story and recognizing the places where their struggles, choices, fears, desires, and failures still look remarkably human. Support the show

  4. Aug 14

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 6 (Rachel, Leah, Zilpah, Bilhah - Genesis 29-30)

    Humanizing the Bible: Love & Duty Rachel, Leah, Bilhah & ZilpahWhat happens when love and duty pull us in different directions? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible, we step into the complicated family story of Jacob, Rachel, Leah, Bilhah, and Zilpah. Beneath the familiar story of marriage, children, and rivalry is a deeply human story about love, rejection, longing, comparison, identity, fertility, duty, and the desire to feel chosen. Rachel is loved by Jacob, yet struggles with the pain of infertility. Leah becomes a wife without receiving the love she desperately desires, repeatedly hoping that what she can produce will finally make her feel wanted. Bilhah and Zilpah become mothers within a system that gives them very little voice, raising questions about agency, dignity, and what happens when a person's value becomes tied to what their body can provide. Through a psychological and relational lens, we ask: What happens when we try to earn love through usefulness? Can being loved still feel like not being enough? What happens when comparison makes us unable to appreciate what we have? And what does duty look like when our hearts desire something else? Rather than reducing these women to rivals, we explore the wounds, hopes, choices, and circumstances that shaped each of their stories and consider what their experiences might reveal about our own relationships with love, identity, rejection, and belonging. Support the show

  5. Aug 8

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 5 (Saul and Zedekiah- 1 Sam 9 & Jeremiah 52)

    Saul & Zedekiah: Two Kings, One Broken Heart What happens when the person sitting on the throne cannot successfully rule himself? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible Stories, we look at two very different kings separated by nearly four centuries: Saul, Israel's first king, and Zedekiah, Judah's final king before the Babylonian exile. Their stories couldn't look more different on the surface. Saul begins as a seemingly humble and reluctant king, while Zedekiah inherits a kingdom already standing on the brink of destruction. Yet beneath their circumstances, we find strikingly similar struggles: fear, insecurity, pride, people-pleasing, indecision, and disobedience. Saul admits, "I feared the people and obeyed their voice." Zedekiah repeatedly hears God's word through Jeremiah, yet fear of his circumstances and the people around him keeps him from acting decisively. So what happens when fear becomes stronger than faith? What happens when protecting our reputation becomes more important than obeying God? And what happens when we are willing to hear God's truth but are unwilling to surrender to it? Rather than simply labeling Saul and Zedekiah as "bad kings," we'll humanize their stories and examine the inner battles behind their outward failures. We'll explore: Saul's insecurity and need for approvalZedekiah's fear and inability to stand firmThe difference between partial obedience and genuine surrenderHow pride can disguise itself as self-protectionWhy leaders who cannot govern themselves struggle to govern othersThe danger of knowing what is right but refusing to actHow fear of people can become disobedience to GodWhat their failures teach us about character, leadership, and spiritual formationAnd perhaps most importantly: Where do we see Saul and Zedekiah in ourselves?Because the uncomfortable truth is that these stories aren't only about two ancient kings. They're about the human heart. Support the show

  6. Jul 31

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 4 (Hagar and Bathsheba- Genesis 16 & 2 Sam 11-12)

    Hagar & Bathsheba: What happens when a powerful man wants you? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible Stories, we step into two difficult and deeply human stories: Hagar and Abraham and Bathsheba and David. Both stories involve powerful men, sexual relationships, pregnancy, and consequences that permanently altered the lives of the women involved. But what happens when we stop telling these stories primarily from the perspective of the men? What might Hagar have experienced as an enslaved woman brought into Abraham's household? What choices did she actually have? What did her pregnancy mean within a household where she had little social power? And what about Bathsheba? What does it mean to be summoned by a king? How should we think about agency and consent when there is a profound imbalance of power? How much of Bathsheba's story have we traditionally interpreted for her without ever hearing her voice? Rather than reducing Hagar to Abraham's concubine or Bathsheba to David's temptation, we'll look at these women as whole human beings whose lives, bodies, choices, suffering, and stories mattered to God. We'll explore: Power and sexuality. Agency and consent. Pregnancy and its consequences. Patriarchy and vulnerability. The tendency to blame women for men's choices. God's attention to women living on the margins of power. We'll also ask some uncomfortable questions: - What choices did these women actually have? - How does power complicate consent? - Why are women so often remembered for what powerful men did to them? - What does it mean that God saw Hagar? - What does David's judgment teach us about God's accountability for powerful men? At the center of this conversation is a simple but profound truth: These women were never merely what powerful men did to them. Hagar's story becomes a story of El Roi or the God who sees. Bathsheba's story becomes more than an episode in David's sexual failure -- she becomes a mother, a queen mother, and a significant woman in the story of Israel's kingship. This is a conversation about sex, but it is ultimately a conversation about power, humanity, dignity, and the God who sees the people others overlook. Support the show

  7. Jul 24

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 3 (Ruth and Jonathan- Ruth 1 & 1 Sam 18-20)

    Ruth & Jonathan: What makes someone family? Is it shared DNA? Marriage? A last name? Or is family ultimately built through love, loyalty, and covenant? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible Stories, we explore two of Scripture's most remarkable relationships: Ruth and Naomi and David and Jonathan. While these relationships were connected through marriage and family ties, they became something even deeper. Ruth chose to remain with Naomi after unimaginable loss, while Jonathan chose to stand beside David even when it meant risking his inheritance, his position, and even his life. Together, these stories invite us to look beyond biological relationships and ask what transforms relatives into family and friendships into lifelong covenant. We'll explore the emotional realities of grief, sacrifice, trust, belonging, and steadfast love, discovering that the strongest relationships are not sustained by obligation alone but by faithful commitment. We'll also examine the beautiful Hebrew concept of ḥesed -- God's steadfast, covenant love -- and how Ruth, Naomi, David, and Jonathan each embodied that kind of faithful devotion. Their stories challenge us to consider the relationships that have shaped us, the people who have remained with us through life's hardest seasons, and the ways God often provides family through unexpected people. Whether you've experienced the blessing of a close-knit family or have had to build your own community through friendships, church, mentors, or spiritual relationships, this conversation offers hope that God's design for family extends beyond biology. He invites us into a covenant community where love is demonstrated through faithfulness, sacrifice, and enduring presence. Because sometimes the people who share our blood are not the ones who shape our lives most profoundly - and sometimes the family God gives us is the family we choose to love. Join us as we humanize the stories of Ruth, Naomi, David, and Jonathan and discover that covenant, not convenience, is what transforms relationships into family. Support the show

  8. Jul 10

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 2 (Peter and Judas - Matthew 26 & 27)

    Judas & Peter: What Choices Do You Make After A Grievous Mistake? Judas betrayed Jesus. Peter denied ever knowing Him. Both were disciples. Both walked with Jesus. Both made devastating mistakes that would forever mark their stories. So why did one life end in despair while the other was transformed by grace? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible Stories, we move beyond the labels of traitor and faithful disciple to explore the emotional, psychological, and spiritual realities of guilt, shame, fear, regret, and repentance. Rather than viewing Judas and Peter as one-dimensional characters, we'll examine them as real people who wrestled with expectations, weakness, failure, and the consequences of their choices. Together, we'll ask difficult but deeply personal questions: What happens inside us after we've made a grievous mistake?Why do some people isolate in shame while others find the courage to return to God?What's the difference between remorse and repentance?Can our greatest failures become the place where God does His greatest work?At the heart of this conversation is a powerful truth: the mistake wasn't the end of either man's story. The turning point wasn't what they did ... it was what they did after they failed. Peter allowed God's grace to redefine his future. Judas allowed his failure to define his identity. This episode reminds us that your worst decision is not your identity. It may be a chapter in your story, but it does not have to be the conclusion. The gospel is not merely about avoiding failure ... it's about a Savior who meets us in our brokenness, offers forgiveness, restores our purpose, and invites us to begin again. Because every biblical story isn't just about them. It's also about us. Join us as we humanize the stories of Judas and Peter and discover that while failure is part of the human experience, redemption is at the very heart of God's story. No matter what chapter you're living in today, remember this: your story is still being written. Failure may shape a chapter, but God's grace has the power to transform the ending. Support the show

  9. Jul 3

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 1 (Samson and Delilah - Judges 13-16)

    Samson & Delilah: Strength Without Self-Mastery Samson is often remembered as the strongest man in the Bible, while Delilah is remembered as the woman who betrayed him. But what if their story is about far more than physical strength and deception? In this episode of Humanizing the Bible Stories, we move beyond the familiar Sunday school narrative to explore the deeply human struggles beneath the surface. Together, we'll examine the emotional, psychological, and spiritual dynamics that shaped Samson's decisions and ultimately led to his downfall. Why did Samson repeatedly ignore warning signs? What needs was he trying to satisfy? Was his greatest weakness really Delilah -- or was it pride, impulsivity, and the belief that his God-given gifts made him untouchable? We'll also consider Delilah's role without reducing her to a one-dimensional villain, asking what her choices reveal about loyalty, ambition, influence, and the complexity of human motivation. Through the lens of authentic leadership and self-examination, we'll explore timeless questions about identity, boundaries, temptation, trust, and the difference between possessing great power and exercising great character. Whether you've read this story dozens of times or are encountering it for the first time, this conversation invites you to look beyond the headlines and into the hearts of the people involved -- and perhaps into your own. Because every biblical story isn't just about them. It's also about us. Join us as we humanize one of the Bible's most well-known stories and discover what Samson and Delilah can teach us about self-mastery, calling, and the enduring grace of God. Support the show

    Humanizing The Bible Series - Episode 1 (Samson and Delilah - Judges 13-16)
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Conversations exploring identity, emotion, meaning, and transformation through Scripture and the human experience. Through narrative reflection, honest conversation, and thoughtful analysis, each episode explores what Story reveals about identity, leadership, healing, and the stories that shape us. Hosted by Minister Michelina, PhD, The Self & Story Podcast examines the identity and existence in scripture and in life. New episodes weekly.

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  • Creator
    Minister Michelina, PhD.
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    9
  • Rating
    Clean
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    © 2026 The Self & Story Podcast
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