Formerly Known As

Erika Diskancova

You spend years becoming someone. Then one day you stop. Formerly Known As is a podcast about what happens next — to you, and to the identity you leave on the desk. Nobody warns you that a job title becomes part of your identity. It tells everyone else what to expect from you, and you what to expect from yourself. Take it away and you have the feeling that a part of you went with it. The question underneath is far bigger than what to do for a living: who am I now, if I'm not that? Ten episodes, each with a guest who stepped out of a role that once defined them — lawyers, bankers, executives, founders. Some walked out on their own terms, others were pushed by circumstances they never chose. All of them landed in the same strange gap: after the old version had ended but before the new one had formed. These are conversations about what never gets posted: the doubt, the uncertainty, the fear of irrelevance, the sneaking suspicion that you have made a terrible mistake — sitting alongside the freedom, the curiosity, and the pleasure of being bad at something again. What turns out to have been you all along? Because the people we used to be don't disappear. They just stop being witnessed. And remember: it only needs to make sense to you. Hosted on: https://riverside.com/ - T&Cs apply Follow on Instagram: @fka_podcast

Episodes

  1. Oct 2

    FKA Episode 2: The "Gardener" Story

    This is the second episode of Formerly Known As. My guest is Marlene Johler, a long-time friend and the first mentor I ever had. Marlene built a career in corporate finance, the kind that comes with a salary and reputation that make leaving look unreasonable. She had the courage to leave anyway. This transition didn't come with rainbows and roses, it came with uncertainty, doubt, fear and the kind of discomfort only an important change brings. She found herself in the field of sustainability and circular economy, and became one of Austria's recognised experts before she pivoted again - not too far, yet enough for her to question her professional identity. In this episode we unpack: The uncertainty after the leap and how painful it is, set against the price of staying in a comfortable job that pays well and impresses people while quietly draining your happiness and fulfilmentWhy it's worth trying different things before you figure out what you wantHow society defines success, and how to stop that definition from talking you out of your ownThe gardener! :) Marlene's metaphor for the three identities that fought inside her (the banker, the advocate, and the leader who gets things done and grows everyone around her) and the image that finally made peace between themThe what-ifs, and why we regret the paths we never took far more than the ones that didn't work outMarlene gives us a lot to think about, but if you take one question away from this conversation, make it the one Marlene leaves us with: picture yourself a few years from now and ask whether you're happy with who you've become. https://fka.roleco.io/ Hosted on: https://riverside.com/ Follow on Instagram: @fka_podcast Till the next time 💫

About

You spend years becoming someone. Then one day you stop. Formerly Known As is a podcast about what happens next — to you, and to the identity you leave on the desk. Nobody warns you that a job title becomes part of your identity. It tells everyone else what to expect from you, and you what to expect from yourself. Take it away and you have the feeling that a part of you went with it. The question underneath is far bigger than what to do for a living: who am I now, if I'm not that? Ten episodes, each with a guest who stepped out of a role that once defined them — lawyers, bankers, executives, founders. Some walked out on their own terms, others were pushed by circumstances they never chose. All of them landed in the same strange gap: after the old version had ended but before the new one had formed. These are conversations about what never gets posted: the doubt, the uncertainty, the fear of irrelevance, the sneaking suspicion that you have made a terrible mistake — sitting alongside the freedom, the curiosity, and the pleasure of being bad at something again. What turns out to have been you all along? Because the people we used to be don't disappear. They just stop being witnessed. And remember: it only needs to make sense to you. Hosted on: https://riverside.com/ - T&Cs apply Follow on Instagram: @fka_podcast