Headwaters Journal

Arndt B Braaten

There is more to health than an LDL level, a body mass index, and a gall bladder. Few would argue that those are unimportant to one’s health, but most understand that there is a larger context in which our lives and health have meaning and purpose. Great traditions have developed over millennia which provide insight concerning the nature of human existence. Headwaters Journal explores the sources of some of these traditions of faith and health, not as relics of the past, but as sources that bring refreshment and perspective into our current situation as a society and as individuals.

Episodes

  1. 6d ago

    The Root of Suffering and the Myth of the Independent Self | Tibetan Medicine Part 2 with Tenzin Namdul

    What if the root of so much of our suffering is the belief that we stand alone? Tenzin and I had lunch together between our first conversation and this one, and we came back to the table with more questions than when we left. That's how it goes with the deep things. They don't hand you one answer. They hand you an onion, and you start peeling. Dr. Tenzin Namdul is a Tibetan medicine physician, a teacher with the University of Minnesota's Center for Spirituality & Healing, and now a member of the Headwaters Journal board. In Part 2 we start with his name, given by the Dalai Lama's office. It means to preserve the Dharma and to be free of illusion. Quite a north star to carry. From there we talk about the blessing from His Holiness in the book Tenzin co-wrote with Dr. Miriam Cameron, how Minnesota became home to the second largest Tibetan community in the country, and what Tibetan healing is actually aiming for. I borrowed a framework from an old homiletics teacher: goal, malady, means. Tenzin answered with the Four Noble Truths. I had grand designs to get to the three energies too. We'll put a comma there and come back. KEY THEMES AND TAKEAWAYS A name can be a north star. Our parents name us with hope, and it's left to others to decide if we've arrived. Minnesota said yes. When the US opened 1,000 visas for Tibetans in the 1990s, more Minnesotans volunteered to sponsor families than anywhere else. On the surface, the goal of Tibetan medicine is simple: help the healthy stay healthy and help the unwell find healing. Underneath, the deeper goal is freedom from the causes of suffering, which Tenzin traces to afflictive emotions rooted in a self-centered view. The Four Noble Truths work like a medical model. Suffering, its causes, its cessation, and the path there. What we memorize shapes what we see. The eye does not see what the mind does not understand. Our culture prizes the quick fix and the independent self. Seeing how much we depend on each other may be one medicine for loneliness. OUR FAVORITE QUOTES "Our parents named us with hope." Arndt "It's almost like buy one and get three free. You are born, and now you age, you fall ill, and you die." Tenzin "The root cause of suffering is having this false belief that I'm an independent, intrinsic self." Tenzin "When we are happier, we make better choices." Tenzin "We believe the truth can authenticate itself." Arndt CHAPTER MARKERS 03:22 What's in a name 13:58 How Minnesota became home to Tibetans 20:12 A book outlined on an ashram porch 24:43 Goal, malady, means 31:51 The Four Noble Truths as medicine 38:11 The Four Tantras and the memory exam 52:41 Is the West lonelier? YOUR TURN This week's reflection: Where are you carrying the weight of doing it all on your own, and who might you let in? CONNECT WITH US Headwaters Journal: www.headwatersjournal.org Send us your questions, your thoughts, and your cases. We'll take our time and give you our best. Book: Understanding Tibetan Medicine by Dr. Miriam Cameron and Dr. Tenzin Namdul Share us with a friend on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube. MB01ADJCMKGBGMJ

  2. Oct 26

    Grace and Truth: A Sermon for the Doctor and the Pastor with Randy Freund

    What do we really want when we bring our burdens to someone: the hard truth, or a little mercy? After ten years of working as both a physician and a pastor, I keep learning that I need both, and I need them together. My friend Randy Freund joins us at the headwaters today. I’ve known Randy for 12 to 15 years, and we’ve talked about this project in bits and pieces for a long time, so I’m delighted he’s finally here. Randy has preached faithfully for decades and now teaches future pastors at a seminary. He’s sharing an Advent sermon he first preached at my installation as a pastor of faith and health. The point isn’t to lift me up. It’s to look honestly at the work of a doctor and the work of a pastor, where they differ, and what they have in common. Afterward I come back in to reflect on living in both worlds, including my own time on the other side of the exam table. WHAT WE TALKED ABOUT We expect doctors to tell it straight and pastors to be gentle. Randy suggests every Christian is called to hold both. Truth without love works like a doctor with no bedside manner. Love that withholds the truth isn’t really love. Faith in your doctor rests on test results. Faith in Christ rests on a person, and that’s where real hope and joy come from. Advent points to a manger, and God has a way of exceeding the expectations we set for him. A melanoma in 2006 and a knee replacement last year have changed how I deliver hard news to my patients. A person can only handle so much truth. Grace makes room for it to be heard. God may use our weakness more than our strength. OUR FAVORITE QUOTES “Truth without love can function like a doctor with no bedside manner.” Randy “A palace is not too great an expectation. It’s too small an expectation.” Randy “If I don’t portray the grace, we’ll never get to the truth.” Arndt “If there’s no truth, it’s not really grace.” Arndt “I do not wish to come to my harder hours without the power of that word working in my life.” Arndt CHAPTER MARKERS 00:00 Welcome to the headwaters 01:47 Why a sermon speaks to the whole community 07:14 Randy’s Advent sermon 17:34 Faith in your doctor, faith in Christ 27:14 Ten years as pastor and physician 34:35 Only so much truth 56:04 A hymn for the start of the day YOUR TURN This week’s reflection: Where in your life are you being asked to speak, or hear, both grace and truth? Which one do you find easier to leave out? We’re looking for someone from the Jewish community to bring their tradition to the headwaters. If you know someone, or if you’re considering seminary, reach out through the website. Membership is free, and your support helps us bring more guests to the table. MB01TGF2FUERAMZ Reels Reel 1: Truth Without LoveTruth without love works like a doctor with no bedside manner, and love that withholds the truth isn’t really love. Randy Freund on why Advent asks us to hold both, and why God won’t be boxed in by what we expect of him. Reel 2: More Than We Deserve“If I get what I deserve from God, I’m in a heap of trouble.” Randy on the idea that we get what we deserve, and the surprising grace that gives us far more. Reel 3: Are You the One?From a prison cell, John asks Jesus an honest question many of us still ask: are you the one, or should we look for another? Randy on the gap between the God we want and the God we actually have.

  3. Oct 26

    Why Tibetan Medicine Starts With Your Mind, Not Your Body with Tenzin Namdul

    What does it take to trust something enough to put your full weight on it? That question has stayed with me since this first conversation with Tenzin Namdul, my friend and our newest board member. Tenzin grew up in Dharamsala, India, and trained in Tibetan medicine at the Tibetan Medical and Astro Institute. He came to the U.S. in 2009 planning to stay for two years. Instead, he started over as a freshman at the University of Minnesota, then earned his PhD in medical anthropology at Emory. Today he runs the Tibetan Healing Initiative at the Earl E. Bakken Center for Spirituality and Healing, teaches courses, and leads students to Dharamsala to study at the Tibetan Medical College. I can’t tell you how happy it makes me that he has joined the board of Headwaters Journal. You’ll feel his heart as he talks. We had a lot more planned for this episode, but the conversation took us where it wanted to go, and I’m glad it did. KEY THEMES + TAKEAWAYS Faith isn’t a fundamental category in Buddhism. Balance, compassion, suffering and impermanence are. In the Tibetan understanding, faith comes after investigation. You look at something with curiosity and a critical eye before you trust it. Tibetan medicine traces illness back to the mind. Without its roots in Buddhist psychology and philosophy, Tenzin says it would collapse. A self-centered mind feeds afflicted emotions. Turning toward others makes us happier and more resilient, and the science of happiness is finding the same thing. The nature of mind is clear and knowing. Learning, contemplating and cultivating that understanding is how we grow personal agency. None of us is an independent self. We depend on everyone from our parents to the person at the cash counter. Everything changes, our bodies and our minds included. Understanding that gives health and happiness a steadier footing. OUR FAVORITE QUOTES “The only thing that is permanent is impermanence.” “Don’t focus on the clouds. Focus on the clear sky, because the clouds will pass but the clear sky will remain.” “Is this going to hold me, or am I going to fall in?” “The more we try to put effort in helping others, the more mentally resilient we are.” “We are not competitors. We’re colleagues.” CHAPTER MARKERS 00:24 Welcome to the headwaters 03:27 Meet Tenzin 14:03 From Dharamsala to Minnesota 26:59 What faith means in Tibetan 30:38 Will the ice hold me? 47:08 The mind is like a clear sky 52:37 Living with what we can’t change YOUR TURN Think about something you’ve been holding onto tightly this week. Is it a cloud passing through, or is it the sky? SEND US YOUR QUESTIONS If you’re struggling with something and wonder what these traditions might say to you, send us your questions and your situations. We’ll do our best to share the wisdom of our traditions with you. CONNECT Earl E. Bakken Center for Spirituality and Healing: csh.umn.edu Tibetan Medicine and You: A Path to Wellbeing, Better Health, and Joy by Miriam Cameron and Tenzin Namdul (print and online, not yet on audio) MB018IYQ8RM0F1R

  4. Oct 19

    Beauty Mark: A Pastoral Reflection on Healing, Shame, and the Word of the Cross

    What do you do when a child's quiet courage unmasks your own blindness and you realize, in an instant, that you were the one who needed healing? I met her in a parking lot on an early spring morning. Fifth grade. Class trip to an Environmental Learning Center on the north shore of Lake Superior. She walked up to me unsolicited, eyes bright, birthmark on her right cheek and introduced herself like it was the most natural thing in the world. I was floored. Not by the port wine stain. By her. The confidence. The warmth. The social courage I absolutely did not have at her age. And then my eyes betrayed me. For just a moment, I glanced at the mark on her cheek. And she looked down. I've been thinking about that moment ever since. This episode is a pastoral and medical reflection on what it means to carry a mark the world notices and what the Christian tradition has to say not just to this girl, but to all of us who live under some form of scrutiny, judgment, or shame. This isn't just a story about a birthmark. It's a story about stigmata, the righteousness of God, and the kind of healing that runs more than skin deep. Key Themes + Takeaways Faith is not just for the end of life. The challenges we face at any age — including a fifth grader navigating the world with a visible birthmark — are places where faith, courage, and healing intersect. Faith is relevant now, not just in our final hours. Crisis and judgment are real — and pretending otherwise doesn't help. The Greek word for "crisis" (krisis) literally means judgment. Telling someone they shouldn't feel the weight of scrutiny doesn't make that weight disappear. The gospel takes judgment seriously precisely because it has something powerful to say about it. Stigmata are not just for saints. The marks we carry — whether visible like a port wine stain, or hidden like the scars of our choices and wounds — are connected, in the Christian tradition, to the marks of Christ himself. He shows the disciples his wounds to be recognized. Our marks of weakness may, in faith, become marks of his healing. The "word of the cross" transforms, not just comforts. It's not enough to tell someone God loves them, or that their critics are hypocrites, or that judgment isn't real. The apostolic witness points to something more radical: Jesus is in the room of judgment, and he is there for you. Healing is communal, not just personal. This girl is not the only patient in the room. Those of us who look at her with a "jaundiced eye" are also in need of healing. In the New Testament, healing is almost always also a restoration to community. A vocation may be forming. The girl who walks into the world carrying this mark — and who does so with faith and courage — may become an agent of healing for others, not in spite of her mark, but through it. Our Favorite Quotes "It's like having a delicate butterfly land on your shoulder while resting from a hike — reflexively shooing it away, only to realize what a gift had just been lost." "The judgment that this woman will face when she enters the home of Simon is real and palpable, just like the judgment that all of us live under — whether it's in school, at work, in the family, or in the marketplace. No amount of philosophical or theological sleight of hand is going to change that." "God's power made perfect in weakness." — and what is miraculous and astounding is that some will see our marks for what they are: marks of the Savior, through whom healing may be found. "My hope and my prayer is that this fifth grade girl comes to know that the marks she bears are not hers alone — but in Christ, they belong to him." Chapter Markers 00:24 — Welcome to Headwaters 01:08 — The Girl in the Parking Lot 07:01 — What Is a Port Wine Stain? 10:21 — But the Story Isn't Over 22:26 — The Woman at Simon's House 31:34 — A Sidebar on Judgment 43:16 — Stigmata: The Theology of Marks 1:09:07 — The Righteousness of God MB01G3GKPI8WC6V

  5. Oct 19

    This World Is a Test: Islam, Immigration, and Raising the Next Generation (w/ Dr. Tamim Saidi)  [PART 2]

    What does it mean to have a strong back in soft times? And what happens when faith is not a “soft” idea—but the firm ground beneath your feet when everything else shifts? This episode matters because we are not talking about theory. We are talking about what carries a person across borders, through war, through uncertainty—and into a new life. In this second conversation with Dr. Tamim Saidi, we move deeper. Last week we talked about immigration—Afghanistan to Pakistan to the United States—and the shaping force of faith in that journey. This week, we stepped into something even more foundational: the sources. We talked about what Muslims mean when they say Allah. We talked about the Qur’an and the Hadith. We talked about prayer—not just as ritual, but as alignment. As cleansing. As preparation for meeting the Creator five times a day. Tamim shared childhood photographs—some preserved, many lost. He told stories of war closing in on Kabul. Of learning English from a dictionary. Of working long hours in a pharmacy in Islamabad for very little money. And through all of it, one refrain: God was with me. And as we talked about passing faith to the next generation, about raising children in a world that often misunderstands Islam, we kept circling back to one idea: Faith is not squishy. It is tough-minded and tender-hearted. Key Themes + Takeaways We worship the same God? A powerful clarification on what Muslims mean by Allah—and how Christian Arabs use the same word for God. The Qur’an as living memory. An “audio book before it was written,” memorized and transmitted heart-to-heart. Testing as love. In Islamic tradition, trials are not proof of abandonment—but often proof of being seen and strengthened. Faith as embodied practice. Prayer, ablution, prostration—moving every joint of the body in worship. Raising children with roots. Building faith through environment, repetition, prayer at home, and honest conversation. Immigration and empathy. The reminder that many of us stand on the shoulders of grandparents who arrived with little—and were not always welcomed kindly. Our Favorite Quotes “If you think of God as loving and compassionate, God will be loving and compassionate to you.” “God is closer to you than your jugular vein.” “This world is like a long episode of ‘What Would You Do?’” “Be compassionate to those on earth, and the One in heaven will be compassionate to you.” “At every turn, God had my back.” Chapter Markers 00:00 – Tough Minded & Tender Hearted 05:44 – Childhood in Kabul & What Was Lost 18:57 – Ramadan, Eid & the Taste of Home 23:21 – The Qur’an & Hadith Explained 31:10 – Testing, Suffering & Divine Nearness 44:46 – Raising Four Children in Faith 1:20:29 – Immigration, Empathy & the American Experiment 1:10:18 – Islamic Resource Group (IRG) Your Turn This week, I want to invite you into a simple reflection: When life feels uncertain, what are your sources? Where do you go to be washed clean—mind, heart, and body? And if this world really is a long episode of “What Would You Do?”—how are you responding to the people in front of you? Maybe take a few quiet minutes and write: What has carried me through my hardest season? Where have I experienced providence—whether I named it that or not? Who taught me how to stand with a strong back? MB01BBPZRMP7L24

  6. Oct 12

    Colleagues, Not Competitors: Healing Across Traditions (w/ Dr. Tamim Saidi) 

    What does it look like to disagree honestly—and still choose each other as colleagues in the work of healing? In this conversation with Dr. Tamim Saidi, I found myself returning to a simple, grounding idea: the truth doesn’t need us to fight for it—it can authenticate itself. Today on Headwaters, I’m joined by someone who isn’t just a guest—he’s one of the people who helped build this whole thing. Dr. Tamim Saidi is a founding board member of Headwaters, a pharmacist, an imam and chaplain, and a bridge-builder who has been doing interfaith work long before it was trendy—or easy. This episode is part one of a longer conversation, and I wanted to begin by reestablishing the “why” behind Headwaters itself: we’re here to bring wisdom from the sources—our traditions, our scriptures, our lived faith—toward real people with real pain. Not trivia. Not abstract debates. But healing. Key Themes + Takeaways Colleagues, not competitors: Tamim and I return to the conviction that different healing traditions can serve the same communities without elbowing each other aside. Railroad tracks that intersect: Our faiths aren’t identical, and they aren’t sealed off from one another either. The work is to name where we converge and where we diverge—without panic. “Patients have doses”: Tamim shares a formative lesson from pharmacy school: medication isn’t one-size-fits-all—and neither is spiritual counsel. Listening matters because the “right word” depends on the person. Insha’Allah as a posture: We talk about what it means to say “God willing” not as a throwaway phrase, but as a daily recognition that our plans are not ultimate. Vocation shaped by displacement: Tamim’s journey—from Kabul to Pakistan to the U.S.—and the long separation from his parents becomes part of how he understands service, leadership, and compassion. Passing on faith through practice: One of the most moving parts of this episode is how Tamim describes forming the next generation—by involving his children in service until it became normal. Our Favorite Quotes “We are colleagues. We are not competitors.” “The truth will authenticate itself.” “Drugs don’t have doses. Patients have doses.” “When I don’t say insha’Allah, it feels like I’m holding back part of me.” “The best of people are those who are the most beneficial to people.” Chapter Markers 00:01:06 — Colleagues, not competitors (why Headwaters exists) 00:03:52 — Railroad tracks that intersect (convergence + divergence without flattening) 00:09:46 — “Patients have doses” (the danger of cookie-cutter counsel) 00:16:21 — What insha’Allah really means (faith in everyday speech) 00:19:11 — Pharmacist, imam, immigrant, father (the “many hats” life) 00:23:01 — When plans change because family needs you (medicine → pharmacy → vocation) 00:28:08 — What is an imam, actually? (authority, learning, and pastoral care) Your Turn This week’s reflection: Where in your life are you trying to give a “one-size-fits-all” answer—when what’s really needed is better listening and a more personal dose of wisdom? MB01XQHKBVOOCMN

  7. Oct 12

    Why Faith Traditions Still Belong in Public Life

    What happens to a society when the voices meant to steady it quietly retreat—or are pushed—out of the public square? And what might it mean to return, not with triumph, but with humility, curiosity, and a willingness to build something together? In this episode, I turn toward a principle that has been on my heart since the very beginning of the Headwaters project: the public square. Not the political arena as we’ve come to know it—polarizing, brittle, easily inflamed—but the older idea of a shared commons. A place where traditions meet, converse, question, and collaborate for the sake of human flourishing. We’ve already explored the first two guiding principles of this work: (1) that health is more than biological function, and (2) that diversity—real diversity—expands our vision and deepens our understanding. Now, the third principle emerges: modeling a healthier, more vibrant public square, one where the wisdom of our varied traditions is welcomed once again. And as I speak, I’m aware of both the hope and the urgency behind this vision. Key Themes + Takeaways Health requires meaning, and meaning is shaped by the traditions we carry. The public square has become thin, stripped of the voices that once offered depth, orientation, and accountability. Traditions have sometimes contributed to this loss through antagonism or rivalry—but the answer is not silence. Headwaters is a commons, a gathering place where Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist, Indigenous, Hindu, and mindfulness traditions can learn from one another. Stone Soup as a metaphor for community-building: this project begins with a simple “stone,” but it will require many hands, many gifts, and many traditions to become what it could be. This is an invitation—for contributors, practitioners, thinkers, teachers, and anyone carrying a tradition with something to offer our shared life. Our Favorite Quotes “I suspect that the banishment of great traditions has left a vacuum now threatened by raw surges of power, half-truths, and blatant falsehoods.” “I, for one, am interested in what your traditions have to say.” “The beginnings of this podcast are like a stone—we have the pot and the water, but we need the onion, the carrot, the bone.” “If the project is to reach its potential, it must involve a community of people who share these values.” “For me, this work is a joy. I labor for the love of it.” Chapter Markers 00:00 — Why the Public Square Matters 01:37 — The First Two Principles of Headwaters 02:04 — Introducing Principle Three: A Healthier Commons 03:12 — When Traditions Leave (or Are Pushed From) Public Life 04:00 — The Naked Public Square 05:18 — Building the Commons at Headwaters 06:35 — Looking for Partners, Presenters, and Voices 10:06 — The Stone Soup Model of Community 17:01 — Books + Ideas We Hope to Explore 20:36 — Gratitude for the Team Behind Headwaters 21:08 — Laying a Foundation for What Comes Next Your Turn A gentle question for this week’s reflection: “Where might your own tradition—or your own story—have something to offer the public square, if you felt invited to speak?” Hold the question lightly. Let it open something rather than demand an answer. MB01EPYTM2R6IE9

  8. Oct 5

    What the Elders Didn't Say Out Loud | Anton Treuer on Tradition, Forgiveness, and Growing Up (PART 2 of 2)

    Some lessons can't be taught in a classroom. They have to be lived, given away, and carried forward. Part two of my conversation with Anton Treuer picks up right where we left off, and it goes somewhere I honestly didn't expect. We head out into the woods with Ezra on his first moose hunt, and what follows isn't just a hunting story. It's a ceremony, a coming of age, and one of the most honest portraits of what it actually means to become an adult that I've come across in a long time. Anton also gets into something that stayed with me long after we stopped recording: the difference between forgiving and forgetting. The idea that healing isn't about saying what happened is okay. It's about deciding you're the one who has to clean up the mess, even though you're not the one who made it. Key Themes + Takeaways The tobacco offering after a harvest is not ritual for ritual's sake. It's reciprocity. A practice built on the belief that you are not a taker, and everything you receive deserves acknowledgment and thanks The first kill ceremony reframes what adulthood actually means. Not freedom from responsibility, but the power and obligation to provide for others Giving away the entire harvest at the ceremony is the point. The elder men nod. The elders smile. Ezra feels, maybe for the first time, like he genuinely matters Anton's son canceling his own tux rental to take his friend to prom in a thrift store suit is the most alive example of what it looks like when a cultural value gets actually in-cultured, not just stated The moose as metaphor for manhood is one of the most elegant passages in the book: young bulls are the most dangerous and the most likely to get shot. If you want to live to be a big, mature, fully antlered bull, you have to move slower and think before you act Wolves and Native people have been on a parallel journey for centuries. Misunderstood, hunted, feared, and making a comeback Forgiveness is not "what happened is okay." It's accepting that the mess exists, and choosing to clean it up even though you didn't make it and no one is coming to do it for you. And like any practice, it's never a one and done Favorite Quotes "You don't get to heal by skipping healing. You don't get to reconcile by skipping reconciling. You have to do the things." "Forgiveness is not about saying what happened is okay. It's saying: this happened, I cannot change it, and I'm going to clean up the mess even though it should never have been my responsibility." "It's the doing of tradition that instills the value. You can proclaim values all day long. It's the in-culturing of it by the doing of the things." Chapter Markers 00:00:00 Catching Up: What You Missed in Part One  00:10:48 A Reading: The Moose Hunt  00:17:55 The Tobacco Offering and What It Actually Means  00:26:05 A Reading: The First Kill Ceremony  00:35:11 When the Teaching Takes Root  00:47:41 Coming of Age and What We Put at the Center  00:50:50 A Reading: The Moose as Metaphor  00:57:58 Wolves, Native People, and a Parallel Journey  01:06:01 What Healing Actually Requires Your Turn Is there a mess in your life that someone else made, that you've been waiting for them to clean up? What would it look like to decide you're the one who has to do it, not because it's fair, but because you're the one who has to live your life?

  9. Oct 5

    The True Headwaters: A Reflection on Faith, Healing, and Origins

    Have you ever stood at the edge of something small—almost quiet—and known that it held more meaning than anyone could see? That’s how I feel every time I think about Lake Itasca, and why today’s exploration matters so deeply. In this third episode of The Headwaters, I wanted to slow down and take you deeper into the foundations that guide this entire project—foundations rooted not just in theory or theology, but in human experience itself. Over the past two episodes, I’ve introduced two core principles: Health is more than biology, and Our traditions—religious, philosophical, cultural—intersect in meaningful ways. But today I wanted to bring those ideas to life through something concrete and visual: the Headwaters logo itself. That small image, created so beautifully by Rick Koloff here in Duluth, is not just a logo. It’s a theology. A worldview. A quiet map of everything we’re trying to do. This episode is my attempt to give language to that map—why the geese matter, why the river matters, why the fallen birch matters, and why returning to the sources might be the most healing thing any of us can do. Key Themes + Takeaways Health is shaped by purpose, hope, love, reconciliation, and course correction—not just anatomy. The world’s great traditions are neither identical nor unrelated—they cross at points of shared human experience. The Headwaters logo is a symbolic story about reflection, movement, spirit, community, ancestry, and transcendence. Returning to the sources of any tradition offers clarity we cannot find downstream. Honoring differences does not require erasing truth; truth, ultimately, authenticates itself. Our Favorite Quotes “There is more to health than biological function.” “The great traditions aren’t parallel tracks—they cross, they meet, they share.” “You can never step in the same river twice. The river is constantly changing.” “We fly or travel best when we are not alone, but in community.” “The truth will authenticate itself. It doesn’t need us to elbow each other away from the trough.” Chapter Markers 00:00 – Why these first principles matter 01:17 – The determinants of health we often overlook 02:36 – When faith falters and what comes next 03:23 – The “crossing tracks” metaphor of diverse traditions 04:47 – Introducing the Headwaters logo 05:59 – Lake Itasca and the meaning of “true head” 07:32 – Spirit, movement, and change 08:14 – The geese, the clouds, and the city in the distance 10:18 – Wild rice, ancestry, and provision 11:23 – Returning to the sources 13:37 – Death, decay, and honest healing 15:07 – A cleansing of old narratives 16:27 – Truth, tradition, and collaboration 18:46 – Convergence + divergence in healing traditions 19:44 – Where Headwaters is going next Your Turn — This Week’s Reflection Where in your life do you sense the need to “return to the source”? A practice… a belief… a story… a tradition… a relationship… Where might the water be clearer upstream? Sit with that. See what stirs. MB015KCPP07VNHF

  10. Sep 28

    Inside the Story America Forgot | Anton Treuer on Ojibwe Identity and His New Novel (PART 1 of 2)

    What if everything you thought you knew about Native people was built on a story that ended before 1900? This week I sat down with Anton Treuer, professor of Ojibwe at Bemidji State University, author, ceremonial leader, and one of the most grounded and generous thinkers I've come across.  Anton lives at the northernmost part of the Mississippi River, on land where the reservation boundary literally runs through his property. He teaches language. He officiates naming ceremonies and funerals. He writes books. And somehow, he does all of it with a kind of calm clarity that makes you want to slow down and actually listen. His new novel follows a teenage boy named Ezra, an Ojibwe kid navigating life in northeast Minneapolis while staying connected to the reservation village where his family lives. It's wrapped in a murder mystery, but underneath that is something much more universal: a kid trying to figure out who he is, how to carry grief, and where he belongs. Key Themes + Takeaways The word Anishinaabe means "the people" or "original man," and understanding the distinction between Anishinaabe, Ojibwe, and Chippewa opens a door into how language carries identity and history Over half of enrolled tribal citizens live off reservation today, and Hennepin County has one of the largest Native populations in Minnesota — the "Native means reservation" assumption is a myth 87% of educational standards that mention Native people tell stories from before 1900, which conditions most Americans to think of Indigenous people as something that happened in the past Anton's novel uses Ezra's journey to hold up a mirror — not just to Native experience, but to universal human tensions: wanting to fit in vs. wanting to stand out, grief vs. anger, belonging vs. independence The bully character Matt isn't just a bully — he represents a whole lineage of harm, and Ezra's response to him is the central test of who he's becoming Nora, the girl Ezra is drawn to, functions as a quiet guide in the story — someone who has already walked through loss and found a healthier way to carry it Anton reads passages live in this episode, and hearing the prose out loud makes it land differently than reading it on a page would Favorite Quotes "You can feel completely alone in a crowd of people or deeply connected to all the people around you. Solitude is not just a reflection of the humans who are there, but how we metabolize our relationships." "It is easier to be angry than it is to feel what's behind the anger." "All of us have these human experiences dealing with love, loss, hope, wanting to fit in, wanting to stand out. All of us." "They're all wrapped up together in the same frybread tacos, so to speak." Chapter Markers 00:01:16 Welcome to the Three-Legged Stool  00:04:07 What Anishinaabe Actually Means  00:07:59 The Book and the Window It Opens  00:16:49 A Reading: Snow in Northeast Minneapolis  00:19:25 The Urban-Reservation Divide  00:27:39 A Reading: Nora by the Drum  00:37:24 Grief, Anger, and the Characters Carrying Both  00:50:01 A Reading: The Hallway  00:57:47 The Hospital Waiting Room  01:01:18 A Reading: What Happened to Michael and Jonah Your Turn Where in your own life are you carrying anger that might actually be grief in disguise? What would it look like to feel what's underneath it?

  11. Sep 28

    At the Crossings: Faith Traditions and the Work of Healing

    What if your LDL, BMI, and blood pressure told only a fraction of your health story? What if the rest lives in words like courage, meaning, faith, and love? Today, I set the guiding principles for Headwaters Journal—why we’re here, how we’ll approach the great healing traditions, and what kind of conversations we’re inviting you into. We live in a culture fluent in lab results and diagnostic codes. Those matter. But so do the sources that have steadied people for millennia—Buddhism, Islam, Hinduism, Christianity, Judaism, the wisdom of our Native neighbors (especially the Anishinaabe here in the Northland), and even the convictions of those who claim no religious tradition. Headwaters began near the headwaters of the Mississippi, but it’s really about sources—where people go when life hurts, when courage is thin, when community frays. This episode frames our format: real cases, real people, and ministers or spiritual counselors responding with first-order words—prayer, counsel, proclamation—before we zoom out to analysis. Key Themes + Takeaways Health is bigger than biology. Numbers inform; they do not define. First-order over second-order. We’ll foreground the living words and practices that actually help people heal. Railroad tracks, not a blender. Traditions intersect and diverge; we won’t abstract them into one “ideal” sameness. Diagnosis → Treatment → Prognosis (revisited). Ancient spiritual lenses can “see through” suffering and also “see us through” it. Radical respect. Fidelity to each person’s experience and to each tradition’s particularity—without one dominating another. Public good. Our aim is practical: conversations that help ordinary people and that health systems can learn from. Our Favorite Quotes “There is more to health than an LDL cholesterol level.” “The aim is to offer first-order words—spiritual counsel, prayer, proclamation—before second-order reflection.” “Traditions are like railroad tracks: they meet, cross, and then diverge.” “Diagnosis ‘sees through’ what is happening; prognosis ‘sees us through’ to hope.” “Nothing will end this project faster than one tradition trying to dominate the others.” Chapter Markers 00:00 — Why Headwaters: health beyond numbers 01:30 — Alternative medicine, nature, and the human hunger for meaning 02:26 — Great traditions named—and listening to our Anishinaabe neighbors 03:31 — Our aim (said twice on purpose): a platform for healing words and common cause 05:14 — First-order vs. second-order discourse (Ricoeur and the shape of our episodes) 11:11 — Against abstraction: the “ideal religion” trap 14:59 — The railroad-tracks model: intersections and divergences 17:18 — Should patients be present? Immediacy, privacy, and respect 19:45 — Evil, tragedy, responsibility: Ricoeur’s typologies in care 20:44 — Reframing diagnosis and prognosis for the soul 24:21 — Guardrails: fidelity, clarity, and humility across traditions 25:07 — A note of encouragement (and a nudge to keep going) Your Turn This week’s reflection: Where do you go when the numbers look fine but your heart is tired? Write down one practice, one person, or one tradition that has “seen you through.” Then name the next small step to return to that source. MB01RBN7YB2LIOI

  12. Sep 18

    Faith, Health, and the Stories That Shape Us

    What does it mean to be both a healer of bodies and a shepherd of souls? That’s the question I’ve been carrying with me for years, and it’s the question that sits at the heart of this very first episode of Headwater’s Journal. I’m Arndt Braaten—a physician trained in family medicine, an emergency doctor for the past 14 years, and also an ordained Lutheran pastor. It’s a strange combination on paper, I know. But for me, these two callings—medicine and ministry—have never been separate. They are threads of the same story. My perspective didn’t come out of nowhere. I am the son and grandson of missionaries who lived and worked in Madagascar from 1911 to 1967. I grew up in a village shaped by deep religious and cultural diversity, where my father taught, my mother nursed, and my cousins worked in the local hospital. That upbringing left me with an unshakable awareness of how faith and health are entangled, for better and sometimes for worse. This podcast is my attempt to explore those intersections—not to provide easy answers, but to invite honest conversation across traditions of healing, belief, and practice. Key Themes + Takeaways Faith and health are both bigger and more complex than we often admit. Missionary history is layered: marked by colonial entanglements, yet also by courage and sacrifice. Misunderstandings of “faith healing” can cause harm when faith is treated as a commodity to be willed into existence. True healing—whether medical or spiritual—calls us to deeper humility, curiosity, and respect across traditions. Headwater’s Journal exists to create space for dialogue, not dogma. Pull Quotes “I am the son and grandson of missionaries… this had a profound effect on me and how I perceive the world.” “Faith is not something you can gin up in yourself simply by willing it.” “That’s the purpose of this podcast journal: to explore the relationship between faith and health—not only within healing traditions, but between them as well.” “This will only be as good as the conversation we create together. Your voice matters.” Chapter Markers 00:00 Welcome to Headwater’s Journal 00:51 My path: from family medicine to emergency care 02:23 Growing up with missionary roots in Madagascar 05:08 Early lessons in medicine, ministry, and culture 06:13 Why disclaimers matter—my voice is my own 07:30 What do we mean by faith? By health? 09:31 The uneasy image of a “faith healer” 12:29 The danger of blaming illness on lack of faith 13:44 Even Jesus refused the temptation to “just believe and fly” 15:12 The purpose of this podcast: conversations that heal Your Turn As we begin this journey together, I want to leave you with a question: 👉 How has your own story—your upbringing, your culture, your faith, or your doubts—shaped the way you think about health and healing? Take time to sit with that. Write it down. Share it with me if you’d like. Because this journal will only grow richer when it includes your story alongside mine. MB01J9SDHUJA7J8 for

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There is more to health than an LDL level, a body mass index, and a gall bladder. Few would argue that those are unimportant to one’s health, but most understand that there is a larger context in which our lives and health have meaning and purpose. Great traditions have developed over millennia which provide insight concerning the nature of human existence. Headwaters Journal explores the sources of some of these traditions of faith and health, not as relics of the past, but as sources that bring refreshment and perspective into our current situation as a society and as individuals.