HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

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Step into the world of Brolapse, the unfiltered podcast hosted by the one and only HungerFF, a trailblazing fisting icon who's been redefining adult entertainment since 2007. Every Friday at 8 PM, HungerFF takes you behind the scenes of his personal life, sharing his thoughts on everything from fisting technique, etiquette, and consent, to candid conversations with influential creators and figures in the adult industry. Catch the audio on all platforms, or get the full, uncensored experience with video episodes exclusively on HungerFF’s official website.

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    Episode 76: Josh Mikael — Truth, Trauma, and Why Not Everyone Deserves Your Story

    In this raw and deeply personal episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with one of his closest friends and former roommate, Josh Mikael, for a conversation that spans decades of history, hard truths, and unconditional love. Josh shares his fisting origin story—one that began earlier than most—and reflects on it now with the clarity that only time and experience can bring. What starts as a wild, chaotic introduction quickly evolves into a broader conversation about consent, growth, and the reality that not every formative experience is meant to be repeated. The two revisit the night they first met at a Leatherworks Red Hanky social in Fort Lauderdale, a moment that would lead to a lasting bond, a blown-out set of tires, and a friendship built through shared experiences, tension, and ultimately, understanding. The heart of the episode centers on Deeper—Ryan’s memoir—and Josh’s decision to write the foreword. He explains why he felt it had to be him: someone who has loved Ryan, challenged him, called him out, and never wanted anything from him in return. The result is a foreword that doesn’t protect, doesn’t condemn, but instead tells the truth. Together, they unpack addiction, the ripple effects it has on the people around you, and the complicated reality of loving someone who is struggling. They also dive into content culture, performer value, and why Josh drew a hard line when others didn’t—refusing to give away his image for free in an industry that often expects it. This episode is funny, painful, reflective, and honest in a way that’s rare. It’s about friendship, accountability, survival—and the idea that telling your story might be the first step toward understanding it. 📖 Pre-order Deeper: http://www.hungerff.com/deeper 🔥 Signed & Numbered Hardcover Editions AVAILABLE NOW — EXCLUSIVELY on HungerFF.com Only 30 copies per cover — expected to sell out fast 👕 Shop the shirt from this episode: https://hungerff.threadless.com/designs/alpha-bottom-energy-power-pride-pleasure 🎧 LISTEN NOW (Spotify — Early Video Access): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse 🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa 🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!) 🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX 📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse 📻 iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM

    1 h 16 min
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    Episode 70: Rocco Steele on Letting Go, Living Truth, and the Chapter After “Rocco”

    Some episodes are fun. Some are loud. And then there are the rare ones that feel like a real conversation you’re lucky to witness. In Episode 70, Rocco Steele joins me for an honest, reflective talk about stepping away from the industry and what it means to finally let a public persona become a smaller and smaller piece of your life. Rocco shares how a serious health scare shifted his priorities, how his husband showed up for him in a way that reaffirmed everything, and why he’s been planning a gradual exit for the last couple of years. Not out of bitterness, not out of shame, but out of clarity. We get into the unseen work behind being “on” all the time. The toll of appearances. The burnout. The pressure to keep up with an online machine that never stops. Rocco breaks down the boundaries that mattered most to him, especially protecting his sobriety and his marriage, and what it feels like to move through the world when people recognize you in places where you’re just trying to be a person. This conversation also goes deeper into chosen family, grief, and aging as a gay man. Rocco talks about coming out in the 80s, the losses that shaped his generation, and how getting older has changed what he values, what he gives his energy to, and what “grace” looks like in real life. We talk about the mental health cost of growing up online, and the quiet reckoning that hits when you’re trying to untangle your public self from your private self. And yes, we revisit a full-circle moment from early HungerFF.com history, including why Rocco said yes to filming his first and only fisting scene and what that trust represented at the time. This one is about legacy, integrity, and what happens when you stop performing and start living. New episodes every Friday at 8 PM. Pre-order Deeper (drops March 1, 2026): https://www.hungerFF.com/deeper

    1 h 9 min

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Step into the world of Brolapse, the unfiltered podcast hosted by the one and only HungerFF, a trailblazing fisting icon who's been redefining adult entertainment since 2007. Every Friday at 8 PM, HungerFF takes you behind the scenes of his personal life, sharing his thoughts on everything from fisting technique, etiquette, and consent, to candid conversations with influential creators and figures in the adult industry. Catch the audio on all platforms, or get the full, uncensored experience with video episodes exclusively on HungerFF’s official website.

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