Motherloading Podcast

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Welcome to Motherloading  - the unfiltered podcast for women and mums who are done pretending everything’s fine. Hosted by Nicky and Michelle, two real, unapologetic women navigating the messy, beautiful chaos of motherhood and womanhood. This is your safe space for the conversations women aren’t having enough of - the ones we’re often too embarrassed, ashamed, or afraid to talk about, but so many of us are living through. We’re not polished, not perfect - just raw, honest, and a little bit nuts. Join us for authentic conversations, relatable stories, and empowering insights that remind you: you’re not alone. Whether you’re a new mum, seasoned parent, or simply a woman trying to balance it all, Motherloading is here to lift you up, make you laugh, and help you feel seen - never judged. Let’s empower women, support mothers, and build a community of strong, resilient women one episode at a time. 🎧 New episodes every week - follow now for your dose of honesty, laughter, and connection. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod

  1. -18 MIN

    Masking Until Menopause: Why So Many Women Discover ADHD in Their 40s

    She didn't know she was ADHD until the psychologist assessing her son turned to her and said, "So you've obviously been diagnosed." Hester Grainger is a former TV and BBC Radio presenter, certified ADHD coach, and co-founder of Perfectly Autistic. She's also a mum to two neurodivergent teens, married to a neurodivergent partner, and didn't realise she was ADHD herself until her 40s. In this episode, we talk about: – the moment she was diagnosed (and why no one was surprised) – raising two autistic ADHD children without knowing she was neurodivergent herself – masking, performing, and the burnout that comes when you stop – why perimenopause can be the moment the wheels fall off – locking herself in the toilet just to breathe – navigating meltdowns, sensory overload, and big emotions as a family – the guilt of looking back and realising what you didn't know – why her 16 year old was told "you don't look autistic" – how she and her husband built a strong partnership through chaos – setting boundaries, choosing your battles, and raising kind humans – the invisible load of parenting neurodivergent kids – what workplaces actually get wrong (and what they can do better) – why so many women are blowing up their lives in their 40s This conversation is honest, grounding, and full of insight. For anyone navigating neurodiversity, motherhood, identity, or just trying to work out what the hell is going on underneath the surface, this one will stay with you. Join the waitlist for The Load System at - motherloading.net Follow Hester at @hestersvibe on Instagram and visit perfectlyautistic.co.uk for resources and support Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    50 min
  2. 13/04

    Why I Walked Away From a £24M Deal Before Giving Birth | Sedge Beswick

    She walked away from £24 million. Two weeks before giving birth. Sedge Beswick is a founder, former CEO, and one of the most honest voices on what it actually costs to build a business, become a mother, and decide what matters most when the two collide. In this episode, we talk about: – why she turned down a multimillion pound deal days before her due date – the invisible pressure to work like you don't have kids and parent like you don't have a career – responding to Slack messages in the labour ward – sobbing uncontrollably on her first day back in the office – stepping away from the business she founded to reclaim time with her daughters – why confidence is sold to women as something we lack, not something we already have – how ambition doesn't die in the delivery room but identity, time, and clarity all shift – being told she "ruined it for women" because she chose motherhood over an exit – the millennial career crisis and why quitting isn't failure – financial freedom, shared parenting, and setting boundaries that actually work This conversation is raw, grounding, and unapologetically real. For anyone navigating ambition, motherhood, identity, or the messy middle of all three, this one will stay with you. Follow Sedge at @sedgebeswick on Instagram and LinkedIn Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    49 min
  3. 22/12/2025

    We Survived Season 1 : A Motherloading Highlight Reel

    Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - and this one is a special one. In this Season 1 finale, we’re waving goodbye to an unforgettable year as we close out 2025 by celebrating the journey, the growth, and the community that has formed around Motherloading. This highlights episode brings together the very best moments from the season - from tears and vulnerability to uncontrollable laughter and empowering conversations. These clips capture exactly what Motherloading is all about: raw honesty, emotional depth, humour, resilience, and female empowerment. It’s a reflection of the courage it takes to have the conversations women aren’t having enough of - and the impact those conversations can make when shared openly. This episode is also a moment to acknowledge the hard work, determination, and heart Nicky and Michelle have poured into building a podcast that feels like a safe space - one where women feel seen, heard, and supported. Whether you’ve listened from day one or you’re just discovering Motherloading, this finale is the perfect reminder of why honest storytelling and community matter. A celebration of motherhood, womanhood, and everything in between - and just the beginning of what’s to come. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

    58 min

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Welcome to Motherloading  - the unfiltered podcast for women and mums who are done pretending everything’s fine. Hosted by Nicky and Michelle, two real, unapologetic women navigating the messy, beautiful chaos of motherhood and womanhood. This is your safe space for the conversations women aren’t having enough of - the ones we’re often too embarrassed, ashamed, or afraid to talk about, but so many of us are living through. We’re not polished, not perfect - just raw, honest, and a little bit nuts. Join us for authentic conversations, relatable stories, and empowering insights that remind you: you’re not alone. Whether you’re a new mum, seasoned parent, or simply a woman trying to balance it all, Motherloading is here to lift you up, make you laugh, and help you feel seen - never judged. Let’s empower women, support mothers, and build a community of strong, resilient women one episode at a time. 🎧 New episodes every week - follow now for your dose of honesty, laughter, and connection. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod

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