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  1. More Than Enough: Sweet Romance

    11/11/2025

    More Than Enough: Sweet Romance

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 22 /|\ 5 months later… Briony Spinning the sapphire and diamond oval engagement ring on my finger, trepidation marches down my spine as I wait for Evie in the blue and ivory drawing room. Now that the ceremony is about to begin, I’m ready to get on with it, but I can’t do that without my Matron of Honor. “She’ll be here,” Bronwyn mutters, frowning down at her phone for the 20th time. “I know, I know,” I sigh, once again shifting on the cream damask couch. “But, it feels like it’s been ten minutes since she said they were five minutes away.” “It’s only been four minutes, Bri. Take a deep breath…exhale.” I take my sister’s advice, but as I look up at her, I notice she’s still glued to her phone. Her long curls are pulled up into an elegant chignon, which is a nice change since she normally wears her hair down. Paired with the off the shoulder wine and navy gradient chiffon dress that floats over her lithe curves, Bronwyn’s a vision. Where I prefer to eat for exercise, Bronwyn exercises to eat. So, while we are identical, I’m softer where she’s more toned. She and Evie are sharing Maid and Matron of Honor duties, so they have the same gown, but taking her in, I think Bronwyn is winning best dressed today. “If it’s work, tell them I said you’re on vacation,” I grumble, folding my arms. Her lips are pressed together when she looks up at me. “It’s fine. Are you ok?” I smirk. “Why wouldn’t I be? All I had to do was show up and marry my best friend.” Bronwyn snorts as her phone buzzes once again. I slowly shake my head as I think of new ways to kill the man of my dreams. Who throws a surprise wedding..for the bride? If I wasn’t absolutely certain that I’m in love with the man, I’d certainly think it’s a shotgun wedding. Does it count as an arranged marriage if the wedding is planned with your assistance but without your knowledge? It’s one thing for Nick not to tell me about it when we finally sorted out our feelings. Fine. That could be excused, because it does sound slightly unhinged when taken out of context. But, what about the night before he left for New Zealand? When he rented out the rooftop restaurant in Midtown and decorated the place in fresh flowers to propose? That would have been a fine time. Maybe after his pretty speech. “You have my heart, Briony. It’s always been yours. Marry me. Please. Spend the rest of your life with me, and we’ll figure everything else out, the schedules, the trucks…our children, if you’ll bear them for me.” When he slid the ring on, a simple, ‘by the way, love, we’re getting married in March’ would have sufficed. I probably would have heard him over the sound of my blubbering. Probably. Or any of the late nights we spent talking through video calls. Not counting the week I took off in December to spend with him in New Zealand, or the week he flew back in January to spend with me in London as we worked out the logistics for Night’s launch in September. But, to show up for a fancy party at the manor house of a Bakewell country estate, which could have guest starred in any number of Pride and Prejudice adaptations, with a mere week’s notice that you’re getting married…well..let’s just say, I’m still thawing from the shock. Yet, as the time ticks closer to 3pm, I’m thoroughly warming to the idea of walking out of here as Nick’s wife. Being able to sleep beside the man who has my heart and life in his hands? It’s worth it for the snuggles alone! Yep…where do I sign, Mr. Officiant? Add the fact we’ll be starting our family, and I’m wondering why we’re still sitting in this room! Between the success of Day and the remodel we’re doing for Night, I’ve been so busy I haven’t even been able to see Bronwyn, except for family dinner, or the odd lunch date. Yes, we talk on the phone, but I really miss spending time with her. I’ll have to do better about that. We’ll be in England for the next little while, if there isn’t a surprise honeymoon as well. But, when Nick and I get back to New York, I’m going to make sure I spend more time with her. Now that Nick has finished shooting an adaptation of a book by one of his favorite thriller authors, Callum Black, he’ll be around more. He’s playing the deductively brilliant Detective Ian Faulk in Apple & Anise, and since I enjoyed the series once he got me into it, I’m looking forward to going to the movie premier with him. While there’s no talk of movie sequels yet, Nick did confirm the author reached out to him, and offered to sign him on for the audio books. After seeing Nick’s performance in Warmth Like the Sun, which was a runaway success over the holidays, Mr. Black said his wife wouldn’t let him sleep until he reached out to make an offer. At any rate, it’s not something Nick will have to worry about until the fall, and thankfully, it won’t involve any travel. Even better news is that Nick decided to do MacBeth after all. He’ll only have a few weeks in London until we need to head back to New York to start rehearsals at the end of April. So, baby Evie had better come on time so I can get my cuddles. Speaking of Evie..where is she? Crossing over to the door, I keep a firm grip on the strapless white gown that drapes my curves in tulle, lace, and crystal. Thankfully it’s lightweight, but there’s no need in tripping and killing myself. Not when I’m this close to marrying the love of my life. With my strappy white heels clicking on the parquet floors, I cross the room to peek out of the door. Arching my neck to see down the hallway lined with massive portraits, I let out an impatient sigh just as Evie comes huffing around the corner. When she catches sight of me, she squeals, causing me to squeal in return. After nearly collapsing in laughter as Bronwyn and I try to hug over her enormous belly, I pull up a chair and help her sit. “You’re gorgeous, darlings! I can’t believe it’s really here!” Evie exclaims, squealing with Bronwyn. I squint at them. “Were y’all colluding behind my back as well?” Bronwyn chuckles. “Did you think Mom and Dad would come with zero incentive? Even if the trip was paid for, you know them. It would take a destination wedding to get them out of Brooklyn!” “You’re so right!” I say completely dumbfounded. I did think they agreed too easily, but still. My eyes widen as I stare at Bronwyn. “And you! When do you ever take off from work? Yet, you’ve been here two weeks already, and plan to stick around until after Evie gives birth…” my voice trails off as I feel the blood drain from my face. “Did you lose your job, Wyn?” Bronwyn holds up a hand, as she comes to wrap her arms around me. “No, I didn’t lose my job. I just have some vacation time..and perspective. That’s all.” Evie snorts, her cute new bangs shaking with her movements. “Oh, is that what we’re calling it, now? Don’t make me laugh, Wyn. You know I can’t control my bladder.” Bronwyn has always been the chill one. She serenely floats from room to room, and never causes any trouble. So, I’m as surprised as I am baffled when she shoots Evie the dirtiest look I’ve ever seen, and, that’s saying a lot. I shared a room with her for 21 years! Evie snickers in return, and as my eyes bounce between the two of them, I feel like I’m missing something. “What’s going on?” Bronwyn shifts from side to side. “Nothing that can’t wait until after the wedding.” I frown. “Well, at least give me a preview…” Bronwyn heaves a sigh, likely knowing I’ll worry about it until she tells me. “I’m just thinking of a change. I’ll be here interviewing for a few companies for the next three weeks, and Evie and Gene are graciously allowing me to extend my stay with them until I get on my feet.” I reel back in shock as Evie shifts to her side with a finger up. “Free childcare, remember!” Bronwyn snorts. “Yeah, yeah, I got it!” “But, that’s great news Wyn! Your job has been taking advantage of you for years! I’m so glad you’re finally putting yourself first! And, Nick and I will be here at least six months out of the year..this is so exciting!” Bronwyn smiles, but it’s more of a grimace as it doesn’t quite reach her eyes. Before I can say anything, there’s a knock on the door. Alfie steps in with our permission, looking dapper in his navy suit and wine colored ascot. He and Eugene are going to escort Bronwyn and Evie respectively, but I can tell his mind is on the arrangements and not the moment. “Relax, Alf,” I say, crossing the room to give him a hug. “You’ve done a beautiful job. You have no idea how grateful for you, Nick and I are.” His dark features twist into a scowl as he looks down at me. “Is this supposed to be gratitude? I don’t know if I like it…that man just laid the juiciest kiss on my cheek and told me to fetch his wife.” Bronwyn, Evie and I crack up at the look of disgust on his face as he asks if we’re ready. It takes us two minutes to recover, and another minute to fix makeup before we are indeed ready. “You’re beautiful, Bri,” Alfie says, holding the door open with a watery smile. “Thanks, Alf.” I kiss his cheek before walking past him, and as I step into the corridor with my lily bouquet, I spin around to wink at my little entourage with a grin. “Let’s go get him!” Nicholas “Ladies and Gentleman, I present Mr. And Mrs. Nicholas and Briony Bancroft!” The officiant loudly declares. Gazing down at Briony’s radiant smile makes my heart joyfully skip a beat. And, as our families erupt in thunderous applause, only one thought blares at me: Briony is really mine. After months of sitting on the phone through tears and laughter, sharing our annoyances, sadness an

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  2. More Than Enough: Sweet Romance

    11/11/2025

    More Than Enough: Sweet Romance

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 21 /|\ Next Chapter → Epilogue Three weeks fly by as we work to get Day up and running. Day is a high concept lunch wagon that provides quality food at a fraction of the price. It caters to the average office worker or shoe salesman, who have champagne tastes but a burger budget. So, instead of Lobster Thermidor, Fried Lobster tail skewers with a side of lemon butter sauce and parmesan fries. On the other hand, Night, when it gets going, will be a dinner wagon where I want to bring fusion to typically upscale dishes. Like a Beef Wellington Taco with Mango Chutney. If I can get a permit to set it up in a decent neighborhood in the City, it could bring new flavors to clients who may only be familiar with more traditional cuisine. Nick has been a real lifesaver since we’ve come back. He’s so attentive and caring in our relationship, sometimes I feel like he knows I have to sneeze before I do. Not only does he let me park the truck in his garage, he helps me shop, get it stocked, and when Bronwyn had an accident with a bag of flour and had to go home early, he helped me finish prepping before opening day. When my oil guy cancels my contract last minute, Nick is able to make a few calls and get me a new guy in hours, who’s more than willing to travel to my location to retrieve the used oil. The big day arrives quite cloudy, but I’m in good spirits when Nick’s text comes in. ‘Breakfast is set, love.’ When I cross the back garden and step into his kitchen, he’s all smiles as he and Alfie shower me with streamers. The kitchen table is already set, and a banner on the wall above it reads, Congratulations, Briony! I pull my hands from my mouth as I smile. “Aww. Thanks! Y’all are too much!” “Come eat something before your big day,” Alfie winks before starting for the table. Nick drops a kiss on my forehead as he pulls streamers from my hair. “Wait until you see what I made.” I smile nervously as he pulls me to the table. “What you made?” He rolls his eyes. “I’ve been working on the recipes you’ve shown me. Alfie says I’m getting better!” My gaze slides to Alfie who is definitely avoiding eye contact as he clears his throat. “What I said, Sir, is that there’s certainly been improvement.” I choke back a laugh as Nick scowls at Alfie. “Are you playing words now, Alf? Just wait and see.” When Nick slides two plates with a beautiful omelette along and a couple of burnt sausages in front of us, Alfie and I look at each other before looking back at Nick. He looks so hopeful that I can’t help giving him a brilliant smile. “You did so well! The sausage is absolutely cooked through this time.” Alfie snickers until I shoot him a look. Nick throws his hands up to stop us from eating. “Oh wait! One more thing!” He comes back with his plate and a stack of perfectly browned buttered toast. “That looks delicious, Nicky babe. I’m so proud of you!” Nick smiles as he looks pointedly at Alfie, who rolls his eyes.“Maybe at some point I won’t need Romero anymore.” I chuckle. “Putting Romero out of business, one dish at a time!” We’ve nearly finished breakfast when my phone rings. Nick gets up to grab it from where I left it on the island when I came in. “It’s Wyn,” he says, as he answers the phone. Ever since we hosted family dinner a few weeks ago, Nick has been more interested in what goes on in my family, and they in him. My parents were completely charmed by his down to earth personality, when they spoke on the phone. But, when he walked into the room and immediately wrapped me in a bear hug, despite my sister and I accidentally wearing a similar outfit, he won everyone over. Considering the fact Dad immediately drove up to my house to have an hour long conversation with Nick about he and I coexisting on the same property before marriage, I didn’t think they would get close so fast. So, I was shocked when Mom added Nick to the family chat and her social media page within minutes of their first meeting. However, my I was completely astounded when Dad invited him over for dinner in Brooklyn this past Sunday, for some sort of drinking test. Dad is a career military man, and prides himself on always being ready for action, while Nick is hardly in a social setting long enough to have more than one drink. Needless to say, neither of them are big drinkers, but they each held their own in their three rounds of Guinness from Dad’s bear shaped beer steins. When Dad remarked Nick held his own pretty well for an Englishman, Nick immediately stole Dad’s heart by informing him that Mum is actually Irish. Her family immigrated to England when she was a young girl. From that point on, Nick could do no wrong, and he was pleased as punch as I drove home. Who knew the man had so many drinking songs in him? So, when he answers my phone and easily begins speaking with Bronwyn, I think nothing of it, until I hear the note of alarm in his voice. “Ahh…well, can we deliver some soup or medicine to you? Ok, well stay hydrated, darling. Here’s Bri.” My eyebrows are somewhere on Mars by the time he hands me the phone. “Flu,” he whispers with an apologetic look. “Oh, no,” I mutter as I take the phone. “Wyn? Did I hear you’re sick?” She confirms the news sounding like death warmed over. She’s busy worrying about the fact she can’t be my sous chef, but I’m more worried about her. The last time she got the flu she collapsed in her office and had to be hospitalized. “Don’t worry about me, Bri. I’ll be fine. “Michelle is here, and surprisingly doing a fabulous job of keeping me hydrated and medicated.” I scrunch my nose. I’ve already heard a few tales about her new roommate, and I’m not a fan of the girl. Apparently, Michelle gave Wyn a tough time when she first moved in. Wyn is a sweetheart, so if this woman is already on her bad side, Michelle doesn’t sound like my idea of a good time. Yet, they signed a one year lease through a mutual friend, so, they’re stuck with each other until the end of the lease. Michelle’s French and it’s her first time living in the States, so Wyn says it’s a matter of culture shock, but I’m not buying it. I offered to let Wyn move in to my spare bedroom until the lease is up, but she didn’t want to lose her right to her fabulous Upper West side apartment by vacating the premises. “Ok, girly. Well, I hope you feel better,” I croon “Are you sure I can’t stop by tonight after I close up? It’s no trou—” “NO!” Bronwyn bellows in my ear before dissolving into a coughing fit. I look at the phone in disbelief. “Since when do you yell like that?” After a moment she comes back, sounding weaker than before. “No, really, Bri. Don’t come. I’m ok. I’ll be fine. We got this. Have a good opening night, and I’ll see you in two weeks for family dinner. Tell Nick I don’t plan to lose at Pictionary a second time!” I laugh, and after her reassurance that she’ll ‘totally be fine,’ we hang up. Bronwyn probably got sick after stressing about the shooting that took place at her job last week. She was at a meeting out of the office at the time, but she knows the people who were injured, and she has to work from home until the office is cleaned up. She and Michelle work at the same place, so I can imagine working from home might present some new challenges. That thought alone is enough to make anyone sick. That’s when the reality of the situation hits me square in the face. I hadn’t noticed that Nick and Alfie had already cleaned the kitchen, and Alfie had disappeared until I look up when Nick drops into the chair next to me. He automatically pulls me into a hug. “It’s going to be alright, love. We’ve got this.” I relax in his arm, and the tension melts away. “The problem is, while I’ve already trained Shelly and Derek on the menu, only Derek can make it today. It’s Shelly’s last day at her old job. It just so happened to work out that Wyn had taken the week off for a staycation, so she could help.” Nick nods as he rubs my back with his free hand. “Do you need someone who can help cook?” I sigh as I shake my head. “Even if I could find someone within the next hour, they wouldn’t know the recipes anyway. They would probably be more of a hindrance, if anything. No, if we can get someone to take orders, deal with payment and getting the food out to guests, we may just be able to swing it.” I frown as I try to think. I wonder if I could borrow Alfie for the next six hours… Nick straightens. “I’ve got it! I know just the person!” I bolt up. “Really? That’s great!” Nick jumps up looking at his watch. “Yeah. Text me the address, and I’ll have them meet you there before 11am.” Bending to kiss me, he smiles. “You’ll be alright, Bri.” Before I can ask a single question, he’s bolted out of the kitchen. I check the time. It’s already 9:50am. I hope his sub will be able to make it. I jump up. I’d better get out of here if I plan to make it! “What time is the sub gonna get here?” Derek impatiently asks, pushing his yellow bandana further up on his bald head. “When they get here,” I say firmly, shrugging a shoulder nonchalantly, although I feel anything but calm. It’s already 11:15a, and there’s no sign of a newbie or a response from Nick or Alfie to my texts. Our permit is for a location next to a pretty park in the busy court district in the Bronx, off of the Grand Concourse. Despite the sign outside saying that we open at 11:30am, there’s already been about 3 or 4 taps on the closed serving window as people wonder if we’re open yet. The white truck with Day spray painted across the side, has a beautiful mural beneath it of the sun rising over a cityscape.

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  3. Briony - Essence of Love

    10/11/2025

    Briony - Essence of Love

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 20 /|\ Next Chapter → Chapter 22 If I don’t count the seven hours I spent riding the fence over the pros and cons of staying at Nick’s cottage, the flight home was uneventful. Before I left for Heathrow Airport yesterday afternoon, I was perfectly calm. I wasn’t angry, there wasn’t any angst involved in my decision to remove myself from his presence. Just a need for quiet, to allow myself to think clearly. Could I have left in a less dramatic way? Yes. I could have told Nick I was leaving. Yet, I somehow knew he’d manage to keep me there. I’m not a weak woman, either. The man just has the power of persuasion always at the ready. I don’t stand a chance if I don’t have things figured out before discussing it. No, I deserved to have space to think without anyone else’s input. For once, I was going to get just that. Yet, nearly as soon as I left the penthouse and sat down in the black taxi, I began to have serious doubts. I love Nick, and I know he loves me. So, what am I trying to prove? Does it really matter something seems not quite right? Don’t get me wrong, Nick has been warm and respectful, and just wonderful in general since the night he gave me the necklace. Yet… It’s as if Nick thinks I’m fragile, so he’s afraid to touch me. I mean that both figuratively and literally. It feels like Nick is holding back, and that doesn’t begin to cover how he’s only held my hand or given me hugs. Not one kiss! I know it’s only been a short time since we’ve been seeing each other romantically. But, honestly…not even a peck on the lips? We’re not exactly strangers! I just keep wondering…what’s he waiting for? Because if he thinks I’m going to be in one of those medieval marriages that were strictly platonic, he’d better have another think coming. Still, there would be times that he would look at me with so much tenderness and heat, that I felt as if I were imagining things. So, I thought, maybe he’s just nervous. Maybe he didn’t feel it was the right time. Maybe he needed more from me. As the days slipped by, I eventually ran out of excuses. I don’t doubt his love, but I began to doubt he knew the difference between a friend and a lover. The discussion of the night before just seemed to blow up the issue, leaving me with more questions. What does he want to marry me for? To have someone cook his meals? To discuss plays and run lines with him? To accompany him on his long stretches out of the country? Ok, I know that isn’t fair to him. He really does listen to me, and he’s always seemed to care more about what I think than any other man I’ve known. There’s just…something missing. Besides the kisses that is. Something that I can’t put my finger on. The thought strikes me about the fifth hour of the flight. What’s missing is the passion, and I don’t mean the physical variety. There’s no sharing ice cream, or having chats every night until we fall asleep. There’s no sharing giggles, except for the occasional banter, and certainly no dreaming of the future. We may watch War and Peace or Oliver Twist and discuss every plot point, but at some point, we stopped sharing the pieces of ourselves that mattered the most. I don’t know what happened, but I don’t like it. Pointing it out, meant being brushed off with a remark about how busy his schedule is during post production. To be fair to him, he’s right, but if I’m going to be penciled in under ‘get milk,’ if I’m going to be treated as a convenience…it’s just not going to work. Yesterday wasn’t the only straw, but it was certainly the last. I’ve been battling all summer to get this food truck off the ground. Yet, it’s been one thing after another. In the middle of yet another soulless conversation, I realized he has no idea the stress I’m under. Nor did he appear to care. Sure, I could have brought it up. He would have politely listened as he always did, but that would have been the end. We would have gone on to something else. The one thing that Nick and I seemed to have before, even if it was just a glimmer, was an ability to talk to each other honestly. Yet, now, even that’s missing, and the only thing I can figure, is that neither of us know how to date. It’s our first time doing this, therefore, there are going to be growing pains. So, what do we do about that? By the time I reach my cottage around midnight, shower and crawl into bed, both body and brain are exhausted mush. My last thought before closing my eyes, is to wonder what Nick had for dinner. After emailing back and forth with a promising new fish vendor, I look up at the clock on my bedroom wall. 9:04am. As good a time as any to drag myself out of bed. Pulling on a cream, mustard and French blue maxi skirt with a matching blue cropped tank, I pad barefoot to the front door. It’s much warmer here than it is in Europe, but as I look at the tall trees, still full of vibrant green color, I know it won’t be long before autumn sweeps in with its hint of frost colored in orange, red and gold. Collecting all of the groceries I had delivered, I shuffle everything back to the kitchen. It’s been so long since I’ve cooked something purely for myself, so I’m going straight to comfort food. There’s still two days before Nick gets home, and I plan to be happily fed when he returns, if nothing else. After putting the rest of the groceries away, I set about making Beef Bourguignon and mashed potatoes. I make extra in case Annie and Ben want to join me for lunch. I know there isn’t much for Annie to clean with Nick being gone, so she may have already gone home. But, if Ben isn’t mowing lawns, then he’s pruning bushes, or trees, or fixing something or other. He can at least take some home with him. While I wait for the stew to finish cooking, I make a fruit tart for dessert. I’ve just poured a glass of mint green tea lemonade a couple of hours later when my door bell rings. I haven’t even told my family that I’m home early, so I wonder who it could be. I start towards the door, but pull myself up short when I see Nick’s grizzled profile through the glass. What’s he doing here? Self consciously touching a hand to my curls, frizzy with humidity, my heart beats faster as I open the door and freeze. Nick’s eyes are molten blue pools as they rake me from head to toe and back again. He slowly extends a bouquet of pink and white flowers toward me. “My life, I’ve missed you..may I come in?” Slowly nodding in shock, I accept the flowers and step aside for him. “Thank you for the flowers.” His eyes never leave me as he steps inside and closes the door. He’s buzzing with a quiet energy that feels different from the usual easiness that exists between us. Dipping my head to smell the pretty buds, I decide he must have had a lot of coffee on his trip over. “They’re Asters,” he unexpectedly says. I look up at him uncertainly, and wonder when he crept closer. “It smells amazing in here. Is it alright if I stay for lunch?” I tilt my head as I consider him. His pressed, white button up and khaki shorts aren’t travel worn, so he must have changed at home before walking over. “You’re always welcome at my table, Nick.” I turn and hustle back to the kitchen to get the flowers in a vase. Sitting the crystal vase on the wood block island, I turn back for the scissors, but I’m surprised when I see Nick already has them. “Allow me, love.” As he takes the flowers and begins cutting the stems, neatly arranging them in the vase, I shake my head in surprise. Who knew a man could look like that, and smell like him, while arranging flowers? I need to get a grip. “What are you doing here, Nick?” His eyes flick to mine, before flicking back to the flowers. “At the moment? Arranging a bouquet of flowers. Presently? Desperately hoping that I haven’t lost the woman whom I hope is still my fiancée.” For the first time in a month, his gaze is unguarded, and the mix of fear, affection, and longing take me by surprise. He drops his gaze to continue arranging his flowers, but I don’t miss the slight tremor in his hands. Pursing my lips as I ponder how to say what I thought I had days to come up with, I walk to the cupboards and pull out a couple of pasta bowls to set the table. By the time I’ve got the stew and mashed potatoes in serving bowls and on the table, Nick has arranged the flowers in the middle of the dining table, and sat down to join me. “Wine?” I ask. “What do you have?” “I can do a pinot noir or a cab sav.” Nick purses his lips. “Surprise me.” After retrieving a bottle and uncorking it, Nick pours for us, and sits down to eat. I’m surprised when he loads up on mashed potatoes, but I don’t say a word. I’m no longer his chef. “The pinot pairs well with the beef,” he hums after a sip. When I nod in response, he continues. “I love the stew over the mashed potatoes. It’s like they’re made for one another,” he shoots me a meaningful look. I smile wanly. “Perhaps.” We eat in silence, and I must admit, I don’t savor much of the meal, since I’m more concerned about what he’s going to say. The same can’t be said for Nick however, who seems to be having a spiritual experience with every bite and sip. I would be jealous, but I know how hard he works to eat healthy. This is a real cheat meal for him, and if I’m being honest, I’m just happy to see him so rapturous. “I’m glad to see you enjoying something, Nick.” Ooh..that had more of an edge than I intended. He opens his eyes and pins me with a lazy smile. “I learned from the best, my life.” I grimace at the nickname, unsure what to say to that. “What does it mean when you keep saying, ‘my life’?” Nick smiles as he sips his wine, never breaking eye con

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  4. Nicholas - September Falls On A Wednesday

    07/11/2025

    Nicholas - September Falls On A Wednesday

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 19 /|\ Next Chapter → Chapter 21 The usual sound of pans and pots and the smell of cooked food are all absent when I step into my London penthouse. The unusual quiet that greets me sends a chill down my spine. It’s been three weeks since we left Switzerland and came back here for post-production work. Being in a studio and doing interviews from dawn to dusk, isn’t the glamorous part of the job, but it is necessary. Needless to say, coming back to Briony’s waiting arms is usually the best part of my day. Which is why her absence is so noticeable. “Briony?” I call, knocking on her door as I look towards the dark kitchen. “She’s gone,” a voice calls from the sitting room. “Evie?” I walk towards the sitting room to find my sister on the sofa with a murderous gleam in her eye. With her arms folded and her legs crossed at the knee, I don’t feel as though I’m in imminent danger of losing teeth, but I’m positive I’m in for the tongue lashing of my life. I stop short, a sense of dread rising in my chest. Wait… “What do you mean she’s gone? Where has she gone?” Evie shakes her head as she sharply exhales. “I mean just what I said, Nicholas. Evie is gone, no thanks to you. Back to New York.” I feel the blood drain from my face as I slowly shake my head. “That doesn’t make any—why would she do such a thing? We’ll be back in three days—” I break off to pull out my mobile. “Forget it. I have no idea why I’m asking you when I can just call her and sort this all out.” Yet, the longer the phone rings, the more a rising sense of dread gnaws at my stomach. The sound of Briony’s voicemail gives me a start. Dialing again, I’m again sent to voicemail. I’ve never been sent to voicemail until now. Since Briony began working for me, she’s always answered my calls. I slowly look up at Evie who’s sitting completely upright, tight lipped with anger. Crossing to her, I sit on the sofa, but not close enough to be in striking range. “What happened?” I desperately croak. Evie ponders me curiously. “Shouldn’t I be asking you that question? After getting an ominous text message which said exactly what I told you, I drove over here when Briony didn’t respond to texts or phone calls. What did you do?” Evie’s question doesn’t surprise me, but the accusatory tone does give me a moment of hesitation. I stare into my sister’s blue eyes pondering the same question. What did I do? “I have no idea, Evie. She seemed fine this morning after breakfast. We—” Alfie comes through the front door and I leap up to question him. “Did you know Briony left?” The answer is clear in Alfie’s shocked brown eyes. “What do you mean, she left?” I groan as I throw my head back in frustration. “Just what I said, Alf. She isn’t accepting anyone’s calls or texts at the moment. Evie drove over, but she evidently missed Briony, who’s heading back to New York apparently.” Alfie scowls. “And, why would she be doing something like that, Sir?” Evie appears at my elbow, sharply poking me in the shoulder to punctuate each word. “What. Did. You. Do?” I stare back at her as new horror dawns. “We had a small disagreement last night, but surely it couldn’t be over that…” Alfie and Evie cross their arms simultaneously. As they scowl at me, I look back and forth between them. “Spill it, Nicholas.” I flinch at hearing Evie say my full name. I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve heard her use it, and two of those occasions occurred today. Rubbing the back of my neck I expel a breath. “It’s really nothing as dramatic as all of that. I don’t know what’s gotten into Briony suddenly. Last night, we were sitting on the balcony after dinner as usual, and…” The breeze had gently fluttered, blowing Briony’s curls around her head. From seemingly far away, the sounds of London traffic could be faintly heard drifting over the park. I unbuttoned the second button on my white knit polo, and sat back in my chair. I should have told her how beautiful she looked in her white and blue striped maxi dress as she lounged on a chaise. Instead I remarked how unseasonably warm it was in London for the time of year. Briony smiled and said, “If London wants to give me a warm sendoff, I’ll take it. It’s going to be nonstop work when I get back, so I’m going to enjoy these last few days.” I shrugged as I savored the tart sweetness of the purple butterfly pea flower lemonade Briony made. “Why don’t you take a couple of weeks off before starting up the truck. Or better yet, why not wait to launch it when we get back from New Zealand? I’ll have time to help you then, too.” Briony’s head slowly turned, like something out of a horror movie, but still, I didn’t take the hint. I laughed. “What? Don’t look at me that way! I only mean that you should get rest while you can. You don’t need to run yourself into the ground.” Briony blinked at me, a look of perfect befuddlement marring her face. “Um. Nick. Wow, I’m made of questions. Where to start?” She put a hand to her mouth as she frowned. “You know I’ve been planning to start this truck for a long time. It means a lot to me.” I took in her somber expression and nodded. “Of course, I know that, love. You’ve hardly spoken of anything else this past year.” Briony nodded as she narrowed her eyes on me. “So, what do you mean wait until after New Zealand to launch it?” I sat my cup down as I leaned over to push her curls over her shoulder. I frowned when she scooted away from me to sit up, but I responded anyway. “I just meant it’s only two months until we leave. If the time crunch is too much, then we can always do it when we get back in February.” She seemed to be angry, but that couldn’t be right. I slapped my forehead as she sat up. “Oh! That’s right, I forgot. Evie’s due date. We’ll be in London for most of March and April. Well, there’s always May. I suppose we could—” I broke off as Briony stiffly stood up, bending to retrieve her glass from the table. “Where are you going, love?” When Briony looked at me, the mixture of hurt, anger, and confusion in her eyes stunned me. “Nick. Just what makes you think I’m willing to put off my plans again?” The tone in her voice caused me to sit up in my chair, a frisson of unease shooting down my spine. I shook my head in confusion. “I don’t wish for you to put it off. It just seemed like a lot to balance between all of our other obligations. I don’t want you to burn out, love.” Briony’s eyebrows shot up, but she tilted her head to the side as she studied me. “Getting Day launched is my only obligation right now, Nick. Next year, with your investment, I’ll get Night launched. That’s all I have going on. I know you’re going to be in New Zealand, but why I would wait until you get back is beyond me. I haven’t needed your help until this point. I don’t see why things would suddenly be too great to deal with when you aren’t around.” A sharp pang shot through me at her words, and I stood to rest my hands on her shoulders as confusion swirled in my mind. “Darling, I think something has been lost in translation. I know you haven’t needed my help in the past, but when I’m around, you have me at your disposal. I didn’t mean to indicate you wouldn’t be able to launch Day in the short window of time. I just thought it might be easier to do so when we’re both available. Taking four months off after the launch then another two months after for Evie’s baby might be a bit taxing. That’s all I meant.” Briony held up both hands as she stepped out of my embrace. “Wait. What do you mean taking four months off?” I stared at her, flabbergasted. “Well, how else would you travel with me to New Zealand?” Her eyes widened to the size of saucers as she spun toward the rail, her hands on her head. When she turned to face me again, her face was a mask of disbelief. “Why would I go with you to New Zealand? I don’t work for you anymore.” I blinked at her as I slowly responded, “I know that, love. However, I’ll be gone for months…do you mean to say, you have no intention of coming with me when I travel for work?” Briony gritted her teeth as she shook her head. “Nick, I have my own job—my own business to run. Why would I take off for months at a time? How would I pay my bills? How would I live?” I swallowed, offering a bewildered smile. “Is that what’s worrying you? We’re together now, darling. What bills do you have to worry about? At some point we’ll be married, and that won’t be a consideration at all.” She stared back at me like I was a man in need of a brain. “Nicholas. Are you suggesting that I should just drop everything to follow you around the world?” She quietly asked. Alarm bells began to go off, and I recognized the need to tread carefully. “No…I wouldn’t suggest that. It’s just…why are we together if we aren’t going to be…together? That doesn’t make much sense, does it?” Briony inhaled sharply, a range of emotions crossing her face. The confusion I felt only became more pronounced as I struggled to understand where we were failing to communicate. “Ok,” I said, holding up my hands. “Let’s just calm down. If you don’t want to travel with me to New Zealand, you don’t have to. I assumed that you would want to continue spending as much time together as possible. I shouldn’t have assumed. I’m sorry. But, what am I supposed to do without you for four months? Live off of Alfie’s food?” My poor attempt at a joke fell flat. I knew it as soon as it left my mouth, yet the conversation had me at sixes and sevens. What was I supposed to say? Briony ran a hand over her face. “You know what, Nick.

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  5. Briony - Where The Pieces Fall

    06/11/2025

    Briony - Where The Pieces Fall

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 18 /|\ Next Chapter → Chapter 20 Just do it. Why are you being so dramatic? There’s nothing to worry about this time. I pause on the steps of the camper as I look out at the film set. After the last of the indoor scenes in the cottage were filmed this morning, the cameras were set up for filming the last scene this afternoon. Although, it’s technically not the last scene of the series, since that was filmed when we first arrived in May. That scene had involved a sweeping panoramic shot of Rafe and Annika running toward each other across the field. I shudder as I remember how many times I’d gagged watching Amelia end up in Nick’s arms, where she practically tried to maul him, despite it not being a kissing scene. At least there’s none of that today. This scene ends in a lover’s quarrel. I’ve never seen Nick raise his voice at a woman in real life, so it’s always fascinating to watch his process when he’s acting. Yeah, I definitely don’t want to miss this. Thankfully, I don’t have to go far. As soon as I step out of the camper, Alfie sees me, and comes over to escort me to Nick’s seat. Before I know it, I’m bundled in blankets with a thermos full of hot tea, as the AD hands me a pair of headphones. Andrew, strolls over on the way to his director’s chair and stops to look at me curiously. “You gave us quite the scare, Briony!” I’ve barely nodded, when his slender face lights up in a grin. “I’m glad to see you’re alright, darling. I’ve never seen anyone turn as pale as Nicholas did before he dove off that pier yesterday. Are you quite alright? Can we get you anything?” Wide eyed, I shake my head and thank him before he heads over to his seat. Last night, after talking to Evie and Wyn on the phone, I pulled up the footage from online news articles about the event. The videos showed everything from Nick diving into the water, to him performing CPR on me, to him storming past the camera, stone faced as he carried me through the crowd. It all looked like something out of a movie. Some were claiming it was part of a publicity stunt, while others hailed him a hero, and still others speculated whether or not we were in a relationship. The general consensus on the last piece of gossip, was that I was his secret wife, and we were expecting our first child. I’d laughed at that one, but when I looked back at those videos, as I did many, many times last night, I saw what everyone else saw. From the fear in his eyes when he swam back to the dock and passed me to Alfie, to the anguish on his face when he started chest compressions, and the tender way he held me as he carried me through the crowd, gripping me for dear life. Heck, even I swooned watching it the first time. Nick looked like a man in love. Could it be? Could he really be just as much in love with me as I am with him? Come on Briony, you can’t leave me like this. Come on, love! whispers to me from the deep recesses of my mind. Was that Nick? Did he really say that? Looking around, everyone is busy getting ready for this closing scene. Martin waves at me as he passes by. He’d been so nice as he examined me a few times throughout the day. At first, Nick seemed really tense when I climbed into the van this morning. Yet, when he saw how Martin took care to make sure I was ok, I think he was relieved I hadn’t stayed at the chalet alone. Andrew says something to the AD, and the call to places is made through walkie talkies. They do a couple of takes, before making some adjustments. From a screen we can see the shot taken from the inside of the cottage in front of the door, and as Nick’s handsome face fills the screen with a last bit of rushing around, Andrew again calls, “Action!” Nick looks up and suddenly, it’s Rafe on the screen, his face a mask of determination as Annika quietly insists, “Someone else can do it.” Rafe shakes his head, and looks up at her, his eyes anguished. “It’s my duty. I’m honor bound to see this through.” Annika’s face twists in fury as she yells. “And, what about how you and I are bound?” Rafe quietly works his jaw, before he stands and begins packing his few belongings into a satchel. The silence becomes a breathing thing, a thousand words spilling, unspoken into its void. “Why?” Annika finally demands, crossing to the small room to shove him. “Why?” She screams, tears slowly falling. Rafe turns to look at her, his eyes tortured when he shouts, “They died on this very mountain, Ani!” His voice becomes hoarse, his eyes welling with tears as he gestures helplessly outside. “I can’t go on living here like a..coward. I won’t,” he grits out in a stronger voice. “They were all good men. They had lives…they had families.” Rafe stares off in the distance as he works to get his emotions under control. “They deserve more…they deserved better than what they got.” His voice cracks on the last word, and he falls silent as he finishes throwing his clothes in the satchel and closes it up. Annika, beginning to look desperate, rushes over to cling to him as he takes his bag and walks to the door. “You said you were done with war—you were done with racking up debts you can’t pay back to God!” Rafe freezes, his hand on the door, wavering in indecision. “Stay,” she pleads, pulling on his arm, tears in her eyes. “We’ll figure it out.” Rafe looks back at her, quiet devastation apparent on his face, before he opens the door and steps outside. He turns back, slowly raising his eyes to meet hers. “I’ll never be the man you need me to be if I do.” Annika then raises her hand with lightning speed and slaps him across the face. That was not scripted and I immediately jump up as I hear the crack through the headphones and see Nick’s head turn with the blow. As I snatch off the headphones, ready to throw hands with Amelia, Alfie rests a hand on my shoulder. I look over at Andrew who has a hand up so that no one interferes and lets the scene play out. I plan to set some people on fire later, but for now, I’m going to let Nick do his job. I slam the headphones back on my head as I sit down and try to focus on the scene in front of me. The anguish of loss plays out across Rafe’s face, yet his resolve is apparent in his eyes, even as he stretches a gentle hand out toward Annika’s face. It hovers near her cheek a few seconds without touching her, before it drops, and he backs away with a firm set of his jaw. Turning without a word, he silently walks away, his steps more sure as he leaves her weeping in the doorway. I look up in amazement to watch Nick walk towards the setting sun as Annika collapses in the doorway behind him. In the script, Annika doesn’t slap him. Instead, Rafe pulls her close and softly kisses her on the forehead, before he walks away. The revision is poignant, and as the camera zooms in to capture Rafe’s look of determination as he goes off to his uncertain future, the audience is left with an uneasy apprehension. When the last episode airs, the audience will complete the journey with Rafe as he goes on trial for desertion when he refuses to go back to war. He makes an impassioned plea for conscientious objection, but still ends up going to prison for three years. A full year after the war has ended, he’s released from prison with a dishonorable discharge. The last scene, where he finally makes it back to Annika is a fitting ending for the boy who loved to fly, as he becomes a man who learns to stand his ground. The cast is elated as Andrew yells, “Cut!” So many hoots and hollers go up in fact, that it’s a wonder the sheep in the field nearby don’t join in. Andrew calls for some more shots of Nick walking away through the field, but everyone knows it’s solid gold, and when the final ‘Cut! That’s a wrap!’ is called, the applause is heartfelt. The amount and quality of work that this cast put in has been amazing to see, and I get a bit teary eyed along with the rest of the crew. Cast and crew are walking around congratulating each other, and I can’t believe this part of the production is over. I can’t believe this is my last time seeing the magic behind the scenes… As I look around for Nick, I spot him just as Amelia launches herself at him. He catches her, and sets her down as she excitedly talks waving her arms around. Unbelievable. Here I am, ready to skin that woman alive, and he’s hugging her? Her hand print is still on his face! When he nods at her, offering a little smile, I take my blankets and empty thermos back to the van. Once I’m inside, I sit the thermos in the sink, put a baggie of metal cubes in the little ice box, and head in to the bedroom to lay down. About twenty minutes later, Nick’s lemon lavender scent drifts in on the breeze when he opens the door, and I immediately close my eyes. I can’t explain the emotions running through me at the moment, but I know that I’m not ready to see his face. Yet, when the bed sinks as he settles in behind me, I bolt upright. His smirking face isn’t the least bit amusing. “What are you doing back here?” I demand. Nick smiles as he leans against the headboard. “I was going to have a bit of a lie down myself. Alfie is going to drop off the staff gifts, and I’m going back to the chalet to have dinner with you.” My brows rise involuntarily. “You’re going to miss the wrap party? Why?” Nick shrugs as he closes his eyes. “Maybe I’m old, and I can’t party like I used to.” Leaning close, I can see the dull handprint is still visible, although it has lost some of it’s redness. I raise a hand to touch it, and that’s when I notice Nick is staring at me, his blue eyes lit with some emotion I can’t name. “Does it still hurt?” I ask. Nick shakes his head dismissively, a ghost of a smile on his lips. “

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  6. Nicholas - Breathe

    06/11/2025

    Nicholas - Breathe

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 17 /|\ Next Chapter → Chapter 19 When Andrew calls ‘cut’ the final time and holds up a thumb, I heave a sigh of relief. I may have filmed my share of kissing scenes, but that doesn’t make them an enjoyable experience. Usually I get lost in the choreography of where to place my hands, how to angle my head, all while behaving as the character requires. But, on occasion, I’m dragged out of what’s going on in my head, when an overeager partner decides to ‘infuse a bit more of themselves into it…for realism.’ Very much like today. Despite the fact that I have only had one real kiss in my life, because I’m certainly counting that brief brush with Briony as a kiss, I know it was the best kiss I’ve ever experienced. It still conjures feelings unlike anything I’ve experienced before, so there isn’t a single other person I’d rather spend my kisses on. Which is why, despite resenting the attempt to break me out of character so that the scene would require a reshoot, for the sake of expediency, I endured it. Other than a few brief words between takes to let Amelia know I did not approve of her heavy handed tactics, I just got on with it. “That was bang on you two!” Andrew crows as he approaches us. “Amelia, darling, the kiss was a bit aggressive at first, but as Nick tamed it, it played really well into the story from what we know of the characters. So, we’ve got it.” I’m looking forward to scrubbing my mouth when I get back to the van, and eating one of the delightful pomegranate and peach sweets Briony keeps stocked for such occasions. Yet, Amelia frowns, putting her hands up to her reddened cheeks. “Really? Don’t you think we should get a few more takes, just to be certain we’ve got it?” Looking her in the eye, I quietly, but firmly shake my head in response. “No. Trust the process, and in future, follow the lead of your acting partner. While actors may keep silent, fearing the truth may be poorly received when we express concerns over these things, as time goes on, you may find the well of those willing to work with you will shrink,” I add. “As it has today.” Without awaiting a response, I start towards Alfie at the edge of the nearby crowd. Most of the onlookers already have pens and posters out, so I know it’s going to be a few minutes of signing autographs before I can leave. However, I’m stopped when Andrew rests a hand on my shoulder. “Excellent work today, Nicholas. I have a couple of notes for you on tomorrow’s shoot.” As they often did when I had a break today, my eyes travel the short distance to the dock where Briony has been watching. However, unlike every other time this afternoon, she isn’t looking at me. She’s barely on her feet when her foot slips and she falls, hitting her head on the side of the dock as she tumbles into the water. “BRIONY!” I shout as everything stops, the air freezing in my lungs. Pulling off my shoes, my feet are suddenly in motion, and in three steps, I’ve leapt off the pier into the cold water. No! No! No! As I cut through the water towards the dock, my heart is beating so rapidly, I can’t hear or see anything else. Getting to Briony is the only thing that matters. Diving through the clear water, I scan the area, and when I don’t see her, I come up for air. The world around me looks blurry, and I realize I’ve lost my contact lenses. Still, with no time to waste, I dive once more, and doing another sweep to the right, I finally see Briony drifting with the current, arms outstretched, about 15 feet below me. When I reach her, I hook an arm under her shoulders and drag her to the surface. By the time I reach the dock, Alfie is there, completely stone faced as he easily lifts her out of the water. She’s unnaturally still, and there’s a cut surrounded by a large purple knot on the side of her head. “She’s not breathing,” I grate out, pulling myself out of the water, as panic courses through me. Alfie lays her unresponsive body on the dock, and kneeling beside her, I tilt her head back, pinch her nose and give her five rescue breaths. Her lips are cold, and when there’s no response, ignoring the tears that spring to my eyes, I begin chest compressions. “Come on, Briony. You can’t leave me, this way,” I say hoarsely. “Come on, love.” After a few tense moments, she violently lurches up, coughing up a mouthful of water. Pushing her onto her side, I rub her back as she splutters, trying to suck in lungfuls of air. “Oh, thank God!” I exhale shakily, nearly collapsing from relief. “Briony!” Alfie calls after the coughing abates. “Are you in pain anywhere?” Briony weakly looks back and forth between us, her doe like eyes widened in terror as she locks on mine. “My head,” she rasps before falling into another fit of coughing. When her coughs seem to abate, I lean over her. “Hold on to me, love.” Gathering her in my arms, I slowly stand as the dock rocks beneath my feet. “Have the set medic meet us at the van,” I say to Alfie as I walk by. He immediately rushes ahead of me to get the staff doctor. Carefully climbing the stone steps to the street, I storm through a group of onlookers with their phones out. I don’t care how it looks, now isn’t the time or place to entertain fans. We’re only a couple of meters from the camper, when Briony whispers, “That doesn’t count.” I glance down to see her teeth chattering as she clings to me. Trembling between coughs, her eyes drift closed. I need to get her warmed up as soon as possible. “What? What doesn’t count, love?” “That—” Briony hoarsely grumbles. “That’s not our first kiss.” I shake my head as I look down at her, curled against my chest. She nearly died and she wants to joke around. “I agree,” I respond tightly as we reach the van. Opening the door with one hand, I stoop to climb in as I hold Briony in my other arm, and swing the door shut behind us. Sitting on the vinyl lounge sofa with her in my lap, I work quickly in the dim light coming through the tinted windows to remove her chef’s jacket, leaving her black tank top on. Wrapping her in a blanket I pull from the back of the sofa, I try to rub her dry. Now that I’m relieved she’s alive, I’m left with all of this adrenaline. “How could you just fall in when you know you can’t swim, Briony?” I quietly grumble. It’s completely unreasonable, but as the grave nature of the situation hits me, I’m shaky with fear. I could have lost her. “I’m from Brooklyn. I can do anything,” she deadpans with a shudder, her eyes still closed. She hasn’t stopped shivering, and before I can respond, she asks, “Are you, ok, Nick?” Reaching down, I pull off her boots and socks, and begin drying her feet. “Why wouldn’t I be?” I respond, my voice sounding rough to my own ears as I return to rubbing the warmth back into her arms. “You’re the one that fell in a lake knowing full well that you can’t swim!” The color is beginning to return to her blue lips, and they turn up at the corners as she lifts the blanket to wipe my face. At that moment, I feel the cold drops of water running from my hair down my neck. My wool pants are itchy, and my shirt is clinging to my back. I blink, in shock, as I realize I’m just as soaked as she is. “Blimey, that water was cold wasn’t it?” I manage to get out. This time, Briony’s dimples pop as she smiles. “You..you saved me.” “I guess that means you belong to me, now.” I stare back at her, suddenly feeling quite warm. And, when she doesn’t look away, I sway towards her. Bang! We look up sharply when the camper door is flung wide open, spilling the afternoon sunshine across our huddled figures. In steps Alfie, followed by the medic, who eagerly looks about the camper. “This here is Martin,” Alfie says, hooking a thumb toward the young red haired fellow in a green smock. “Glad you’re here, Martin.” I nod, shaking his hand. Martin nods, trying to keep the excitement from his voice. “Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Bancroft, and…Mrs…Bancroft?” Briony coughs, and I frown as I rub her back. “This is Briony. She’s just had a rough go in the lake. We performed rescue breaths and, when she remained unresponsive, we also performed about three or four chest compressions before she revived.” Martin nods as he sits his physician bag on the table, pulling out a mini oxygen tank and a mask. “Right, well, let’s get you checked out, then…” He turns back toward us, but when he just stands there, I frown up at him as he begins rubbing the back of his neck. “I’ll just need you to put her down, Mr. Bancroft.” All eyes swing to me as I blink at him. Briony nudges me. “Oh, right…of course,” I mutter, as I stand, placing her on the sofa. Stepping out of the way so Martin can get by, Alfie and I anxiously wait for him to begin. Martin puts an oxygen mask on her, and begins his examination, before turning to me and Alfie. “Would you two gentleman mind stepping outside?” “No problem,” Alfie replies, as I say, “I’m not going anywhere.” Alfie chuckles and excuses himself as Martin explains he needs to get her out of her wet clothes, and listen to her lungs. “I’m sorry, it’s a matter of propriety, Mr. Bancroft.” “Nick can stay,” Briony rasps, staring at her hands in her lap. Martin shrugs, and as he begins helping her remove her wet pants, I quickly turn towards the bed. I can still hear Martin questioning Briony as I take my dry clothes into the washroom, shuffle out of the ruined costume, setting it in the sink before quickly toweling off. Pulling on my white shorts and green knit polo, I fetch another towel and return to the lounge. Briony is already bundled in the blanket, so after wrapping her

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  7. Briony - In Too Deep

    05/11/2025

    Briony - In Too Deep

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 16 /|\ Next Chapter → Chapter 18 Girl’s night comes and goes in a haze of spa treatments, delicious room service and Chinese dramas till 3am. Over breakfast the next morning, Evie finally tells me that she and Gene are expecting again. I’m so excited, I squeal as I jump up to hug her in the middle of that fancy hotel dining room. When she tells me her due date is March 31, I assure her I’ll be in London two weeks before so that I don’t miss the birth. I was there for both Braxton and Parker, and no matter what happens in the future, I’m going to be there for the next little one. At that point, we disappear into the shops and galleries, picking up a few gifts for the guys, and a couple of things for ourselves. No Rolexes were harmed in the course of the day, although, I did stand beside Evie, drooling over the rainbow watch when we saw it. Before we know it, we’re all checked out, and Philippe is whisking us back to the chalet. All is quiet when we walk inside, and Evie decides to go upstairs to nap since she’s tired. I’ll have to find the boys soon to make sure they keep it down. After dropping the bags in my room, I kick off my sandals and pad out to the back deck. Coming through the door, I immediately see Nick peacefully dozing on a deep chair in the shade of a large black and white striped umbrella. His feet are up on a little wooden table, a hand still holding his book open to the page he left off reading, while the other hand, wrapped around the bottom of his red t-shirt, rests on the exposed portion of his tanned stomach. At that moment, I’m moved with a certainty that there’s not a day in my life I won’t want him to be in it. Maybe, that’s all the certainty I need in order to move forward. Whatever that looks like for us, I’m going to accept it—accept him, just the way he comes. Feeling like a weight has lifted from my mind, I walk up behind him, and wrapping my arms around his neck, I drop a kiss on top of his head. Wow, does he smell good. His hands immediately come up to hold me in place, so I bring my head down to rest against his stubbled cheek. It’s why his next words come in so clearly, since they’re pretty much spoken in my ear. “Hmm. When did you get back, my life?” he says sleepily. My breath hitches as realization dawns. ‘My life,’ sounds like a term of endearment. Does he mean that I’m his life? I immediately dismiss the thought. I don’t know what it means, but that can’t be it. I mean..he’s been saying it for…months. “Just a few minutes ago. We got you something,” I whisper with a smile He gently rubs my arms, but doesn’t let go. “Do you mean to say you got me something besides this hug? Because, this hug is pretty amazing. I can’t imagine how you could possibly top this, love.” I smile, as I give him a squeeze then slowly rise before I do something ridiculous. Like kiss the man. “Nicky babe, ‘you mustn’t be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling,’” I quote from one of our favorite movies in my knockoff English accent. Nick chuckles as he drops a kiss in the palm of my hand, his narrow blue gaze taking me in as he leans back in the chair, looking up at me with a lazy smile. “Cute words for someone who doesn’t know that I’m conquering galaxies in my dreams, just to attain something real, right here,” he murmurs Annnd, she’s dead folks! She’s no longer with us. Before I can catch my breath, Nick tugs on my hand until I’m standing beside him, but he still doesn’t let go. Instead, his blue eyes burn into mine as he rubs the back of my hand with his thumb. “How many layers of sleep must I fight through to get to the one where I wake up like this every day?” He whispers. My mouth goes dry as I realize I wasn’t dead before, because I just died. I’m now dead. Pity since I really need my words. I take a breath to tell him we can figure it out together, when a shout from the water, draws my attention. Braxton, Parker and Gene are all wildly waving at me from the water before the boys scramble to get out of the lake. Laughing, I wave back, and as the boys come running over, I look down at Nick who is still trying to incinerate me on the spot. Is there an award for smoldering? I’m pretty sure if he hasn’t won it before, he certainly could now. Licking my lips, I offer a shy smile, and give his hand a squeeze. “I don’t know, Nick…but I’ll wait until you surface.” “Cut!” When the cast finally breaks for lunch, everyone sighs in relief. It’s been two weeks since Evie, Gene and the boys left, so everyone involved with the production is eager to get through the last week of shooting. Tomorrow is the last day of filming, so the obligatory wrap party afterward will offer everyone a good chance to blow off steam. On Friday, while Alfie, Nick and I fly back to London for three weeks of post-production, Doris is off to New York. I don’t know how the motorcycle will be received in Nick’s quiet, mansion neighborhood, but that’s a worry for another day. When we arrive home during the second week of September, that will officially conclude my duties as private chef..but that’s also something I can think about tomorrow. Today, there’s only space for one worry, and it’s serious. Since I first began running lines with Nick, it’s the very thing that’s had my stomach twisted in knots—and not the good kind. That’s because today, they’re filming the one and only kiss scene in the whole show. A six hour miniseries, and there’s only one kiss? Depending on how satisfying the story is, it might work. Normally, an epic kiss could erase all the ill will such a production decision would generate. However, it is for the British public first, and, considering who is doing the kissing…I am now of the opinion, one kiss scene is one too many. That’s right. I said it. I feel a sudden kinship with the wives of actors, and, all I have are two words and a certain look in a man’s eyes. I can’t imagine the ogre I’d become when a ring and vows are involved. Whoa. Jumping the gun, much? I give myself a few gentle pats on the face as I head back to the van to get lunch plated. I need to pull myself together. After lunch, I’ll clean up, then hightail it out of here. They’re filming in one of the towns at the base of the mountain today. The lime plastered buildings have an aged, prewar feel, and sit next to Lake Geneva. I’m sure the director, Andrew, was happy with the location, because that scene takes place at the end of a land pier that extends into the lake. Between the mountains stretching around the lake, and the gorgeous clouds in the background, it will be delightfully scenic..perfectly picturesque. I think I’m going to be sick. A quick online search on how many takes to shoot a kiss scene doesn’t give me much hope for a one and done, and, by the time Nick and Alfie arrive, I can’t bring myself to eat. I’m guessing Alfie’s here for some kind of moral support, and not for help in pulling Amelia off of Nick later on, but one could hope. It doesn’t make sense that I’m feeling so…jealous isn’t the right word…territorial? That’s the word! Over the years, I’ve run lines with Nick for scenes that were not for the faint of heart. As long as I didn’t make eye contact, I was fine, and once you’ve been on a film set, the magic is gone. 15 to 20 sound, lighting and camera crew members standing around, watching a couple pretend to make out in 10 second snippets is about as sexy as watching a bird regurgitate food for its young. I’ve become friends with some of Nick’s female co-stars, and a few of them even get cherry coconut macaroons from me every year. This..is not that. Amelia has spent the entire production aggressively trying to attract Nick’s attention. While I give her credit for recognizing quality, her manner of pursuit borders on stalking and harassment. Despite multiple warnings from the AD, as we get closer to wrapping the production, she’s only become more desperate for the attention. Is it too late to pick up sling-shooting? “Briony?” I blink at Alfie, and look around for Nick. Has he gone already? When I hear Nick brushing his teeth in the little bathroom, bile actually rises in my throat. Ohh, I don’t think I can do this. “Briony, you, ok?” Alfie asks, his dark eyes full of concern. I smile wanly. “Yes. Yep. Of course. How are you?” Alfie smiles knowingly. “Never been better.” I close one eye as I tilt my head to look at him. “You know how to shoot a slingshot?” “A what?” He exclaims, his Brooklyn accent stronger than ever. I glance toward the bedroom and bathroom area where apparently someone is undergoing dental surgery for his next close up. I should have used more garlic. I roll my eyes, and catch Alfie looking at me with concern. Waving a dismissive hand, I stand up. “I’m going to head back to the chalet. I think I need to lay down.” Alfie frowns. “I don’t think you’re ok to ride Doris like this. Maybe you should nap here before heading back.” I raise my brows. “I’m not taking a nap on Nick’s bed.” “Why ever not? It’s devilishly comfortable,” Nick smirks from the doorway. As Nick approaches the table, dressed like a Swiss sheep farmer, Alfie narrows his eyes on my face. “She looks a bit off, Sir. I suggested she nap here instead of taking off on Doris.” Nick rests his cool hand on my forehead. “You aren’t warm. Have you been sleeping?” I pull his hand away. “I’m fine. I just didn’t sleep much the past couple of nights.” Nick frowns. “I don’t think it’s a good idea you take Doris up the mountain like this. Why don’t you rest here? If you still seem off by the time I’m done, I’ll let Alfie take you back, and I’ll bring Doris hom

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  8. Briony - August

    05/11/2025

    Briony - August

    ← Previous Chapter: Chapter 15 /|\ Next Chapter → Chapter 17 “And would you believe there’s a medieval castle not far from here, that Byron allegedly visited? It’s said he carved his initials into a pillar in the dungeon,” I smirk, playfully rolling my eyes. “Oh, really?” Nick replies drolly. “Yep. If you want, we can visit when I get back. In fact, it’s the castle that inspired that poem about the prisoner. Um..” “Prisoner of Chillon,” Nick provides without looking up from his tablet. “Yes! That’s the one.” Normally news like this would thrill Nick. So, when he hums, and continues scrolling, my brows rise in suspicion. Looking at him askance, I continue to vent the eight personal chicken pot pies I have lined up on a sheet pan. Since his call time was much earlier than usual this morning, he got back around 2pm. After showering, he’s been perched at the kitchen island, while I’ve been prepping as many meals between dinner today and lunch tomorrow as possible. Well, that and trying not to get lost in the piercing blue eyes that are striking against the navy hoodie that he’s thrown on over a pair of shorts. Of course, he’s pushed the sleeves up over his forearms, and of course, his wavy hair is air drying. For the past three hours, I’ve been dying to ask him to go be beautiful somewhere else. Unfortunately, I lose the willpower every time I look up and find his intense gaze fastened on me. Which is why it’s so strange that all of a sudden, they seem to be glued to his tablet. “Don’t you want to quote your favorite lines? I won’t even make fun of him this time,” I tease. Nick’s eyes flick up to mine before dropping back to his tablet. “Georgie boy and I are on the outs. We have parted in ‘silence and tears,’ I’m afraid.” My eyes widen as I take in his slightly wrinkled brow and pursed lips. Putting the pies in the oven and setting a timer, I walk around the island, and hop onto the stool beside him. “What’s wrong, Nicky babe?” Nick spins to face me, determination glinting in his eyes. It’s as if he came out of a chrysalis under the stars last week, and he’s intent on showing me his new colors. “I’ve just come to a realization that Byron isn’t someone I want to spend time with anymore. I have other poetry, if you’re interested,” he grins, with a tug on one of my curls. “Would you like to hear the poem about silence in the grassy wood? Or perhaps some Neruda?” The mischief in his eyes gives me pause. I take the opportunity to compose myself as I take a sip from his glass of water. “Maybe when Evie and I get back from Lausanne.” “It will be worth the wait,” he winks, returning to his tablet. “What will be worth the wait?” Evie asks, bouncing down the stairs in a knee length emerald sundress, her overnight bag in tow. Nick looks up and frowns. “Evie, it’s just one night. Why does your bag look so heavy?” I raise a brow as I take in her medium sized bag. It’s definitely smaller than the purple tote I have sitting by the door. Then again, my bag is mostly full of snacks. Evie snorts. “It’s not heavy at all, darling. Just a pair of pajamas, my toiletry kit, a pair of heels and one teeny tiny dress for the club.” I laugh as Nick sits up, eyeing me and Evie. “What club?” “Péché Club,” I deadpan. “I’m not leaving Lausanne until I do something I’ve never done before!” “You’re going to a club named Sin?” Nick’s tablet falls from his hands, clattering on the island as he stares at me aghast. Evie reaches over and closes his mouth. “Don’t hurt him, darling,” she smiles at me as she pats Nick on the leg. “It’s girl’s night! Who knows what we’ll get up to,” I smirk. Nick scowls at me. “Please tell me that means staying up late and raiding the mini-bar…” As I start cleaning the kitchen, Evie giggles as she hops onto a bar stool beside him. “Nicky, you have no right to question what goes on during girl’s night. You were already pushing it by getting a car service.” Evie and I had no problem with taking Doris for the ride. After all, Lausanne is just under an hour away. Yet, Nick insisted showing up to the five star chateau in a private car would make for a far more relaxing trip. Even Gene agreed. So, when Evie swung those Bancroft baby blue eyes to me, I shrugged and told Nick to make sure the champagne would be included. That way Evie and I could get the party started early. A big joke since everyone knows I fall asleep after half a glass of wine. While I mix a salad and finish off the vegetable barley soup, I chuckle as Nick defends himself to Evie over his interference. When Evie suggests that he’s trying to take over again, he scoffs, reminding her that as the older brother, he’s merely ensuring our safety. They, then get into a hilarious show of one-upmanship, as they both try to prove who is more invested in my safety. I’ve just pulled the beautiful pot pies out of the oven when Evie goes for a TKO. “Well, Nick, you can believe that if you want. Maybe it will keep you warm tonight as you listen to some of the horror stories that Gene has waiting for you. I made sure to tell him to make them extra juicy.” Even I have to laugh at the look of abject horror in Nick’s eyes as his face pales, and his mouth works to produce a sound. Still, I can’t see Nick so miserable when he’ll have to fend for himself tonight as it is. “Nuh-uh, Evie. Don’t do that. If anything, you need to tell Gene to put his mortuary humor aside tonight. With us in Lausanne, if the boys have nightmares, who’s going to help them get back to sleep?” Evie purses her lips as she nods. “Touché. Fine, I’ll call off Gene…but that’s a big ask.” Nick’s eyes plead for mercy. “Name your price?” Evie’s laugh sounds evil, even to me. She holds out her open hand. “Black card.” Nick snorts, “Fine. But, only if Briony is the keeper of the card.” My brows shoot up as I shake my head. These two will never change. “Don’t drag me into this.” They both ignore me as Evie shakes her head, hands resting at her hips. “Are you kidding me? She can’t be the keeper. It’ll come back in the same condition in which it left! That defeats the whole purpose!” Nick is already pulling the card out of his wallet as he curls a finger at me. I’m shaking my head as I approach him. “No! Why am I being punished when I tried to save you? You know Evie’s going to harass me for every little thing. This trip is supposed to be fun, Nick!” He smiles indulgently as I trudge around the island. “Hold out your hand, love.” I hold out my hand, still protesting but fighting my own laughter. “Come on! You know what happened last time. We spent three hours in that Hermès store in Paris at a complete impasse, which you refused to tiebreak. If you ruin girl’s night because of this, you’re going to eat porridge for a week. Stop laughing, it’s not funny, Nick!” Nick tries to control his laughter as he drops the heavy card in my hand. “There’s no limit. Don’t worry about anything. Just have fun.” Evie whoops with joy as I stare up at Nick in shock. “What do you mean no limit? You’re going to let her get whatever she wants?” Nick closes my hand over the card with a grin. “I’m going to let you get whatever you want. And, if you happen to want to get whatever she wants, that’s your choice.” “Ha!” I scoff, folding my arms. “See if I care. If you don’t care, why should I? Don’t blame me when you have a million dollar credit card bill.” Evie cackles. “Perfect! Gene wouldn’t let me get it, but there’s this really pretty rainbow Rolex—” My head whips around to Evie, eyes narrowed on her face. “Don’t even start with me, Evie,” I growl. She and Nick burst into laughter as I throw up my hands. “Why am I always in the middle of things?” I grumble, fighting a smile through their guffaws. The sound of the van pulling up to the front of the chalet, has me unsnapping my chef’s jacket. “That’s probably Alfie and the boys. I’m officially off the clock, so I’m going to get ready. When I get back, I want to know what her budget is, and I don’t want to hear this unlimited nonsense.” After showering, I’m stepping back into the great room a bit later dressed in a simple black, v-neck jumpsuit with lacy cap sleeves. It’s been a few months since my last hair cut, so I make do by slicking back the sides and tossing the rest of my shoulder length curls over one shoulder. It’s an outfit I’ve worn before, so I don’t expect the reaction I’m greeted with. Parker runs up, wrapping his chubby arms around my legs as he grins at me. Gene starts clapping like the nerd he is, exclaiming, “There she is!” A bit over the top since my light makeup is nowhere near glam, but I thank them anyway. “You’re quite fit, Aunty Bri!” Braxton calls out. I laugh, wondering if a seven year old actually knows what that means, as he’s instantly hushed by Evie as she explains he should use terms like ‘pretty’ or ‘beautiful.’ Alfie turns around and shoots me a thumbs up. “The car just got here. You two have a good time. Call me if youse need anything.” “Ok, thanks,” I respond, but, my eyes haven’t left Nick’s face as he takes his time, scanning me from head to toe. These silent appraisals have been going on for a few weeks now, but today— yeah. I don’t have time to deal with the flutter in my stomach. After dumping my chargers in my tote, I step into my strappy black stilettos and straighten up, nearly crashing into Nick when I do. He had approached so silently, I didn’t hear him. As he steadies me with a hand at my elbow, I chuckle as I thank him. “I don’t know when you became so light on your feet, but if you keep this up, I

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