Being with Being

Mackenzie Hawkins

Quality time with our nature, applied to the real stuff of living. For meditators and spiritual seekers who've had enough of the rush towards self-improvement AND know the relief possible -- from suffering towards joy -- as we unburden ourselves and clarify who we truly are. Each hour-long practice offers unhurried space to be present with what's  essential in series-based explorations from martial arts and relationships to psychology and Taoist meditation. Sessions recorded from live Insight Timer gatherings, released weekly. Also from the writer of Unfolding Together: Explorations of Minimal Viable Spirituality at https://mackenziehawkins.substack.com/ and co-author of Way of Now and other books with Master Wonchull Park.  Subscribe and join us in being with being.

  1. 20 FEB.

    Falling Into the Infinite Whole with Long Fine Flow: The Body as Nature's Flow Series

    In this exploration, we'll be feeling these three qualities of nature's flow in a way that helps us feel them more all together. We'll be feeling a sense of long—long in space, so that there is a sense of the whole flow quality. And we'll be discovering how any length in our body is comprised of all these very fine flows, another quality of nature, and that they all are arising, interacting mutually together. I'll guide you through opportunities to feel your arms and begin to feel what we might mean by this finely long flow. Like a fractal that keeps opening into finer, richer detail, we may feel as though we're falling into the practical infinity that is between any two points in our body. You might discover how that cascading wave down the front body is fundamentally as free-flowing as air, as water, comprised of flows within flows, all mutually connected in this way. We're not trying to grasp anything; we're opening to how finely we can feel these flows of nature that are themselves comprised of flows within flows, together. This is an integration session—we're shifting from accessing qualities separately to feeling them as aspects of “one and the same.” Length can be used as a kind of "cheat" to help feel wholeness; it's easier to feel one-dimensional length before expanding to fuller awareness of three-dimensional space. Through this practice, you might find how freedom and connection comprise a length in space, from your fingertips to your shoulders, all at once the length of your arm, and, all at once, the intrinsic flow of change. Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Discovering the fractal-like feeling of finer flows within flowsLearning how to integrate the three qualities into one experience of finely longUnderstanding how length helps us access wholeness as a doorwayExperiencing the subtlest shifts caused by breath throughout your entire armFinding how all this togetherness at once happens through the subtlest, finest flowsThe Body as Nature's Flow Series: In these hour-long sessions, we explore the three qualities of presence—mutual flow, free flow, and whole flow—through direct, felt experience in the body. Each session begins with 30 minutes touching in on these foundational qualities, then goes on an adventure exploring different ways to feel into presence through our immediate, physical experience. Drawing from physicist and Tai Chi Master Wonchull Park's teachings on nowflow, these in-depth practices help us recognize how we too are part of nature's flow. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 16 min
  2. 13 FEB.

    The Practice of Ting, Effortless Sensing: The Body as Nature's Flow Series

    In this exploration, we'll be playing with our perception—the *how* of how we are sensing and feeling our body. This is called “ting” in tai chi or listening, and we'll actually be using the sounds around us. If you would like to kind of create a bit of a soundscape in your space—you'd like to play a little music, open a window and even hear some sounds from nature or your neighbors, run the fan—all these can be sounds that will be of service to you in the second half of our practice. I'll guide you through letting the sounds of your environment wash over you, noticing if some sounds are washing more into one ear or the other as these sounds come effortlessly to us, as we receive the sound. Then we'll explore: what if we could listen to our body, the sensations of our body, and even the space of our body, like we're listening to sound? What might that be like? You might discover how each fingertip is sending its own signal of sensation that wafts over you, that effortlessly flows in your experience—listening to the feelingscape of your ten fingers. Since the fingers are themselves illuminated with body-mind flow, there's no need of a flashlight going down to them; they're the ones sending the signal. Illuminated. Like they have their own sunshine.  Through this practice, you might find how listening is a wonderful example where we neither go to it, nor does it have to be “sucked up into our head.” Observer and observed can both be right where each is, and together. Master Wonchull Park teaches how our subjective experience distributes sensory information in space—we can say we're feeling our toe because we have some sensation of our toe that “can be left” in some place there in space. Terabytes of signals are coursing through us at any given moment in the vastness of our subconscious feeling and our feelingscape. It’s quite a symphony.  Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Learning the practice of ting—listening to the bodyFeeling how bodily sensations send signals rather than us “going to get them”Understanding why experience is organized spatially to manage vast amounts of informationExperiencing the shift from effortful reaching to effortless receivingFinding how the feelingscape is just there around us, like a soundscapeThe Body as Nature's Flow Series: In these hour-long sessions, we explore the three qualities of presence—mutual flow, free flow, and whole flow—through direct, felt experience in the body. Each session begins with 30 minutes touching in on these foundational qualities, then goes on an adventure exploring different ways to feel into presence through our immediate, physical experience. Drawing from physicist and Tai Chi Master Wonchull Park's teachings on nowflow, these in-depth practices help us recognize how we too are part of nature's flow. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 10 min
  3. 6 FEB.

    External Harmonies for Lower Body Presence: The Body as Nature's Flow Series

    In this exploration, we'll be using what's called the external harmonies in Tai Chi—the way that there's this natural correspondence between shoulders and hips, elbows and knees, wrists and ankles, hands and feet, and even all the way to our fingers and our toes. We'll especially allow ourselves more to feel our lower body and the presence of our lower bodies, first of all, because we have a lower body full of presence—it is presence. And also as we feel more the presence of our lower body, it can provide this feeling of ballast. For example, when we get more caught up in our head and our emotions get more reactive, usually there's a tendency to have a rising energy and to feel like our identity, who we take ourselves to be, is more concentrated around our head. By feeling our lower body, even all the way to our very toes, that can be a way that we feel what’s sometimes called “qi down”—and can even feel a more distributed sense of our identity can be the ballast in the stormy seas of our own inner experience and living this crazy thing called life. I'll guide you through discovering the “fingers of the feet” as someone asked about here—that's exactly what they are! We call them toes, but they're really the fingers of the feet. In the Taoist tradition and philosophy, there's that sense of humble, right? And even that sense of how water always goes to the lowest of the low places. And the toes and the soles of our feet are the lowest of the low place in our body. Through this practice, you might find how feeling those toes can give us more access to a sense of presence in the entire lower body—and can offer another way of working with a busy mind, heightened emotions, even having trouble falling asleep. If you ever have a hard time falling asleep, you can practice counting toes instead of counting sheep. Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Learning the external harmonies—correspondence between upper and lower bodyDiscovering the “fingers of the feet” and how to feel them individuallyUnderstanding a practical way to feel more humble, like water Finding the ballast of presence in the lower body for “getting out of our heads”Experiencing how there's more to our experience than just what we tend to focus onThe Body as Nature's Flow Series: In these hour-long sessions, we explore the three qualities of presence—mutual flow, free flow, and whole flow—through direct, felt experience in the body. Each session begins with 30 minutes touching in on these foundational qualities, then goes on an adventure exploring different ways to feel into presence through our immediate, physical experience. Drawing from physicist and Tai Chi Master Wonchull Park's teachings on nowflow, these in-depth practices help us recognize how we too are part of nature's flow. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 8 min
  4. 30 JAN.

    All Together at Once, Whole Space from Heart to Room: The Body as Nature's Flow Series

    In this exploration, we'll be using the whole flow quality—the third quality of Nature’s flow—to experientially stumble upon an experience of the now that may feel a little more allowing, just the way it is. We can get a lot of messages about how it's better for us to live in the moment, be here now. And even quite subtly, we can tend to associate now as something more kind of like the present, like it's wedged in between the past and the future, and we gotta find ourselves right in the now. Like it's this slit in time. Instead of starting with time, what about starting with space? I'll guide you through feeling the space between your fingers, making those spaces smaller and wider, discovering how we know it's a smaller distance because we feel it—we feel the distance, we feel the space between. Then we'll expand to feeling the space between the center of your heart and your front body, and that sense of the space in front of you in the room you're in, all the way to the wall of the room that you're in. The approach of this practice, coming from the teachings of Master Wonchull Park, is very non-conceptual in practice. We just see what we can feel and understand most evidently in our immediate experience, just the experience of even our body. Through this practice, you might discover what it's like to let all of those spaces be simultaneously there in your awareness—space of the room, space of the body, space of your heart, all at once. They are already one whole space, together. In another word, now.  Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Understanding how "now" is not a slit wedged between past and futureLearning to feel space as negative space—what artists use to get over concepts and perceive what’s thereFinding how lying down helps reduce trying because this practice is about letting ourselves feel what's already always in our experienceExperiencing your heart center surrounded on all sides by this one whole spaceDiscovering the all-at-once-ness of nature's unfoldingThe Body as Nature's Flow Series: In these hour-long sessions, we explore the three qualities of presence—mutual flow, free flow, and whole flow—through direct, felt experience in the body. Each session begins with 30 minutes touching in on these foundational qualities, then goes on an adventure exploring different ways to feel into presence through our immediate, physical experience. Drawing from physicist and Tai Chi Master Wonchull Park's teachings on nowflow, these in-depth practices help us recognize how we too are part of nature's flow. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 3 min
  5. 24 JAN.

    Following the Breath Into the Subtle Body: The Body as Nature's Flow Series

    In this exploration, we'll be using what's called the external harmonies in Tai Chi—the way that there's this natural correspondence between shoulders and hips, elbows and knees, wrists and ankles, hands and feet, and even all the way to our fingers and our toes. We'll especially allow ourselves more to feel our lower body and the presence of our lower bodies, first of all, because we have a lower body full of presence—it is presence. And also as we feel more the presence of our lower body, it can provide this feeling of the ballast of presence. For example, when we get more caught up in our head and our emotions get more reactive, usually there's more of this tendency to have a kind of rising energy and to feel like our identity, our presence, is more concentrated around our head. By feeling our lower body, even all the way to our very toes, that can be a way that we feel, sometimes it's called more like Chi down—and can even feel a more distributed sense of our identity that helps us be the ballast in the stormy seas of our own inner experience and living this crazy thing called life. I'll guide you through discovering the fingers of the feet—that's exactly what they are, we call them toes, but they're really the fingers of the feet. In the Taoist tradition and philosophy, there's that sense of humble, right? And even that sense of how water always goes to the lowest of the low places. And the toes and the soles of our feet are the lowest to the low place in our body. Through this practice, you might find how feeling those toes can give us more access to a sense of presence in the entire lower body—and can offer another way of working with a busy mind, heightened emotions, even having trouble falling asleep. If you ever have a hard time falling asleep, you can practice counting toes instead of counting sheep. Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Learning the external harmonies—correspondence between upper and lower bodyDiscovering the fingers of the feet and how to feel themUnderstanding the Taoist philosophy of humility and water seeking low placesFinding the ballast of presence in the lower body for emotional regulationExperiencing how there's more to our experience than just what we tend to focus onThe Body as Nature's Flow Series: In these hour-long sessions, we explore the three qualities of presence—mutual flow, free flow, and whole flow—through direct, felt experience in the body. Each session begins with 30 minutes touching in on these foundational qualities, then goes on an adventure exploring different ways to feel into presence through our immediate, physical experience. Drawing from physicist and Tai Chi Master Wonchull Park's teachings on nowflow, these in-depth practices help us recognize how we too are part of nature's flow. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 7 min
  6. 17 JAN.

    Laying Down Into Support for Deep Relaxation: The Body as Nature's Flow Series

    In this hour-long exploration, we'll discover how to deeply relax physically by feeling into the first quality of nature's flow: contactful, mutual connection. I'll guide you through accessing these qualities of presence really tangibly and evidently in your experience, then we'll go on the adventure of how we can especially use this contactful, mutual connection as a way to deeply feel into that neutrality of nature, that inner connection and lack of separation. We'll be laying down into support. Tangibly. Contactfully. Becoming a connoisseur of that felt experience, its nuances. You might find how this mutual flow is not a "this first and then that"—in each place of contact, it's one event of interaction happening both directions simultaneously. Inseparably. You and the ground participating in one inseparable event of mutual flow. Not two, one. Through this practice, you might discover how finding these qualities of nature that we can feel in our inner nature resources us, where they can feel deeply restful, yes, and connecting in a way that supports us at so many levels. If you have difficulty at all with sleeping, this can be a wonderful one to apply for sleeping—when we send the signal to our arms and legs, shoulders and hips that they don't have to do anything, it can help our overall experience find either deep rest or sleep. Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Learning to lay down into support tangibly and contactfullyDiscovering how support from the ground is literally a force coming up into your bodyExperiencing how mutual flow is one inseparable event, not two separate thingsFinding pockets of tension and inviting them to participate in this laying downUnderstanding how this practice can support deep rest and sleepThe Body as Nature's Flow Series: In these hour-long sessions, we explore the three qualities of presence—mutual flow, free flow, and whole flow—through direct, felt experience in the body. Each session begins with 30 minutes touching in on these foundational qualities, then goes on an adventure exploring different ways to feel into presence through our immediate, physical experience. Drawing from physicist and Tai Chi Master Wonchull Park's teachings on nowflow, these in-depth practices help us recognize how we too are part of nature's flow. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 3 min
  7. 2025-10-30

    Dissolving Pain in Nature's Flow: What's Been Hidden Can Be Held

    In this exploration, we'll discover how to work with subtle emotional pains that may feel tied to past events and "smeared out" in time. Getting trauma-informed support for these emotions is incredibly important. Ultimately, though, each one of us is “the one” who interfaces with our own inner experiences. I personally find it helpful to do this with as much spaciousness as possible—spaciousness that can be held in the utter integrity of this whole moment. The “when” where healing happens. Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Recognizing how emotions can “come out of nowhere”Opening up more space that can hold emotional experiencesFeeling the integrity of this whole momentDiscovering what can and can’t affect us nowDissolving Pain in Nature’s Flow Series: What can transform our relationship with pain and suffering? Perhaps most simply: recognizing our nature as part of Nature's flow. Resisting pain and hurt can make it persist, but what if we could experience these unpleasant messages in our body as sharing the same qualities as all of Nature's flow—as finely free and fully in the flow of this moment. In the first half of each session, we connect to these foundational qualities through guided practice. Then we'll go on an adventure into the underlying experience of pain of all kinds—from physical booboos to heartaches to blahs and fatigue. Over 15 years ago, Dr. Les Fehmi's book "Dissolving Pain in Open Focus" saved me and opened up a world of possibilities I'd never imagined. Over the last 10 years, it has been the teachings of Master Wonchull Park on the 3 qualities of nowflow that helped this make sense to me—giving me a simple way to embrace as ever-present what can sometimes seem magical. It's with a full heart that I share what has been so meaningful to me in this hour of self-discovery, knowing that these resources we might find in books can become real when we discover them for ourselves. I look forward to our discoveries together. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 26 min
  8. 2025-10-22

    Dissolving Pain in Nature's Flow: Our Tender Resilience

    In this exploration, we'll discover how emotional hurt and physical pain share similar patterns of bracing and disconnection. I'll guide you through gentle qigong movements to soften the heart area and explore how tenderness itself can be experienced as the refinement and sensitivity of nature’s flow itself, rather than shutting down. Through this practice, you might find how tenderness is our resilience. It allows emotional hurt to flow as part of the free flow that’s always given—as nature's grace. Some possible takeaways from today's practice: Understanding the parallels between physical and emotional bracingLearning qigong movements to soften and open the heart areaDiscovering how tenderness is part of the fullness of nature’s flowFinding resilience within sensitivity rather than through hardening Dissolving Pain in Nature’s Flow Series: What can transform our relationship with pain and suffering? Perhaps most simply: recognizing our nature as part of Nature's flow. Resisting pain and hurt can make it persist, but what if we could experience these unpleasant messages in our body as sharing the same qualities as all of Nature's flow—as finely free and fully in the flow of this moment. In the first half of each session, we connect to these foundational qualities through guided practice. Then we'll go on an adventure into the underlying experience of pain of all kinds—from physical booboos to heartaches to blahs and fatigue. Over 15 years ago, Dr. Les Fehmi's book "Dissolving Pain in Open Focus" saved me and opened up a world of possibilities I'd never imagined. Over the last 10 years, it has been the teachings of Master Wonchull Park on the 3 qualities of nowflow that helped this make sense to me—giving me a simple way to embrace as ever-present what can sometimes seem magical. It's with a full heart that I share what has been so meaningful to me in this hour of self-discovery, knowing that these resources we might find in books can become real when we discover them for ourselves. I look forward to our discoveries together. Thank you for Being with Being. beingwithbeing.org

    1 tim 49 min

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Quality time with our nature, applied to the real stuff of living. For meditators and spiritual seekers who've had enough of the rush towards self-improvement AND know the relief possible -- from suffering towards joy -- as we unburden ourselves and clarify who we truly are. Each hour-long practice offers unhurried space to be present with what's  essential in series-based explorations from martial arts and relationships to psychology and Taoist meditation. Sessions recorded from live Insight Timer gatherings, released weekly. Also from the writer of Unfolding Together: Explorations of Minimal Viable Spirituality at https://mackenziehawkins.substack.com/ and co-author of Way of Now and other books with Master Wonchull Park.  Subscribe and join us in being with being.