I used to judge suicide.Then a man I worked with died on shift.In this episode of Unwritten Chapters, I tell the story of paramedic Greg Turner and the day I stopped judging suicide. I talk honestly about what it’s like to lose a brother in uniform, how PTSD and unspoken trauma eat people alive, and what changed in me after standing in the aftermath of a death that never should have happened.As a former army medic and paramedic, I’ve seen a lot of death. But nothing prepares you for losing someone you know, someone you worked with, someone who carried the same weight you did. Greg Turner died by suicide in the back of his ambulance. A place where he had saved countless lives. And that detail alone still wrecks me.This isn’t a motivational speech.It’s not a hot take.It’s not sanitized mental health content.It’s a raw, honest conversation about suicide, PTSD, grief, addiction recovery, and the long aftermath of survival.We talk about:The death of paramedic Greg TurnerFirst responder suicide and mental healthPTSD, trauma, and unspoken painWhy judging suicide misses the real storyGrief, survivor’s guilt, and carrying the dead with youWhy people in uniform don’t ask for helpWhat changed in me after losing a colleagueIf you’re a first responder, veteran, nurse, therapist, teacher, or someone who’s lost a loved one to suicide — this episode is for you.And if you’re struggling right now, please know this:You’re not weak. You’re not broken. You’re not alone.There are people who want you here, even if your mind is lying to you about that today.suicide awareness, first responder suicide, paramedic suicide, PTSD, trauma recovery, mental health podcast, addiction recovery, grief, survivor guilt, veteran mental health, suicide prevention, Greg Turner, first responder mental health, depression, therapy, suicide loss, trauma podcastUnwritten Chapters with Matthew Heneghan is a raw, solo channel about life after trauma, modern culture, and the quiet parts nobody says out loud.Hosted by a veteran, former army medic, ex-paramedic, and nonfiction author, the channel explores PTSD, addiction recovery, sobriety, grief, burnout, and identity — not as inspirational slogans, but as lived reality.Alongside the recovery lens, Unwritten Chapters dissects modern culture, politics, media narratives, nostalgia, and social decay through a grounded, lived-experience perspective.There are also behind-the-scenes conversations about writing, creativity, addiction and art, discipline, publishing, and what it’s actually like to build a life and career after rock bottom.This isn’t a polished self-help channel. It’s dark humour, blunt honesty, cultural commentary, and real mental health talk for people who are empathetic but exhausted — veterans, first responders, nurses, partners of medics, folks in or around recovery, and anyone trauma-literate and allergic to b******t.If you’re searching for PTSD stories, addiction recovery, veteran mental health, first responder burnout, cultural commentary, reaction videos with lived experience, or honest conversations about writing and creativity — you’re in the right place.New videos weekly.Subscribe if you want company in the chaos, not clichés about positive vibes only.📚 My BooksA Medic’s Mind– Memoir of military medic → paramedic, trauma, loss, and reinvention.Amazon: https://a.co/d/fbYbp7xTrauma and Tea: Essays on Trauma, Recovery and Growing Up the Hard Way– Raw essays about rock bottom, healing, and telling the truth.Amazon: https://a.co/d/9GnaoDV🌐 Website: www.authormheneghan.com🎙️ Host of the podcast Unwritten ChaptersPodcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/5hmuMofDnEkc8Ec9MqGHmC
