A Postdoc's Journal

Simit Patel

A Postdoc’s Journal is a personal and reflective podcast offering a candid look at the emotional journey I went through navigating life as a postdoctoral research scientist. Hosted by me (Simit Patel, PhD - www.linkedin.com/in/simit-patel-063388ab), a former academic who spent years journalling through the highs and lows of my postdoc. Each episode delves into real journal entries from that time in my life, followed by reflections on mental health, academia, and life beyond the lab. Whether you’re a current postdoc, an aspiring academic, or someone recovering from the rigors of academic life, this podcast offers relatable stories, emotional support, and insights from someone who has been there. Join me for honest conversations about impostor syndrome, burnout, and the challenges that come with academic research, all aimed at reminding you that you are not alone in this journey.

  1. 4일 전

    COLLABORATION

    SEASON 2, EPISODE 2: COLLABORATION This episode is about how uncomfortable I used to feel about collaboration during my postdoc and how I started to lose the joy in things I used to love. I was lonely, but all I wanted was to be alone. With hindsight, I now know that these were the early signs of me falling into depression. I revisit a journal entry I wrote in March 2014. This was the first journal entry into my 3rd year of my postdoc. I was still struggling to make progress on papers and I needed help. I reflect on collaboration in academia, perfectionism, receiving help, not knowing what the rules were around conferences as a postdoc, and the early signs of depression (losing passion for things I normally loved doing) and social anxiety (being lonely, but always wanting to be alone). Timestamps: [00:00] Intro [02:43] Journal entry [06:21] Collaboration in academia [07:54] Being ashamed about receiving help [08:50] Underestimating your own contribution [09:05] Navigating conferences [11:22] Losing passion for things I normally love to do [12:58] Being lonely, but just wanting to be alone [13:33] Outro For more information about the podcast, please visit https://a-postdocs-journal.captivate.fm/ Please leave a review wherever you get your podcasts! Follow me/connect with me on: LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/simit-patel-063388ab/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/simit_apj/ BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/apostdocsjournal.bsky.social Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/APostdocsJournal/ Need help with your scientific English? Visit https://simitpatel.com/ and fill out a contact form.

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  2. 5월 11일

    TAKING A BREAK MIGHT NOT BE THE ANSWER

    SEASON 2, EPISODE 1: TAKING BREAK MIGHT NOT BE THE ANSWER This episode is about returning to a stressful situation after taking a break. Unfortunately, it’s all too easy to fall back into the thought patterns and behaviours from before you left. A holiday is not always the answer. I revisit a journal entry I wrote in January 2014. This was the first journal entry of the year, just at the end of my initial 2 year postdoc contract. Within a week of returning to Germany after a Christmas break in the UK, I received an email that made me feel like a total failure. I reflect on the academic value system (again!), how we outsource our opinion of ourselves to others, defining your own success, the need men have to be of value, the need to be good at everything in academia, how to take advice, and how weakness can be strengths in a different context. Timestamps: [00:00] Intro [02:51] Journal entry [05:41] Returning to an unhappy situation after a break [07:16] A reminder about the academic value system [09:26] Outsourcing our opinions of ourselves to other people [10:30] Defining your own success [11:14] Masculinity and the need to be valuable [12:16] Impostor syndrome is still there [13:15] The need to be good at everything [15:10] How to take advice [16:37] Weaknesses are just strengths in a different context [18:19] Outro For more information about the podcast, please visit https://a-postdocs-journal.captivate.fm/ Please leave a review wherever you get your podcasts! Follow me/connect with me on: LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/simit-patel-063388ab/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/simit_apj/ BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/apostdocsjournal.bsky.social Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/APostdocsJournal/ Need help with your scientific English? Visit https://simitpatel.com/ and fill out a contact form.

    21분

소개

A Postdoc’s Journal is a personal and reflective podcast offering a candid look at the emotional journey I went through navigating life as a postdoctoral research scientist. Hosted by me (Simit Patel, PhD - www.linkedin.com/in/simit-patel-063388ab), a former academic who spent years journalling through the highs and lows of my postdoc. Each episode delves into real journal entries from that time in my life, followed by reflections on mental health, academia, and life beyond the lab. Whether you’re a current postdoc, an aspiring academic, or someone recovering from the rigors of academic life, this podcast offers relatable stories, emotional support, and insights from someone who has been there. Join me for honest conversations about impostor syndrome, burnout, and the challenges that come with academic research, all aimed at reminding you that you are not alone in this journey.