Aidan's note to self

This has been long time coming, a lot of roadblocks, mostly self created from systemic deep rooted childhood issues, second guessing, too much attention to background noises and and fear. This is as real as I cud get, did’nt plan on writing this .. just about to shower and decided to dig into this app, most times I would delay and that delay would eventually end up months of everything else but this. This small thing .. that could actualy be an outlet for me to finding myself, first off an immense challenge to myself, I am not a natural speaker when it comes to recordings .. this gona be interesting and imma drag you all with me. Hopefully with ur listening ears I get to shed my insecurities and become myself as I was ‘intended’ to be whatever that was. So buckle up, its gona be mental but neccessary. Finding urself is not an easy step to make but it has to start somewhere and I chose this as my jumping board. Hopefully enough water in the pool so I dont fall flat on my face, wish me luck …