Apes on Tape

Freddo + Benji

A series of conversations between friends, discussing the human experience through thought-provoking discussions, life lessons learned and new ways of thinking.

  1. Sunshine in a Storm

    18H AGO

    Sunshine in a Storm

    A new dog called Roger, and a new magic chapter. Portugal storms, flooded fields, and some honest chat about optimism, relationships, and staying positive when life doesn’t go to plan.

    1h 25m
  2. Chasing Big Dreams without Losing Yourself

    JAN 13

    Chasing Big Dreams without Losing Yourself

    Fred sits down with his good friend Mickey for a long overdue catch up and a candid reflection on one of the biggest years of Mickey’s life. From travelling the world and working on ambitious creative projects to living what many would call the dream, Mickey opens up about the real lessons behind the highlight reel.They talk success, momentum, mental health, personal growth, and what it actually takes to keep going when things look great on the outside. For anyone interested in Fred's year in review video after 7 years of paralysis, you can check it out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7y2xpyig7M&lc=Ugw4pWe3f5Zq8jx-1HZ4AaABAg

    1h 22m
  3. Benji vs The Firetruck

    11/07/2025

    Benji vs The Firetruck

    Fuel leaks, ferry drama, wildfires and hernia ops, Benji is the luckiest unlucky man on this disaster of a road trip. His story is pure carnage from start to finish.

    1h 19m
  4. Fred Pops the Question

    11/02/2025

    Fred Pops the Question

    Fred shares the full story of how a relationship retreat turned into one of the biggest moments of his life- proposing to Cris! Between deep chats, emotional breakthroughs, and a perfectly-timed romantic moment, it’s a story of nerves, laughter, and love. Benji also fills us in on his homestead life in Portugal, from catching rainwater off the new roof to escaping the heatwave.

    59 min

  5. 07/12/2025

    🍆 Willy Pics and Magic Tricks ✨

    Benji opens up about the emotional journey behind his move to Portugal - the challenges, the pride, and the quiet satisfaction of building the life he always dreamed of. Fred wheels out of his comfort zone with his first ever proper magic gig, sharing the nerves, surprises, and moments of connection that came with it. He also talks candidly about a bold entrepreneurial pivot - selling nudes online to devotees ! Lots of laughter in this episode - enjoy!

    1h 1m
  6. Holding Space & Making Space

    05/31/2025

    Holding Space & Making Space

    Fred and Benji catch up on the beautiful chaos of life’s latest chapters. Benji shares the joy and hustle of working on his place in Portugal and pulling off a heartfelt birthday surprise for Roz. Fred reflects on the emotional rollercoaster of moving house — the clarity that comes with decluttering, the stress of letting go, and the strange peace found in downsizing. Benji encourages Fred to open up about his recent mushroom ceremony, the difficulty of holding space for himself, and what it taught him about showing up — especially as a son. With trademark honesty and a lot of laughter, they both share ongoing battles with procrastination and motivation.

    1h 17m

  7. 03/27/2025

    Moving House, Minimalism & The God Question

    In this episode of Apes on Tape, Fred and Benji dive into some big life changes and deep conversations. Fred talks about moving into a new place, the challenges of downsizing, and how minimalism takes on a whole new dimension when you have a disability. Meanwhile, Benji reflects on his gratitude for becoming a Portuguese resident. They also revisit a listener’s message about God—someone who found a similar sense of meaning in spirituality that Fred and Benji often discuss through the lens of psychedelics. This sparks an honest conversation about why religious language can feel so loaded, the similarities between mystical experiences and faith, and how to stay open to different perspectives without feeling like you’re being preached to. It’s a thought-provoking, laid-back chat with plenty of insights, laughter, and a few existential tangents.

    1h 30m

  8. 02/26/2025

    Ayahuasca Visions & Meeting the Parents

    It's NYE 2025 and Benji takes us on a wild ride through his Ayahuasca ceremony, sharing the highs, the lows, and everything in between. It’s a hilarious and captivating story that sparks plenty of laughs and some surprising parallels to past psychedelic experiences. Before that, Fred opens up about his insecurities meeting his girlfriend’s parents for the first time—navigating language barriers, snowy terrain, and the unspoken worries that come with being a wheelchair user. A fun and engaging episode full of deep chats and good humor. patreon.com/freddothewheelchairguy

    1h 42m
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About

A series of conversations between friends, discussing the human experience through thought-provoking discussions, life lessons learned and new ways of thinking.

Information

  • Creator
    Freddo + Benji
  • Years Active
    2021 - 2026
  • Episodes
    80
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Freddo + Benji
  • Show Website
    Apes on Tape

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