April May Gems

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April May Gems

April May, author and founder of April May Gems and mother of five, is passionate about sharing her stories to encourage and inspire others and to restore hearts that are in need of hope.

  1. JUN 4

    April May Gems - Jun 03 2025 ep51 - Can We Enter a Second Time into our Mothers Womb to be Re-Born (Good One Nico!)

    Have you ever felt like you just wish you could go back, like in time and be re born? Like start life over? A ‘take two’ / try again? Make it all different. Better! Well, I have. As in, I have felt like that. So, I did. I started over. It was an actual event that happened and it was so significant I recorded the date and called it my second birth-day! It was quite a wee while after my rebellious teen-aged years, when on any given Friday night I could be seen climbing into nightclub windows and so that I wouldn’t get caught sneaking in without paying, I’d draw a fake entry stamp on my wrist with a ‘nico pen.’ That’s what we called them back in the 80s. They were kind of like a sharpie I guess and they were black. A black Nico. Such was the colour of the sky when a guy, I like to call Nico, came along one night, ‘under the cover of night time,’ thousands of years ago, to ask the hip rabbi of the day a few important questions and one of his questions was, “Can we enter a second time into our mothers womb to be born, like all over again?” (Good one Nico!) Weird question. But the answer, surprisingly, if you have ears to hear, is not so weird. Be encouraged as you listen to this episode and know that your slate CAN be wiped clean and you actually can start over just like a brand new baby. But be ready, there’s a whole new world to see with those new eyes!

    28 min
  2. APR 8

    April May Gems - Apr 08 2025 ep47 - Hope

    “I hope it all works out.” “I hope I’m gonna be ok.” “I hope things get better...” - Sheesh, that all sounds like a ‘pie in the sky kinda hope’ to me. The truth is that sometimes things don’t work out, no matter how much we ‘hope’ for them to and sometimes things really don’t feel ok and ‘we’ don’t feel ok and sometimes things just don’t appear to get any better and even if they do, it can sometimes take a really long time and no matter how much hope we can conjure up during that long journey it cannot quicken the process. What can just hoping do? Well, I’ll tell you what hoping did for me. A big fat nothing that’s what! Because hope in and of itself, in my experience is pointless. It’s just like a feeling and feelings in my hormonal body and mind, fluctuate and change, while changing nothing! Hope to me was just a feeling. Until one day, I found the real hope. Hope that is solid, that I believe we can each choose to put our trust in, so that even if things are not ok and even if things don’t turn out like we plan or dream or wish they would and even if situations are taking ages and ages to ‘get better’ - even if they don’t get better, this hope, is like a concrete anchor that can help us feel so secure. It’s big and it’s capable and it’s super strong. Strong enough to hold us firm and calm us, giving us peace and keeping us still and steady and grounded, especially in the midst of turmoil or even, tragedy. This hope, that I liken to an anchor has the capacity to be embedded super deep (if we let it) and it can enable us to withstand the storms AND the waves – no matter how big they are. This hope, He's a person.

    31 min
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April May, author and founder of April May Gems and mother of five, is passionate about sharing her stories to encourage and inspire others and to restore hearts that are in need of hope.

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