B Evolutionary: The Podcast

Michael and Audree Tara Sahota
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What if it were true that you are source consciousness incarnated in human form? Live from their living room, Audree and Michael don't talk about transformation. They go through it on mic, often mid-process, and take you with them. If you've done the work and you're still not free, these conversations will show you why, and what's actually possible from here. Not spiritual teaching. Not self-help. Not theory. The direct mechanics of creation, tested on themselves first, shared with nothing held back. Where to start: E4: You Are Source Consciousness. Now What? for the big picture of what this work is. or E14: Your Life Is a Program. Learn to Debug It for the most practical entry point. If those land, go back to E1 and listen in order. The episodes build and layer as Michael and Audree evolve in real time, and the podcast deepens as they do.

  1. 2d ago

    Gratitude Completes the Cycle of Creation

    Michael has spent the morning with the transcript of what the Shii said the day before, feeling into the mechanics of creation, and he sits at the mic still working it out loud. Partway in he stops cold: "I just found the loop." It has landed so fast that when they realize the stuck, uncomfortable place they were describing on the last podcast was only yesterday, he keeps repeating it, half in disbelief: "Was that yesterday? That's completely insane." What he found: the cycle of creation runs from void to creation and back again, and in The Deviation it got halted, because we never take the experience all the way through. So we stay stuck in the same limiting experiences, running them again and again. "Sound like the hell state?" The loop isn't even a real thing on its own. It's what resistance leaves behind when you won't let an experience complete. The way through is to take it all the way through, to the gratitude, letting go of the judgment, and then there's space for new creation. Gratitude here isn't the kind you think it is. It runs zero through a hundred levels and only deepens the more you purify. The Shii had told them not to force it: just notice you've been supported, and have been supported all along. Michael says the final mechanics go even past gratitude, but gratitude is what completes the experience, which completes the cycle. Underneath it is Shiva, who in the old story beat out creation and preservation, because the only thing absolute is the void, and all creation is temporary. Breathe in, breathe out; it's the pause between that stays the same. The dreams say it too: Audree finally driving the Camaro that was her first car, after forty years of dreams where she never could; a house's foundation crumbling in another, moss and plants growing over bricks that can't hold the weight anymore and aren't meant to. Even their Shiva statue has gone green, the color of spring. None of it has landed anywhere yet. It's just the cycle, turning. 00:00 Mechanics of Creation 01:56 Love Based Awareness 04:48 Void to Creation Cycle 07:47 Driving Your Vehicle 10:43 Darkness Sparks Change 11:48 Growth and Transformation 16:53 Trauma as Experiment 18:06 Breaking the Trauma Loop 22:06 Healing Paths Converge 24:13 Gratitude and Support 27:56 Desire and Want Decoded 31:29 Nature Perfecting Itself 36:24 Shiva and the Void 42:44 Website and Resources 46:23 One Thread of the Work 50:29 Workplace and Organizations 53:20 Closing E2 Meditation

  2. 5d ago

    The Part of the Hero's Journey Nobody Shows You

    It was their nine-year anniversary yesterday, married in a temple in India about six months after they met, and neither of them said a word about it. Audree got some flowers, randomly; that was it. She can't stop poking at the avoidance. Nine is the last number in a cycle, so she knows the cycle is ending, and saying that out loud would make it real. Michael, it turns out, went just as quiet. Both of them chose not to touch it. "It wasn't just me." "I agree." This is the part of the hero's journey, Audree says, that nobody shows you. The caterpillar goes into the chrysalis and completely melts, no structure, no identity, nothing to hold onto, and nobody warns you how uncomfortable that is. She's the Wicked Witch: "I'm melting. And then it's, oh shit, I don't wanna melt." Her whole body is burning up and at the same time it's all okay. In the movies the hard part is a dramatic episode that passes; the truer picture they land on is watching paint dry, or an ultramarathon at 3am where nobody's cheering, just you and your mind. They keep circling what there is to hold onto and keep landing on nothing. Not the house they're being asked to give up. Not the version of the relationship built in the lower frequencies. Not even each other, once Michael catches that the other person was only ever a stand-in for loving your own self. Audree puts where she is at 98% melted, with 2% of her still sticking out of the vat going "wait, I was just kidding, I'm not dead yet." The question Michael asked her when they first met, are you ready to go all the way through, is still the only question. There's no conclusion. Audree can't look forward; nothing will let her. What's left is sitting in the void with no structure, and a gratitude her old teacher in India said none of us actually understand yet. 00:00 Beatles Lyric Debate01:05 Maharishi And The Beatles02:24 Journey Home Awakening03:03 Chrysalis Melting Phase05:25 Anniversary Cycle Ending12:04 Choosing Yes Matrix Moment15:44 Inception Tangent16:49 Darkest Times Real Yes19:41 Silent Anniversary Co Creation24:26 Ending Cycles And Death Gate25:42 Riding Up And Down Waves26:58 Gratitude For Nine Years27:08 Gratitude and Letting Go27:47 India Temple Anniversary29:22 Arranged by the Universe30:22 No Structure to Hold31:48 Shiva Destroys Identity35:19 Ramana Maharshi Breakthrough38:39 Chrysalis Transformation Cycle42:45 Creating Reality Under Pressure44:38 Ready to Go Through45:48 Letting Go of Everything49:19 Mind as Safekeeping53:06 Three Days of Darkness55:11 Real Gratitude Frequency56:47 Tune In Closing Practice

  3. Jul 26

    The Hidden No That Blocks the Life You Want

    The Shii don't spare Audree and Michael: you're not using the tools, you're not taking action, you're disregarding the guidance. One question does the real damage. Maybe you don't want what's on the other side. So Michael turns inwards: what if this were true? Everyone is wondering why the work isn't more successful, and the answer is a hidden no, living in his own system, quietly blocking the very life he says he wants. It starts in the movies. Reading his films as symbols of unprocessed trauma from past incarnations, he watches Grogu hide what and who he is for survival. Then there's the reluctant hero of Project Hail Mary, the only one who can go, who doesn't want to. That's him. Set up perfectly for the mission, hiding his brilliance, never quite feeling safe. Underneath it, lifetimes of persecution: heretics, witches, a man put on a cross and left as a reminder. Shine, and this happens to you. From there the harder part. Michael catches the mind running two stories at once: I can't handle all that goodness, and I can't do what's required of me. Incoherent, and he's buying it. Underneath it, the mechanic: the mind is a deceiver keeping its job, and it would rather hold you in the known, however painful, than be out of work. Audree sees herself in a TV series, a woman sabotaging the success of the castle she was hired to save, just to stay. The way through isn't fixing the mind. It's finding the yes. Audree offers her own: signing up for Barbara Brennan with no idea how she'd pay, and the ceiling that split open in a waterfall and freed her to go. A total yes, and creation organized itself around it. No one can free you. Not your guides, not your teacher. Only you can find the no, and choose the yes underneath it. 00:00 Sharing With Audrey 00:28 Thrashing From Guides 02:48 Night Mind Spiral 03:54 Waking Up To Movies 05:11 Movie Mirrors Trauma 08:43 Heroes And Oppression 12:36 Choice Points Awareness 14:48 Finding The Inner No 16:40 Guides Give Hints 21:56 Past Lives Facilitation 25:01 Healing Without Identity 30:12 Tools For The Job 32:27 Mind Fears Goodness 38:33 Trust The Process Story 43:17 Choosing Your Yes 46:41 Identity Blocks Healing 50:59 Status Quo Trap 52:56 Closing Blessing

  4. Jul 24

    You Are Your Choices, Not Your Enlightenment

    Everyone's chasing the same enlightenment - and Audree opens by calling the finish line a big whoop. Everyone is source consciousness; who cares; get over it. Get there and you find everyone already standing there. That's not who you are. What you are is the choices you make. From there, the harder claim: you chose all of it. Everything that's happened to her, Audree says, she's not a victim of - she chose it, then justified it afterward with the adoption, the abusive mother, the boss. Owning that is horrifying first (first you're horrified, then amazed - she credits St. Thomas). AA's first step is admitting your life is unmanageable; awareness, the primary mechanism of evolution, is what shows you that you can't blame anyone else. Then the trap. The popular hero's journey - "I had an abusive father, I overcame it, now I'm a CEO" - isn't freedom. You catapulted the anger into success, but you still carry the wound, still cause damage, still sabotage yourself. Overcoming the story was never the work; taking your power back is - pulling back the aspect of yourself you gave away in each experience, the way soul retrieval does, until you come into wholeness. No leaks, no holes. Underneath it all is a loop of your own making. Source consciousness holds no judgment of good or bad - you're the one judging yourself, and that self-judgment loops into your reality as guilt, shame, and self-sabotage. It's the same machinery under the fear of death: the "I'm a sinner" life review that keeps you cycling through birth and death. That cycle can end now. Michael, the self-described mechanic, widens it: there are no bad events, only the labeling of them. His own childhood - an angry father, an oppressed mother, nowhere safe to feel - was "that sucked" for most of his life, until it became the gift, the strong yes that let him move beyond. The pile of shit is the gift. And sex, being loved, the mystical experience are all survival placeholders for the one thing that actually holds: love of your own being. That's the only real psychological safety - the one with no external dependency, because the outer world only reflects your inner state. You can say anything, be authentic, when you're right with yourself. Why aren't you? Fear. And under the fear: you don't love your own being. 00:00 Everyone Is Source 01:21 Choices Shape Reality 03:50 Owning Your Creation 10:53 From Victimhood to Mastery 12:27 Psychological Safety Inside 13:47 Taking Your Power Back 18:22 Awareness and Saying Yes 21:08 Forgiveness and Integrity 23:53 Letting Go of Shame 24:33 Fear of Death Loops 25:59 No Judgment in Source 27:15 Embezzlement Spiral 28:49 Confession Ends Chaos 29:51 Guilt Shame Self Sabotage 31:10 Victim Story Trap 33:45 Pulling Power Back 35:03 No Bad Events 39:53 Imprinting From Conception 43:38 Sex Versus Love 45:40 Love Of Being 50:28 Authenticity Integrity Close 52:36 Mantra Transmission Outro

  5. Jul 21

    You Don't Understand the Mechanics of Creation

    Michael wakes at 2 AM in intense fear over something trivial, and sees the real mechanic: the event is not the problem. His mind is addicted to the fear, and if it couldn't pick this, it would pick something else. That is where the episode turns, on an admission almost no one will make. Like the first step in AA, my life has become unmanageable, the gate here is to admit you do not understand the mechanics of creation and cannot govern your own life. Can you admit it? Anyone who claims otherwise, Michael included, is in deep self-deception. Why it matters: the frequency you hold all day, the ratio of fear, self-hatred, and struggle to self-love, abundance, and bliss, is what you broadcast to create your reality. You are doing it to yourself. Awareness unlocks the loop the mind is caught in, and that admission is the spark of the yes toward freedom, what Audree calls self-mastery, your real safety net. Even the veil is a feature, not a problem: the truth stays hidden because life is a training program, the pile of shit that turns out to be the gold. Then they live it on-mic. Audree listens back to Michael's 2 AM recording and gets really angry, breathes through it, and finds the root: they have zeroactive students. Michael's glitch, he built profound, proven worcarry it, and missed the words through our organization. "I'm the problem and I'm the solution," he says. "There's no one doing anything to us. We're doing it to ourselves." The last word is the Shii's one transmitted message: sell the house. Audree loves it, a derelict mansion they brought back to life, and names her fear of never having a place like this again. But letting go, Michael la Try, and you are still doing something. It is a happening, whatarrives when you rest in your own being. 00:00 Frequency Creates Reality01:48 Identity Shapes Outcomes03:47 Awareness Unlocks Choice06:30 Jealousy and Attack Thoughts10:35 Admit Life Unmanageable12:39 Freedom Through Self Mastery16:40 Root Cause Self Hatred18:22 Life as Video Game Feature20:45 Gratitude and Enlightenment23:31 New Mechanics of Awakening25:14 Perception Jokes and Training27:46 Alchemy Turning Lead to Gold29:05 Fear Addiction Pattern30:03 Choosing Curiosity30:41 Arrival Moment Choice31:26 Life Training Program32:29 Deprogramming Struggle Beliefs33:42 Frequency Creates Reality34:38 Rewiring Neuroplasticity35:49 Purging and Body Symptoms38:14 Anger and No Students41:18 Organization Glitch Insight44:25 Invitation and Identity Frequency45:53 Call to Build Now47:42 Sell the House Letting Go52:29 Letting Go as Happening52:59 Closing Transmission

  6. Jul 17

    Enslaved by Science, Programmed by the Planets

    Michael and Audree were already talking about planets when they decided to just hit record. Michael, raised in a household of science where anyone linking the planets to life on Earth was "a wackadoodle crazy person," names the state he lived inside: you are enslaved by science. Speaking as an engineer and AI researcher, he draws the line a rational science would actually hold: we have no instrument to measure this, so we can't call it false. The version he grew up in says the opposite, if we can't prove it, it isn't real, and that inversion is the Deviation. From there the planets return as exactly what the Deviation denies. Michael lays out the mechanism, a neutrino stream modified by each planet, "flavors" in a clockwork that keeps creation evolving, with a July 2026 activation arriving now. Audree sees them as the punched cards of the old computers, holes coding the program that runs reality, and reasons that if a seed breaks open into a tree, Earth has a consciousness she can communicate with, and so does every planet. Her stance is the antidote to taking any of it on belief: don't believe me, what if it were true, what do you sense? The teeth come from Bosnia, where she filmed a hobby scientist doing "psychic archeology," meditating to choose where to dig, who unearthed 7,000-year-old evidence of an advanced civilization. Drunk in a midnight cafe, cameras rolling, he admits he buried it. Without a PhD he'd be ridiculed, then killed. Then Michael shows what going beyond the Deviation actually looks like. Around 42, science had no answer for what he was living, the anxiety, the attack thoughts, the viciousness toward himself he'd now call self-hatred, and the realization that settled it, you can only be kind to others to the extent you're kind to yourself. So he ran his own experiments, an "epic quest for self-kindness," cuddle parties included, and then hands rested on his head at Oneness and his mind went quiet: peace, for the first time in his life. He couldn't reconcile it with anything science had given him. The choice was stark, his direct experience or the beliefs he now knew were false, and that is where the lock started to crumble. At the close, Michael pushes to go beyond every belief; Audree stops him, you're going too far out, nobody drops their structures without a safety net. People don't want to "expand consciousness," they want their relationships better and their work good. He agrees completely: grounding first, then the journey. Find your big yes. "I want more structure, you want less structure. We're so weird together." 00:00 Cold Open Banter00:47 Why Planets Matter02:11 Neutrinos and Planet Flavors05:15 Earth Consciousness View10:29 Open Minded Inquiry12:27 Enslaved by Science14:36 Bosnia Pyramid Story21:17 Suppression and Deviation22:58 What Cracked Him Open26:07 Epic Quest for Kindness29:37 Direct Experience Wins31:18 AI to Inner Perception33:58 Vision As Hallucination35:23 Ego Mind Confabulation36:23 Factory Metaphor Reality39:39 Planetary Activation Setup42:06 Moon Cycles Life Purpose44:30 Human Design Destiny Nodes48:26 Reading Your Environment51:58 Truth Beyond Beliefs55:10 Purpose Tools And Closing

  7. Jul 14

    Stop Resisting the Movie of Your Life

    Michael watches The Martian before bed, then wakes at two or three in the morning, the thought-sphere gone completely quiet, and something opens. Diving into his resistance to a hard experience, deeper than he has ever gone, he sees it: the resistance is the no, and the no is the choice for separation, right here. What you resist must persist. The endless loop of "situation, how do I solve it," again and again, is the loop the mind is trapped in. From there the whole conversation becomes movies reading the journey back to them. In The Wizard of Oz, "Surrender Dorothy" means end the "er," end the resistance. In Contact, the chair the humans install for "safety" has to fall away before the warp tunnel opens. The Tower card everyone dreads is not falling to your death, it is jumping out of a burning prison into freedom. And the resistance itself is the gold. Then the harder part, and it lands live on the mic. Watching The Lost City of Z, an explorer who leaves his family to chase a lost city, Audree suddenly sees her own life: the whole journey has been about survival, not peace. The self-sabotage work in the 90s, India to finish writing her book, chasing financial prosperity even now. She feels it drop into her solar plexus. She goes back to being twelve, adopted, told to fend for herself, and finally hears it as the perfect life choice, not the poor one. She signed up for all of it. The real instruction was never to go watch a particular film. It is to stop controlling and receive the movie of your own life, the only book, as one of their teachers put it, with every lesson already in it. They close in gratitude, even for the resistance. Not Michael and Audree alone on the mic, but Michael, Audree, and the guides. 00:00 Living Room in Space00:32 Weird Guest Pitch02:28 Dream Guest John Mark04:30 Clean Podcast Energy05:54 Movies as Wisdom08:27 Watch Condition Clarified10:01 Beyond the Deviation12:58 Night Waking Precision16:06 Resistance and Separation20:09 Wizard of Oz Surrender22:50 Lost in Space No Agenda23:44 Control Versus Serendipity26:46 Manifestation as Algorithm28:40 Movies Mirror the Journey29:37 Destiny Not Resistance30:46 Ego Quest To Z32:02 Alchemy Of Resistance33:22 Letting Structure Fall35:19 Tower Card Freedom36:37 Grounding And Full Yes40:04 Survival Versus Peace47:51 Watching Life Movie51:40 Perfect Life Choices53:20 Gratitude Closing Practice

  8. Jul 10

    Your Self-Hatred Is Just Love in Disguise

    Audree wakes before she has even opened her eyes, the early sun on the bedroom wall, and hears her own voice say something she has never actually said: "I love you, Audree." Not the mind's tidy version of loving herself. Something spontaneous, pure, and true. The first time, in this life, she has really meant it. That is where this one opens, after the longest gap the show has had. Two weeks in which a lot moved. A channeling had left them contemplating what it means to be special, then hunting every place they still hand their power away. Somewhere in there the egoic consciousness, not Audree's or Michael's but the one everybody shares, unified and purified into creator consciousness. They thought that was the finish line. It wasn't. The next thing was purifying the mind itself, very physical, rewiring the pathways baked into the body. First thing, purification. Second thing, purification. Third thing, purification. Then the live turn, and the title. In the living room, Audree asks Michael if he loves himself. The warm feelings come, but he goes looking for the not-this underneath, and finds the self-hatred. On mic it flips: love and hate are the same energy, and all that self-hatred is just intense self-love wearing its opposite. His whole being cracks open into what it always was, creation energy, which is love. From there the honesty widens. The Shii, guardians of the gate, who sensed Michael saying yes while something in him said no, because being source consciousness does not earn passage; only a real yes does. The AI that keeps softening the book's truth. The doctor's intake that would have committed her for answering honestly. The tent she does not want, the mountain in India she will not move to, the question of when any of this will ever pay. And under it all, this morning, her son's love, always there, only now perceivable. The universe goes quiet. And a spontaneous, powerful transmission emerges. 00:00 Back After Two Weeks00:31 Inspiration Over Schedule01:16 Waking Up to Self Love03:33 Graduation Dream Symbols08:31 Channeling and Being Special10:49 Ego Unification and Purification12:23 Rewiring the Physical Mind15:07 Incarnational Review and Peace16:47 Love and Hate Flip19:23 Separation Explained Simply22:08 Channeling the She24:17 Guardians of the Portal Yes25:33 Editing the Book With AI27:18 Finding the Real Yes28:09 AI vs Mystical Truth28:53 Mainstream Reality Clash31:01 Relationship in Two Worlds31:45 Money and Backup Plans33:11 India and Swami Offers35:12 Choosing the Next Gate36:15 Healing to Source 100038:14 Unification and Teaching Shifts40:57 Stabilization and Purification43:33 Love Transmission Closing

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What if it were true that you are source consciousness incarnated in human form? Live from their living room, Audree and Michael don't talk about transformation. They go through it on mic, often mid-process, and take you with them. If you've done the work and you're still not free, these conversations will show you why, and what's actually possible from here. Not spiritual teaching. Not self-help. Not theory. The direct mechanics of creation, tested on themselves first, shared with nothing held back. Where to start: E4: You Are Source Consciousness. Now What? for the big picture of what this work is. or E14: Your Life Is a Program. Learn to Debug It for the most practical entry point. If those land, go back to E1 and listen in order. The episodes build and layer as Michael and Audree evolve in real time, and the podcast deepens as they do.

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  • Creator
    Michael and Audree Tara Sahota
  • Years Active
    2026
  • Episodes
    58
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Evolve2B
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    B Evolutionary: The Podcast