Back Row stories

Zachary M Waller

Did you feel like you were the only one who didn’t get church? Come talk about it.

Episodes

  1. Preachers are just men.

    Mar 4

    Preachers are just men.

    Come hangout while I explain mega church culture in small towns. When church follows you home.

    14 min
  2. What I kept

    Feb 28

    What I kept

    This isn’t a bash session. Not everything was bad. Some of it shaped me in good ways. Some of it taught me discipline, community, and music that still hits different. In this episode I talk about what I let go of… and what I decided to keep. Because this story isn’t about anger. It’s about figuring out who you are after the noise dies down.

    14 min
  3. Deconstructing in real time.

    Feb 28

    Deconstructing in real time.

    This one’s messy. There wasn’t some big dramatic moment where everything fell apart. It was slow. Questions that didn’t go away. Doubts that got louder. Realizing I didn’t believe the same things anymore and not knowing who I was without them. I talk about what it’s like to lose your faith identity while everyone around you still thinks you’re the same person. It’s uncomfortable. But it’s honest.

    6 min
  4. Youth group kid

    Feb 28

    Youth group kid

    I wasn’t just in church. I was in it. The music, the emotional highs, the moments where the lights dimmed and the bridge repeated twelve times until somebody cried. I talk about the pressure of performing spirituality and what it felt like when the “presence” didn’t show up. Some of it’s funny. Some of it’s heavy. All of it’s real.

    5 min
  5. When you start asking questions..

    Feb 26

    When you start asking questions..

    Have you ever felt you were going to hell for doubting things?

    13 min
  6. Youth group was really a cult

    Feb 26

    Youth group was really a cult

    The crazy youth group stories.

    13 min
  7. Did you ever wonder if it was just you?

    Feb 26

    Did you ever wonder if it was just you?

    What if you didn’t feel anything in church because it wasn’t real

    15 min
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About

Did you feel like you were the only one who didn’t get church? Come talk about it.

Information

  • Creator
    Zachary M Waller
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    7
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Show Website
    Back Row stories