BiPolar Coaster

Hanzi83

Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

  1. ٥ أغسطس

    Fighting off Panic Attacks Again

    August2nd-SummerSlam Night 1 Recap-RIP Vincent Pastore-mental health & avoiding agents in my life-handling my emotions better than in high school-not trying to go out of my way to pine-not feeling good long term putting effort to be irrational and resisting feelings-wasting most of summer w this irrational stuff-past sabotage-troll antics-bad political tweets-weird dreams-Aug3rd-SummerSlam Night 2 recap-Aug4th-having to be forced to see my parents decline because I didn’t sell my soul and being controlled most of my life which is detrimental to any future relationship-being demoted to fist bumps-fighting off panic attacks and learning from the past-why women are on another level than men w mental health-agents invading my house-testing myself mentally-difficult to confront feelings when forces want you to become an incel-never getting out of my current reality -wanting to go back to eating my feelings-history of envisioning an entire relationship before it happens-forces paying customs to put chaos in my life-hatred for the past and being used-weird dreams-Roland Martin sex tape-how current content creators think they’re covering news when its just storylines-Sidney Starr-WNBA discourse-Bernie Moreno-AI-Russia Ukraine-More forced Hasan discourse-Fauci-alt media needing obvious villains-undermining public health-MTG new political party-Mass shootings-Wrestling fandom-Aug 5th-RAW NXT recaps-RIP Dory Funk-Mental health-catching feelings adds one more on a long list of stress I have in my life-industry old guard left me for dead hoping Id crumble and learned their tactics from the mental abuse Ive dealt with-cogs who have not been discarded and humiliated yet won’t see my view until they go through it

  2. ١ أغسطس

    At the Risk of Being More of a Mockery

    AEW Redemption, RAW NXT Dynamite Recaps-mental health & fighting off irrational thoughts and admitting to vulnerable feelings at the risk of being mocked especially w vultures spying-buzzing in the wall vibration loud that its activated to elevate my already irrational thoughts-difficulties in social situations that reminds me of high school-industry factions being obsessed with me-not being afraid of being vulnerable while keeping my guard up-during incel era being vulnerable about women will me a joke so there is pressure not to fall for anyone-rather admit I took an L than becoming an incel-fine with dying alone-accumulated trauma-challenging year mentally not being able to eat my feelings-not regretting trying to connect-Troll fan fiction-closeted conservatives-Tony Yayo vs Memphis Bleek-beef becomes its own sub genre in entertainment-Rick Ross album considered a flop-Diddy-True crime has become its own sub genre across all art forms-women cogs groomed systemically for the anti women sentiment-some new music-initiations in pro wrestling-fandom acting like morality police-gimmicked name changes and overproduced shoot promos-WWE radio-Ryan Garcia-DSOTR Big Bossman-Triple H booking-botched concerts-normalization of heinous crimes-MTG-manufactured discussions on podcasts and streams-Bad faith actors defending Israel-Elon Musk feuds-DSA-AI discourse Jared Leto accusations-Civil Unrest-conspiratorial discourse feels boomer-Fauci discourse-Recaps of TNA Collision and Smackdown-More music releases-ppl pettiness show why they are not leader material-vultures not being as mentally free as me so they act soulless because they think Im an easy target for feeling happier-rather admit I get hurt catching feelings than pretending to be above it while trolls get mad I didn’t go irrational Online fandom get mad when establishment is self aware because it gives it away those talking points were funded by the establishment-never being free physically so mentally connecting is my only skill-stress comes from resisting admissions to how I feel-wrestling discourse has become a parody like forcing Jacque Rougeau into the conversation because more effort gets put into online storylines than the actual productv

  3. ٢٦ يوليو

    Buzzing in the Walls pt 2

    Troll coming up w mediocre fan fiction of me-they worry about me spiritually which is why they need me alive-when ppl say they need me here it is normally meant for more abuse and entertainment purposes-ppl want to align or oppose me to be characters in my life-over the last decade having diff handlers audition to be in my life-femcels wanting men to go incel route-spying on my journal entries-Hunter Biden on the gay mafia-how cogs become recruited feds-the troll pretending by online activity that he is liberal because they will activate him to do something-future sacrifices-WWE being the obvious villains-WWE Radio and how WWE has always controlled the media-cogs finding ways to get at my psyche so I end up breaking down-Sopranos fandom-ppl will show off aesthetic but still check to make sure Im miserable-establishment cogs having a “love me daddy” attitude toward their industry leaders-how me showing interest makes other cogs get noticed by the higher ups invested in me-tactics done to try and make me snap while they activate buzzing in the walls-countering irrational thoughts-trying to connect really exposed ppl who couldn’t stand I was trying to find some happiness-always will have to be a loner so I don’t get hurt-trying to fight off old self behavior-subtle bullying tactics-how I connect and then alienate ppl-ppl taking advantage of my insecurities-being one of the ugliest ppl on this planet-eventually cleansing ppl from my mind-how Im a big challenge mentally-Old Stern bits-regret paying advice forward-regret being consumed by alt media-how I channel Howards authentic nature while everyone copies his tropes-The Game YG Verzus-Tabloid discourse-AI-New Music-getting bored with redundant narratives in political discourse-New Ali G movie-Unfunny streamers-Israel discourse-forced Hasan discourse-fake left ignore China’s alignment w Israel-America First mind set-Troy Jackson vs Susie Collins-fake culture war promotion for Odyssey-very brief unmotivated recaps of Smackdown TNA and AEW Collision

  4. ٢٣ يوليو

    We’re in the Godfather 3 Era of Entertainment and Politics

    Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown SNME AEW Collision-Weird dreams I have had-This week’s Raw and NXT recaps-New music-mental health and not knowing what to expect going back to comedy-putting my guard up-being in the Godfather 3 era of political/entertainment discourse-anti conspiratorial fake liberals-hypocrisy from older establishment comedians and free speech-Chappelle using gay slur to mock JD Vance-how older Stern segments are rebranded in today’s climate-Trolls-Hollywood being conservative-gimmicked online promotion for the movie Odyssey-cleansing mentally before going to open mic-friendly Lyft drivers-being reminded of the past socially-forcing politics in world cup discourse-identity politics in limited ways-anti women sentiment being normalized-forcing anti Semitism in the midst of genocide and genuine plight-gimmicked boycotts-Cardi B being a forever discourse character-Omega reacting to tweet about Ospreay-Sammy Guevara potentially leaving AEW-fuckability politics-Vince McMahon/Janel Grant-counter programming discourse getting boring-we are in the worst era of wrestling analysis-Dana White scripted meltdown-celeb involvement w sports has never felt more watered down-funded streamers-crazy fandom-Not watching WWE Unreal-Election rigging-grifters luring ppl into fundamentalism-Iran US war-legal open carry-conservative figures exposed for being creeps w no real consequences-future women enslavement-glorified political thots-funded chaos-Platner defenders-True crime discourse and AEW Dynamite recap

  5. ١٧ يوليو

    Lindsey Grammar aka I am Running Out of Ideas for Podcast Titles

    Brief thoughts about returning to open mic-Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown, AEW Collision, this week’s Raw AEW Dynamite and NXT-going into my mind state going back to comedy after a month hiatus, and not knowing if it will be the same post melt down-not writing my irrational thoughts down for several days-Forest fires in Canada and how the air quality looked so yellow it gave me a Tony Soprano level trigger of one of my most infamous 2011 dreams-comments about me going aggressive over women cogs in media when Ive literally risked my life going at top level men in the game so limited identity politics won’t work on me especially if pick me’s in media are auditioning to be Mar A Lago bimbos online political fandom mad at me for calling propagandists that normalized Platner-How todays personalities want to be Howard Stern but all they are is Ralph Cirella-Alt media personalities are uncharismatic-every cog in the game being initiated-every delegation adding to the divide-how I want to be a spirit-country vs country aesthetic-glorified thots-AIPAC funding both sides of discourse-grifting off genocide-glad Im not sought after-Taking advantage of ppl spying journal entries-embracing irrational thoughts-not needing to please ppl to have a social life if it reminds of the past-regretting going back on IG-suspecting everyone lies-blind fandom-Howard and Vince similarities-not knowing half of the staffers released by Stern Show-Me doing more consistent broadcasting than Howard-being black balled-being punished by the hive mind-how being into women gives them the upper hand-Hollywood always being conservative and funding the internet discourse-looking at all the angles of potential scenarios-regressive behavior-Trolls-Dreams-Jay Z Concert discourse-the beef in hip hop and where it is going-Chuck Schumer farting- Ebro Rosenberg-Music from last week-DSOTR TNA Episode 3-power slap-Conor McGregor-wrestling conspiracies-CM Punk discourse Mia Yim/Keith Lee-Meltzer Mercedes-Lindsey Graham dead-Is Mitch McConnell alive-Streamers not main character ready and won’t take accountability-ICE-the fake libs deny Bill Clinton is a creep-the fake libs and left uplifted Hunter Biden only for him to hang out w Nick Fuentes Gimmicked elections-Boosie Trump-dumbing down Joe Rogan-Iran war-fake martyr politicians-gender affirming care-Israel aid-Fetterman against democrats

  6. ١٠ يوليو

    Served on a Platner Again

    Fending off the “imaginary” tactics that don’t officially exist-going over the accumulation of what Ive been through the last decade or so and how current situations remind me of the overall accumulation-really lengthy almost 2 hour rant about the Graham Platner stuff and how ppl keep falling for recycled marketing perpetuated by the compromised alt media-blind fandom for streamers, alt media and celebs have led to really dumbed down behavior-content farming off controversial ppl makes them more money-dividing us by groups with funded discourse-being sent recruiters and the mental health from the system forcing handlers-horoscopes/dreams-buzzing in my walls-wanting to give into irrational thoughts to teach myself a lesson for trying to see the good in people-ppl auditioning to play roles in my life-how I assume everyone is an agent- how ppl tell me they need me around but then try to make me unhappy and paranoid as ever-why I dont bust balls with certain ppl-regressive premises-taking advantage of vultures who monitor my private thoughts who then judge me while they are the ones invading my privacy-being put through many tests-how ppl want the unstable Hanzi from Howard Stern but you get a more refined, vitriolic one-how the ppl who have blown up in their popularity should be thankful I was blackballed because I would’ve raised the bar too high with my realness-punished for trying to pay advice forward-never having true allies-not desperate to be social-Jay Z discourse-Drake-gender wars within entertainment-Dark Side of the Ring TNA episode 1 and 2 thoughts-Chelsea Green-Sheamus-Conor McGregor-Trump involved with World Cup-Tyler Robinson trial-DOGE- Mass shootings-Recaps of Raw NXT and AEW Dynamite w the booking of MJF and Sami dropping their world titles

  7. ٦ يوليو

    Buzzing in the Walls

    Mental health and systemic tactics meant to drive me crazy-how being kind to ppl makes them show their true hand to take advantage-when I feel bad for irrational rants the system ante up on the tactics-they amplify harassment to provoke me to make physical threats but when I tear down the psyche they get extra irrational that Im not self destructing-most of my life has been having to dumb down my ability to cater to other mediocre people-future sacrificial lambs-how vultures will pretend to care after I die-the long term effects of doing too much gossip-Dreams-cogs giving creeps carte blanche while putting me through 80 million purity tests-no one can match my realness-factions doing Howard Stern tactics-not gonna feel bad about cogs future sob stories-vultures doing behind the scene tactics to make it look like Im going on the offensive when Im constantly playing defense-always being followed-envisioned convos-having bigger fish to fry than dealing w new recruits-if I break balls ppl who dish it out can’t take it-who gets propped up in what era-turning genuine plight and turning it into culture wars-trying to break free from consuming the fundamentalist entertainment industry-bailing out of social shit when ppl get too comfy around me-using my vulnerability to my advantage-not much music releases-Lil Uzi rehab leak-white parties by billionaires-fed influence in hip hop discourse-incentive for extreme fandom-streamers doing a gen z f**k boy version of what Stuttering John used to do-Jay Z casino bid discourse-gimmicked ways to keep beef era going-BET awards antics toward SZA/Doechii-normalizing anti women sentiment-identity politics being used in the most on surface way-initiated cogs-fundamentalism in all industries-not being able to truly confide in anyone in the game-current tv shows-Louis CK comedy special Using politics and race for discourse with WNBA-Tucker’s third party-end times prophecy-fake libs help the right by denying any conspiratorial elements-Hague discourse-gimmicked discourse over Taylor Swift arranged showbiz marriage-blind fandom-turning politics into TMZ style-funded extremists-fandom shocked their fav celebs are supporting fascism-self immolation-fake left and libs gimmicked fighting-DSA storylines and some wrestling discourse that is getting boring-Recaps of AEW Collision, Smackdown and TNA

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Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

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