Conversations with Aya

Lelanea

This podcast shares intimate, first-hand accounts of healing, transformation, and guidance received through sacred hayakwaska ceremonies. Each story reveals not only the personal breakthroughs of the storyteller but also the universal wisdom Madre offers to all of us. Through visions, downloads, and profound teachings, listeners are invited to access deeper layers of connection with the earth, with spirit, and with their own inner truth. Hayakwaska speaks in many languages: through archetypes, animal guides, sacred geometry, and the stirring of the heart. While the experiences are unique, the medicine’s essence is collective—reminding us of love, unity, and the power of remembering who we are. We also honor the Indigenous peoples of Peru and the Amazon, the original guardians of this medicine, who have carried its wisdom through generations of ceremony and song. It is from their connection, discipline, and devotion that we are able to receive these teachings today. As hayakwaska moves into the modern world, their voices and traditions risk being misappropriated or erased. This podcast seeks to hold reverence for their lineages, to acknowledge their sovereignty, and to uplift their continued presence in this sacred work. This is not entertainment. It is medicine in spoken form. Each episode is a living prayer for healing and awakening, offering tools for integration and reflections that extend beyond ceremony into daily life. If you are called to walk the path of consciousness, to listen for the whispers of Madre, and to explore the universal wisdom of plant medicine, this podcast is for you. The stories are personal, but the truth belongs to all. The thumbnail for this podcast depicts an AI-generated image inspired by visionary states. It is not the face of any individual, but an archetypal honoring of the many Indigenous peoples who have carried this wisdom to us. May it serve as a reminder of gratitude, not appropriation. As we share these stories, let us do so with reverence, reciprocity, and respect, always remembering the source: the peoples, the forests, and the songs of the Amazon. hayakwaska, Shipibo, Quechua, Asháninka, ayahuasca podcast, plant medicine podcast, ayahuasca stories, ayahuasca experiences, healing with ayahuasca, wisdom of ayahuasca, ayahuasca ceremony, plant medicine healing, ayahuasca integration, ayahuasca spirituality, intimate ayahuasca experiences, personal stories from ayahuasca ceremonies, ayahuasca downloads and breakthroughs, spiritual guidance from ayahuasca, ayahuasca healing journey podcast, ayahuasca universal wisdom, ayahuasca for collective healing, indigenous wisdom and ayahuasca traditions, honoring Amazonian ayahuasca traditions, ayahuasca consciousness podcast, Madre Ayahuasca, visionary medicine, shamanic traditions of the Amazon, indigenous plant medicine, sacred plant teachers, spiritual awakening stories, mystical experiences podcast, collective consciousness healing, sacred ceremony stories, wisdom keepers of the Amazon

Episodes

  1. Healing Autoimmune Illness Through Emotional Release: Megan Caron’s Ayahuasca Testimony | EP4

    11/18/2025

    Healing Autoimmune Illness Through Emotional Release: Megan Caron’s Ayahuasca Testimony | EP4

    In this episode of Conversations with Aya, transcendental coach and unity consciousness guide Lelanea Fulton sits down with relationship coach and airline stewardess Megan Karen to explore a breathtaking story of physical and spiritual transformation. Diagnosed with Crohn’s disease as a child, Megan later developed a severe allergic reaction to the medication that once kept her alive. Her skin was peeling, her hair had fallen out, she was in a wheelchair, and doctors could only offer medication to keep her comfortable as she waited to die. In December 2020, in a final act of surrender, Megan travelled to an ayahuasca ceremony in Big Bear, California, not knowing it was a psychedelic or that it would change everything. Megan shares how her first journey with ayahuasca led to an ego death and opened a flood of unprocessed grief, resentment, and childhood pain that had been stored in her body for decades. Within one month of that ceremony, her skin began to grow back, she left the wheelchair, her hair returned, and the mysterious reaction that baffled specialists resolved. She reflects on how emotional suppression can manifest as autoimmune illness and how the body keeps score when we refuse to feel. Together, Lelanea and Megan dive into the power of integration work, nervous system awareness, and inner child healing. Megan speaks candidly about healing toxic relationship patterns, shifting from insecure to secure attachment, releasing shame, and learning that strength is not emotional numbness but the courage to feel. She also describes her evolving relationship with Mother Ayahuasca as a spirit teacher and co-creator, rather than a punishing force. If you are curious about ayahuasca, plant medicine, emotional healing, or how deep inner work can ripple into profound physical change, this conversation offers both inspiration and grounded honesty. 🎧 Listen in to explore: • Ayahuasca and spontaneous remission of physical symptoms • Autoimmune illness, trauma, and emotional suppression • Ego death, identity, and rebuilding a more authentic self • Integration practices: journaling, therapy, microdosing, and solitude • Healing attachment wounds and patterns in love and family • Parenting, vulnerability, and raising emotionally aware children Subscribe to Conversations with Aya for more stories, teachings, and nuanced discussions on consciousness, plant medicine, and the art of integration. 00:00 My Journey Begins: Discovering Ayahuasca 01:05 A Life-Changing Ceremony 01:22 Miraculous Healing and Recovery 02:37 Honoring Indigenous Wisdom 04:39 Introduction to the Podcast 04:49 A Personal Testimony 13:00 The Power of Integration 24:15 Embracing Vulnerability and Emotional Awareness 39:07 Generational Healing and Understanding 43:09 A Journey with Ayahuasca: Embracing the Spirit 44:20 Building a Relationship with the Plant Spirit 45:55 Overcoming Resistance and Embracing Empowerment 46:20 The Role of Ayahuasca in Healing and Teaching 51:55 Experiencing Ego Death: A Transformative Process 57:32 Integration and Personal Growth Post-Ceremony 59:40 Healing Through Travel and Self-Discovery 01:01:32 Understanding Karmic Debt and Relationships 01:06:38 Ayahuasca's Insights on Health and Disease 01:11:04 The Power of Ayahuasca: A Miraculous Healing 01:12:39 Universal Wisdom and Future Visions 01:15:25 Gratitude and Closing Reflections 🔗 Learn More About Transcendental Mindset Coaching: Website: https://www.lelaneafulton.com Book a Discovery Call: https://openinapp.link/Discovery Join My Skool Community: https://openinapp.link/Skool Instagram & TikTok Handle: lelanea Thank You for Supporting the Journey! 🙏 Your likes, shares, and comments help us grow a community of seekers who inspire each other to evolve and transform. Together, we’re building a brighter, more connected future. 🌟 Let’s rise together!

    1h 19m
  2. What Ayahuasca Showed Me: Genocide Memory, Shame, and the Courage to Serve w/ Melinda Molenda | EP3

    10/06/2025

    What Ayahuasca Showed Me: Genocide Memory, Shame, and the Courage to Serve w/ Melinda Molenda | EP3

    In Episode 3 of 'Conversations with Aya', host Lelanea Fulton, a transcendental coach and unity-consciousness guide, speaks with Melinda Molenda about an ayahuasca ceremony that opened into a past life regression. Melinda recounts a harrowing vision of being a Nazi soldier in a concentration camp, the moral weight of that memory, and how the experience catalyzed radical integration, ethical veganism, animal-rights activism, and a deeper commitment to compassion. We explore shadow work, temptation, discernment, and the long arc of transformation through love, responsibility, and service. We acknowledge and honor the Indigenous peoples of the Amazon, including communities in Peru, Brazil, Colombia, Ecuador, and Bolivia, whose stewardship of ayahuasca has carried this medicine forward. May we move with humility, reciprocity, and respect. Content notice: This conversation references genocide, the Holocaust, torture, and spiritual underworld imagery. It is offered for healing, remembrance, and education only. About the host: Lelanea supports plant-medicine integration with a focus on unity consciousness, nervous-system-informed practices, and practical embodiment. 🔗 Learn More About Transcendental Mindset Coaching: Website: https://www.lelaneafulton.com Book a Discovery Call: https://openinapp.link/Discovery Join My Skool Community: https://openinapp.link/Skool Instagram & TikTok Handle: lelanea 00:00 A Haunting Vision of a Past Life 01:11 Acknowledging Indigenous Wisdom 02:16 Introduction and Gratitude 02:42 Revisiting the Past Life Experience 04:21 Enduring Eternal Suffering 05:15 Facilitator's Intervention and Aftermath 08:24 Seeking Answers and Facing Temptation 10:46 The Turning Point: Alien Hatchlings 11:58 Embracing a New Purpose 17:04 Exploring the Nazi Soldier's Emotions 21:20 Connecting Past and Present Compassion 37:58 Integration and Healing Through Ayahuasca About the Guest IG Handle: melindamolenda Keywords: ayahuasca, plant medicine, past life regression, Holocaust remembrance, trauma integration, shadow work, unity consciousness, ethical veganism, animal rights activism, discernment, meditation, Joe Dispenza methods, indigenous acknowledgment, soul maturation, spiritual healing, ceremony facilitation, underworld journeys, moral transformation, compassion practice, storytelling for change

    54 min
  3. Ayahuasca & the "New Earth": Visions of Samadhi, Global Trauma Healing & Heart Consciousness w/ Emily Collins | EP2

    09/12/2025

    Ayahuasca & the "New Earth": Visions of Samadhi, Global Trauma Healing & Heart Consciousness w/ Emily Collins | EP2

    In this episode of Conversations with Aya, we sit with Emily Collins—facilitator, integration practitioner, and long-time student of the medicine—who shares her first journey during the 2020 lockdowns, an initiation marked by hurricane winds over a Florida maloca, and the unmistakable sense of a “New Earth” being born. Emily describes the felt experience of non-ordinary states that many traditions point toward—what yogic lineages may call samadhi or enlightenment, what Christian mystics would recognize as a direct encounter with the Divine. She later learns to ground those visions through integration, self-agency, and daily practice, rather than outsourcing her power to the phrase, “Aya told me.” Guest: Emily Collins (Buenos Aires, Argentina) Host: Lelañea — Transcendental Coach & Oneness Guide If you’re feeling called: Start with intention, not impulse. Learn the history, understand set and setting, vet facilitation carefully, and commit to integration—journaling, therapy, somatic practices, community, and ethical reciprocity with Indigenous stewards. Across this conversation, we explore: * The difference between spiritual entertainment and committed, real-world integration, * Why intention-setting is both ceremony practice and life practice, * The nuanced role of facilitators and guardianship, including the humbling work of service, * The medicine’s relationship to trauma held before explicit memory and how visionary states can surface prenatal and early-life imprints, * The slippery terrain of “predictive” visions, meaning-making, and the evolution of interpretation over time, * A pivotal shift into embodied self-trust—and how that changes money, relationships, and creative purpose, * A tender past-life thread of European witch persecutions, forgiveness at Avignon, and what it teaches about lineage repair, * A sincere acknowledgment of Indigenous Amazonian peoples who steward ayahuasca (Yagé) and an invitation to reciprocity, humility, and respect. Core message: the medicine is not a pill that fixes life; it is a portal to responsibility, community, and the long work of becoming. The point is not the fireworks of vision, but a heart that can hold reality with clarity, compassion, and courage. 00:00 Introduction to a Visionary Experience 01:36 Discovering Ayahuasca 03:43 The First Ayahuasca Journey 04:33 Deepening the Connection with Ayahuasca 07:50 Visions of a New Earth 10:19 Honoring Indigenous Wisdom 12:03 The Role of Intentions 15:24 The Presence of Ayahuasca 18:05 Interpreting Ayahuasca's Messages 23:56 Balancing Ayahuasca with Personal Growth 27:36 A Profound Sense of Self-Trust 28:39 The Journey of Inner Work 29:26 Observing Self and Behavior 31:16 Heart Consciousness and Cosmic Visions 33:11 Interpreting Spiritual Experiences 35:32 Personal Motherhood Journey 38:35 Respecting Indigenous Wisdom 41:39 Past Life Revelations 48:14 Misconceptions About Plant Medicine 50:49 Final Reflections and Gratitude 🔗 Learn More About Emily Collins IG - @momentsallmine (personal) @spacebornfilm (film) YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/@emilyLcollins SubStack - https://substack.com/@emilylcollins LinkedIn - https://www.linkedin.com/in/emily-l-collins/ 🔗 Learn More About Lelanea Fulton & Transcendental Coaching: Website: https://www.lelaneafulton.com Book a Discovery Call: https://openinapp.link/Discovery Join My Skool Community: https://openinapp.link/Skool Instagram & TikTok Handle: @lelanea #Ayahuasca #PlantMedicine #NewEarth #TraumaHealing #Integration #HeartConsciousness #Samadhi #Shamanism #IndigenousWisdom #Consciousness #PsychedelicIntegration #SpiritualAwakening #Embodiment #Somatics #Mysticism

    48 min
  4. Intro_When Stories of "Ayahuasca" Move like the Medicine of Madre #hayakwaska  | EP1

    09/12/2025

    Intro_When Stories of "Ayahuasca" Move like the Medicine of Madre #hayakwaska | EP1

    Introduction and prayer. This podcast shares intimate, first-hand accounts of healing, transformation, and guidance received through sacred hayakwaska ceremonies. Each story reveals not only the personal breakthroughs of the storyteller but also the universal wisdom Madre offers to all of us. Through visions, downloads, and profound teachings, listeners are invited to access deeper layers of connection with the earth, with spirit, and with their own inner truth. Hayakwaska speaks in many languages: through archetypes, animal guides, sacred geometry, and the stirring of the heart. While the experiences are unique, the medicine’s essence is collective—reminding us of love, unity, and the power of remembering who we are. We also honor the Indigenous peoples of Peru and the Amazon, the original guardians of this medicine, who have carried its wisdom through generations of ceremony and song. It is from their connection, discipline, and devotion that we are able to receive these teachings today. As hayakwaska moves into the modern world, their voices and traditions risk being misappropriated or erased. This podcast seeks to hold reverence for their lineages, to acknowledge their sovereignty, and to uplift their continued presence in this sacred work. This is not entertainment. It is medicine in spoken form. Each episode is a living prayer for healing and awakening, offering tools for integration and reflections that extend beyond ceremony into daily life. If you are called to walk the path of consciousness, to listen for the whispers of Madre, and to explore the universal wisdom of plant medicine, this podcast is for you. The stories are personal, but the truth belongs to all. The thumbnail for this podcast depicts an AI-generated image inspired by visionary states. It is not the face of any individual, but an archetypal honoring of the many Indigenous peoples who have carried this wisdom to us. May it serve as a reminder of gratitude, not appropriation. As we share these stories, let us do so with reverence, reciprocity, and respect, always remembering the source: the peoples, the forests, and the songs of the Amazon. 📢 Support the Podcast! Be part of our growing community of seekers and changemakers! 🌟 Leave a thoughtful comment below about how this episode impacted your journey, and you could win a free coaching session or a special gift. Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell 🔔 to stay updated on future episodes. 🔗 Learn More About Transcendental Mindset Coaching: Website: https://www.lelaneafulton.com Book a Discovery Call: https://openinapp.link/Discovery Join My Skool Community: https://openinapp.link/Skool Instagram & TikTok Handle: @lelanea Thank You for Supporting the Journey! 🙏 Your likes, shares, and comments help us grow a community of seekers who inspire each other to evolve and transform. Together, we’re building a brighter, more connected future. 🌟 Let’s rise together! hayakwaska, Shipibo, Quechua, Asháninka, ayahuasca podcast, plant medicine podcast, ayahuasca stories, ayahuasca experiences, healing with ayahuasca, wisdom of ayahuasca, ayahuasca ceremony, plant medicine healing, ayahuasca integration, ayahuasca spirituality, intimate ayahuasca experiences, personal stories from ayahuasca ceremonies, ayahuasca downloads, and breakthroughs, spiritual guidance from ayahuasca, ayahuasca healing journey podcast, ayahuasca universal wisdom, ayahuasca for collective healing, indigenous wisdom and ayahuasca traditions, honoring Amazonian ayahuasca traditions, ayahuasca consciousness podcast, Madre Ayahuasca, visionary medicine, shamanic traditions of the Amazon, indigenous plant medicine, sacred plant teachers, spiritual awakening stories, mystical experiences podcast, collective consciousness healing, sacred ceremony stories, wisdom keepers of the Amazon

    2 min

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This podcast shares intimate, first-hand accounts of healing, transformation, and guidance received through sacred hayakwaska ceremonies. Each story reveals not only the personal breakthroughs of the storyteller but also the universal wisdom Madre offers to all of us. Through visions, downloads, and profound teachings, listeners are invited to access deeper layers of connection with the earth, with spirit, and with their own inner truth. Hayakwaska speaks in many languages: through archetypes, animal guides, sacred geometry, and the stirring of the heart. While the experiences are unique, the medicine’s essence is collective—reminding us of love, unity, and the power of remembering who we are. We also honor the Indigenous peoples of Peru and the Amazon, the original guardians of this medicine, who have carried its wisdom through generations of ceremony and song. It is from their connection, discipline, and devotion that we are able to receive these teachings today. As hayakwaska moves into the modern world, their voices and traditions risk being misappropriated or erased. This podcast seeks to hold reverence for their lineages, to acknowledge their sovereignty, and to uplift their continued presence in this sacred work. This is not entertainment. It is medicine in spoken form. Each episode is a living prayer for healing and awakening, offering tools for integration and reflections that extend beyond ceremony into daily life. If you are called to walk the path of consciousness, to listen for the whispers of Madre, and to explore the universal wisdom of plant medicine, this podcast is for you. The stories are personal, but the truth belongs to all. The thumbnail for this podcast depicts an AI-generated image inspired by visionary states. It is not the face of any individual, but an archetypal honoring of the many Indigenous peoples who have carried this wisdom to us. May it serve as a reminder of gratitude, not appropriation. As we share these stories, let us do so with reverence, reciprocity, and respect, always remembering the source: the peoples, the forests, and the songs of the Amazon. hayakwaska, Shipibo, Quechua, Asháninka, ayahuasca podcast, plant medicine podcast, ayahuasca stories, ayahuasca experiences, healing with ayahuasca, wisdom of ayahuasca, ayahuasca ceremony, plant medicine healing, ayahuasca integration, ayahuasca spirituality, intimate ayahuasca experiences, personal stories from ayahuasca ceremonies, ayahuasca downloads and breakthroughs, spiritual guidance from ayahuasca, ayahuasca healing journey podcast, ayahuasca universal wisdom, ayahuasca for collective healing, indigenous wisdom and ayahuasca traditions, honoring Amazonian ayahuasca traditions, ayahuasca consciousness podcast, Madre Ayahuasca, visionary medicine, shamanic traditions of the Amazon, indigenous plant medicine, sacred plant teachers, spiritual awakening stories, mystical experiences podcast, collective consciousness healing, sacred ceremony stories, wisdom keepers of the Amazon