Esoteric Alkhemy

Ben Figueiredo

Welcome to the Esoteric Alkhemy Podcast. A space where we explore the deeper layers of the human experience. I'm your host Ben Figueiredo; an Alchemist, Healer, and Guide. Join me and my guests to the fringes of science and magic and the depths of the inner world. We'll explore topics related to spirituality, philosophy, sacred geometry, the occult and more with the aim of gaining deeper innerstanding of the reality of the self.

  1. Jun 11

    12. Coming Home to Yourself Through Play, Human Design & a Little Chaos Magic with Erika Lippert

    In this episode of the Esoteric Alchemy Podcast, I sit down with Erika Lippert, aka The Colorful Coach, to explore Human Design, intuition, healing, play, relationships, authenticity, and the transformative power of self-discovery. Erika shares her journey from fitness coach and Montessori educator to coach, Human Design analyst, and advocate for living playfully and authentically. We discuss navigating divorce, learning to trust intuition, Erika's experience with antidepressants, why adults need play, and how various spiritual and personal development systems can help us better understand ourselves ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 – Introduction 01:35 – Erika's Background: Fitness, Education & Moving Abroad 05:00 – Life in China, Personal Transformation & Hitting Rock Bottom 08:30 – Finding a Mentor & Discovering Human Design 10:30 – Following the Sacral Response & Reclaiming Intuition 13:30 – Leaving Teaching & Building The Colorful Coach 17:45 – Listening to Your Authority vs. Following Conditioning 22:55 – Antidepressants, Emotional Numbing & Feeling Connected to Source 27:00 – Why We're Here: The Human Experience as a Journey of Feeling 33:15 – The Power of Play, Presence & Authenticity 36:00 – Coaching Through Play, Laughter & Inner Child Work 39:00 – Relationships, Divorce & Learning Self-Worth 59:00 – How Human Design Helped Erika Trust Herself 1:09:00 – Chaos Magic, Spiritual Systems & Creating Your Own Path 1:18:00 – Frequency Archetypes, Authenticity & Living in Alignment 1:27:00 – Final Reflections & Closing ThoughtsConnect with Erika Website: https://colorfulcoach.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/the.colorful.coach/ ☯ If something in this conversation resonated with you… don’t just let it pass through. ☯ Subscribe to keep walking this path with us. Leave a review to help this message reach the people who need it. And share this with one person who’s ready to see themselves, and their life, a little more clearly. This work spreads through connection.Through reflection.Through you. Love and Gratitude, my friend. Namaste ♋︎ LINKS Work With Me⁠ - https://beacons.ai/esoteric.alkhemy Instagram⁠ - https://www.instagram.com/esoteric.alkhemy/ ⁠TikTok⁠ - https://www.tiktok.com/@esoteric.alkhemy YouTube⁠ - https://www.youtube.com/@EsotericAlkhemySUPPORT THIS WORK - Make a donation Venmo: http://venmo.com/u/BenFig369 PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/benfig☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠https://neutrinoplatform.com/special-offer/esoteric-alchemy 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative⁠https://mudwtr.com/ESOTERICALKHEMY 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV⁠https://www.gaia.com/lp/gaia-experienceutm_source=ambassador&oid=7&affid=1935 Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

    12. Coming Home to Yourself Through Play, Human Design & a Little Chaos Magic with Erika Lippert
  2. May 28

    11. Human Design, Surrendering Control, & The Role of the Not-Self with Griffin Coombs

    In this episode of the Esoteric Alkhemy Podcast, I sit down once again with Griffin for a spontaneous and authentic conversation exploring the mechanics of Human Design, conditioning, nervous system regulation, and the ongoing experiment of becoming yourself. Together, we unpack the challenges of living by splenic authority, the pressure of the not-self mind, emotional conditioning through the transits, and the illusion of control; especially during uncertain periods of life. Griffin shares his recent journey through Thailand and Vietnam while working with the sensory design intensives at the Archive, blending nervous system work, biomechanics, and Human Design into a deeply embodied practice. The conversation explores how conditioning shows up physically in the body, the relationship between pressure and authenticity, and why slowing down may be one of the deepest lessons for projectors. We also dive into: * Transits and the gate of control * Undefined centers and emotional conditioning * Human Design, Gene Keys, and Shadow Work * The relationship between the energy body and physical body * Deconditioning through awareness and embodiment *Fear, self-consciousness, and authentic expression * Sensory Design, pressure work, and nervous system regulation This episode is less of an interview and more of an open-ended exploration between two friends deeply immersed in the Human Design experiment. ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 – Introduction & Griffin Returns 01:30 – Life in Thailand, Vietnam & Sensory Design 06:20 – Splenic Authority & Losing Control 11:30 – Human Design Transits Explained 17:00 – Emotional Conditioning & Awareness 18:00 – Saturn in Gate 21: The Illusion of Control 25:00 – Money, Resources & Projector Challenges 34:30 – Business, Burnout & The Not-Self Mind 49:00 – Sensory Design & Nervous System Regulation 1:03:00 – Gene Keys Shadow Work & Authentic Expression 1:15:00 – Final Reflections & Closing Thoughts Connect with Griffin: Website: https://griffincoombs.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/griffin_coombs ☯ If something in this conversation resonated with you… don’t just let it pass through. ☯ Subscribe to keep walking this path with us. Leave a review to help this message reach the people who need it. And share this with one person who’s ready to see themselves, and their life, a little more clearly. This work spreads through connection. Through reflection. Through you. Love and Gratitude, my friend. Namaste ♋︎ LINKS Work With Me⁠ ⁠Instagram⁠ TikTok⁠ YouTube⁠ SUPPORT THIS WORK - Make a donation Venmo PayPal ☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠ 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative⁠ 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV ⁠Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

    11. Human Design, Surrendering Control, & The Role of the Not-Self with Griffin Coombs
  3. Apr 23

    10. Unraveling Beliefs, Body Wisdom, and the Power of Alignment Through Human Design and Ancient Wisdom with Emma Joy - Seidrkin

    What if your body isn’t broken… but responding perfectly to what you believe? In this episode of the Esoteric Alkhemy Podcast, Ben sits down with Emma Joy - subconscious guide, Human Design projector, and “surgeon of the psyche” - to explore the hidden forces shaping your health, identity, and reality. From growing up in a deeply religious environment in Zimbabwe to deconstructing belief systems and uncovering the mind-body connection, Emma shares how unconscious programming can drive everything from chronic illness to self-sabotage—and how to begin unraveling it. This conversation goes far beyond surface-level healing. We dive into the intersection of belief, nervous system regulation, Human Design, and energetic alignment—and what it really means to live as your authentic self. You’ll learn: Why your body may be reacting to your identity, not your environmentHow belief systems (especially religious conditioning) shape your realityThe deeper cause of illness through the mind-body connectionWhy mindset work alone doesn’t create lasting changeWhat Human Design reveals about your health and alignmentThe truth about projector success, recognition, and energyHow to reconnect with your body and reclaim your natural stateThis is a conversation that challenges what you think you know and invites you back into alignment with who you really are. ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 – Intro 03:44 – From Africa to Burnout (Emma’s Story) 11:53 – Are We Being Lied To About Reality? 18:16 – The Problem with Religion & Belief Systems 29:15 – Control, Conditioning & the Modern World 40:54 – What Ancient Civilizations Got Right 48:32 – The Real Cause of Illness (Mind → Body Connection) 58:16 – Why You’re Stuck in Your Head (And How It Affects You) 1:06:48 – Human Design & Living in Alignment 1:14:48 – The Cost of Ignoring Your Truth 1:20:39 – What Success Really Means for Projectors 1:30:33 – Feeling Alive: Energy, Arousal & Being Yourself 1:39:34 – Deconditioning & Becoming Who You Are 1:45:00 – Emma’s Work & Final Reflections 1:49:25 – Outro Connect with Emma: Website - https://seidrkin.co/ Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/seidrkin.humandesign/ ☯ If something in this conversation resonated with you… don’t just let it pass through. ☯ Subscribe to keep walking this path with us.Leave a review to help this message reach the people who need it. And share this with one person who’s ready to see themselves, and their life, a little more clearly. This work spreads through connection. Through reflection. Through you. Love and Gratitude, my friend. Namaste ♋︎ LINKS Work With Me⁠ ⁠Instagram⁠ ⁠YouTube⁠ SUPPORT THIS WORK - Make a donation Venmo PayPal ☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠ 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative⁠ 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV⁠ Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

    10. Unraveling Beliefs, Body Wisdom, and the Power of Alignment Through Human Design and Ancient Wisdom with Emma Joy - Seidrkin
  4. Apr 9

    09. A Projector’s Journey to Self-Acceptance and Empowerment with Human Design

    In this episode, Collyn Rayne shares her raw, powerful path from burnout to self-acceptance through the lens of human design. Her story is a testament to resilience, surrender, and the transformative magic of tuning into our true selves. In this episode: - How Collyn discovered human design during a peak burnout moment in her life - The importance of deconditioning and inner child work in embracing your authentic self - The role of patience and surrender in the projector journey, and how boundaries serve as protection - The deep connection between love, acceptance, and living in harmony with your design - Practical advice for navigating resistance and trusting your inner authority - The significance of nature, solitude, and realigning with your purpose - How love is the ultimate answer and the most profound message of human existence If you enjoy this episode please leave a review and share with 1 friend who would enjoy it as well. ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 - Intro 03:45 - From burnout to breakthrough: Collyn’s awakening 07:39 - The long, transformative journey into becoming a human design analyst 14:33 - Reconciling scientific background and spiritual curiosity 19:40 - The importance of savoring the present moment 27:40 - Inner child work as a cornerstone of deconditioning 36:29 - Sitting with discomfort as a path to empowerment 46:09 - Life as an adventure, challenges as invitations 50:07 - The beauty of losing oneself to connect deeply with others 1:00:42 - Embracing fluidity, identity, and authentic relationships 1:11:07 - Nature, stillness, and the medicine of being alone 1:22:10 - Balancing awareness of self and others in intimate relationships 1:34:58 - The art of waiting, the gift of pause, and trusting life’s flow 1:44:58 - Wrap Up Connect with Collyn: - Official Website - https://collynrayne.com/ - Instagram https://www.instagram.com/collynrayne - Join the Empowered by My Design platform https://www.empoweredbymydesign.com/ ♋︎ LINKS⁠ Work With Me⁠ Instagram⁠ TikTok⁠ YouTube⁠ ☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠ 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV⁠ Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

    09. A Projector’s Journey to Self-Acceptance and Empowerment with Human Design
  5. Mar 19

    08. Transmuting Karma from Past Life Wounds

    Have you ever felt scared to just be yourself? What if I told you that hidden wounds from past lives are holding you back and that your true purpose is unlocked by simply embracing who you really are? Let’s break free from fear and step into the full expression of YOU. In this episode I breakdown a breakthrough I had in my own life regarding a shadow pattern that has been holding me back for a long time. It was an impromptu recording that started out as just a short video from Instagram but I quickly realized it would be too long. I hope you enjoy it and I hope it makes enough sense for now. I do plan on talking about it more once I have integrated it a bit deeper. Infinite love and gratitude! If you enjoy this episode please leave a review and share with 1 friend who would enjoy it as well. ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 - Intro 05:49 - Revealing the past life story of being a “wizard” tortured and killed for who I was 10:12 - Breaking free from the shadow of fundamentalist programming and fear of being wrong 11:14 - How past life trauma manifests as energy trapped in the body & energy body 15:30 - Discovering that your mother wound may reflect a past life karmic contract 17:18 - The role of admitting sins and transmuting emotional energy to access higher purpose 19:23 - The process of releasing trapped emotional energies with emotion code techniques 21:36 - Why expressing your true self is the key to fulfilling your purpose 23:01 - The concept that all past lives happen simultaneously 25:43 - The importance of self-love and how it shifts your entire reality 28:11 - The gift hidden in your shadows and how embracing vulnerability unlocks your power 31:19 - How inner reflection and dropping the fear allows you to find your tribe 33:40 - The realization that we don’t need to re-experience trauma — awareness is enough 36:00 - Moving beyond karma — from shadow work to living in purpose & joy 38:40 - Tools like human design, gene keys, emotion code as maps for self-discovery 41:42 - Creating a reality rooted in love instead of fear — the path of least resistance 45:52 - An invitation to sit with your truth and continue your journey of self-embodiment ♋︎ LINKS⁠ Work With Me⁠ Instagram⁠ TikTok⁠ YouTube⁠ ☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠ 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative⁠ 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

  6. Mar 12

    07. The Path of Self-Realization: Breaking Free from Religious Programming with Russell Olschner

    I am SUPER excited for this episode. Fun fact, it was actually recorded in February of 2023. Over 3 years ago! I am so stoked to finally put it out there. My guest for this episode is my close friend, Russell Olschner. Russell is a Master Carpenter and amazing husband and dad to 3 kids and he is a 1/3 Manifesting Generator. We explore our journeys out of Christianity, deconstructing religious beliefs, and understanding cultural conditioning. Russell shares personal stories, doubts, and epiphanies that led him to question and ultimately redefine his spiritual perspectives. We get into the evolution of spiritual beliefs, the power of emotions, and the journey towards self-sovereignty. We discuss how traditional Christianity has shaped perceptions of divinity, the importance of embracing all aspects of ourselves, and practical ways to navigate life with intuition and inner strength. If you enjoy this episode please leave a review and share with 1 friend who would enjoy it as well. Key Takeaways Christianity leaves a mark on our perception of divinity but can be reinterpreted.Embracing all emotions as energy and messages from within.The idea that we are divine beings with the power to free ourselves.Moving from a mind-centered to a heart-centered decision-making process.The importance of trusting oneself and exploring inner voices. ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction and Background 03:01 Deconstructing Religious Programming 05:45 Distortion of Jesus' Message 09:42 Core Beliefs of Worthlessness and Salvation 11:16 First Doubts and Critical Questions 14:18 Influence of Political and Cultural Events 15:49 Logical Challenges to Religious Authority 17:34 Practical steps for emotional integration 22:06 Moving from control to command of emotions 23:09 Experiences in Iraq and Cultural Relativism 24:56 The balance of heart and mind 26:42 The cyclical nature of life and growth 31:47 Reclaiming inner power and sovereignty 36:00 The importance of self-trust and exploration 41:01 Navigating darkness and shadow within 45:40 The future of spiritual evolution ♋︎ LINKS Work With Me⁠ Instagram⁠ TikTok⁠ YouTube⁠ ☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠ 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative⁠ 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV⁠ Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

    07. The Path of Self-Realization: Breaking Free from Religious Programming with Russell Olschner
  7. Feb 12

    06. The Hidden Power of Interoception: Why Self-Awareness Is Your Ultimate Superpower with Griffin Coombs

    In this episode of the Esoteric Alkhemy podcast, host Ben Figueiredo speaks with Griffin Coombs, a mentor and performance specialist. They explore Griffin's diverse background in physiology, corrective exercise, and the performing arts, as well as his focus on nervous system regulation and interoceptive awareness. The conversation delves into the challenges of being a Projector in Human Design, the importance of inner authority, and how to integrate human design with physical practices. Griffin shares insights on pain acceptance, personal growth, and his passion for acting, culminating in a rich discussion about the meaning of life and the journey of self-discovery. If you enjoy this episode please leave a review and share with 1 friend who would enjoy it as well. ☯ CONNECT WITH GRIFFIN:⁠ https://www.griffincoombs.com https://www.instagram.com/griffin.coombs ䷳ CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction 01:16 Understanding Mind-Body Connection 12:16 Exploring Griffin's Diverse Talents 23:53 Experiencing Life as a Projector 31:45 Exploring Deeper Desires and Energy Dynamics 40:59 Understanding Burnout: Physiological vs. Workplace 46:08 Daily Practices to Prevent Burnout 49:10 Contemplating the G Center and Identity 57:23 Navigating Abstract Thoughts and Realizations 01:05:16 Understanding the Mind-Body Connection even more 01:09:48 Tuning into Inner Authority 01:15:27 Navigating Body Awareness and Decision Making 01:20:15 Integrating Human Design with Physiology 01:25:18 Closing⁠ Get your free Human Design Chart⁠ ♋︎ LINKS⁠ Work With Me⁠ ⁠Instagram⁠ TikTok⁠ YouTube⁠ ☲ Affiliates ☲ 25% OFF - ⁠Neutrino Design: Human Design charting app⁠ 20% OFF - ⁠MUD/WTR: Super-Functional coffee alternative⁠ 7 Day Free Trial - ⁠GaiaTV⁠ Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed on Esoteric Alkhemy are for informational and educational purposes only and are based on personal experience and perspective. This podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical, psychological, legal, or financial advice. Always consult a qualified professional regarding your individual situation. By listening, you acknowledge responsibility for your own interpretations, decisions, and actions.

    06. The Hidden Power of Interoception: Why Self-Awareness Is Your Ultimate Superpower with Griffin Coombs

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Welcome to the Esoteric Alkhemy Podcast. A space where we explore the deeper layers of the human experience. I'm your host Ben Figueiredo; an Alchemist, Healer, and Guide. Join me and my guests to the fringes of science and magic and the depths of the inner world. We'll explore topics related to spirituality, philosophy, sacred geometry, the occult and more with the aim of gaining deeper innerstanding of the reality of the self.