Candice Carty-Williams is a trailblazer. That trail, in many respects, started at Lewisham Library in South London. This big, cornerstone library provided Candice a ‘safe place’ during her childhood. Passing by the library at night, she’d gaze with wonder at the lights illuminating the library's sign. Later, during her teenage years, the place provided her a sanctuary. It became a home-from-home, a seminal venue. Candice describes in moving and compelling terms for Ex Libris how it feels to return to the library now, after some busy intervening years. Candice makes that return as a bestselling author. Her hit novel Queenie compellingly charts a year in the life of a 25-year-old woman, Queenie Jenkins, as she navigates life, love, race and family. Booker Prize winner Bernadine Evaristo calls the book ‘a deliciously funny, characterful, topical and thrilling novel for our times.’ Like her eponymous heroine, Candice Carty-Williams is someone full of honesty, humour and heart. Her breakout creation has captured the imaginations of countless readers: Queenie was the highest-earning debut hardback novel in the UK last year and was shortlisted, among other prizes, for the Costa First Novel Award. It is now out in paperback (in a range of colours). Joining Ben and Candice for this episode are Lewisham’s Library Manager, Chris Moore, and Rachel New, Outreach Officer for Lewisham Libraries. ... A full transcript of this episode of Ex Libris, featuring Candice Carty-Williams, runs below: Candice Carty-Williams’s novel, Queenie, compellingly charts a year in the life of a 25 year old black woman, Queenie Jenkins, as she navigates life, love, family, friendship, money, bad dates, sex, mental health, social media, work pressures, race, politics, and, well, London. Queenie is a wonderful creation - funny, clever, unforgettable, and for me, most notably, brim full of heart. She has captured the imaginations of countless readers. The book was the highest earning debut hardback novel in the UK last year. It was shortlisted for the Costa First Novel Award and is now out in paperback. Candice, like her eponymous heroine, is a trailblazer, no question. That trail, in many respects, started here at Lewisham library in South London. Let's go inside and hear more about that with Candice, but also Lewisham Library Operations Officer, Chris Moore, and Rachel New, Outreach Officer for Lewisham libraries. Interview Ben Holden: Candice, thank you so much for joining us in Lewisham library, and Rachel and Chris, thank you both too. Candice, when we asked you where you wanted to meet, of all the libraries and of all the bookshops in the world, you immediately chose Lewisham library. Can you tell us why? Candice Carty-Williams: I grew up in Streatham initially and then we moved to Ladywell, which is just down the road, when I was around eight, and I got into reading in a big way just because my childhood was quite a lonely one, and so books were sort of my saviour and my solace, and all these worlds to escape into. And when I was at school, that was the same thing, so I spent a lot of time in the school library. When I was in secondary school, something happened that, actually, I really wasn't involved in genuinely, but a group of us were excluded, and my stepdad at the time said, “You can leave the house when school begins and come home when school ends, because you can't be here”. And so I came to Lewisham library every day, which was an amazing thing for me. And so I have a lot of feels, because it was a really safe place when I didn't feel safe. Ben Holden: And so you’d come here every day for that period, and you continue to come here after that? Candice Carty-Williams: Exactly, but I’d come here before. I mean, who says to a child, “Go and just find somewhere to be for the whole day”? And luckily, I wasn't involved in any bad situations, because the library was here. Ben Holden: So you would be here all day and you'd be reading? Candice Carty-Williams: I'd be reading all day. I was reading, at the time, one book a day, and sometimes I would read two when I was here, just because I read so quickly, I always have, and so it was amazing just to feel safe in this space, because it does, it still feels like a safe place. And I remember when I was a child, I'd always go past it in the car in the night time, even when I wasn't going to be there in the day, and see the Lewisham Library sign in lights, and think it was the most incredible, glamorous thing that Lewisham had to offer. And so, of all the places that I thought I could go, because, you know, like a child's mind is kind of like, “What do I do? Where do I go?”, but immediately, I was like, “That place is going to look after me”. Ben Holden: You know, I like to say that they are society’s safe spaces. I love the lights, as well. Carnegie always insisted that there be a light outside each of his libraries, the Carnegie libraries, - “Let there be light and enlightenment as well”. And I love the lights in that sign. It kind of like it reminds me of the stage mirrors, there's a kind of glamour to it, as well. So I can imagine it felt like a bit of a beacon. And you would read omnivorously? Can you remember any of the books? Were there any that sort of struck a chord in that period, or even earlier, or after this library, that were really influential for you? Candice Carty-Williams: It was every Malorie Blackman book that I could find here, any Jacqueline Wilson book, Judy Blume also, and my nan was a real reader of Catherine Cookson books, and I didn't like those, but she also read Virginia Andrews books, and so I would read those. So I started with ‘Flowers in the Attic’, and then I would find anything that I could to do with Virgina Andrews here. So my reading sort of jumped up in such a big way when I was younger. But I think that's the case, isn't it? You just always end up reading or watching stuff that's too old for you. Ben Holden: It's kind of a great advertisement for exclusions. But kudos, you used the time well. And Chris, maybe you could explain a little bit about the library? It's a pretty big place. It's a well stocked, really welcoming place, and the building is '60s? Chris Moore: Yes 1960s, it actually just celebrated its 50th anniversary. In fact, I think around about the time Candice was describing, it used to have a light sculpture as well. So lights used to swirl around the building, and it was actually operated by a sort of wind mechanism, it was moving, so you would see the Lewisham Library in lights, as you've already said, and there were these lights that would actually go in bars down the building. So I think it really is a beautifully sited building. And I think, as Candice has described, it’s a sort of beacon. It welcomes people in and has been doing that for many years, and we're here for education, for culture, crucially, I think, for peace and quiet, as well, when people need that sort of space to be able to sit and study, work, but also for, you know, getting the kids in and having all their activities as well. So it is a big building, that's why we have so many floors to sort of try and segregate those functions out a little bit. I think what you described as your sort of journey is music to my ears, because that's what a library is here for. It's basically to help people develop, discover, grow, move on. And, you know, you've obviously gained a lot from that experience, so absolutely, what we're here for is what you've described. Candice Carty-Williams: I think there's something about where it's placed on the High Street, as well, that makes it, it's like before you get to the hustle and bustle of like, big Lewisham and the shopping centre, and also when you leave, you're just like, “Okay, there it is”. Ben Holden: It’s on the corner...from a crossroads, you can see it from, you're sort of coming at it from all different angles. Candice Carty-Williams: Yeah, by the roundabout. Ben Holden: How is it coming back, Candice? Candice Carty-Williams: It’s weird. So when I was on the way here, I was going through Ladywell, and I was like, “Okay, so nothing has changed in all the years…” I've lived in many places since I lived in Lewisham. I would say that I'm a blue borough girl. I met someone once at a party and I was like, “Can you guess where I grew up”? And he was like, “You grew up in Lewisham, innit?” [laughs] and I said, “Yes, I did”. But yeah, it feels really nice to be back. But I think I'm probably one of the most nostalgic people I've ever met, so I will probably cry on the way home. So, you know, it's amazing to be back and also to be back as someone who's like, I guess as an author, but it feels like quite a nice thing. Ben Holden: So you worked in journalism, and then publishing. Can you talk a little bit about Queenie? You've had this incredible success, and congratulations, and it is a fantastic read, and she's an amazing character. But can you talk a little bit about what compelled you to write Queenie, and where Queenie sprang from? Candice Carty-Williams: Of course, I guess, you know, I read so much when I was growing up, and when I was in my teens, there was a lot of young adult fiction that I saw myself in, so Malorie Blackman was amazing for that, many other authors too, but when I got to my early twenties, I was like, “Ooh, I'm not really seeing myself as much” - and that is a real problem, because you start to feel invisible. If you're not seen by society, then you're just kind of finding yourself in the pockets that you do see yourself. And so when I was seeing black women in TV and film, the depictions were all these sexy or sassy or