F**K... Where do we start?

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F**K... Where do we start is the raw, unfiltered podcast where nothing is off-limits. From life's biggest struggles to the messiest tea, we dive deep into trauma, mental health, and everything in between. No sugarcoating, no holding back just real, honest conversations about the things we all think but rarely say. Buckle up, Because this ride is about to get real.

  1. 4d ago

    Right Person, Right Place

    Some people's stories are about what happened to them. Sierra's story is about becoming themselves. In this episode, we talk about confidence, self-advocacy, learning to say no, and what happens when you stop living for everyone else's expectations and start listening to yourself. We dive into navigating modeling and content creation, the pressure of finding your place, and how easy it is to lose your voice when you're constantly trying to make everyone else happy. One of the most powerful parts of this conversation was talking about the impact the right people can have on your life. Not people who change you—but people who support you, challenge you, and help you become more of who you already are. This episode is about growth, boundaries, self-worth, healthy relationships, and realizing that even the hardest chapters can lead you exactly where you're supposed to be. As Sierra said, if life was a movie, the title would be Right Person, Right Place. And honestly? After hearing this story, that title makes perfect sense. 🎙️ Full episode of FUCK…Where Do We Start? now streaming. Follow Sierra:📸 IG: @sierradoes.art

    47 min

  2. May 31

    Wild Hearts Cant Be Broken

    This episode is one of the most grounded and important conversations I’ve had so far. I sat down with Gina and we talked about veterans, health struggles, mental health, parenting, burnout, survival mode, and what it looks like to finally start putting yourself first after spending so much of your life taking care of everyone else. This conversation is honest, emotional, and incredibly relatable for anyone who’s ever felt exhausted from constantly carrying the weight of life while still trying to show up for others. We also talk about healing, identity, self-worth, and the reality that surviving something and actually living again are two very different things. This episode is powerful in a quiet, real way — and I think a lot of people need this conversation right now. Full episode of FUCK…Where Do We Start? 🎙️ now streaming! If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, please reach out to your friends, family, doctors or 988. You matter.

    55 min

  3. May 24

    Success Is What You Make It. OR Can't Stop, Wont Stop

    This episode is for the people trying to build something bigger than themselves. I sat down with Grapefruit & Thyme and talked about the real side of building a business — the fear, the risk, the self-doubt, the growth, and what it actually takes to keep going when things feel uncertain. So many people see the final product without realizing the amount of hard work and personal growth behind it. This conversation is honest, motivating, emotional, and incredibly real. Full episode of FUCK…Where Do We Start? 🎙️ now streaming!  Don't forget to check out their cute coffee shack as well! 📍1603 Stratford Ave, Salt Lake City, UT Open THUR/FRI 7AM-2PM & SAT-SUN 9AM-2PM 📍145 S Pleasant Grove Blvd Ste B, Pleasant Grove, UT 84062 🌐 grapefruitandthyme.com

    59 min
  4. “Bestie Therapy” ft. My Old Bestie

    May 18

    “Bestie Therapy” ft. My Old Bestie

    This episode was recorded almost a year ago… and listening back to it now feels a little surreal. This conversation was with someone who was once one of my closest friends, and even though life looks different now, I still think there’s something really special about capturing moments in time exactly as they were. You can hear the history, the comfort, the chaos, the honesty — all of it. Sometimes old conversations hit differently when you’ve grown since them. Full episode of FUCK…Where Do We Start? 🎙️ now streaming ✨🖤

    15 min

  5. May 17

    Dr. Serena Sterling & SATYA

    This episode honestly blew me away. I sat down with Dr. Serena Sterling — doctor, author, and creator of Satya, a dating app rooted in actual human behavior and genuine connection. But this conversation became so much more than dating. We talked about mental health, healing, psychology, relationships, self-awareness, and the deeper reasons people connect the way they do. The more we talked, the more everything started connecting — not just in dating, but in life. This episode is thoughtful, real, and one of those conversations that stays with you afterward. Full episode of FUCK…Where Do We Start? 🎙️ now streaming on Spotify Want to check out Satya or join the waitlist? 👀https://www.satyadating.com/

    57 min

  6. May 11

    It's Eleanor

    This episode is really special to me. I sat down with my daughter for one of the sweetest, funniest, and most genuine conversations I’ve had so far on FUCK…Where Do We Start? 🎙️ Between the chaos, random tangents, little life lessons, and pure honesty that only kids can bring — this episode became such a reminder of what really matters. Sometimes the most meaningful conversations aren’t the deepest or most dramatic… they’re the ones that make you slow down and just be present. This one is full of love, laughter, and a little bit of chaos — obviously.

    53 min

  7. May 2

    Taki's Past Life

    This episode is a special one for me. I sat down with my longtime friend Taki — someone I’ve known since 3rd grade — and we had a real conversation about what it’s like to grow up feeling unseen. Taki has been diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder, but this isn’t a conversation about labels — it’s about being human. It’s about wanting to be understood, wanting to be treated like everyone else, and navigating a world that doesn’t always make space for that. We talk about identity, friendships, feeling overlooked, and what “normal” actually means. This one isn’t about speaking for him — it’s about listening. Taki Troung TikTok: @takister

    53 min
  8. For Them, For Me- with Christian & Brandon

    Apr 25

    For Them, For Me- with Christian & Brandon

    Men's mental health.. why don't we talk about this more... This episode dives into the reality of being a man trying to hold everything together. Sitting down with Christan and Brandon, we talk about men’s mental health, the pressure to provide, and what it actually feels like to be a parent while trying to build something bigger at the same time. There’s this unspoken expectation to stay strong, stay focused, and keep going—no matter what’s going on internally. But what happens when that weight starts catching up to you? Brandon opens up about navigating childhood trauma, depression, and the internal battle that comes with becoming the man you always knew you could be. From fatherhood to building an AI company from the ground up, he shares what it really looks like to put in the work—mentally, emotionally, and in real life—when no one else sees it. We get into the balance between showing up for your family, chasing success, and not losing yourself in the process. Because it’s not just about doing it for them…it’s about learning how to do it for you too. Christian didn't know he was going to be on this episode! you never know what could happen here. Guest Spotlight: Christian — Single father, full stack web developer focused on modern technologies and emerging trends. Trauma survivor. Christian has a big heart and a strong passion for helping others. From the lowest of lows, he's here. Still fighting. If you only knew the strength. Instagram: @cbmoninsta Website: www.christianbmartinez.com Brandon Harris — Father, husband, and AI founder building in one of the fastest-moving industries today. Open about his journey through trauma, depression, and self-discovery, Brandon brings a raw and honest perspective on what it really takes to become someone you’re proud of.Instagram: @stridesystemsai Website: www.stridesystems.net Real conversation. No filters. Just the truth.

    57 min
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F**K... Where do we start is the raw, unfiltered podcast where nothing is off-limits. From life's biggest struggles to the messiest tea, we dive deep into trauma, mental health, and everything in between. No sugarcoating, no holding back just real, honest conversations about the things we all think but rarely say. Buckle up, Because this ride is about to get real.

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