BiPolar Coaster

Hanzi83

Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

  1. -1 j

    Buzzing in the Walls

    Mental health and systemic tactics meant to drive me crazy-how being kind to ppl makes them show their true hand to take advantage-when I feel bad for irrational rants the system ante up on the tactics-they amplify harassment to provoke me to make physical threats but when I tear down the psyche they get extra irrational that Im not self destructing-most of my life has been having to dumb down my ability to cater to other mediocre people-future sacrificial lambs-how vultures will pretend to care after I die-the long term effects of doing too much gossip-Dreams-cogs giving creeps carte blanche while putting me through 80 million purity tests-no one can match my realness-factions doing Howard Stern tactics-not gonna feel bad about cogs future sob stories-vultures doing behind the scene tactics to make it look like Im going on the offensive when Im constantly playing defense-always being followed-envisioned convos-having bigger fish to fry than dealing w new recruits-if I break balls ppl who dish it out can’t take it-who gets propped up in what era-turning genuine plight and turning it into culture wars-trying to break free from consuming the fundamentalist entertainment industry-bailing out of social shit when ppl get too comfy around me-using my vulnerability to my advantage-not much music releases-Lil Uzi rehab leak-white parties by billionaires-fed influence in hip hop discourse-incentive for extreme fandom-streamers doing a gen z f**k boy version of what Stuttering John used to do-Jay Z casino bid discourse-gimmicked ways to keep beef era going-BET awards antics toward SZA/Doechii-normalizing anti women sentiment-identity politics being used in the most on surface way-initiated cogs-fundamentalism in all industries-not being able to truly confide in anyone in the game-current tv shows-Louis CK comedy special Using politics and race for discourse with WNBA-Tucker’s third party-end times prophecy-fake libs help the right by denying any conspiratorial elements-Hague discourse-gimmicked discourse over Taylor Swift arranged showbiz marriage-blind fandom-turning politics into TMZ style-funded extremists-fandom shocked their fav celebs are supporting fascism-self immolation-fake left and libs gimmicked fighting-DSA storylines and some wrestling discourse that is getting boring-Recaps of AEW Collision, Smackdown and TNA

    4 h 33 min
  2. -6 j

    For the Integrity of this Podcast

    The first 2 1/2 hours is recaps of TNA Slammiversary, AEW Forbidden Door, NXT GAB, RAW, NXT episode-trolling tactics-mental health-creating chaos in my life-cogs are still unwell even w all the perks if they get mad at my lowly opinion-edge lord schtick does not stand out if Im not around because ppl are surrounded by the hive mind-ppl who partake in mind games will have the same done to them and no one will sympathize w them-distracting myself the second week of not going to comedy with wrestling-billionaires funding ppl to monitor me-unwell cogs happy Im not in a good place mentally-organizing setbacks in the middle of recording podcast-triggering vultures who monitor me with my vitriolic journal entries-needing to go shopping for clothes-forces making it difficult to move on-the rebooted versions will never be as real with me-new recruits can’t go one on one with me mentally-might look like a slob but have boss level mentality-watering down art forms-vultures forming super teams most wrestling discourse is forced and just there to monetize off of-systemic injuries-Big E on mental health—beef within hip hop media watered down since Drake Kendrick beef-gimmicked celeb discourse-Willy Wonka competition show-Bill Maher Kevin Spacey-fake left using genuine plight to do product placement for badly made right wing movies-ppl still denying any conspiratorial thinking-controlled opposition-gimmicked online debates-viral clips meant to make ppl reactionary-fake smears against “anti establishment” figures-Taylor Swift gimmicked wedding-AEW Dynamite recap-more mental health and created chaos-how I shake the hive mind on my own-Pooh Shiesty-Jelly Roll scandal-Lebron-wrestling discourse-leaked audio of Vince

  3. 24 juin

    How Did This Podcast Reach 700 Episodes (Keep Me Hanging On Edition)

    June20/21-listening to different covers-preparing mentally to put comedy behind me-makes it easier because no one will end up seeking me out because why give me any validation-eventually ppl get discarded from my memory-Dreams-Revisiting Artie Lange vs Teddy fight-industry heavy weights discarded me for the last 10 years-paying the price for trying to connect-not doing what I did in the past-being undermined for trying to be happier-not being as connected and liked as other cogs-years of being stuck with trolls harassment-was nothing to ppl but a prop and social experiment-trying to find other hobbies-wondering if I should feel bad for irrational rants-mental health techniques-dealing with non stop purity tests-online feds standard for comedy-no point in putting effort for art form when ppl want it to get worse-forced opposition-how its best to be solo-won’t miss ppl prying into my business-doing my own tests-feel better not being on IG—political propagandists using plight to lure the masses into fundamentalism-Iran war ended-Cuba quitting communism-Obama era-Tulsi Gabbard-sports washing-bored with Drake beef discourse as well as pro wrestling-media normalizing Conor McGregor-New Music releases-June22-Smackdown recap-struggling week one not doing open mic-Journal Entries-my kindness is seen as a weakness-always will be a loner-the system not letting me die-bored w repetitive discourse when I see the overview-Tommy Dreamer accusations and no one will get to root cause of this mafia frat industry-forced botches-conspiracies-fundamentalist regimes-gimmicked Knicks discourse-Tucker-June23rd-Mental illness talk-possible repercussions-telepathic convos-initiations in wrestling and Bully Ray rage baiting to distract from it-why things became so political but the free speech purists don’t have the free speech to tell you why-glad to be scaling back socially-no one can match my mental energy-Trump pool discourse-Ro Khanna-Recaps of TNA AEW Collision Raw-June 24th NXT being soulless-dreams and mental health

  4. 19 juin

    The Continued Cleanse From Comedy

    Since closing IG I won’t expect much of the comedy world to find my podcast because that would mean consuming something I produce and the vitriolic rant I go through is not me on the offensive it is me going on the defensive from tactics and mind games the last 3 years-This dominates pretty much 4 hours of the podcast to get stuff off my chest-cleansing myself from the community-my true value behind the scenes-tragic figures serving fundamentalist agendas-I can out edge lord anyone-cogs being characters in my story not the other way around-taking a pic w me ups your status to the higher ups who have investment in me while ppl are recruited-ppl will judge my being irrational while Im sure those group chats aren’t mean spirited at all while planning tactics-ppl want the Hanzi Stern version-cogs were only useful to keep tabs and report on me-still won’t go the incel route-weaponizing my mental scars-having no empathy for tokens and pick me’s-evil cogs won’t look forward to their fame and how everyone has a downfall-knowing that Ill be a tragic figure-studying tactics the past 3 years-showing respect to others who would not do the same-unwell cogs won’t sustain their fame-future pick me’s being discarded-ppl helping cogs that fight for the side that advocates for women enslavement-owning ppl mentally -left over new music-stalkers of women wrestlers-UFC-normalizing more assault stories-June18 portion where I tried to calm down-my original 2013 illuminati power couple choice-contamination of the comedy-wont be held up for an apology-if I were truly evil Id never give mental health advice and let competition fizzle out of my way-nuclear family-got bigger fish to fry than lower level cogs who are just in my way-injecting regressive premises-being put through tests while bigger creeps are harbored and protected-being the last of a dying breed and being the realest in the game-troll coming back-regressive ideas get elevated not talent-getting on higher up radar if you associate w me-most artists suck when going mainstream-channeling my inner Howard Stern-ppl staying in hive mind mentality-being the Eugene Levy locally while Im surrounded by the cast of American Pie straight to DVD version-if I sold my soul you wouldn’t hear about these mainstream hacks-never validating ppl who don’t deserve my time-15 years of frustration-Target Jay Z boycott is glorified product placement-celebs being broke trope-bored of wrestling and political discourse-Recaps of Raw NXT and AEW Dynamite

    5 h 47 min
  5. 11 juin

    Fighting off Panic Attacks

    Performing comedy while fighting off panic attack-Troll coming up w deranged fan fiction-going over accumulative stress and root cause-trying to die happy that I didn’t go regressive-bored with rebranded discourse-being in my head-being a social experiment-trying to reduce social media use-questioning why Im here-listening to old Stern segments-sabotage-karaoke version of edgy stuff-insecurities-not knowing who is listening to this podcast-paying it forward—avoiding self destruction mode-industry higher ups who hate me-curtailing irrational thoughts-15 year of tests cog behavior represents the majority—bored with wrestling discourse-religious undertones-WWE being villains-AJ Styles-TNA Maclin-industry grooming being normalized-Trump interviews comparisons to Vince-Israel atrocities and grifters-forced viral stuff-gimmicked elections and anti establishment candidates-911 conspiracies-manufactured consent-political elements to promote Knicks game-Deluxe albums-Graham Platner- ppl discarding mental health-horoscopes-is effort worth it to fend off worst impulses-social climate reminding me of the past-Daphne Joy-gimmicked doctors-Trump at Knicks game so the media has something to talk about-Stephen A Smith-Talarico conspiracies-funded chaos-Laptop fiasco-fended off irrational thoughts-one setback makes me go through all of the list-higher ups contaminate-CM Punk rumors-Karmelo Anthony sentence-RAW NXT recaps-Trolls-Janel Grant-Connor McGregor-Joe Rogan-Epstein-AEW Dynamite recap

    5 h 36 min
  6. 7 juin

    A Happier Hanzi Doesn’t Draw a Podcast Audience

    Recorded through June 4th-June7th-gradually going into mental decline-podcast numbers being lower when Im not as angry-being social vs being alone terminally online-reality shows wrestling fandom-fighting off panic attacks-testing myself to see if I can be out social for more than once a week since Ive gotten used to isolation-having to be in the right mind set to do comedy-past trauma plays into current situations-family dynamics-bored w online storylines-hive mind mentality-growing up not thinking for myself-being topic dejour-brief music talk-Sauce Walka vs Drake-always incorporating women in industry beefs-current era not ready mentally for fall out after new edge lord era-Meg thee Stallion denouncing wifey life-Online discourse during PRIDE-gimmicked wins for positive cope-Dame Dash vs Jay Z-Bloodline vs the Elitw folklore Oba Femi-bullying in wrestling-Mick Foley-CM Punk-washed up celebs pulling out of WH 250 Fan Fest-gimmicked Ls-Ana vs Hasan fake feud-bored with forced content farming exploiting genuine plight-Jubilee debates-tokens-on surface conspiracies-Platner scandals-waiting a day before doing more podcast rants because irrational thoughts seep in-mental health talk-vultures threatened by me being happier-social anxiety-being vulnerable but keeping my guard up-never being in the present-forcing ppl into my life-Self sabotage-being in competition-industry drama-worrying about inheriting family’s worst traits-the price of fame-assisted suicide-blaming myself-fighting off urge to post irrationally-hate giving into my feelings-being reminded of high school shit-not wanting to use mental strength for evil-ppl obsessing over my moves-not wanting to be lured into incel movements-incentive for worst impulses-society getting worse-anything I do makes ppl hate me-rather convey my irrational thoughts then self destruct-main character syndrome-Hacks tv show-I can die happy knowing I had deep convos and didn’t come a worst version of myself-you will reflect or get reactionary hearing my rants-not going in depth w same political discourse-the fake left finding more ways to justify allowing white supremacists in movement-seeing the overview of the bigger picture-gimmicked martyrs-NXT Dynamite,Smackdown TNA and Collision recaps

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Wanna hear the thoughts of a Pakistani conspiracy theorist who didn't think he would ever be anything &never thought he would live that long because he was too stupid/ignorant which was heightened by getting famous Stern show &then when the wokeness occurred of being a token minority, was kicked to the curve and he has been blacklisted ever since? Well this is the podcast for you. Whatever I say on this podcast are irrational thoughts, & I don't have all the facts and mainly theories. It is a comedy/conspiracy podcast. Since I am facing potential threats, any voicemails left will b

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