Finlos Lives

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A series of discussions about life, the arts, media, games, philosophy, and relationships.  Support us on Patreon and PayPal!

  1. Some Ooo for You, and Me Too - RwtH 034 - 01.28.2026

    JAN 30

    Some Ooo for You, and Me Too - RwtH 034 - 01.28.2026

    In this episode, I deconstruct the cozy, meditative aesthetics of Ooo to expose the rot within our own structural "walls," using the Adventure Time episodes "Time Sandwich" and "Jake the Brick" as a dual lens for examining the current political crisis surrounding ICE (Immigration and Customs Enforcement) and political activism in general. I explore how "Time Sandwich"—centered on a frantic quest to reclaim stolen labor and joy—mirrors the frantic, often performative energy of liberal (white) outrage, while "Jake the Brick" serves as a haunting metaphor for white fragility and passivity, where the desire to "just be a brick" and witness the world’s collapses from a safe distance becomes a form of complicity. I challenge the audience to confront how the pursuit of personal peace amidst systemic violence reinforces the very structures of displacement we claim to oppose.

    30 min
  2. Sub-Lethal Standards - RwtH 033 - 01.05.2025

    JAN 6

    Sub-Lethal Standards - RwtH 033 - 01.05.2025

    In this episode of Rowing with the Homies, I look into the intersection of industrial chemistry and our daily biology, prompted by a University of Cambridge study on how common pesticides and pollutants affect our beneficial gut bacteria. I wanted to move past standard regulatory definitions of safety to explore how the degradation of these internal ecosystems, which are so central to our mental clarity and emotional stability, can act as a subtle form of governance over our lives. By framing gut health as a matter of personal sovereignty and a practical act of internal defense, I discuss the importance of trusting our own physical experiences over generalized institutional narratives. Join me as I connect microscopic research to the necessity of biological autonomy, finding a steady rhythm of resilience in a world often focused on extraction.

    21 min
  3. Finlos Lives - Sharing Chisme

    12/24/2025

    Finlos Lives - Sharing Chisme

    In this episode, I explore the radical tension between the "Stone", the rigid, official record used by institutions to exert control, and the "Echo," the subterranean flow of chisme that serves as a vital counter-archive for the marginalized. Moving from the forensic, de-mythologizing political photography of the Trump cabinet to the tactical social media survival databases used by communities to evade ICE raids, revealing how gossip functions as a decentralized form of accountability in low-reliability environments. By reclaiming the root of gossip as "god-sibb" or intimate witness, I argue that sharing chisme is a fundamental act of abolitionist praxis, allowing us to dismantle the carceral logic in our heads, challenge capitalist metrics of worth, and protect one another through the transformative power of the whisper.

    18 min
  4. The Year-End Cycle and Emotional Honesty - RwtH 032 - 12.08.2025

    12/09/2025

    The Year-End Cycle and Emotional Honesty - RwtH 032 - 12.08.2025

    In this episode, I dive into the profound emotional pull we experience as the calendar year winds down, a phenomenon I call the gravity of memory. I explore how the intense melancholy and nostalgia of the season, woven into our traditions and triggered by familiar recipes or traditions is not a weakness, but a healthy, necessary response to the symbolic death of the year. I argue that this time of reflective emotional repose is a deliberate, even resistant, act against the demands of hustle culture, and is essential because the preservation of our future traditions absolutely requires us to embrace the honesty of our present feelings, allowing both the ache of loss and the gratitude for life to coexist.

    39 min
  5. Relationships of Convenience - RwtH 031 - 11.13.2025

    11/14/2025

    Relationships of Convenience - RwtH 031 - 11.13.2025

    In this episode, I explore what I call relationships of convenience, dissecting the difference between reciprocal care and the "extractive mindset" that treats people, whether romantic, platonic, or familial, like a temporary resource for short-term gain. I argue that this pattern is not accidental, but a personal manifestation of a broader systemic failure, rooted in colonial, capitalistic, and patriarchal logic that devalues consistent, inconvenient emotional labor. I connect this relational failure to an internal one, exploring how the resulting cynicism and fear of being disposable makes depression feel like being unable to trust anyone. Ultimately, I challenge the listener and myself to reject this transactional model by committing to relational discipline: the choice to be the Samwise, the Tanjiro, or the Mirabel who prioritizes shared well-being over personal extraction, and embracing self-reciprocation to build the internal trust necessary to risk genuine connection again.

    29 min
  6. The Inconvenience of Empathy - RwtH 030 - 11.11.2025

    11/12/2025

    The Inconvenience of Empathy - RwtH 030 - 11.11.2025

    In this episode, I dive into the recent, ongoing US government shutdown to dissect the difference between the honest struggle of compromise and the easy aggression of sabotage, both in politics and in our personal lives. I argue that when one side refuses to negotiate over essential issues, like the expiring ACA premium tax credits that affect millions, they are replacing governance with a dangerous game of stonewalling. I connect this institutional failure to a profound internal one, exploring how the resulting paralysis mirrors the feeling of invisibility and powerlessness that comes with depression. Ultimately, I challenge the listener to move past this fear of being unacknowledged by finding the "Minimum Viable Product" lever—a small, disciplined act of self-governance that allows us to accept the slow, heavy rhythm of the day and choose steady, internal effort over a frantic, performative sprint.

    27 min
  7. Finlos Lives - Grooves of Connection

    10/26/2025

    Finlos Lives - Grooves of Connection

    In this episode of Finlos Lives, I look at what happens when someone important isn’t there—how absence alters routine, attention, and the body’s internal rhythm. Using the image of a vinyl record, I explore how relationships leave physical and emotional grooves that keep guiding us even after contact stops. Through psychology, daily practice, and reflection, I examine how missing someone shapes memory, behavior, and connection, showing that what feels like loss is often the system recalibrating for balance.

    38 min
  8. Only I Will Remain - RwtH 029 - 10.21.2025

    10/24/2025

    Only I Will Remain - RwtH 029 - 10.21.2025

    In this episode of Rowing with the Homies, “Only I Will Remain,” I explore whether the goal of life is to eliminate fear or to face it and let that struggle define what truly matters. Drawing from the "Litany Against Fear" from Frank Herbert's Dune, I examine fear as a compass: an internal guide pointing toward our deepest values and hardest work. I connect this idea to modern cultural anxiety, political outrage, and the crisis of masculinity, showing how avoidance of fear fuels much of today’s chaos. Through reflecting on both collective behavior and my own experience with depression, I explore courage, acceptance, and the disciplined work required to move through fear and emerge more whole.

    28 min
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A series of discussions about life, the arts, media, games, philosophy, and relationships.  Support us on Patreon and PayPal!

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  • Creator
    finlos
  • Years Active
    2022 - 2026
  • Episodes
    107
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © Finlos - Paco Fiallos
  • Show Website
    Finlos Lives