APR 3

The Shocking Truth About Aging & Losing Loved Ones

Man, let me tell you something. Life hits different when you hit 64. I'm not just talkin' about the body startin' to feel the years, but the mind too. The weight of grief hits deep, ya feel me? Losing my mother, father, uncle, and brother, each in their own way, changed me. My brother, he passed away alone, wasn't found for four days. That mess stays with you. Now, every time I get behind that wheel, anxiety kicks in. I worry, man. I'm starting to wonder if it's the same cognitive decline my parents went through, if I'm headed down that road too. Money's tighter than tight, and with everything else I've gotta carry, the emotional load just keeps buildin'. I'm always holdin' others up, and sometimes I feel like I'm sinking myself. But then I get down to Texas to film the podcast, and that moment... it lit me up. My sister and daughter, they came through, showing love and pride. That felt like something I needed. And let me tell you, that homelessness episode? My favorite by far. There's this one guest, formerly incarcerated, struggling, feeling lost. We had this real talk and for the first time, he felt seen, like he could reconnect with his daughter. That hit hard in a good way. I can't lie, sometimes I feel lost. I avoid calls, I get overwhelmed. But don't mistake that for weakness. I ain't gonna quit. I'm still pushin', still tryin' to be a better podcaster, to get better, to find that hope. You ain't gonna see me give up. I've got to keep fighting. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

30 min

MAR 23

My Son Wanted to Quit Music… I Stopped Him

In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my middle son, Emmanuel, and we get into the kind of father and son conversation that a lot of families never really have out loud. We talk about fear, pride, discipline, parenting, and what happens when somebody gifted starts losing the love for what they do. Emmanuel opens up about music, songwriting, and why the industry, the pressure, and all the eyes on you can make you want to back away from your own calling. But me, I'm not letting him quit on himself like that. This is a real talk about family, strict parenting, academic growth, and the tension that can live between love and discipline. We go back to the harder seasons too, the clashes, the lessons, the reading, the honor roll, and the push that helped shape him. Then we get into the deeper part, the pain behind the lyrics he wrote, and how that pain turned into the theme song for From Behind This Chair. As a father, that meant something to me. For real. One of the greatest gifts I have ever received. If you have ever wrestled with your purpose, your parents, or your own voice, this one is for you. Watch From Behind This Chair on YouTube, or listen on Apple Podcasts and Spotify. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

43 min

MAR 16

We Came From Poverty, Football Was Our Way Out

In this reunion episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with two people who go way back with me, Victor Jackson, now Pastor Victor Jackson, and Tino Wilson. This is real friendship, real brotherhood, and the kind of bond that comes from high school football, college football, and growing through life together. We take it back nearly 50 years, talking about the work, the discipline, and the way football shaped us. We get into stories about my work ethic, my hands, my route running, and the practices that made all of us better. Victor talks about what it meant to compete, to be pushed, and how those moments helped him earn his spot. We also talk about the bigger picture, moving from Ohio to Texas, chasing football scholarships, and being Black students on a mostly Anglo West Texas college campus. We speak on the racism, the pressure, the hard times, and how loyalty kept us together even when life had us in different places. And because this is still From Behind This Chair, we do not just stay serious. We laugh too, about retirement after 40 years in law enforcement, thrift store hunting, drawing designs in haircuts, and the little things that tell the bigger story. This one is about Black friendship, football brotherhood, Texas football culture, loyalty, and the people who knew you before the world did. Watch, like, and subscribe, and come sit with us. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

45 min

MAR 9

Everybody Has That One Childhood Whooping Story

In this homecoming episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my sisters, Alice and Doretha, and we're taking it all the way back. We get into the kind of childhood memories that stay with you, having to choose food over fixing a cold house, getting pushed into hard moments way too young, and learning lessons the rough way. We talk about everything from a childhood fight our mother had a hand in, to me getting scarred up by barbed wire, to working jobs that left real marks, including the time my finger got cut on a pie-wrapping machine. We also laugh about the stuff only family can laugh about, counting change, playing school with our cousins, the candy house, the pig story, the five sisters, all of it. And somewhere in between the funny stories and the painful ones, we talk about what it means to still be here, still be connected, and still make time for each other. By the end of it, we made a promise to come back together every year, because this kind of bonding matters. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

34 min

MAR 2

"If I Could Do Life Over Again…I'd Be a Better Dad", Doc Gets Real About His Regrets

In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm chopping it up with James Kamara and Sebastian Poitier about one real question: If you could run life back, what would you do different? James keeps it honest. He talks about wishing he had listened to his mom, taken school serious, and not let embarrassment in ESL classes shake his confidence. Being sent to continuation school changed his path, especially with sports. He also opens up about being raised on fear and whoopings, and how he'd choose encouragement over that with his own kids. Sebastian says he would've locked in on education the same way he locked in on sports. More listening, less ego. And me? I had to own mine too. I was strict. Too strict sometimes. Led with fear instead of listening. I share how Coach Wallace gave me discipline that changed my life, but I've learned growth means admitting where you could've done better. This one's about accountability, reflection, and doing better moving forward. Pull up a chair. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

44 min

FEB 23

Silky Slim: Former Gang Leader's Shocking Escape from a Life of Crime

In this episode of From Behind This Chair, I'm sitting down with my guy, Silky Slim. This one hits deep. Silky shares his journey from a childhood full of pain and abuse to a life of survival, addiction, and violence. He talks about a moment when he decided not to run from conflict, and how that shaped him into the man he is today. We get real about what it's like to be stuck in the system, how he learned to read while locked up, and how he refused to let prison "incarcerate" his mind. Silky also opens up about the corruption in the justice system and the divine moments that kept him from giving up. From his time on the streets to his spiritual awakening, we cover it all. Silky's work with Stop the Killing Inc. and his mission to break the cycle of violence in our communities is at the heart of this conversation. Tune in for raw, honest talk on trauma, faith, and the journey to redemption. This is one you don't want to miss. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

50 min

FEB 16

Unfiltered Sex Stories: Bold Confessions and Bad Decisions

I'm Doc Hamilton, and this one is as no filter as it gets. Tyler, James, and I trade uncensored stories and opinions about adult relationships, intimacy, boundaries, and consent. We get into how early exposure to explicit content can shape confidence, we break down the meanings behind certain adult slang, and we talk honestly about where limits come from and how communication changes everything. We also unpack messy dating situations, complicated relationship dynamics, risky choices, awkward moments, and the lessons we pulled from our earliest experiences. Viewer discretion advised, this episode includes explicit language and mature themes and is not suitable for minors. _____________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share: Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon: Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop: Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

42 min

FEB 9

The Truth About Money, and Why It's So Hard to Talk About

In this episode, join me, Anthony 'Doc' Hamilton, as I sit down with Sam Mearridy and Terrell Jones to share our personal stories about money. We get real about our financial struggles, the impact of money on our relationships, and the lessons we've learned along the way. From making impulse purchases to understanding the role of money in our lives, this candid conversation touches on the societal pressures we face and the importance of making mindful financial decisions. Tune in for an honest and insightful discussion that aims to inspire and educate, helping you navigate your own financial journey with wisdom and care. ________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share, Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon, Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop, Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

1h 7m

JAN 19

I WAS HOMELESS: Living Through Loss, Addiction, and Survival on the Streets

What does homelessness really look like when you stop talking about people and start listening to them? In this episode of From Behind This Chair, the conversation moves past statistics and stereotypes and into lived experience. Men who have survived years on the street speak openly with host Anthony "Doc" Hamilton about dignity, brotherhood, faith, addiction, loss, and the moments that kept them going when everything else was stripped away. Through shared stories, tears, laughter, and quiet truths, this episode asks harder questions: Who do we see? Who do we ignore? And what does it mean to belong when the world has already decided who you are? This isn't 'shop talk' – it's a communion. ________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share, Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon, Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop, Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

41 min

JAN 19

"Where Was God?" Finding Faith Through Pain and Trauma

In this deeply personal episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony "Doc" Hamilton opens the door to questions many people are afraid to ask out loud: Where was God when I was being beaten? When I felt unloved? When I was sure I wouldn't make it? Joined by men who believe, Doc and his guests reflect on trauma, doubt, resilience, loss, and the slow, unfinished journey toward belief. This is not a sermon. It's a confession. A conversation about faith that survives anger, grief, and unanswered questions – and the kind of belief that's forged not in certainty, but in endurance. ________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share, Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon, Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop, Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

35 min

JAN 19

When Manhood Gets Bent: The Truth About Peyronie's Disease

This is the conversation most men never have – until it's too late. In this episode of From Behind This Chair, Anthony "Doc" Hamilton speaks candidly about his experience with Peyronie's Disease ("PD"), a painful and misunderstood condition that affects thousands of men every year. With extreme honesty, humor, "real talk," and zero embarrassment, Doc and the guys break down what happens when masculinity, intimacy, health, and pride collide. They talk about partner intimacy, medical trauma, mental health, and why silence around men's bodies can be deadly. This episode is raw, uncomfortable, and necessary – because laughing it off doesn't make it go away, and talking about it just might save someone else. ________ Fam, real talk, thank you for rocking with me. This chair is only growing because y'all keep showing up. If you want to help us keep it going, here's the clear path: 👉 Listen and share, Catch From Behind This Chair on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube, then send this to one person who needs it. 👉 Pull up closer on Patreon, Tap the Patreon link in the bio and join from $10 a month for early drops, bonus conversations, and behind-the-scenes. 👉 Show love through the shop, Hit the online shop via the link in bio and grab something from the Chair Collection. Pull up a chair, join the community: Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/thefbtcpodcast Shop: https://frombehindthischair.com/collections/the-chair-collection IG: https://www.instagram.com/frombehindthischair/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/frombehindthischair TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@frombehindthischair X: https://x.com/thefbtcpodcast

40 min

JAN 16 · VIDEO

Official Trailer – From Behind This Chair

From Behind This Chair is a ROSE Media original built on the belief that the most powerful breakthroughs happen in everyday conversations – not behind closed doors, but where real life unfolds. Created by master barber Anthony "Doc" Hamilton, this podcast is a space to sit in the mess, talk through the tough moments, and turn truth into transformation. This trailer introduces ROSE Media and the vision behind its slate of shows, including From Behind This Chair. If life has ever knocked the wind out of you, you belong here. New episodes coming soon.

1 min

From Behind This Chair

Episodes

The Shocking Truth About Aging & Losing Loved Ones

My Son Wanted to Quit Music… I Stopped Him

We Came From Poverty, Football Was Our Way Out

Everybody Has That One Childhood Whooping Story

"If I Could Do Life Over Again…I'd Be a Better Dad", Doc Gets Real About His Regrets

Silky Slim: Former Gang Leader's Shocking Escape from a Life of Crime

Unfiltered Sex Stories: Bold Confessions and Bad Decisions

The Truth About Money, and Why It's So Hard to Talk About

I WAS HOMELESS: Living Through Loss, Addiction, and Survival on the Streets

"Where Was God?" Finding Faith Through Pain and Trauma

When Manhood Gets Bent: The Truth About Peyronie's Disease

Official Trailer – From Behind This Chair

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Official Trailer – From Behind This Chair

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