Fumbling Towards Awakening

jennmnoble
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An exploration of spirituality, self-discovery, and living authentically. Join me as I share my journey through Tantra, Ayurveda, Yoga, meditation, and life’s beautiful messiness, uncovering what it means to be fully and unapologetically myself. Each episode is an invitation to reflect, grow, and embrace your own unique path. Whether you’re seeking inspiration, empowerment, or practical wisdom, this podcast will guide you toward a deeper connection with your most authentic self. Perfect for seekers, dreamers, and anyone ready to live their truth and come home to themselves.

  1. MAR 1

    23) When You Can't Hear Yourself Anymore

    What happens when the urgency drops, the intensity finally settles... and the quiet turns out to be the harder thing? I'm freshly back in Bali after five intense months in the United States... and completely upside down. In this episode I talk honestly about the nervous system whiplash of moving between emotional realities, what it feels like to land in paradise while still carrying everything you were holding, and why integration is never as clean as it looks from the outside. From there, I get personal about something I've been sitting with: losing my own inner signal. Doom scrolling. Feeling inadequate watching other coaches, other teachers, other people who seem to have it figured out. And the uncomfortable irony of being a teacher of inner knowing... who temporarily lost access to her own. This episode is about what it actually takes to come back to yourself. Not through a dramatic breakthrough, but through the small, daily, imperfect practice of listening. In this episode: Why the quiet after collective intensity can be harder than the chaos itself The difference between being aware of something and actually living it What self-override really looks like (hint: it's usually not dramatic) The three boundary layers,  internal, energetic, and relational, and how they connect to inner knowing Working with the archetypal energies of Saraswati, Lakshmi, and Durga Why your attention is your power, and what happens when the algorithm is choosing where it goes How trust with yourself gets rebuilt: one small, aligned choice at a time This episode connects with the March theme in The Continuum, Aligned From Within: Inner Knowing, Outer Integrity, and is a natural continuation of last month's Fierce & Tender episode. Ready to go deeper? The Boundaries Cohort opens in June - a 6-week embodied program exploring internal, energetic, and relational boundaries for women who are done performing certainty and ready to come home to themselves. Learn more about working with me at JennNoble.com

    25 min

  2. FEB 7

    22) Fierce & Tender: Staying Open Without Falling Apart

    Content warning: In this episode I talk about some heavy stuff - the Epstein files, ICE enforcement and fatal shootings, collective trauma. Listen when it feels right for you. How do we stay present and connected when the world feels overwhelming? In this episode, I talk about holding both gratitude and grief, clarity and confusion...especially when current events feel too big to process. I share what's been coming up for me: feeling lonely while also deeply grateful, processing disturbing news about abuse and violence, and noticing how my body responds when everything feels like too much. We explore why we either shut down completely or stay in constant fight mode, and what it actually takes to stay grounded and open instead. You'll also hear: A powerful moment at a grief circle that helped everything make sense Working with fierce and tender energy (through Kali, Durga, and Lalita Tripura Sundari) What emotional fluidity is and what it looks like in daily life Why holding paradox is the work right now A simple body-based practice to try right now This isn't about forcing yourself to be calm or positive. It's about learning to feel your real feelings without getting stuck or overwhelmed. It's about staying present with yourself during times of change. If you want to explore this work more deeply, visit jennnoble.com

    29 min

  3. JAN 9

    21) Staying With Yourself: Boundaries, Attachment, and Nervous System Truth

    Why you can know your boundaries and still cross them sometimes...(hint: there's nothing wrong with you!) This episode is a real-time reflection on boundaries. How they show up in the body, how they collapse under attachment, and what it takes to stay with yourself when desire and grief are present. I share a personal story from my own dating life and speak candidly about self-abandonment, panic, and the moment my body made something impossible to ignore. This is not a conversation from the other side of healing. It’s from inside the practice. In this episode, I explore: Why boundaries often fall apart in moments of emotional intimacy How the body communicates long before the mind catches up Self-abandonment as a learned survival pattern The difference between knowing your boundaries and being able to hold them Internal boundaries and staying in agreement with yourself Energetic boundaries and where attention, fantasy, and attachment go Relational boundaries and clean endings without blame The space between wanting connection and choosing to stay with yourself This episode also includes a guided embodiment practice to help you feel boundaries in your body and relate to them as an act of self-relationship, not self-control. If you’re navigating attachment, dating, or learning how to listen to yourself more honestly, this conversation is an invitation to slow down and stay present with what’s true. If You'd Like to Dive Even Deeper: 🌿 Boundaries That Actually Feel Good Guided embodiment practices to support living your boundaries from the inside out. 👉 Purchase Here   🌿 Returning to Your Body — In-Person Workshop 🗓 January 25 📍 Port Angeles, WA A trauma-informed embodiment workshop exploring boundaries, nervous system safety, and self-trust. 👉 Learn More Here

    34 min

  4. 10/27/2025

    20) Tantra Isn’t What You Think It Is: The Truth About Turn-On, Desire, and Surrender

    When I say turn-on, what comes up for you? Most people think sex - but it is so much bigger than that. In this episode, I unpack what Tantra actually is (and isn’t), how it connects to desire and aliveness, and why being turned-on has more to do with presence and surrender than performance or control. We’ll explore: 🌿 The roots of Classical Tantra vs. Neo-Tantra and modern Sacred Sexuality 💫 What “turn-on” really means - and how it shows up far beyond the bedroom 🕊 How surrender, boundaries, and safety let your life-force move freely ☕ A simple somatic practice to reconnect with your own inner current of pleasure and ease If you’re craving more softness, presence, and authentic turn-on - this one’s for you. If you’d like to learn more about how to work with me and go deeper into these concepts, visit www.jennnoble.com.

    28 min

  5. 10/15/2025

    19) Reiki, Resilience, and Remembering Who We Are

    What if the hardest things you’ve lived through could become the very thing that heals you? In this episode, I sit down with my longtime friend Melissa, a bodyworker, energy healer, and sound practitioner based in Massachusetts, to talk about how she turned deep trauma and loss into a life rooted in love, service, and feminine power. Melissa and I grew up together in rural Maine, in a place marked by addiction, silence, and survival. Her story is a powerful reminder of what’s possible when we choose to face our pain and let it become medicine. We talk about: What it takes to unlearn survival mode and finally feel safe in your body How healing, motherhood, and boundaries can rewrite generational patterns Learning to trust your intuition again and let your life be guided by something deeper ⚠️ Trigger warning: Mentions of childhood trauma, abuse, and addiction.   🪷 Connect with Melissa: Instagram: @heartandsoulsoundbath Email: heartandsoulsoundbath@gmail.com

    36 min

  6. 09/25/2025

    17) The Question That Changed the Room

    What if the hardest question to answer is also the one that sets you free? On a recent Sacred Rage call, I asked the women: 👉 “If you could do anything you wanted… what would it be?” And the room went silent. Eyes wide. Nervous laughter. One woman whispered: “I’ve never even thought about that.” In this episode, I share: The story of that moment, and what it revealed about how deeply we’ve been taught to silence our desires. Why so many of us find it terrifying to name what we want (hello conditioning, fear of being “too much,” and the ache of past disappointments). My own current season of transition—leaving Bali, soaking in Croatia with a dear friend who’s living her dream life, and being confronted by my own longing. The humbling energy healing session I received here, where I was invited to taste my own medicine and sit with the mantra: “I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. And I’m open.” How rage clears the debris, boundaries create safety, and desire begins to bloom when we let ourselves feel it all. 🌹 Ready to go deeper? Join me for Sacred Rage 2.0—a 6-week online journey beginning September 17/18th to alchemize anger into clarity, courage, and desire. Learn more at: www.jennnoble.com/sacred-rage Learn more about working with me 1-1 here: www.jennnoble.com/11-sessions Start today with one of my free practices + resources: www.jennnoble.com/freeresources

    18 min

  7. 09/25/2025

    18) When “coming home” doesn’t feel like home anymore

    After three years abroad, I’ve been back in the U.S. for just over a week...and it’s been a lot. Reverse culture shock, old family dynamics, friendships that feel different, and the intensity of re-entering this cultural climate. In this episode, I share: 👉 Why coming home can feel like an initiation portal. 👉 The grief of not always being met emotionally by people you love. 👉 The boat metaphor that’s guiding me through survival energy and overwhelm. 👉 The practices that are keeping me afloat—Sacred Rage, emotional alchemy, and Fierce Feminine archetypes.   🌹 Want to go deeper? Visit jennnoble.com to learn more about 1:1 sessions with me. If we’ve never worked together before, your first session is free.

    24 min

  8. 08/12/2025

    16) Sharks, Desire & the Dance of Boundaries + Longing

    Boundaries and desire are meant to dance - but what happens when they step on each other’s toes? In this raw episode, I share two real stories - one about love, one about work - and how both brought me face-to-face with fear, longing, and the messy balance between desire and boundaries. You’ll hear: The moment I knew I was “swimming with sharks” in dating… and why I went anyway. Why it’s taken years to fully own my work as a tantric practitioner, healer, and entrepreneur. How masculine (structure) and feminine (flow) energies from the Tantric tradition can help you find balance. Tools to pursue your desires while creating boundaries that feel like devotion. If this resonates, please like, rate, follow, and share to help more people find the podcast. 🌹 Resources: Ways to work with me Sacred Rage 2.0 starts in September FREE Masterclass - The Fierce Feminine Path masterclass (coming late August)

    25 min
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An exploration of spirituality, self-discovery, and living authentically. Join me as I share my journey through Tantra, Ayurveda, Yoga, meditation, and life’s beautiful messiness, uncovering what it means to be fully and unapologetically myself. Each episode is an invitation to reflect, grow, and embrace your own unique path. Whether you’re seeking inspiration, empowerment, or practical wisdom, this podcast will guide you toward a deeper connection with your most authentic self. Perfect for seekers, dreamers, and anyone ready to live their truth and come home to themselves.

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  • Creator
    jennmnoble
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    23
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