Grace at Ground Zero

Jonsan Media

Grace At Ground Zero reveals the untold story of September 11, 2001, through the eyes of Episcopal priest Tim Dobbins, who served as a first responder to the first responders on that fateful night. Co-hosted with long-time friend and former publisher Philip Patrick, this powerful podcast series shares never-before-published photos alongside Tim’s firsthand account of trauma, loss, and hope. At its beating heart is a message of redemptive love - offering universal lessons to help heal life’s deepest wounds and find light in the darkest places.

Episodes

  1. 3d ago

    Episode 5: A Prayer for 9/11

    A Prayer for 9/11 On this special mid season episode, released on the 25th anniversary of September 11th 2001, Philip and Tim discuss what remembrance is really for - not just to look back, but to learn how to carry grief, trauma, and loss without passing them on.Philip and Tim revisit the sensory reality of September 11th 2001 - the smoke, ash, silence, fear, and the surreal walk home through a changed city - and ask the question so many people still wrestle with: what would I have done? You'll hear Tim share what it meant to move from business owner to chaplain in a moment of crisis, why the firehouse ethos of running toward danger stayed with him, and how his own experiences with trauma shaped the way he thinks about courage, sacrifice, and service. Philip and Tim also reflect on the thousands of names, photos, and voices that made 9-11 a living memorial at the World Trade Center in New York City, at the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia, and in Shanksville, Pennsylvania.We break down the deeper theme at the centre of Grace at Ground Zero: the idea that what we do not transform, we transmit. That simple line becomes the lens for understanding 9/11, but also the smaller and quieter losses that shape every life - the accidents, diagnoses, deaths, and ruptures that leave us asking how to keep going.This episode is for anyone looking for meaning, perspective, and a grounded conversation about surviving tragedy with purpose. If you've ever wondered how remembrance becomes healing, this one is essential listening. Grace At Ground Zero Hosted by The Reverend Timothy Dobbins with Philip Patrick.A Jonsan Media Production. Websites ⁠⁠⁠Grace At Ground Zero Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Jonsan Media Website⁠⁠⁠ Credits Podcast Producer: John McBlainCreative Director: Barbara BrunsClinical Advisor: Anne Freund, Ph.D.Website Production: Matthew DobbinsClip Photographer: Antonio Littles Music: Air des Musettes by Andre Campra.Recorded by Barbara Bruns and Thompson Brass Ensemble.Copyright © 2014 Barbara Bruns and Philip Swanson. All photos Copyright © 2026 Timothy DobbinsExcept "A Priest at Ground Zero" and "Churchyard" by Harald Franzen Copyright © 2026 Harald Franzen. Reproduced with permission. Thank you: Molly Coffin, Allison Miller Dobbins, Bill Bruns, Dan Dobbins, John Dobbins. The Grace at Ground Zero Podcast is produced by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. Copyright © 2026 by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this audio is strictly prohibited.

  2. 4d ago

    Episode 4: Valley of The Shadow of Death

    Episode Descriptor The untold 9/11 story is not about the towers - it's about what happened in the dark, after the collapse, when a pastor was called to stand with the first responders. Philip Patrick and Tim Dobbins return to Ground Zero for a deeply personal conversation about trauma, faith, and the moment Tim dropped to his knees and felt his life shift.Twenty-five years later, Tim revisits the night he arrived at Ground Zero after dark, when there were no tourists, no bystanders, and no easy language for what he was seeing. What he found instead was a landscape of grief, prayer, search crews, National Guard checkpoints, and a community forming in real time around loss. He also shares why he believes that night was less about fear and more about presence - and why the most important stories of 9/11 are still the ones we haven't fully heard. In this epsiode you'll discover: Why Tim describes Ground Zero as "the valley of the shadow of death"How Psalm 23 became a framework for surviving terror, doubt, and responsibilityThe meaning of "never forget" versus Tim's own phrase, "always remember"How Jung's idea of the shadow helps explain trauma, denial, and what we carry as individuals and communitiesWhy Tim says he was a "first responder to the first responders" Show Notes Philip and Tim share information on the details that matter: the missing-person flyers posted everywhere, the first responders still unaccounted for, the eerie silence after the crowd was gone, and the strange holiness of a night shaped by smoke, light, and exhaustion. Tim answers with candour, memory, and the kind of spiritual insight that only comes from having lived through the edge of something irreversible.This conversation also reveals the people and principles that shaped him - his father, his grandmother, the faith phrase she passed down, "let your prayers be your roadmap," and the hard-won realisation that crisis asks each of us who we are and what we are here to do.Essential listening if you want a deeper, more human understanding of 9/11, pastoral care under pressure, and the unseen work of helping people hold themselves together when the world has fallen apart. Grace At Ground Zero Hosted by The Reverend Timothy Dobbins with Philip Patrick.A Jonsan Media Production. Websites ⁠⁠Grace At Ground Zero Website⁠⁠⁠⁠Jonsan Media Website⁠⁠ Credits Podcast Producer: John McBlainCreative Director: Barbara BrunsClinical Advisor: Anne Freund, Ph.D.Website Production: Matthew DobbinsClip Photographer: Antonio Littles Music: Air des Musettes by Andre Campra.Recorded by Barbara Bruns and Thompson Brass Ensemble.Copyright © 2014 Barbara Bruns and Philip Swanson. All photos Copyright © 2026 Timothy DobbinsExcept "A Priest at Ground Zero" and "Churchyard" by Harald Franzen Copyright © 2026 Harald Franzen. Reproduced with permission. Thank you: Molly Coffin, Allison Miller Dobbins, Bill Bruns, Dan Dobbins, John Dobbins. The Grace at Ground Zero Podcast is produced by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. Copyright © 2026 by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this audio is strictly prohibited.

  3. 5d ago

    Episode 3: Walking The Rim Of Hell

    Episode Descriptor What really happened at Ground Zero after the towers fell - and why the first hours of 9/11 still matter more than most people realise. Philip Patrick sits down with Tim Dobbins for a deeply human account of grief, rescue, faith, and the burden carried by first responders, families, and communities in the days after the attacks.Tim recounts the moment he met "Tommy," a fireman standing in the ash and silence of Ground Zero, and the short but pivotal conversation that helped him unburden some of the shock, anger, and responsibility he was already carrying. From there, the story widens into the overlooked reality of that night - rescue mode instead of recovery, a crime scene where people were told to stay quiet and listen for any sign of life, and the immense emotional weight carried by firefighters, police, EMTs, and volunteers trying to do their jobs amid chaos. In this episode you’ll discover: Why the night of 9/11 was not what most people picture when they remember Ground ZeroHow Tim and a small group of chaplains and social workers helped support thousands of traumatised people after the attacksThe hidden scale of the loss, including the 343 firefighters, 71 law enforcement officers, 8 EMTs, and 55 military personnel killed across the sitesHow trauma echoes through families, from addiction and war to the children and spouses left behindWhy a ten-minute conversation, a prayer, and simple presence can matter in the middle of catastrophe Show Notes Tim also reflects on his larger calling as a chaplain and pastor, including the work he later did in high-stakes crisis settings, and he opens up about the role faith has played in his own life when faced with fear, family strain, and moments of profound need.Essential listening if you want a closer, more personal understanding of 9/11, the people who ran toward danger, and the spiritual and emotional aftermath that still shapes lives today. Grace At Ground Zero Hosted by The Reverend Timothy Dobbins with Philip Patrick.A Jonsan Media Production. Websites ⁠Grace At Ground Zero Website⁠⁠Jonsan Media Website⁠ Credits Podcast Producer: John McBlainCreative Director: Barbara BrunsClinical Advisor: Anne Freund, Ph.D.Website Production: Matthew DobbinsClip Photographer: Antonio Littles Music: Air des Musettes by Andre Campra.Recorded by Barbara Bruns and Thompson Brass Ensemble.Copyright © 2014 Barbara Bruns and Philip Swanson. All photos Copyright © 2026 Timothy DobbinsExcept "A Priest at Ground Zero" and "Churchyard" by Harald Franzen Copyright © 2026 Harald Franzen. Reproduced with permission. Thank you: Molly Coffin, Allison Miller Dobbins, Bill Bruns, Dan Dobbins, John Dobbins. The Grace at Ground Zero Podcast is produced by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. Copyright © 2026 by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this audio is strictly prohibited.

  4. 6d ago

    Episode 2: Tommy

    Episode Descriptor The most haunting 9/11 stories are not the ones everyone already knows. They are the small, human moments that reveal what courage, grief, and duty actually look like in real time.Philip and Tim revisit one of those moments from the first 15 minutes at Ground Zero, where a young firefighter named Tommy becomes the lens for understanding the burden carried by so many that night.Tim shares how the smell of smoke at St. Paul’s Chapel reopened a childhood memory of a house fire in Quito, Ecuador, and why that sensory flashback shaped the way he responded to trauma at Ground Zero. From there, the conversation opens into the deeper questions behind his work: what it means to stand with the dying and the living, how first responders carry the weight of other people’s losses, and why the real challenge begins after the immediate crisis is over.You’ll hear how Tim reads people in moments of shock, why Tommy’s anger was never the point, and what it means to help someone prepare for the decades of questions that come after tragedy. Philip and Tim also connect the story to the larger moral aftermath of 9/11, the meaning of service, and the stories that still need to be told if we want to understand what that day did to a generation. In this episode we explore: the first encounter with Tommy and why it matteredhow trauma hides behind anger, duty, and adrenalinewhy fire, smell, and memory are inseparable in crisiswhat clergy and first responders share in moments of disasterhow 9/11 changed the way a generation thinks about war, service, and survival Show Notes Philip’s perspective as a friend and storyteller keeps the conversation personal, while Tim brings the lived experience of a pastor, trauma responder, and witness to one of history’s most devastating mornings. The result is an intimate, sobering, and deeply human account of how people keep going after the unthinkable.Essential listening if you want more than the headlines - if you want the untold history, the emotional truth, and a story about finding purpose in the shadow of catastrophe. Grace At Ground Zero Hosted by The Reverend Timothy Dobbins with Philip Patrick.A Jonsan Media Production. Websites ⁠Grace At Ground Zero Website⁠⁠Jonsan Media Website⁠ Credits Podcast Producer: John McBlainCreative Director: Barbara BrunsClinical Advisor: Anne Freund, Ph.D.Website Production: Matthew DobbinsClip Photographer: Antonio Littles Music: Air des Musettes by Andre Campra.Recorded by Barbara Bruns and Thompson Brass Ensemble.Copyright © 2014 Barbara Bruns and Philip Swanson. All photos Copyright © 2026 Timothy DobbinsExcept "A Priest at Ground Zero" and "Churchyard" by Harald Franzen Copyright © 2026 Harald Franzen. Reproduced with permission. Thank you: Molly Coffin, Allison Miller Dobbins, Bill Bruns, Dan Dobbins, John Dobbins. The Grace at Ground Zero Podcast is produced by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. Copyright © 2026 by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this audio is strictly prohibited.

  5. 6d ago

    Episode 1: No, Father, and we could use you

    Episode Descriptor Before the towers fell, Tim Dobbins was already moving toward the centre of the storm. What happened next is not just an untold 9/11 story - it's a firsthand account of how trauma, service, and grace collided at Ground Zero, and why that history still matters now. Philip Patrick and Tim Dobbins open Grace at Ground Zero with a deeply personal conversation that begins with friendship and ends at the steps of St. Paul’s Chapel, where Tim arrives as a first responder to the first responders. Along the way, he shares never-before-published photographs, the moment he realised New York was under attack, and the decision to put on his clerical collar and head south into the chaos. In This Episode You’ll discover: How Tim read the morning in real time as the second plane hit.Why Father Michael Judge’s death became a defining spiritual turning point.What it meant to serve at St. Vincent’s Hospital and Chelsea Piers as trauma response was being organised.How a chance blind date, a seminarian, and a National Guard escort all became part of one extraordinary day.Why Tim’s guiding principle - "what we don't transform, we will transmit" - sits at the heart of this series. Show Notes Philip brings the perspective of a longtime friend and former Random House colleague who knew Tim before the story was ever told. Tim brings the lived experience of a priest, chaplain, and trauma worker who has spent decades helping others through crisis - and now, for the first time, is telling his own.This episode is about more than memory. It’s about the human cost of terror, the hidden labor of first responders, and the possibility of healing after devastation. If you’ve ever lived through loss, carried trauma, or wondered how meaning survives catastrophe, this is where the conversation begins.Essential listening for anyone drawn to 9/11 history, spiritual resilience, trauma recovery, and stories of grace under unimaginable pressure. Grace At Ground Zero Hosted by The Reverend Timothy Dobbins with Philip Patrick.A Jonsan Media Production. Websites Grace At Ground Zero WebsiteJonsan Media Website Credits Podcast Producer: John McBlainCreative Director: Barbara BrunsClinical Advisor: Anne Freund, Ph.D.Website Production: Matthew DobbinsClip Photographer: Antonio Littles Music: Air des Musettes by Andre Campra.Recorded by Barbara Bruns and Thompson Brass Ensemble.Copyright © 2014 Barbara Bruns and Philip Swanson. All photos Copyright © 2026 Timothy DobbinsExcept "A Priest at Ground Zero" and "Churchyard" by Harald Franzen Copyright © 2026 Harald Franzen. Reproduced with permission. Thank you: Molly Coffin, Allison Miller Dobbins, Bill Bruns, Dan Dobbins, John Dobbins. The Grace at Ground Zero Podcast is produced by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. Copyright © 2026 by Timothy Dobbins and Philip Patrick. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this audio is strictly prohibited.

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Grace At Ground Zero reveals the untold story of September 11, 2001, through the eyes of Episcopal priest Tim Dobbins, who served as a first responder to the first responders on that fateful night. Co-hosted with long-time friend and former publisher Philip Patrick, this powerful podcast series shares never-before-published photos alongside Tim’s firsthand account of trauma, loss, and hope. At its beating heart is a message of redemptive love - offering universal lessons to help heal life’s deepest wounds and find light in the darkest places.