Hello Universe

Kyley Caldwell, Eva Liao

Welcome to the Hello Universe podcast. We’re your hosts, Kyley and Eva—two spiritual besties obsessed with weird, trippy conversations and stories that make us feel alive in our human mess. If you want to expand your mind, open your heart, and feel better about life, you’re in the right place.

  1. APR 29

    The End of an Era - Kyley & Eva Say Farewell

    It's the final episode of Hello Universe, and we're not going out quietly. Eva and Kyley sit down for one last long, meandering, deeply honest conversation — the kind that made this show what it is. They talk about how they both arrived at the same conclusion at the same time: it was simply, organically, time. From there, the conversation opens up into everything this podcast has really been about — personal evolution, spirituality, surrender, ambition, friendship, and the courage to show up as a work in progress. Kyley reflects on her journey from corporate sales director to embodied, magic-wielding creator. Eva shares how years of spiritual exploration have slowly dissolved her perfectionism and her fear of being misunderstood. Together, they look back at the lessons baked into the behind-the-scenes of building this show — the guilt, the hiding, the moments of repair, and the unconditional love that made it all work. They close with some of their most honest advice yet: change your mind freely, share yourself as a work in progress, know your capacity, have the audacity to ask — and never underestimate the profound medicine of a really good female friendship. This isn't really an ending. It's a pivot. And if you want to stay in the loop for what comes next, be sure to share your email here so we can keep in touch. In This Episode: How Kyley and Eva both independently realized the show had reached its natural end — at the exact same time How each of them has changed over six years (as seen through each other's eyes) The evolution of their definitions of spirituality — from linearity and answers to surrender and embodiment The role the body, nature, and "I don't know" have played in their spiritual growth How their relationships with ambition have shifted from lack-fueled striving to something more heart-led The wisdom inside creative partnerships — what makes them thrive and what breaks them Their final pieces of advice for listeners on creativity, capacity, and showing up honestly Want to stay in the loop for what comes next with Kyley and Eva? Share your email here! Eva's instagram: @iamevaliaoEva's free course on AWAKENING Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwellKyley's free mini-course

    1h 18m
  2. APR 22

    The 7 Deadly Sins with Courtney Smith

    Courtney Smith, executive coach and co-author of Choosing Wholeness Over Goodness, joins us this week and we are so excited to talk to her about what it looks like to loosen our grip on being “good,” and instead allow for wholeness.  This conversation also opens up a deeper framework through the Enneagram and the original roots of the “seven deadly sins” not as moral failings, but as patterns that once helped us feel safe, alive, or connected… and eventually became limiting.  What we cover in this episode: 🔥 The “skillful practice of anger” and what it means to feel it without directing or suppressing it 😬 Why anger is so often followed by fear—and how those two get intertwined in the body 🧠 The subtle ways we avoid anger (including disassociation, fatigue, and “not knowing” we’re angry) ✋🏽 How anger can function as a clean signal: “this isn’t working” 🌊 Why anger doesn’t come with a roadmap—and what it asks of us instead 🌀 The original meaning of the “seven deadly sins” and how they’ve been misunderstood over time 🧭 How patterns that once protected us can become the very things that keep us stuck 💔 The cost of trying to be “good” and how it can lead to self-abandonment 🌿 What it means to choose wholeness instead—and why that can feel disorienting 🎭 Using parts work and playfulness (yes, including your inner “traffic cop”) to relate to yourself differently ⚡ The connection between anger, aliveness, and life force in the body Courtney Smith is an executive coach who helps her clients see the world more clearly and live in greater resonance with their values, potential, and purpose. Website: www.courtneysmithconsulting Substack: https://courtneycsmith.substack.com/ Connect with us: Eva's instagram: @iamevaliaoEva's Free course on spiritual AWAKENING Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwellKyley's free mini-course

    1h 16m
  3. APR 15

    You Cannot be a Coward at the Pulpit with The Rev. Gerlyn Henry

    In this episode, we sit down with Reverend Gerlyn Henry, a Toronto-based Anglican priest whose presence online has been quietly (and sometimes not so quietly) shifting how people think about faith, the church, and what it means to live in alignment with what you actually believe. Reverend Gerlyn shares openly about learning discernment in a world that constantly demands a reaction. About making mistakes publicly and letting those moments shape her integrity rather than collapse her into shame. About the responsibility of having a “pulpit” in the modern age—whether that’s a church or a TikTok account. Toward the end of the episode, she shares about her recent trip to Palestine and what it was like to witness firsthand the realities on the ground. It’s a sobering and humanizing look at how narratives are shaped, how separation is maintained, and what it means to actually see something for yourself. What we cover in this episode: 🌿 Learning discernment in a world that constantly demands your voice—and how to tell what’s actually yours to carry 🔥 Why making mistakes (especially publicly) can be one of the most honest ways to grow 💔 The difference between discomfort that stretches you and discomfort that signals something is out of alignment 🧭 How to build a moral compass over time—and why it often comes from reflection, not perfection 🕊️ What it’s like to represent faith in a time when so many people feel hurt by religious institutions 🌊 The role of resentment in spiritual life—and what might be underneath it ⚖️ How proximity to power can distort values, even in spaces meant to serve love and justice 🌍 A firsthand account of visiting Palestine, witnessing separation and disparity, and what it means to “bear witness” 💡 The tension between staying silent and speaking up—and why “you cannot be a coward at the pulpit” 🤝 Small, everyday moments where integrity is tested—and how those moments shape who we become Reverend Gerlyn's bible recommendations: 1. First Nations Translation  2. The Bible Project’s God’s Story as told by God’s Children 3. The Woman’s Bible by Elizabeth Cady Stanton 4. Harper Colin’s Study Bible (for a standard study Bible) 5. True Images Teen Bible (for young teen girls, not affirming. Needs a conversation around gender roles and sexuality, but will help child actually enjoy reading the Bible) 5. A Book of Belonging by Mariko Clark (For young kids) 5. The Action Bible & Bible Project’s Illustrated Summaries for Biblical Books (for people who like comic style) Other Links & Resources: https://www.instagram.com/gerlynhenry/ Learn more about solidarity trips to Palestine: https://www.friendsofsabeel.ca/Eva's instagram: @iamevaliaoEva's free course on AWAKENING Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwellKyley's free mini-course

    1h 19m
  4. FEB 4

    Spiritual Tools for Revolutionary Times with Kyley and Eva

    Kyley and Eva sit down to talk about what has been happening in North America around ICE, immigration enforcement, and the wave of fear, grief, rage, confusion, and moral distress many people are carrying in their bodies right now.  They explore what happens when institutions dehumanize people, how fear spreads through communities, and why numbness can start to feel like a survival strategy. At the same time, they reflect on the quiet, often unglamorous work of staying human: letting grief be present, allowing anger without letting it harden into hatred, and remembering that compassion does not require self-destruction. This is a conversation for anyone who feels torn between caring deeply and needing to protect their own mental and emotional health.  What we cover  🧠 How the nervous system responds to ongoing political and social threat 💔 The emotional impact of ICE enforcement on individuals and communities 🧍‍♀️ Why numbness, shutdown, and overwhelm are understandable responses 🔥 Making space for anger without letting it turn into dehumanization 🌊 Grief as a natural response to witnessing harm and loss of safety 🧭 The difference between staying informed and being constantly flooded 🛑 Boundaries as a form of care, not avoidance 🤝 How to hold compassion without collapsing into helplessness Eva's instagram: @iamevaliaoEva's Free course on spiritual AWAKENING Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwellKyley's free mini-course

    1h 36m
  5. JAN 14

    Our love/hate relationship with being the victim with Kyley and Eva

    In this episode of Hello Universe, Kyley and Eva wade unpack how victim consciousness can form as a protective response to real harm, heartbreak, overwhelm, and unmet needs and how it can quietly harden into an identity that keeps us stuck, depleted, and disconnected from our power. This conversation is not about bypassing pain, minimizing trauma, or pretending hard things didn’t happen. Quite the opposite. Kyley and Eva explore how victim consciousness often arises when pain hasn’t been fully felt, witnessed, or metabolized. They talk candidly about resentment, self-pity, martyrdom, righteous anger, and the strange comfort that can come from staying “right” and wronged.  This is a conversation for anyone who has ever felt stuck in resentment, helplessness, or “why me?” energy, and also for anyone who is afraid to fully feel their anger, grief, or longing. What we cover in this episode: 🌀 What victim consciousness actually is and how it differs from experiencing real harm 🧠 How victim identity can form as a protective response to unwitnessed pain 🔥 The difference between liberating anger and anger that keeps us stuck 💔 Self-pity, martyrdom, resentment, and the “I’ve done everything right” trap 🧍‍♀️ How victim consciousness feels in the body and why somatic awareness matters 🛁 The “warm bath” of victimhood and why it can feel so hard to leave 👶 Parenting, inner children, and the role of allowed emotional expression 🌱 Reclaiming power without bypassing grief, vulnerability, or reality 💫 Connect with Eva & Kyley Sign up for Awakening with Eva for FREE https://dogged-trailblazer-8821.kit.com/756fe8553d Torchbearer Workshop with Kyley https://portal.kyleycaldwell.com/torchbearer-workshop Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Eva Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwell Kyley's free mini-course

    48 min
  6. 12/17/2025

    Be a Messy B*tch with Kyley and Eva

    What does it really means to give yourself permission to be a messy b*tch—especially in the places where it feels hardest.  Sparked by Eva being back in Taiwan with her family, this conversation explores what happens when all your tools fly out the window, ten years of therapy evaporate at the front door, and you’re left face-to-face with old patterns, big feelings, and the relentless voice that says you should know better by now. This episode is for anyone heading into family gatherings, relational landmines, or inner winters where things feel messy or unresolved and are looking to experiment with a different approach: letting yourself be imperfect, uncontained, and human. What we cover in this episode: ✨ Giving yourself permission to be a “messy b*tch” without bypassing responsibility  🧠 The shame spiral of “I should know better” and why it’s so common in spiritual and personal development spaces 🏠 What happens to your nervous system when you’re back with family—and why your tools might temporarily disappear  🧩 How perfectionism often forms as protection against shame  🌀 The myth of a “perfect self” and the exhaustion of endless self-improvement  ⚖️ Accountability vs. punishment: why guilt doesn’t actually help us change " 💔 The subtle ways we weaponize spiritual insights against ourselves  🔓 Releasing self-policing and noticing how inner violence fuels outer conflict  🌱 Why compassion creates more real change than criticism ever could  🕊️ Exploring innocence—not just in others, but in yourself  🔥 The fear and grief that arise when old identities start to dissolve  🤍 Touching unconditional love and why it can feel unfamiliar, fleeting, or even scary  💫 Connect with Eva & Kyley Sign up for Awakening with Eva for FREE https://dogged-trailblazer-8821.kit.com/756fe8553d Torchbearer Workshop with Kyley https://portal.kyleycaldwell.com/torchbearer-workshop Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Eva Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwell Kyley's free mini-course

    1h 17m
4.9
out of 5
94 Ratings

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Welcome to the Hello Universe podcast. We’re your hosts, Kyley and Eva—two spiritual besties obsessed with weird, trippy conversations and stories that make us feel alive in our human mess. If you want to expand your mind, open your heart, and feel better about life, you’re in the right place.

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