Hidden Wisdom

Meghan Farner

Exploring the Inner Mysteries of Faith, Symbol, and Soul Hidden Wisdom is a podcast for seekers who sense there’s more to faith than meets the eye. Hosted by Meghan Farner, author, mentor, and founder of Hidden Wisdom, each episode reveals the esoteric dimensions of scripture, myth, and restoration — uncovering how ancient symbols, archetypes, and divine patterns map the soul’s journey back to God. Drawing from LDS teachings, Christian mysticism, and universal esoteric principles, Hidden Wisdom bridges the worlds of religion and spirituality, inviting listeners to rediscover the sacred language of symbol and the divine masculine and feminine within. Whether you’re deconstructing, reconstructing, or simply seeking a deeper layer of truth, this podcast offers a guide to remembering — and embodying — what was never lost, only hidden. Hidden Wisdom is hosted by Meghan Farner, mentor and author of “Consider Yourself as Eve: A Guide to Spiritual Development for Women (and the Men Who Love Them.)  Learn more at meghanfarner.com

  1. 21H AGO

    The Word of God, by Humans: Contextualizing the Bible and Tips for Study

    In this extended episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner offers a courageous and deeply grounded exploration of what it truly means to call the Bible “the Word of God.” Drawing from history, theology, mysticism, and personal discernment, Meghan invites listeners to approach scripture—especially the Old Testament—not as an inerrant divine transcript, but as a profoundly human record of humanity wrestling with God. This episode examines biblical authorship, political and cultural influences, polytheism in ancient Israel, the suppression of the divine feminine, and the role of ego, power, and hierarchy in shaping scripture. Meghan introduces the four levels of Hebrew interpretation, demonstrates how symbolic and mystical readings restore depth and coherence, and reframes troubling biblical narratives as invitations to inner transformation rather than external obedience. Ultimately, this episode is a call to spiritual maturity: to trust Christ, cultivate discernment, and allow God—not institutions—to be your primary tutor. For anyone studying the Bible this year, navigating faith transitions, or seeking a lived experience of the Divine beyond fear, this conversation offers clarity, permission, and profound hope. 00:00 – 02:40 | Introduction and why this topic matters now 02:40 – 04:00 | Why the Old Testament creates tension and confusion 04:00 – 06:45 | Personal discernment and direct relationship with God 06:45 – 09:45 | Projection, ego, and humans creating God in their image 09:45 – 12:45 | The Bible as a human record—not divine dictation 12:45 – 15:30 | Violence, fear, and misattributed divine commands 15:30 – 18:15 | Ancient Israel’s polytheism and the divine council 18:15 – 21:40 | Spiritual evolution and changing views of God 21:40 – 24:45 | Political power, Rome, and biblical curation 24:45 – 27:30 | Loss of feminine wisdom and oral tradition 27:30 – 30:45 | Asherah, goddess suppression, and missing feminine imagery 30:45 – 34:15 | Excluded texts and erased mystical traditions 34:15 – 37:00 | Four levels of Hebrew interpretation 37:00 – 40:15 | Symbolism as the language of scripture 40:15 – 43:00 | Cain and Abel as inner allegory 43:00 – 46:30 | Discernment, humility, and spiritual maturity 46:30 – 50:45 | Translation bias and priesthood hierarchy 50:45 – 55:30 | Christ revealing the true character of God Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1h 2m
  2. 12/16/2025

    The Tower + the Bride: The Hidden Feminine in Prophecy

    In this final episode of 2025, Meghan reflects on her four-year journey through second coming prophecy, symbolism, and the rediscovery of the Divine Feminine. What began as a study of last-days events has evolved into a deeper realization: Zion’s redemption and the rise of the Divine Feminine are inseparable. Drawing from LDS canon, apocryphal texts like The Gospel of the Beloved Companion, ancient traditions, temple symbolism, and universal archetypes, Meghan shows how the feminine principles of intuition, relationship, heart-centered wisdom, and spiritual authority have always been woven into prophecy. She explores Mary Magdalene as “the tower,” Zion as the bride, the birthing symbolism of the new heaven and new earth, and the ways masculine and feminine partnership create the spiritual maturity required for Christ’s return. This episode dives deep into:  • the parable of the tower  • the true meaning of Magdalene  • the feminine role in death, rebirth, and the millennium  • Zion as a feminine state of being  • the partnership of masculine and feminine energies  • global prophetic traditions pointing to feminine renewal A powerful close to the year and an invitation to reclaim the feminine in your own spiritual path. Timestamps 00:00–02:00 | Closing the year and reflecting on the podcast journey 02:00–05:00 | Moving from prophecy study into the Divine Feminine 05:00–07:00 | Asking deep spiritual questions before you’re ready 07:00–12:00 | Parable of the Tower and its prophetic meaning 12:00–15:00 | Magdalene as “the tower” and her true identity 15:00–18:30 | The tower as feminine presence and spiritual being 18:30–23:00 | Two feminine archetypes: virgin and fallen daughter 23:00–25:00 | Feminine principles as prerequisites for Zion 25:00–30:00 | Zion, Jerusalem, and the Bride symbolism 30:00–33:00 | Birthing the new heaven and new earth 33:00–39:00 | Isaiah’s five birth metaphors 39:00–43:00 | Zion as unified heart and mind 43:00–50:00 | Global traditions confirming the feminine archetype 50:00–56:00 | How to rebuild the tower within ourselves 56:00–60:00 | Zion as a state of being and the return of Enoch 60:00–End | Closing reflection and blessing for the new year Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1h 4m
  3. 12/09/2025

    The Hidden History of Mother Mary: Her Lineage, Temple Training, and Real Identity

    In this special Christmas episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan is joined by scholar and author Donna Nielsen for a breathtaking exploration of Mother Mary’s true identity, her lineage, her temple upbringing, and the ancient traditions that honor her far beyond the biblical text. Drawing from Christian apocrypha, Islamic scripture, German folktales, early temple traditions, Renaissance iconography, and Middle Eastern lineage records, Donna reveals a side of Mary rarely talked about. This is a beautiful, expansive, and deeply reverent journey into Mary’s life and mission—the perfect Christmas episode for anyone wanting deeper spiritual understanding. Timestamps 00:00–04:00 | Introduction 04:00–06:00 | Protestant vs. Catholic Mary 06:00–13:00 | How stories honor real people without always being factual 13:00–16:00 | Maternal lineage 16:00–27:00 | Prophecy of the tree, branch, flower, and fruit of light 27:00–29:00 | Story of Anna and Joachim 29:00–32:00 | Early childhood portrayals of Mary 32:00–35:00 | Temple customs, Mary’s purity traditions, and symbolic upbringing 35:00–38:00 | Presentation of Mary at the temple: Christian and Muslim narratives 38:00–40:00 | Mary’s weaving 40:00–43:00 | Annunciation symbolism 43:00–46:00 | Women at wells 46:00–48:00 | Mary entering the Holy of Holies 48:00–50:00 | Oldest image of Mary 50:00–53:00 | Mary in Islam 53:00–56:00 | Islamic art and symbolism 56:00–59:00 | Mary the New Eve 59:00–01:03:00 | Nativity traditions 01:03:00–01:06:00 | The three Marys 01:06:00–01:10:00 | Dormition, Assumption, and ancient beliefs about Mary’s death 01:10:00–01:12:00 | Mary in Latter-day Saint tradition and limited portrayal 01:12:00–01:16:00 | Mary as the Virgin in the Book of Mormon 01:16:00–01:19:00 | Virgin: meanings beyond sexuality 01:19:00–01:23:00 | Colors, flowers, fruits, and symbolic art of Mary 01:23:00–01:28:00 | Shell and pearl symbolism 01:28:00–01:32:00 | Medieval chants and Mary’s collaborative role with Christ 01:32:00–End | Closing symbolism: milk, blood, tears, and divine compassion Additional Resources:  The Protoevangelium of James - Reading by Meghan Farner Holy Child Jesus by Donna Nielsen Learn more at donna-connections.blogspot.com Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1h 57m
  4. 12/02/2025

    Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness, with Jocelyn Pedersen

    In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan sits down with author and educator Jocelyn Pedersen to explore her groundbreaking new book All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness. Timestamps with Short Descriptions00:00–01:30 | Introduction and Jocelyn’s background 01:30–03:00 | Jocelyn’s new book and its long journey 03:00–05:00 | How her book builds on deeper mysteries of the gospel 05:00–07:00 | Why fears and veils block spiritual expansion 07:00–09:50 | Bridging individual spirituality and collective religion 09:50–11:10 | Christ’s use of global traditions and symbols 11:10–13:00 | Why symbolic and esoteric learning matters 13:00–16:00 | Addressing fear, deception, and misconceptions about “going off the deep end” 16:00–19:20 | Rethinking sin, repentance, and constant course correction 19:20–23:00 | How distrust and fear relate to the Divine Feminine 23:00–25:20 | Pentagram, symbolism, and the feminine archetype 25:20–27:20 | Trauma-based fears and why we cling to boxes 27:20–29:30 | The parable of the talents as an invitation to seek truth 29:30–31:40 | Fear categories: power, control, esteem, safety 31:40–34:20 | The illusion of control and the feminine unknown 34:20–36:40 | True feminine courage: surrender, trust, and letting go 36:40–39:20 | Jocelyn’s personal story of healing and surrender 39:20–41:40 | The feminine principle of trust and divine heldness 41:40–44:59 | Role of the Divine Masculine and partnership 44:59–48:40 | Structural masculine vs. fluid feminine: finding balance 48:40–52:20 | “Ladies first” and the biblical pattern of feminine condescension 52:20–53:40 | Learning the dance of masculine and feminine within 53:40–56:10 | Why we fear women—and why that must heal 56:10–57:30 | Jocelyn’s women’s event and book release 57:30–End | Closing thoughts and upcoming gathering Get Jocelyn's new book "All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness" on Amazon today! Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1 hr
  5. 11/25/2025

    Seeing Christ Beyond Religion: Apologetics, Spiritual Abuse, and Authentic Faith, with Steve Pynakker

    In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner sits down with Steve Pynakker, creator of Mormon Book Reviews and one of the most unique bridge-builders in the religious landscape. Steve shares his lifelong fascination with the Restoration, his journey through evangelical Christianity, atheism, and back into a reconstructed faith, and the spiritual insights he’s gained across traditions. Together, Meghan and Steve explore the feminine and masculine elements of religion, personal revelation, the role of mystical experience, faith crises, and why genuine connection with God often requires stepping outside institutional boundaries. They dive into the tension between apologetics and Christlike love, the dangers of zeal without compassion, and the shared work of healing religious division. This heartfelt and challenging conversation invites listeners to seek God beyond labels, recognize the divine image in every person, and cultivate a faith centered on love, humility, and spiritual authenticity. Timestamps & Episode Structure00:00–02:10 | Introduction 02:10–07:30 | How Steve Entered the Mormon World 07:30–13:00 | Faith Deconstruction and Atheism 13:00–16:20 | Looking for Christ Instead of Faults 16:20–22:10 | The Ego Death of Faith Crisis 22:10–28:00 | Masculine and Feminine in Religion 28:00–33:20 | Toxicity, Power, and the Danger of Misused Zeal 33:20–38:00 | Responsibility as a Public Voice 38:00–44:40 | Where Apologetics Goes Wrong 44:40–52:30 | The Mirror: Calling Communities to Repentance 52:30–56:40 | The Three Questions That Transform Dialogue 56:40–59:00 | Closing Reflections: Love as the Center Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1 hr
  6. 11/18/2025

    Sacred Sexuality: Healing Shame and Reclaiming Divine Pleasure with McKenna Woolley

    In this profound episode, Meghan Farner and McKenna Woolley explore sacred sexuality—how pleasure, creativity, and divine connection are intertwined. They discuss healing sexual shame, restoring feminine energy, and finding God through embodiment, love, and conscious partnership. 🕰️ Timestamps of Key Conversation Points 00:00–03:14 — Announcements & Updates Meghan shares gratitude for donors, introduces the new Hidden Wisdom Academy, and details upcoming courses on symbolism, the temple, and divine feminine teachings. 03:14–05:29 — Guest Introduction: McKenna Woolley McKenna introduces herself as a mother of five, artist, and holistic practitioner whose spiritual awakening deepened after the loss of her child. 05:29–08:20 — Holistic Healing & Spiritual Growth McKenna shares how motherhood led her into holistic health, herbalism, and sound healing—discovering spirituality through the body. 08:20–11:53 — Awakening Sacred Sexuality The conversation turns to sacred sexuality: Meghan notes how women are often disconnected from their bodies, and McKenna describes her healing journey through pleasure, grief, and surrender. 11:53–16:10 — Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energy in Marriage McKenna explains how letting go of control and allowing her husband to step into his masculine role transformed their relationship and intimacy. 16:10–18:57 — Sexuality, Creativity, and Manifestation She connects sexuality to creativity, abundance, and spiritual manifestation, explaining the role of the sacral chakra as a center of creation and joy. 18:57–23:10 — Understanding the Sacral Chakra McKenna describes the body’s energetic system and how sexual energy fuels creativity, relationships, and connection with the divine. 23:10–27:24 — Polarity and Feminine Design Meghan and McKenna discuss the importance of masculine–feminine polarity in relationships and the spiritual design behind gendered energy. 27:24–34:39 — Healing Shame and Redefining Sexuality They examine inherited beliefs from religious conditioning—how “good girl” programming and misinterpretation of scripture create sexual shame—and how reclaiming pleasure restores holiness. 34:39–40:49 — Sex as a Spiritual Practice Exploration of tantric principles, sacred intimacy, and how vulnerability and confession open deeper connection to God and spouse. 40:49–46:50 — Pleasure as Creative Power McKenna shares how awakening her sensuality unlocked creativity, finances, and faith—linking pleasure to divine creation and manifestation. 46:50–52:56 — Healing Through the Body and Mirror Work Discussion of body acceptance, postpartum healing, and viewing the body as sacred art—a covenant partner with the spirit. 52:56–58:17 — Resources and Next Steps McKenna shares safe ways to learn about sacred sexuality, including her Facebook group Sacred Feminine Sensuality and recommended authors. 58:17–End — Closing Reflections Meghan and McKenna close with gratitude, e Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1h 1m
  7. 11/11/2025

    Polygamy and the Divine Feminine: Truth, Mythbusting, and Spiritual Discernment, with Michelle Stone

    In this revealing episode, Meghan Farner and guest Michelle Stone explore the roots of polygamy in Latter-day Saint history, asking whether it truly originated with God or with men. Together they uncover scriptural context, historical distortions, and the divine truth about feminine worth. 🕰️ Timestamps 00:01–03:18 — Meghan introduces the episode, explains why it was delayed, and contextualizes her earlier conversations with Michelle Stone and Cheryl Bruno on the topic. 03:18–05:33 — Meghan shares her personal struggle with Section 132 and her spiritual experience seeking God’s confirmation about polygamy. 05:33–10:44 — Discussion on discernment: shifting from “Did Joseph practice polygamy?” to “Is polygamy of the Most High God?” and understanding scripture as a reflection of humanity’s interaction with God. 10:44–18:03 — Meghan unpacks temple symbolism, eternal sealing, and the divine masculine–feminine union as a spiritual metaphor rather than literal marital hierarchy. 18:03–21:35 — Transition to Michelle Stone’s portion: “Myth-busting” begins. Meghan invites listeners to listen with openness and spiritual discernment. 21:35–25:53 — Michelle describes how her research began, confronting pro-polygamy scholars, and addressing the “raise up seed” justification from Jacob 2. 25:53–43:26 — Michelle and Meghan discuss how scripture has been misread to justify polygamy, the mistreatment of women, and the corruptions in early Utah history. 43:26–47:14 — Addressing biblical examples (Abraham, Jacob, David) as cautionary tales rather than divine endorsements of plural marriage. 47:14–1:06:07 — Historical evidence: Joseph Smith’s consistent opposition to polygamy; discussion of altered journals and fraudulent Utah-era edits. 1:06:07–1:13:03 — Examination of Brigham Young’s revisions, accusations against Emma Smith, and the unreliable affidavits created after Joseph’s death. 1:13:03–1:17:00 — Michelle and Meghan discuss middle ground—staying spiritually anchored without idolizing or vilifying leaders. 1:17:00–1:20:00 — Michelle explains how the earliest affidavits emerged decades later and were not written by the women themselves, exposing historical manipulation. 1:20:00–1:25:00 — Closing reflections on discernment, the importance of anchoring in Christ, and invitations to personal revelation rather than institutional narratives. Additional Resources:  Seeking the Truth about Polygamy, Part 1 with Michelle Stone - https://youtu.be/ekv_TZkU0Zo?si=sxUPmdFImT3-FgIl Seeking the Truth about Polygamy, Part 2 with Cheryl Bruno - https://youtu.be/067Q9HiUae0?si=B8PLIych0xaBDMO7 Gwendolyn Wyne - https://www.youtube.com/@gwendolynwyne Still Mormon Podcast - https://www.youtube.com/@StillMormon  Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

    1h 31m
  8. 11/04/2025

    The King's Core: Men's Healing, Leadership, and Inner Strength, with Ryan Carnahan

    In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner and guest Ryan Carnahan explore the modern man’s path from shame and addiction to strength, wholeness, and divine leadership. Ryan shares his personal transformation—how overcoming isolation, emotional suppression, and false independence led him to create The King’s Core, a movement helping men reclaim clarity, ownership, resilience, and execution in their lives. Together, Meghan and Ryan unpack masculine healing, the hero’s journey, and how men can preside with love, protection, and spiritual alignment. Timestamps & Key Discussion Points 00:00 – 02:00 | Introduction: welcoming Ryan and the continuing series on divine masculinity02:00 – 04:00 | Ryan’s early life: loneliness, insecurity, and early exposure to addiction04:00 – 07:00 | Struggles with hiding, shame, and the roots of self-worth07:00 – 10:00 | Discovering that pornography and addiction are emotional—not moral—issues10:00 – 12:00 | Healing begins with emotional awareness and connection12:00 – 14:30 | Meghan’s insights on repentance as integration and feminine inner work15:00 – 17:00 | The hero’s journey, Christ as the archetype, and transformation through suffering18:00 – 21:00 | Choosing into life experiences and reclaiming personal accountability21:00 – 23:00 | Agency, ownership, and co-creating change from within23:00 – 26:30 | Why men resist inner work and the illusion of independence26:30 – 28:30 | The pencil analogy: discovering connection through interdependence and gratitude29:00 – 31:00 | God as partnership—not domination—and divine interconnection32:00 – 36:00 | Breaking the “doom cycle” of burnout, shame, and disconnection36:00 – 39:00 | Emotional regulation, self-mastery, and protecting through presence39:00 – 41:00 | The balance of danger and safety in divine masculinity41:00 – 44:00 | Becoming the true protector through healing inner shadows44:00 – 46:30 | The King’s Core: building inner frameworks for leadership and discipline46:30 – 49:30 | Medieval symbolism and the hero’s archetype in Ryan’s program49:30 – 51:30 | Redefining addiction as misdirected coping and returning to alignment52:00 – 53:30 | Final reflections: healing, leadership, and grounded divine masculinity Thank you for listening to Hidden Wisdom! For free resources, courses, programs, and upcoming events, visit meghanfarner.com. ✨ Register for our FREE Intention Workshop - January 5th, 7pm MT If this episode brought value to your life, please consider: Donating through Venmo: @Meghan-Farner Subscribing to stay updated Sharing it with someone who would love it Leaving a comment or review to help others find the show Connecting and exploring more resources at meghanfarner.com Thank you for being a part of the Hidden Wisdom community!

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Exploring the Inner Mysteries of Faith, Symbol, and Soul Hidden Wisdom is a podcast for seekers who sense there’s more to faith than meets the eye. Hosted by Meghan Farner, author, mentor, and founder of Hidden Wisdom, each episode reveals the esoteric dimensions of scripture, myth, and restoration — uncovering how ancient symbols, archetypes, and divine patterns map the soul’s journey back to God. Drawing from LDS teachings, Christian mysticism, and universal esoteric principles, Hidden Wisdom bridges the worlds of religion and spirituality, inviting listeners to rediscover the sacred language of symbol and the divine masculine and feminine within. Whether you’re deconstructing, reconstructing, or simply seeking a deeper layer of truth, this podcast offers a guide to remembering — and embodying — what was never lost, only hidden. Hidden Wisdom is hosted by Meghan Farner, mentor and author of “Consider Yourself as Eve: A Guide to Spiritual Development for Women (and the Men Who Love Them.)  Learn more at meghanfarner.com

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