30 episodes

Child loss, universally, has been called the single, most devastating experience a family can face. It is a very personal journey, with no handbook for survival. Sharing our stories of love and loss offers validation, hope, and healing. Join Monica and Colby Charette in a very unique, mother-and-son podcast, as they share their personal grief journey, and those of others, with intimate interviews each episode that offer powerful experiences, candid advice for friends, retrospective lessons learned, insight and encouragement, and everything in-between. If you have experienced child loss, or care about someone who has, we invite you to hold the light with us, and keep coming back for inspiration and hope.

Holding the Light Monica and Colby Charette

    • Society & Culture
    • 5.0 • 34 Ratings

Child loss, universally, has been called the single, most devastating experience a family can face. It is a very personal journey, with no handbook for survival. Sharing our stories of love and loss offers validation, hope, and healing. Join Monica and Colby Charette in a very unique, mother-and-son podcast, as they share their personal grief journey, and those of others, with intimate interviews each episode that offer powerful experiences, candid advice for friends, retrospective lessons learned, insight and encouragement, and everything in-between. If you have experienced child loss, or care about someone who has, we invite you to hold the light with us, and keep coming back for inspiration and hope.

    Sandy Fisher: If I Knew Then What I Know Now (Loss By Suicide)

    Sandy Fisher: If I Knew Then What I Know Now (Loss By Suicide)

    Send us a Text Message.There is something to be said about a mother’s intuition. Sandy Fisher knew something was wrong the day her 18-year-old son, Scott Junior, died by suicide. He had just entered college. Now, after 18 years of grieving his loss, and even an attempted suicide herself, she is courageously sharing her experience and knowledge. Her mission? To help students, parents, friends, and educators recognize the warning signs, ask the right questions, and seek help. Dial 988: Sui...

    • 44 min
    Rob Reider: The Sad Dads Club

    Rob Reider: The Sad Dads Club

    Send us a Text Message.Navigating life after child loss is hard enough without the gender-based stereotype that men must somehow be strong and overcome their grief. After the devastating loss of his daughter Lila to stillbirth, Rob Reider has created a space to help nurture bereaved fathers, in a club just for men. It’s called the Sad Dads Club. A place to share loss among others who can truly understand their journey. A voice for all grieving fathers. SAD DADS CLUB helps fellow bereave...

    • 43 min
    Mary Alexandre: Balancing Grief with Joy

    Mary Alexandre: Balancing Grief with Joy

    Send us a Text Message.When your child dies, it’s so hard to accept that every part of their existence is no longer possible. Mary Alexandra felt this deeply after her daughter Celina died, as life, inevitably, moves forward. This kind of grief, never goes away. But Mary shares how it IS possible to balance grief with her greatest joys. Like the wedding of her younger daughter and becoming a grandmother, all while keeping Celina’s memory alive. A message for all who are grieving. It’s okay to...

    • 39 min
    Julie Brown: Writing and My Grief Evolution

    Julie Brown: Writing and My Grief Evolution

    Send us a Text Message.When faced with the possibility that her 34-year-old daughter Jessica might die from brain cancer, Julie Brown turned to her writing for solace, which, she says, has become part of her evolution. After Jessica’s passing, this caregiving and courageous mother is now inspired to write the next chapter of her life in hopes of helping others.Resources mentioned in our podcast conversation:Building A Life: A Mother's Healing Journey of Self-Discovery by Julie Brown available...

    • 30 min
    Susan Cloutier: Surviving the Loss of My Son and Husband

    Susan Cloutier: Surviving the Loss of My Son and Husband

    Send us a Text Message.When a horrific car accident suddenly claimed the lives of her teenage son Casey, and her husband Gus, Susan Cloutier had to dig deep to want to keep living. She shares her story of losing half of her family in an instant, parenting her angry, and deeply grieving 11-year-old son, finding love again, even contemplating ending her life. Yet through it all, she learned how to lean heavily into her faith to move forward with love and purpose. Holding the Light is an or...

    • 42 min
    Debbie Reynolds: Living After the Loss of My Children

    Debbie Reynolds: Living After the Loss of My Children

    Send us a Text Message.While Debbie Reynolds would not, and should not, ever say she is childless, she is now navigating a life without her only two children, Michelle and Matthew. How does a parent even begin to process the death of their young daughter, while helping an older son with sibling grief, and later, his own terminal illness? The path of healing has been difficult, but also enlightening, as Debbie candidly tells the story of her family's unimaginable journey, inc...

    • 39 min

Customer Reviews

5.0 out of 5
34 Ratings

34 Ratings

DawnPrimeWatson ,

Holding the Light

I wish I could give you a million stars.
Thank you Monica and Colby, for sharing your stories and for inviting others to share theirs.
The authenticity, love, and grief captured in your interviews is painfully palpable. The symbolism of Holding the Light provides hope and comfort as I navigate the loss of my oldest son. I will forever love, grieve, wish he was here, and wonder why he is not. Through the chaos, holding his light is a lovely way to honor him. Well done and many thanks.
Dawn - Krys' Mom

A1charland ,

9.10.23. Episode

This episode has been one of my favorites so far. The part where he sings at the end gives me the chills. Thank you Monica and Colby for putting yourselves out there to honor Cass’s light. You guys are awesome.

OCACLEC ,

Holding the Light - Cidny Bullens

It’s real. It’s raw. It’s necessary. Truly heartwarming to learn the story behind the Holding the Light Podcast theme song. To share your grief openly takes incredible strength and courage. Monica and Colby Charette provide a safe place for people to share their grief journey. Bravo.

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