Holy Moly

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This book, Holy Moly, follows the great spiritual story that underlies human life. It begins with creation and the fall into duality, explores the long journey of redemption, and looks closely at the role Christ plays in humanity’s return to God. Finally, it turns inward—showing how this cosmic story unfolds within each of us and how we can participate in our own transformation.

  1. EPISODE 1

    1 The good Lord willing: The mystery of free will

    The Pathwork Guide explores one of life’s most enduring questions: do we truly have free will, or is everything governed by fate? The answer offered here bridges both perspectives. While we always possess free will, our current circumstances are shaped by past choices—sometimes from this life, and sometimes from earlier ones. What we often call fate is simply the unfolding of cause and effect. Every thought, feeling, and action sets something in motion. When the results appear later, especially with a time delay, they can feel random or unjust. But in truth, nothing happens without our participation in creating it. This understanding reframes suffering. Rather than punishment, unhappiness becomes a signal—and even a remedy—guiding us back toward alignment with divine law. Growth begins when we stop looking outward for causes and instead examine our inner patterns. The Guide also distinguishes between two kinds of will: one driven by ego and tension, and another flowing from the Higher Self, marked by clarity and peace. Learning to align with this deeper will is key to transformation. Ultimately, “the good Lord willing” is not about surrendering control—it is about choosing, freely, to align with truth. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    21 min

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    2 Who is Christ? A divine being of light—and a man named Jesus

    The Pathwork Guide reframes a central spiritual question: who—or what—is Christ? Rather than equating Christ simply with God or reducing Jesus to a wise teacher, these teachings present a more nuanced view. Christ is described as the highest created spiritual being—the first emanation of God—while Jesus was the human incarnation through which this being entered Earth. Importantly, the same divine substance that lives in Christ exists in all of us as our Higher Self. The difference lies not in kind, but in degree. Spiritual growth, then, is the gradual unfolding of this inner light. The Guide also explores humanity’s resistance to Christ, tracing it back to a subtle but powerful distortion: the belief that divine love is unequal or unfair. This seed of comparison and jealousy is presented as an origin point of separation and suffering. Finally, it introduces the deeper purpose of Christ’s incarnation. Beyond teachings or symbolism, Christ’s mission was to fulfill a critical role in the Plan of Salvation—upholding divine law while making return to God possible for all beings. This act preserved both justice and free will. Christ’s story, then, is not just history—it is a living pathway back to wholeness. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    9 min

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    3 Must we? Our resistance to Christ

    The Pathwork Guide explores a sensitive and often polarizing question: must we recognize Christ to return to God? The answer offered is paradoxical—both yes and no. On one hand, spiritual growth can begin within any sincere path. All major religions contain enough truth to support inner development, provided we engage in the real work: self-purification, confronting the Lower Self, and surrendering the ego. In this sense, recognizing Christ is not a prerequisite for beginning the journey. On the other hand, as consciousness expands through genuine inner work, we naturally become more open to deeper truths—including the role of Christ. Over time, recognition arises not from belief or doctrine, but from inner readiness and direct knowing. The Guide also highlights a subtle but important element: gratitude. Without requiring worship or religious conversion, it suggests that acknowledging Christ’s role in the greater Plan of Salvation is part of aligning with truth. Finally, it addresses humanity’s tendency to divide—especially along religious lines—and reframes truth itself as something vast, dynamic, and often partially seen. No single path holds it all. In the end, the invitation is simple: seek truth sincerely, wherever it leads. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    7 min

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    4 Submitting and rebelling Christians: Two very different responses to untruth

    The Pathwork Guide explores why the name “Jesus Christ” can trigger such strong reactions—and reveals that both acceptance and rejection often stem from the same underlying confusion. Two primary responses emerge: submission and rebellion. Submitting Christians adopt inherited beliefs wholesale, often suppressing natural energies like sexuality, strength and self-expression in the process. Rebelling Christians, sensing these distortions, reject the entire system—including Christ himself. While their instinct to reject what is false is valid, the chapter suggests they often throw out truth along with distortion. At the root of both reactions is a childlike, black-and-white mindset: if my parents were right, everything must be right; if wrong, everything must be wrong. This creates inner conflict, guilt and fear—keeping people stuck in rigid positions. The Guide also expands this dynamic to collective history, particularly the divide between Jews and Christians. These divisions are described as “mass images”—shared distortions that perpetuate separation, blame and suffering across generations. The way forward is neither blind acceptance nor total rejection, but honest inner work. By questioning our inherited beliefs and facing our resistance to truth, we dissolve inner division. In doing so, we move beyond separation—toward unity, truth and genuine freedom. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    27 min

  5. EPISODE 5

    5 Grappling with duality: The hidden source of all our struggles

    The Pathwork Guide dives into the core human struggle: living in a world of opposites. Pleasure and pain, good and bad, life and death—these dualities shape our experience and create much of our inner conflict. At the heart of this struggle is our instinct to pursue pleasure and avoid pain. Yet this very impulse keeps us trapped. Duality, the chapter explains, is not ultimate reality—it is a temporary state. Beneath it lies Oneness, where opposites are reconciled in harmony. The path forward requires a radical shift: instead of avoiding pain, we must learn to face it. Growth comes not from escaping discomfort, but from allowing ourselves to experience life fully—both sides of every polarity. This includes learning to “die” in small ways: letting go of control, surrendering demands, and releasing the need to always be right. As we begin to hold opposites—rather than fight them—we move toward integration. We discover that pain does not destroy us, and that healing becomes possible only when we stop resisting it. Ultimately, all longing points back to one thing: reconnection with the divine. The journey through duality is the path back to that Oneness. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    11 min

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    6 Facing death and finding life: Moving from duality to Oneness

    At the heart of human struggle lies one central fear: death. The Pathwork Guide explores how our fear of death creates the world of duality—where we divide life into opposites like pleasure and pain, gain and loss, life and death itself. Most of us cope in one of two ways: we either run from death or rush toward it. Both are forms of avoidance. Neither leads to truth. Real transformation requires something far more difficult—learning to face death directly, in all its forms. This doesn’t just mean physical death. It includes the many “little deaths” we encounter daily: disappointment, loss, unmet desires, and the unknown. When we stop resisting these experiences and allow ourselves to feel them fully, something shifts. We begin to discover that what we feared cannot actually destroy us. Paradoxically, our willingness to face death expands our capacity for life. The more we accept life’s painful aspects, the more open we become to joy, love, and vitality. True transcendence doesn’t come from escaping duality—it comes from entering it fully. By embracing both life and death, we move beyond the illusion of opposites and rediscover the living unity beneath them. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    15 min

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    7 God and creation: How divine life first unfolded

    The Pathwork Guide explores the origins of existence, beginning with the nature of God and the unfolding of creation. While God ultimately cannot be fully understood, we can approach this mystery through two complementary aspects: God as active Creator (the masculine principle) and God as pure being (the feminine principle). Both are essential, and together they form the foundation of all life. From this divine source, countless beings were created—each carrying a spark of the same living substance. This creative act was not without risk. With free will comes the possibility of turning away from truth. Yet God created anyway, because love, by its very nature, must give. The Guide also bridges Eastern and Western spiritual perspectives. The West has historically emphasized God as Creator and the story of Christ, while the East has focused more on inner stillness and direct experience. Both perspectives reveal important facets of truth, but neither alone captures the whole. At the center of creation lies a profound reality: the divine essence—sometimes called the Holy Ghost—lives within every being. Our task is not to acquire it, but to uncover it by clearing away what obscures it. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    9 min

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    8 The Fall of the Angels: How divine beings turned away from God

    The Pathwork Guide explores how a perfect creation came to fall into disharmony. At the center of this story is the gift of free will—a divine endowment that made true union with God possible, but also opened the door to separation. In the beginning, all beings lived in harmony. The turning point came through temptation: a curiosity to use divine power in a way that opposed truth. When the first being—later known as Lucifer—gave in, a gradual process of distortion began. Nothing changed all at once. Instead, divine qualities slowly twisted into their opposites: love into hatred, light into darkness, unity into separation. These distortions gave rise to different inner states, which in turn created entire worlds—both harmonious and disharmonious. What we call “hell” is not a punishment imposed by God, but a natural result of distorted consciousness. Importantly, this story is not just cosmic—it is personal. Every fault we carry is a distorted version of a once-divine quality. Our task is not to condemn ourselves, but to recognize and transform these distortions. Even after the Fall, divine law remains intact. Through our choices, growth, and willingness to return to truth, the path back to unity with God is always open. **Please listen to the 14 chapters/podcasts of Holy Moly in the order presented.** Listen to all Holy Moly chapters Return to Holy Moly contents Read this chapter

    17 min
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This book, Holy Moly, follows the great spiritual story that underlies human life. It begins with creation and the fall into duality, explores the long journey of redemption, and looks closely at the role Christ plays in humanity’s return to God. Finally, it turns inward—showing how this cosmic story unfolds within each of us and how we can participate in our own transformation.

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    Phoenesse
  • Episodes
    15
  • Seasons
    1
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    Clean
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