Spill The Spirituality

The Methodist Church

Set sail for an unforgettable conversation! Spill The Spirituality, brought to you by Hope & Anchor, is the podcast that's not afraid to dive deep into the stories and issues that matter most. It's fun. It's vibrant. It's honest. Truthfully? It's a space where nothing is off-limits and where everyone is included.Hosted by Trey Hall and Jaz Ampaw-Farr, it's a space for honesty, authenticity, and a healthy dose of humour along the way. Inclusive to everyone – whether you're a person of faith, spirituality, no faith, or somewhere in between. If you're enjoying the show, make sure you connect with us and join the community at https://www.hopeandanchor.io/podcast or search for "spillthespirituality" on Instagram & TikTok.

  1. "God Tests His Toughest Soldiers" - Harry Clark on Faith, The Traitors, and Going Straight to the Pope

    APR 2

    "God Tests His Toughest Soldiers" - Harry Clark on Faith, The Traitors, and Going Straight to the Pope

    Hey Y'all, In this milestone 100th episode, host Trey Hall sits down with Harry Clark - the breakout star of BBC's The Traitors Series 2 - for a wide-ranging and deeply honest conversation about faith, mental health, masculinity, and what happens when a council kid from Slough decides to take his questions straight to the Pope. Harry opens up about how prayer pulled him back from the edge during his darkest days in the British Army, why he went to confession for the first time in 10 years in Rome, and the AI-assisted message he sent to the Vatican. Funny, moving, and refreshingly real. Timestamps 0:00 — Intro & welcome to Spill the Spirituality1:13 — The iconic Traitors reveal moment2:00 — How Harry got cast on The Traitors (from a "scam" DM)4:50 — Going on the show to change his life & the Uber driver story that changed everything7:28 — Trey's team's crushes on Harry (shoutout Holly & Allie)8:41 — The "Jekyll and Hyde" life: Army Corporal vs. Harry from Slough10:15 — Harry Clark Goes to Rome: the new BBC documentary11:35 — Faith as a wave: growing up Catholic and questioning the church11:49 — The origin story: homebrewed beers in the Alps with a producer13:38 — "I'll just go to the headteacher" — why go straight to the Pope15:00 — Trey's own experience at a Papal audience in St. Peter's Square16:00 — What is it about the Pope? The sense of calmness and humility17:01 — Arriving in Rome with his mum17:47 — His mum's advice: "Just pray"19:10 — Questions for the Pope: good vs. bad Catholic, LGBTQ+ inclusion, modernising the church21:11 — "What's your favourite emoji?" — the lighter questions22:33 — What is confession? Harry's first confession in 10 years25:20 — Trey on confession, AA, and telling the truth to another human27:21 — "God is working through them" — seeing God in people28:20 — Is there such thing as a bad Catholic? Already recognising your struggle means you're winning29:59 — Harry's darkest moment: suicidal thoughts, losing friends, and hitting rock bottom in the Army31:46 — The Army as "the hammer and chisel" — joining at 16 and growing up fast33:29 — The prayer journey: from screaming at God to gratitude35:34 — "I'd rather believe and be wrong" — Pascal's Wager, Harry Clark style37:43 — Masculinity, vulnerability, and what it means to be a healthy man40:19 — The Memento Mori tattoo from Rome41:25 — Wheel of Fortune game: AI — Friend or Foe?42:42 — Harry used ChatGPT to message the Pope (and reads the message live)46:48 — Outro & where to watch Harry Clark Goes to RomeGuest Harry Clark - Winner of BBC's The Traitors Series 2, former British Army Corporal, and star of the BBC documentary Harry Clark Goes to Rome. Follow him on Instagram and catch the documentary on BBC iPlayer. Host Trey Hall — Methodist minister, Tennessean living in London, and co-host of Spill the Spirituality (a project of the Methodist Church in Britain). Join the Spill the Spirituality community, follow the show and reach out to the hosts - we'd love to hear your thoughts, stories and feedback! Learn about Spill the Spirituality Podcast, Community & EventsLike us on FacebookFollow us on TwitterFollow us on InstagramFind us on TikTok

    47 min
  2. Eshaan Akbar — From Banking to Comedy, Grief, and Gratitude

    MAR 26

    Eshaan Akbar — From Banking to Comedy, Grief, and Gratitude

    Hey Y'all, A banker turned comedian who describes himself as a "lapsed Muslim," Eshaan Akbar has appeared on Sex Education (Netflix), Live at the Apollo (BBC), and even voiced puppets on Spitting Image. In this deeply funny and moving conversation, Eshaan opens up about the wild days of pre-crash banking, his mother's sudden passing and the Muslim burial that changed everything, navigating faith as a South Asian man in the West, Muslim dating apps, and how grief ultimately gave him the freedom to pursue comedy with complete abandon. A masterclass in finding humor in life's heaviest moments. Guest: Eshaan Akbar - comedian, writer, podcaster (The Early Evening Shows) Hosts: Trey Hall & Jaz Ampawfarr Produced by: Rachel Matthews & John Ryan | A project of the Methodist Church Where to find Eshaan: YouTube special (coming soon), The Early Evening Shows podcast, Live at the Apollo on BBC iPlayer, @EshaanAkbar on socials Timestamps 0:00 — Welcome & intro to Spill the Spirituality1:21 — Eshaan's entrance & boxer name banter2:09 — The corporate-to-comedy pipeline2:58 — Life in banking before the 2008 crash: debauchery and high-octane culture5:40 — Feeling like an outsider: being the only Asian guy in the building6:47 — Dreaming of becoming a diplomat (since age 6)7:41 — Taking a comedy course to learn tighter writing8:17 — His mother's sudden passing and "comedy chose me"9:20 — First gig after grief & making the Edinburgh Fringe final10:25 — The Muslim burial: climbing into the grave to lay his mother to rest12:18 — How grief unlocked total creative freedom13:43 — "Was she funny?" — inheriting his mum's sense of humor14:38 — Feeling connected to his mum through dreams15:57 — Religion's infrastructure around death17:36 — Islam's 40-day mourning period as a "deadline" for grief21:39 — The viral Ramadan "Call me" bit22:45 — Muslim dating apps: Minder, Mismatch & wild DMs24:38 — Growing up devout: religious education at home25:33 — The mosque vs. home: two very different versions of God29:07 — Separating God, mind, body, and soul at age 2431:31 — "Are you spiritual?" — the levels of being a lapsed Muslim33:02 — Daily gratitude and "I cannot believe my luck"33:56 — Comedy as a spiritual practice34:20 — "Even God isn't loved universally"35:36 — The Wheel of Trust game36:50 — Reflection on "Chapter" — life before and after mum38:27 — "We are all writing the book of our own lives"39:46 — Where to find Eshaan & sign-off41:37 — Outro & creditsSee you next time folks! Join the Spill the Spirituality community, follow the show and reach out to the hosts - we'd love to hear your thoughts, stories and feedback! Learn about Spill the Spirituality Podcast, Community & EventsLike us on FacebookFollow us on TwitterFollow us on InstagramFind us on TikTok

    42 min

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Set sail for an unforgettable conversation! Spill The Spirituality, brought to you by Hope & Anchor, is the podcast that's not afraid to dive deep into the stories and issues that matter most. It's fun. It's vibrant. It's honest. Truthfully? It's a space where nothing is off-limits and where everyone is included.Hosted by Trey Hall and Jaz Ampaw-Farr, it's a space for honesty, authenticity, and a healthy dose of humour along the way. Inclusive to everyone – whether you're a person of faith, spirituality, no faith, or somewhere in between. If you're enjoying the show, make sure you connect with us and join the community at https://www.hopeandanchor.io/podcast or search for "spillthespirituality" on Instagram & TikTok.

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