Episode Show Notes In this episode of The H.I.P. Podcast, Shaya sits down with Tzipora Schiffer, LCSW, for a deeply honest conversation about attachment trauma, therapy, and what happens when the place meant to heal becomes confusing, painful, or even shaming. Tzipora shares her personal journey — from growing up feeling "fine on the outside but profoundly different on the inside," to years of searching for help without having language for what was actually wrong. She speaks openly about navigating therapy as someone with attachment wounds: the shame of needing connection, the terror of being "too much," and the devastating impact of therapists who were kind but unable to hold clear, safe boundaries. This episode explores how attachment trauma often doesn't come from a single obvious event, but from subtle, repeated experiences of emotional dismissal — and how those wounds are reenacted inside the therapy relationship itself. Together, Shaya and Tzipora unpack why anxiety, obsession, dependency, and fear of abandonment are not signs of pathology, but signals of a nervous system that learned to survive without reliable connection. Tzipora also shares the pivotal moments that led to healing: advocating for her child when professionals were wrong, learning to trust her own inner knowing, and finally experiencing therapy where the relationship itself — not skills, diagnoses, or behavior correction — became the vehicle for change. This episode is for anyone who has ever: Felt younger than their age in therapy Been confused or ashamed by how much they needed their therapist Wondered why therapy didn't help — or made things worse Struggled to trust their own inner authority Felt unseen despite "doing everything right" Wondered whether secure attachment is still possible after a lifetime of disconnection Key Moments in the Episode 00:00 – Introduction and Tzipora's background 04:30 – "Not having a story" — and still deserving healing 12:10 – When therapy doesn't have language for relational pain 23:45 – Shame, attachment needs, and feeling "too much" 38:20 – Boundaries without attunement (and why they can harm) 55:00 – Advocacy, intuition, and reclaiming inner authority 1:12:40 – Healing through relationship, not compliance 1:25:00 – Closing reflections on therapy, compassion, and growth (Timestamps are approximate and may vary slightly by platform.) What This Conversation Explores Why attachment wounds often go unnamed How therapy can unintentionally recreate abandonment The difference between boundaries and emotional safety Why dependency isn't created in therapy — it's revealed How shame blocks healing more than symptoms ever could What trauma-informed, relational therapy actually looks like How clients learn to trust themselves again Listener Reflection If this episode stirred something in you, you're not alone. You don't need a dramatic story to deserve care. And healing doesn't mean becoming less needy — it often means finally being met. Your Voice Matters If this episode brought something up for you and you'd like to share a reflection or response, you're invited to do so below: Click here to leave feedback You can share as much or as little as you want, and you can remain anonymous. Continue the conversation: I share reflections on attachment, trauma, and the therapy relationship on Instagram @shayahecht About H.I.P. Counseling Center: Learn more about our trauma-informed practice and offerings at www.hipcounseling.com or on instagram @hipcounselingcenter. Subscribe & Review: If this conversation resonated with you, please subscribe to the HIP Podcast on your favorite podcast app. Leaving a review helps others who need to hear these stories find their way here.
