I Can't Even Imagine

Stephanie & Victoria

"I Can't Even Imagine" is a podcast hosted by Stephanie and Victoria, two moms and lifelong best friends who have faced unimaginable challenges with their children. Through candid conversations and heartfelt interviews, they share stories of resilience, healing, and hope. Episodes feature moms who have survived traumatic events - creating a space where others can feel seen, heard, and supported - as well as interviews with experts in wellness and mental health. This podcast reminds you that even in the darkest times, you're never alone.

  1. 09/10/2025

    Surviving Abuse, Grief, and the Messiness of Real Life with Jennifer Boss

    Today we are talking with Jennifer Boss. In this deeply moving episode, Jennifer courageously shares the remarkable story of her life’s twists and turns. From surviving childhood trauma and enduring the heartache of family rifts, to navigating the loss of a child and the challenges of homelessness, Jennifer opens up about the resilience it takes to keep going through unimaginable pain. She takes us through decades marked by loss, complicated family dynamics, struggling to find stability, unexpected pregnancies, and ultimately finding her calling in veterinary medicine, all while raising her children and supporting a husband facing a devastating cancer diagnosis. With moments of humor, honesty, and heartbreak, Jennifer’s story is a testament to the power of perseverance, the importance of asking for help, and the reality that sometimes, “it’s okay not to be okay.” Join us for this unforgettable conversation as Jennifer reminds us that, even in chaos, there is strength, hope, and a reason to keep moving forward. —----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanna support our show? Sign up for our Patreon at patreon.com/bullshittinbesties Want to share your story? Apply here: https://www.icantevenimagine.com. Reach out to us at ICEIpodcast@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram: Instagram.com/icei_podcast Follow us on Facebook: Facebook.com/icantevenimaginepodcast Song Title: Anthem Music by SoundRoll https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-anthem

    1h 53m
  2. 08/13/2025

    Choosing a Different Path: Helen Williams Reflects on Breaking Free from Generational Hurt

    Today, we're talking with someone who grew up in the kind of chaos most people can’t even imagine. Helen Williams was one of five siblings, raised in a home shaped by addiction—her mother addicted to crack, her father battling pills and alcohol. But Helen didn’t just survive it—she carried others through it, often playing the role of the stable one in a very unstable world. In this episode, she opens up about what it was like to grow up in that environment, the emotional toll of always being “the strong one,” and the lasting scars of generational trauma. And just when she thought she’d already been through enough—her parents dropped a bombshell: that the man she thought was her dad might not be. Helen’s story is raw, vulnerable, and packed with resilience. She shares how her past has shaped the mother she is today, her commitment to breaking cycles, and how honesty—even the uncomfortable kind—can set you free. If you’ve ever struggled with family, identity, or feeling like you had to grow up too soon, this one’s for you. —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanna support our show? Sign up for our Patreon at patreon.com/bullshittinbesties Want to share your story? Apply here: https://www.icantevenimagine.com. Reach out to us at ICEIpodcast@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram: Instagram.com/icei_podcast Follow us on Facebook: Facebook.com/icantevenimaginepodcast Song Title: Anthem Music by SoundRoll https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-anthem

    52 min
  3. 07/30/2025

    Surviving Chaos: Jennifer Barone’s Story of Addiction, Healing, and Raising Special Needs Kids

    Today we’re talking with Jennifer Barone. She’s a mom of four, and her story is one that’ll stick with you. Jennifer grew up in a really tough environment—a hoarder home, a lot of chaos—and she opens up about how that shaped her, especially now as a mom raising three kids with special needs. She doesn’t hold anything back. We talk about what it was like becoming a teen mom, getting caught in abusive relationships, battling addiction, and the moment she knew something had to change. Jennifer also shares the heartbreaking journey of her youngest child’s medical diagnosis and the emotional rollercoaster that came with it. This episode is about resilience in every sense of the word—what it looks like to keep showing up when life knocks you down, and how healing is possible even in the middle of the mess. If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed or stuck, this conversation is a powerful reminder that hope is still out there. Let’s get into it. —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanna support our show? Sign up for our Patreon at patreon.com/bullshittinbesties Want to share your story? Apply here: https://www.icantevenimagine.com. Reach out to us at ICEIpodcast@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram: Instagram.com/icei_podcast Follow us on Facebook: Facebook.com/icantevenimaginepodcast Song Title: Anthem Music by SoundRoll https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-anthem

    1h 37m
  4. 07/16/2025

    Navigating Attachment Styles, Trauma Loops, and Healing with Therapist Danielle Sethi

    Today we’re joined by Danielle Sethi, a Florida-based marriage and family therapist whose journey took her from the hustle of New York finance to the heart of healing through therapy. In this episode, we explore attachment theory, emotionally focused therapy, and how the patterns we pick up early in life continue to shape how we love, argue, connect, and sometimes… disconnect. We also talk about trauma loops—the emotional landmines we unknowingly carry—and what it really takes to break generational cycles, especially as parents trying to raise emotionally healthy kids while healing ourselves. If you’ve ever felt stuck in your relationships, unsure why you react the way you do, or you’re just trying to show up better for yourself and the people you love… you’re in the right place. —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Connect with Danielle Sethi www.daniellesethi.com Follow Danielle on Instagram: @daniellesethi.therapy —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanna support our show? Sign up for our Patreon at patreon.com/bullshittinbesties Want to share your story? Apply here: https://www.icantevenimagine.com. Reach out to us at ICEIpodcast@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram: Instagram.com/icei_podcast Follow us on Facebook: Facebook.com/icantevenimaginepodcast Song Title: Anthem Music by SoundRoll https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-anthem

    1h 39m
  5. 07/02/2025

    When Healing Takes Courage: Lessons from a Domestic Violence Survivor

    On this episode of the "I Can't Even Imagine Podcast," we're joined by Claribel—a survivor, transformational Christian life coach, and the inspiring host of the "Be an Encourager" podcast. Claribel bravely shares her personal journey, taking us from the depths of complex trauma and domestic violence to her ultimate triumph and transformation. She opens up about the powerful role her faith played during her healing, the challenges she faced as a young mother, and how her experiences have shaped her mission to help others break cycles of pain and discover hope. In this candid conversation with Stephanie and Victoria, Claribel dives into the realities of domestic abuse, the misconceptions around trauma recovery, and the difficult decisions faced by women looking to reclaim their lives. Claribel talks about the emotional toll of abuse, healing alongside her four sons, and carving out a new path as a life coach dedicated to supporting other survivors. We explore the power of storytelling as a tool for healing and encouragement, and Claribel offers her wisdom for anyone feeling trapped or at their lowest point. Whether you're seeking renewed purpose or simply looking for hope in hard times, this episode is a testament to resilience, the significance of community, and the life-changing impact of sharing your story. —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Connect with Claribel Coreano EmpowerGlobalCoaching.com Listen to Claribel’s Podcast: Be An Encourager Podcast podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/claribel82 Email Claribel at claribelcoreano@empowerglobalcoaching.com —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanna support our show? Sign up for our Patreon at patreon.com/bullshittinbesties Want to share your story? Apply here: https://www.icantevenimagine.com. Reach out to us at ICEIpodcast@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram: Instagram.com/icei_podcast Follow us on Facebook: Facebook.com/icantevenimaginepodcast Song Title: Anthem Music by SoundRoll https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-anthem

    1h 2m
  6. 06/18/2025

    Lessons in Unshakable Peace—A Mom’s Path Through Crisis, Healing, and Acceptance

    Today we are talking to Jody—she is a mother of two, a certified life coach, and the author of Mommy Reboot: A Busy Mom’s Guide to Self-Care. This conversation is raw, emotional, and deeply important. Jody opens up about navigating two heartbreaking experiences: her son’s suicide attempt at 17 and the loss of her father to suicide when she was just 15. Through her story, she shares how those life-altering moments shaped her not only as a mother but also as a human being, a healer, and a guide for others. We talk about the chaos of crisis—the ambulance rides, the hospital stays, the mental health system—and the gut-wrenching uncertainty of watching your child fight to live. But we also talk about what comes after. Jody walks us through how she leaned on her intuition, embraced radical acceptance, and found peace in the midst of unimaginable pain. This episode is about survival, yes—but also about transformation. It’s about what it means to truly show up for your child, and for yourself, when everything feels like it’s falling apart. If you’re a parent, if you’ve faced mental health struggles in your family, or if you’re just searching for light after darkness, this one is for you. Connect with Jody Agard www.jodyagard.com Book: Mommy Reboot: A Busy Mom’s Guide to Self-Care https://a.co/d/aRvq8sp —--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wanna support our show? Sign up for our Patreon at patreon.com/bullshittinbesties Want to share your story? Apply here: https://www.icantevenimagine.com. Reach out to us at ICEIpodcast@gmail.com Follow us on Instagram: Instagram.com/icei_podcast Follow us on Facebook: Facebook.com/icantevenimaginepodcast Song Title: Anthem Music by SoundRoll https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-anthem

    1h 20m
5
out of 5
6 Ratings

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"I Can't Even Imagine" is a podcast hosted by Stephanie and Victoria, two moms and lifelong best friends who have faced unimaginable challenges with their children. Through candid conversations and heartfelt interviews, they share stories of resilience, healing, and hope. Episodes feature moms who have survived traumatic events - creating a space where others can feel seen, heard, and supported - as well as interviews with experts in wellness and mental health. This podcast reminds you that even in the darkest times, you're never alone.