Jason speaks: Want for nothing. BQ: Are you a messenger of love or of hate? Are you a sinner? Jesus said your sins are forgiven. Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, April 19, 2026 📖 Biblical Question: Are you a messenger of love or of hate? 📖 NEW BQ: Do you have humility? What is it? TIMESTAMPS * (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome * (0:01:47) - 01 - GUEST, Jason: Family visit got me in my imagination * (0:12:12) - 1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Walmart, trying too hard * (0:19:10) - 1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts * (0:23:26) - 1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy * (0:31:19) - 1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership * (0:35:03) - 1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect… * (0:37:58) - 02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother * (0:43:41) - 2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: Smile and nod * (0:48:36) - 2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback… * (0:51:04) - 03 - Messenger of hate after champagne… * (0:54:56) - 3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side * (0:57:27) - 04 - Man wants his father to love him back * (1:01:16) - 4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone. * (1:04:34) - 4C - 9yo son speaks * (1:05:56) - 05 - BQ: Raymond, others: “Boring.” One more curse word? * (1:11:09) - 06 - Q: Are you a sinner? Hassan on BQ… * (1:17:24) - 6B - Indoctrinated to believe I’m a sinner… * (1:22:40) - 6C - No, I’m tired of being a sinner. * (1:27:16) - 6D - What does God say about you being a sinner? * (1:29:33) - 6E - JLP: Told all your life you’re a sinner. Raymond * (1:33:51) - 07 - Bible verses: Jesus said your sins are forgiven * (1:34:48) - 7B - JLP: You’re not a sinner. God is love. * (1:42:52) - 7C - Free pass? You call suffering “fun.” Fascinated with misery * (1:46:42) - 7D - Ye’s concert, Jesus at the wedding: Fun as a whole person… * (1:48:29) - 7E - …See a person by loving the person. Nice people are nasty. * (1:56:23) - 08 - Hassan… Did Christ ever call us sinners? * (2:03:21) - 8B - If you were never told you were a sinner, nothing to work on * (2:04:56) - 09 - Closing… New BQ: Have humility? What is it? 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What is it? 00 - Small talk off-mic; Welcome (0:00:00) Start (0:01:18) Intro (0:01:34) Welcome 01 - Guest: Jason: Wanting for nothing (0:01:47) - Guest intro: Jason (0:02:28) Jason speaks (0:02:53) - Pull up Psalm 23… (0:03:46) recounting visiting family for Thanksgiving, seeing extravagant houses, comfort food from aunties… (0:05:09) Been away from family about 20 years — everyone happy to see me, so to speak … got full of myself, my ego … got into imagining having my own home like my cousin, not appreciating my humble abode in CA (0:06:49) Didn’t have a plan to move to Houston area, TX, but got into my thoughts, didn’t appreciate what I had. (0:07:39) Wanting for nothing, God has provided… (0:07:54) - Bible, James 1: 2-4 … (0:09:25) That you may be perfect and entire(?) meaning whole, wanting nothing… (0:10:11) If the Lord is your shepherd, you’ll want nothing. Observe your thoughts, and don’t go with your thoughts. Want a promotion? 1B - Jason: Running aware, not thinking; Not trying too hard (0:12:12) - Running exercise, aware of my thoughts, breathing, environment, not putting thought into how long I have left — I did my best running. (0:15:33) - Walmart self checkout, not for free stuff (as in stealing), but it’s faster. (0:16:17) Associate lightly tapped it, after I was pressing, pressing, pressing — trying too hard. (0:17:34) Reads James again — let patience have its perfect work, that you may be entire, not lacking anything … 1C - Feedback: The Lord is my Shepherd; Wanting from thoughts (0:19:10) - Raymond (0:20:48) Alex (0:21:02) Jason’s mother would cite Psalm 23 a lot … “The Lord is my shepherd” — if you stay conscious, forgive … (0:21:45) - Andrew, when I get something I didn’t realize I wanted versus something I thought I wanted, in which I’m not satisfied… When it comes from thoughts, it’s never satisfied… 1D - Jason’s story: “I’m black and I’m proud.” I thought Jesse was crazy (0:23:26) - Donyale question… first introduction to Jesse’s message: I’m black and I’m proud. People are against me. I thought he was crazy. (0:24:35) I was very pissed (over an ex and his daughter…) Jesse was speaking with a black power personality cracking jokes. Jesse handled it so smoothly. I saw something godly in that. I would lash out in my own life. Covid happened. Drove from San Diego for Men’s Forum (0:27:26) - What would you say to someone in their 20s… Jason: I have 3 daughters … set an example…. (0:29:25) - Southern gal aka “Miss Alabama” on wants or emotions … We’re getting happiness, emotion, ego… Working toward the promotion, but with nothing attached to it to be a “successful person” or whatever. Do your best but without anguish, pain, jealousy, any emotion toward it. 1E - Jason: No sons? Story: Backing out of a partnership (0:31:19) - Jesse: Do you have sons? What a beta. (0:31:42) - One more story — working with a person on a goal, who was always late! Never on time for Zoom meeting. They’d joke, I was waiting on you! Always an excuse. A booksmart person. (0:33:05) - I’m not gonna help out anymore. Zoom calls was “joking around” with insults. When I backed out, I saw the spirit was all wrong — I knew it wasn’t going to work out. 1F - You made all girls? Thanks, Jason! Being perfect (0:35:03) - Who makes all girls? That doesn’t make sense? Alex made 4 girls (0:35:47) - Everybody wanna hear from Mimi next week… (0:36:06) - Being perfect, Bless’s call on JLP this week JLP Fri 4-17-26 -- (1: 30: 50) 📞 Bless 02 - BQ: Messenger of love or hate? A Canadian and his mother (0:37:58) - Michael from Canada on BQ, first-timer … forgiving his mother (0:39:17) “I forgive you.” She didn’t know what I was saying. She said, I don’t wanna talk to Jesse at all. JLP: I’m glad I told on you! His father died when he was 12. I’m no better than he is. (0:40:20) - Pam from Canada, his mother: BQ, a deep question. As a former gov’t employee, my message is pragmatism or common sense? That’s not the question. “I don’t even know what pragmatism is.” (0:41:38) - I don’t believe in hate, for myself… Don’t have hate? How does your son see you? How do you see yourself? 2B - You said you’re sorry I THOUGHT that. On her mother: “I smile and nod” (0:43:41) - He says she didn’t apologize. (0:44:30) - You said you’re sorry that I THOUGHT that. (0:45:28) - Mother still on earth. “Poor you!” Forgiven her mentally, but not verbally. Why not? Idk! You know you’re just like her, right? Have you noticed? “I have traits.” How will you overcome it if you don’t forgive her. (0:47:17) - “I smile and nod.” Your impression of your son? “Wonderful young man.” What’s wonderful about him? (0:47:53) - He’s 21. What are you gonna do when he leaves? Text. 2C - Do you believe in God? Hot seat … BQ feedback… (0:48:36) - Just gonna take it all in. Do you believe in God? People in Canada don’t believe in God, right? “Somewhat true.” (0:49:53) Hot seat? Wanna come up here? “Noo! Noo, noo, thank you!” You’ll be happier here. “I don’t think so!” (0:50:30) - Donyale: I’m a messenger of love. Decision to drop anger, God’s love 03 - Messenger of hate after champagne… (0:51:04) - Lady home by herself this week. Messenger of love, because I keep to myself. But after a little champagne with family, I was a messenger of hate, judging in a “joking” way, then judging myself on the way home. Trying to get to the 30th — second floor — back to the basement! Up all night. (0:52:35) - Alexis: messenger of hate … (0:53:49) - Eric on BQ … 3B - Go through hell: Paradise on the other side (0:54:56) - Miss Alabama, right now, definitely hate … Devil has her questioning everything … (0:56:31) JLP: Go through hell: Paradise on the other side 04 - Man wants his father to love him back (0:57:27) - Man on forgiving father who gives hate back to him. Why do you need father to love you back? “It feels good…” Don’t need his love? Intimidation factor, heartbreaking when he doesn’t love me back. He can see I’m like that with my own son. (1:00:25) - 40, at home with father, dealing with him every day, in the same household. 4B - You don’t need anyone to love you. You can’t help anyone. (1:01:16) - Young man doesn’t need his mother to love him back. Young man says: You don’t need anyone to love you. Just God. “And my son hopefully.” (1:02:38) - Let the thoughts be. You don’t need anything from the world. (1:04:18) - You can’t plant a seed. You’re giving your se