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Joshua Trujillo

Quadruple conscious musings of Josh Trujillo and friends on life, family, mental health, spirituality, OG Bubba Kush and the like.

  1. Jan 2

    Beef Rap, Mindfulness and Impending DOOM

    The homie Ralph Bravo comes through to set our intentions for 2026 and geek out about hip-hop, mindfulness and the take over of ai.

    1h 38m

  2. 12/15/2025

    Unplugging from the Algorithm (Live at Mission Hills Church)

    A live follow-up to Unplugging from the Algorithm, recorded at Mission Hills Church. An open conversation on mindfulness, shadow work, digital distraction, and reclaiming presence in a noisy world.

    39 min
  3. Unplugging From the Algorithm (And Yes, Take a Shit Without Your Phone)

    12/07/2025

    Unplugging From the Algorithm (And Yes, Take a Shit Without Your Phone)

    This episode goes way deeper than the title suggests. I explore mindfulness, shadow work, digital addiction, and what happens when you unplug long enough to hear your own mind again. From bathroom breaks without your phone to confronting the parts of yourself you’ve been avoiding, this is a raw, unfiltered dive into presence, privacy, and learning to think without the algorithm shaping every thought.If you’ve been feeling overwhelmed, overstimulated, or just disconnected from yourself… this one’s for you. The Meditation Tree

    31 min

  4. 02/28/2025

    Embracing the Unseen: A Journey into the Shadow

    On this episode of "Still Searching," we're diving into the concept of the shadow self, inspired by Carl Jung's teachings. Think of it like Kendrick Lamar's "Mr. Morale and the Big Steppers" – it's about facing our true selves, even the parts we hide. We'll also explore how living in the present, like Eckhart Tolle suggests in "The Power of Now," can help us accept and integrate our shadow selves. Join me as we explore what it means to confront and love our whole selves, not just the parts we show the world. It's a journey of self-discovery, vulnerability, and growth. Let's get real and talk about embracing our shadows together. The Assessment: The Seven Frequencies of Communication

    42 min

  5. 01/01/2025

    Smokin' On Top 5's!

    Hey UMG, don't come for our headtop! We're just sharing love for music with our 53 loyal listeners. We promise, no copyright infringement. Just a few music lovers recapping our favorite songs and albums that got us through 2024. “Play that opp sh—t around me, I’ma tell you, ‘Turn it off’/Heard what happened to your mans, not sorry for your loss/Should’ve prayed before them shooters came and nailed him to the cross/I let your boy get a pass, b—h, you lucky he soft, for real”

    1h 29m

  6. 12/24/2024

    Merry Christmas, God is dead

    Questioning your faith? Feeling spiritually lost? You're not alone. Ryan Pryor and I tackle radical theology in this 90-minute episode, exploring a faith that prioritizes authenticity, human experience, and fighting for a better world. Prepare to have your beliefs challenged.

    1h 30m
  7. Go And Up Your Rank

    11/30/2024

    Go And Up Your Rank

    Two Paths to Power One: insecure, wounded, ego-driven—flexing wealth, chasing validation. Two: secure, grounded—moving in silence, creating value. Some build empires privately; others boast purchases publicly. Some face the mirror; others blame the world. In a fake world, anyone can claim power. Few can embody it authentically. Many can start feuds. Few can finish them. And some battles are won before they even begin. It's asking whose world you choose. What power are you building? ⁠theaudhdfuturist⁠ Listen to 3 of my favorite Kendrick cuts from each album bellow go and up your rank playlist

    1h 10m

  8. 10/12/2024

    The Mark of The Beast-The Source of my Childhood Trauma

    Will my head get chopped off? Are my parents gone? I found the source of my childhood trauma and anxiety on world mental health day.

    22 min
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Quadruple conscious musings of Josh Trujillo and friends on life, family, mental health, spirituality, OG Bubba Kush and the like.

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  • Creator
    Joshua Trujillo
  • Years Active
    2019 - 2026
  • Episodes
    64
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Joshua Trujillo
  • Show Website
    Still Searching