Inside My Box

Janelle Lawrence

Storytelling through music and art that expands beyond our societal and mental boxes by entering inside mine.

  1. 5d ago

    Alliances

    Season 2, Episode 5: "Alliances" Episode Overview:In this episode, host jei presents raw, unedited, straight-through interviews centered on solidarity, shared experiences, and dismantling systemic oppression across minority communities. Featuring author and speaker Sheena Yap Chan alongside Amy Lynn, Episode 5 examines the model minority myth, the historical erasure of Asian and Black histories, gender parity, and the collective strength required to build true inter-community alliances. Featuring original musical excerpts written by Jei from BAS (co-created with Sugar Vendil). Featured Guests Sheena Yap Chan - Author, speaker, and advocate for Asian women's representation and empowerment. Amy Lynn - Cultural advocate and speaker on identity and community solidarity. Featured Music & Performance Pieces "Who Are You?" - Written and performed by jei (Excerpt from BAS, co-created with Sugar Vendil). "More Than Their Names" - Written and performed by jei (Excerpt from BAS, co-created with Sugar Vendil). Key Discussion Topics & Timestamps 00:00 - Episode Introduction & Framing: Setting the stage for unedited, raw dialogues on cross-cultural solidarity. 00:35 - Interview with Sheena Yap Chan: Unpacking Asian American & Asian-Canadian experiences, anti-Asian hate, the model minority myth, and cross-racial solidarity with Black communities. 14:50 - Segment Wrap: Sheena Yap Chan dialogue concludes. 15:12 - Performance Excerpt: "Who Are You?" written and performed by jei (from BAS, co-created with Sugar Vendil) 17:00 - Interview with Amy Lynn: Facing cultural expectations, navigating dual identities, and bridging the gap between Western perception and lived experience 27:00 - Performance Excerpt: "More Than Their Names" written and performed by jei (from BAS, co-created with Sugar Vendil) CREDITS: Music & Text Credits: Musical excerpts "Who Are You?" and "More Than Their Names" written by jei from BAS (co-created with Sugar Vendil).Patreon: Join for full poems, original songs, and exclusive bonus content at ⁠patreon.com/cw/janellawrence⁠Substack: https://substack.com/@whatdidjeisayWritten, edited, and produced by Janelle / jei Lawrence.Understanding the history of tension between the Black and Asian communities: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EK-0kgjlQkhttps://janellemaireblog.wordpress.com/2023/01/04/the-voice-of-one/

    Alliances
  2. Sep 29

    Black Artist Revolution

    Welcome to Episode 4 of Inside My Box. In this episode, host jei connects with guest Anastasia Washington to explore the complexities of navigating trauma, identity, and community as Black artists. Together, they dive into the "trauma vortex," the essential role of therapy, navigating mixed-race experiences, and what it means to lead and create from a place of pure love. EPISODE TIMESTAMPS: 00:30 - Poem: "we are the ecosystem: creators & destroyers" 01:28 - Poem: Untitled 04:18 - Navigating the Trauma Vortex with Anastasia 04:59 - Song Performance: "is the g3n0c!d3" 06:30 - Re-entering & Processing the Vortex with Anastasia 08:20 - Why Therapy Is Essential For Everyone 10:36 - Song Performance: "...you..." 11:34 - Poem: "The Revolution Will Not Be Televised" 15:04 - Shared Connection & Community Among Black Artists 15:54 - Navigating Identity & Being Mixed Race 18:08 - Song Performance: "honest" 19:15 - What Do We Say to Young People? 22:14 - Excerpt Reading: The Creative Black Woman's Playbook by Veronica Camille Ratliff 24:31 - Closing Reflection: Moving & Sharing Everything From Love CONNECT & SUPPORT: Guest: Anastasia Washington (@AnastasiaW on Twitter/TikTok, @AnastasiaWash on Instagram, AnastasiaTV on YouTube) Patreon: Join for full poems, original songs, and exclusive bonus content at patreon.com/cw/janellawrence Substack: Keep an eye out for weekly essays and written reflections. https://substack.com/@whatdidjeisay CREDITS:Written, edited, and produced by Janelle / jei Lawrence. Featured commentary by Anastasia Washington.

    Black Artist Revolution
  3. Sep 7

    Intro to My Brain - Is it Daddy Issues?

    Inside My Box — Season 2, Episode 1: Destination The Brain Welcome to the Season 2 premiere of Inside My Box. In this episode, host Janelle jei Lawrence takes us on a journey through the floors of their mind, opening up about the reality of a broken heart, the emotional toll of shrinking oneself in relationships, and what it truly takes to reclaim your self-worth and vulnerability. This episode features a reading of June Jordan’s poem "You Have Two Hands," original music, an intimate self-interview on processing relationship loss, and a phone conversation with Otis reflecting on family history, his mother Annie, and his father. Episode Chapters: Intro & Poetry: "You Have Two Hands" by June Jordan Welcome to Season 2: Destination The Brain Song Performance: "I Fell In Love" (available on Patreon) Interview With a Broken Heart: Processing Relationship Loss The Weight of Making Ourselves Small What Healing & Accountability Look Like Floor Preview: Stories of Fatherhood Song: "I'm Scared to Talk " (available on Patreon) Conversation with Otis: Remembering Annie & Family Roots Otis Reflects on His Father & Discipline Upcoming Stories & Season Credits Support & Connect: Patreon: Join for exclusive bonus content, bedtime bonuses, and unedited interviews at https://patreon.com/cw/janellawrence Substack: Join for more short stories, an episodic narrative series, and more quips from me at ⁠https://substack.com/@whatdidjeisay Credits: Written, Edited, & Produced by: Janelle J. Lawrence Featured Voices & Guests: Otis, Susie Sunshine Guide, & jei

    Intro to My Brain - Is it Daddy Issues?

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Storytelling through music and art that expands beyond our societal and mental boxes by entering inside mine.