Sleepwalking into dystopia

It is I Sam I Am / Sleepless Dystopian

Step inside Sleepwalking into dystopia, curated by Sleepless Dystopian, the restless domain of marketing mentalist, poet and writer Sam I Am. Here, the mission is singular: to prise apart the tangled latticework of a world shaped by manipulation, persuasion, and the invisible power of those who dream up the architectures of control—a podcast dedicated to dissecting reality through prose, satire, art, mentalism, opinion, and heated debate. Some days, the format fractures and reforms as raw creative energy—a fugue of original prose, fragments read aloud as if they had always lived in the cracks between waking and sleepwalking. Other times, the current twists political, the mood sharper: unpicking the layers of media framing, the manipulations of big business, the sleight-of-hand performed by politicians as they orchestrate narratives meant to keep us docile and compliant. Welcome to the conversation; the rules were written for you, but here they are torn apart. Join and follow on my Facebook page today facebook.com/sleeplessdystopian join us @sleeplessdystopian.com A free community and platform for writers of dystopian, cyberpunk,and speculative fiction, and nonfiction. Refuge for the vigilant insomniacs. We chart digital dystopia armed with words. Our narratives counter algorithms designed for outrage fuelled engagement. Unpicking architectures of undue influence, coercion and controlof the attention and intention economy.Finding meaning through storytelling as resistance.cyberpunks sleepless in dystopiawith a pinch of chaos magick👺this could be fun

  1. sometimes it goes the other way too’

    08/15/2022

    sometimes it goes the other way too’

    people say they are going to go dark and they don’t mean it they say they are disconnecting, going off-grid but it is all just utter b******t and I am no different I mean clearly look at me typing into a computer to write a post on my website to share on social media in the vain hope that someone might be in some way touched by it Narcissist that I am But I would love to be a painter A sculptor For then I would not touch high definition As I would be touching on life So, I would like to go off-grid Buy some woodland Live off the land And be a good neighbour and caretaker to all the beings that live within it Grow my own food But only some of this will happen and not in the rose-tinted way I would like them to And some things won’t happen at all And I will have to be okay with that Because one day we all go You will go, I will go, everyone will go from this world into another And we are so tied to this one that that process can be painful And can break our heart So let it It’s meant to Don’t be fooled by the Hollywood b******t endings There are no great speeches There are no grand finales And certainly, no encore for the likes of you and me Not this time so, living off the land sounds nice and we should all give it a go or at least die trying but in harmony with it, not the other way a million f****d up consciousness club together to buy a second-hand car and then drove it through your mall and the worst thing is you saw it coming, all along, and you were too paralyzed with fear about your own incompetence that it came true well, that’s the way it goes junior but remember what the film said “c” And then the line died,` and with it the party -- Photo by James Frid: Written and read by Sam I am from SleeplessDystopian.com

    4 min
  2. lost. Even to ourselves. Until we expire.

    06/16/2022

    lost. Even to ourselves. Until we expire.

    We court ourselves our entire lives. We are hardly getting to know ourselves and we disappear. The reality of that should hit home, but it doesn’t. It never does. We wonder at ourselves. Pity ourselves and are let down by ourselves far more often than we would like to mention. But it’s ok. We are only human. Whatever that is.  And so, the mystery continues. We are never quite where we think we are when we look to try and find ourselves. And we are always the same. But somehow different. We can sit and stare all day and yet never really be there. We can be lost. Even to ourselves. Only to realise we were meant to be thinking about nothing and not be lost in something.  Shadows dance across the periphery and bring smiles to our faces. And sometimes pain. But those versions of ourselves we remember but it is not quite us. It’s not quite who we recognise as the image we have painted in our minds. Bad or good it makes no difference. But it is seldom what we see in the mirror and recognise when we truly know who we really are.  And so, we project out. Because it’s easier. It is easier than doing the work and finding the answers. We can palm it off on the other guy and let him feel its retribution, so be it. In our disregard for human existence. We disregard our own. And yet we know it and we do it anyway because we are just too damn hard on ourselves. we didn’t ask for this. It’s not our doing. We’re just trying to survive the game. Until we expire.  So, we know so little by its end that we read it aloud. We search for meaning in the meaningless and pay over the odds for it. And it’s mediocre at best. Back of the postcard semiprecious platitudes make up for a lack of any discernible integrity. But yet we buy into it because we’ve got to find something to take the edge off. We need to find meaning.  They say that as you get older you start to settle into yourself. And it’s true. But you also look back at the older, or younger, versions of yourself and somehow you are unrecognisable, even to you And yet a grain of you was there all along. Which should be enlightening but it leaves you asking, “well if it wasn’t me there all along who was it and where have they gone?” And you are right to ask.  Photo by Pixabay: https://www.pexels.com/photo/macro-photography-of-brown-and-black-lost-cat-signage-on-black-bare-tree-159868/

    4 min

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Step inside Sleepwalking into dystopia, curated by Sleepless Dystopian, the restless domain of marketing mentalist, poet and writer Sam I Am. Here, the mission is singular: to prise apart the tangled latticework of a world shaped by manipulation, persuasion, and the invisible power of those who dream up the architectures of control—a podcast dedicated to dissecting reality through prose, satire, art, mentalism, opinion, and heated debate. Some days, the format fractures and reforms as raw creative energy—a fugue of original prose, fragments read aloud as if they had always lived in the cracks between waking and sleepwalking. Other times, the current twists political, the mood sharper: unpicking the layers of media framing, the manipulations of big business, the sleight-of-hand performed by politicians as they orchestrate narratives meant to keep us docile and compliant. Welcome to the conversation; the rules were written for you, but here they are torn apart. Join and follow on my Facebook page today facebook.com/sleeplessdystopian join us @sleeplessdystopian.com A free community and platform for writers of dystopian, cyberpunk,and speculative fiction, and nonfiction. Refuge for the vigilant insomniacs. We chart digital dystopia armed with words. Our narratives counter algorithms designed for outrage fuelled engagement. Unpicking architectures of undue influence, coercion and controlof the attention and intention economy.Finding meaning through storytelling as resistance.cyberpunks sleepless in dystopiawith a pinch of chaos magick👺this could be fun