Sirens, Slammers and Service - A podcast for Female First Responders

Nikki Cloutier
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As a former correctional officer in Alberta for almost 2 decades and the founder of Blue Line Fitness Testing which provides law enforcement fitness testing and wellness workshops, I started this podcast as a way for female first responders to be able to share their stories including the trials, tribulations and triumphs of their daily work. Our episodes cover female correctional officers and caseworkers, military personnel, female paramedics, firefighters and dispatchers, as well as feature female Edmonton Police Service officers, drug dog handlers and female tactical team members. I want to showcase the unique perspectives, skill sets and personalities that women bring to a first responder career and work to encourage more women to apply for these careers and step up to learn more about what we do. 

  1. Jul 24

    🎙️ More Than the Badge | Rachael Stark on Reinvention, Resilience & Finding Your Identity

    Send us Fan Mail This week on Sirens, Slammers and Service, we're joined by Rachael Stark—a military officer, reserve police officer, death investigator, and leader who has built an incredible career by embracing every opportunity that came her way. 🚔⚡ From the National Guard to policing, investigating sudden and suspicious deaths, and now shaping the future through policy, Rachael shares the lessons that only come from working in some of the toughest environments imaginable. We dive into resilience, leadership, the emotional weight of trauma, and why your career should never become your entire identity. This conversation is packed with honest stories, practical advice, a few unexpected laughs, and a reminder that asking for help isn't weakness—it's one of the strongest things you can do. And let's just say... Rachael has one unforgettable story outside of public safety that you won't see coming. You'll have to tune in to hear that one. 🎧🔥 Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  2. Jul 17

    🎙️ Pushing the Sled & Holding the Line | Dawn Richardson Wilson on Olympics, Corrections & Defying Expectations

    Send us Fan Mail This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service is all about proving people wrong and betting on yourself. We sit down with Dawn Richardson Wilson—two-time Olympian and Correctional Peace Officer at the Calgary Remand Centre—for a conversation that is equal parts grit, sacrifice, and perspective. 🛷🚨 From walking into a bobsled recruitment camp feeling completely out of place to representing Canada on the world stage, Dawn opens up about chasing impossible goals, overcoming doubt, and staying committed when the odds—and sometimes the systems—weren’t built in your favour. We also get into life inside corrections, balancing elite sport with shift work, finding your voice in high-pressure environments, and why the best teams—whether in sport or public safety—are built on trust, consistency, and showing up for each other. This episode is raw, honest, and packed with moments that will hit home whether you wear a uniform, compete at a high level, or are simply trying to figure out your next move. Watch Dawn at the 2026 Milan Cortina Olympics!  Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  3. Jul 10

    🎙️ Armor, Grace & The Weight We Carry | Ryanne Stellingwerf Gets Real

    Send us Fan Mail This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service is unlike anything we’ve done before. We sit down with Ryanne Stellingwerf—licensed psychotherapist, trauma-informed coach, founder of Discover Solutions and creator of Armor and Grace—for a conversation that cuts straight through the noise. ⚡ Before helping female first responders navigate trauma and burnout, Ryanne spent seven years in Iraq and Afghanistan as a civilian military contractor—living through rocket attacks, adapting to life in war zones, and learning firsthand what survival mode really looks like. We dig into the cost of high-performance careers, conditioned vigilance, identity outside the uniform, and why so many women feel like they’re carrying two full-time jobs—one at work and one at home. This episode is raw, honest, and packed with moments that will make you stop and think. If you’ve ever struggled to switch off, wondered who you are outside the job, or felt guilty for wanting something different… this one’s for you. And trust us—we didn’t even scratch the surface. 🎧🔥 Listeners can find Ryanne here -  https://solutionscounselingmt.com, https://discoversolutions.net,  ryanne@discoversolutions.net  1-406-272-4545. Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  4. Jul 3

    🎙️ Behind the Walls | Vanessa Williams on Corrections, Tactical Teams & Knowing When It’s Time to Pivot

    Send us Fan Mail This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service gets real with Vanessa Williams, whose 13-year career in corrections took her from frontline units at Fort Saskatchewan to the tactical team—and eventually into training the next generation. 🚨🔥 We talk about what people don’t see: the reality behind the walls, the culture, the chaos, the lessons learned from working both male and female populations, and how becoming a parent completely changed the way she approached conflict and leadership. Vanessa opens up about tactical operations, the importance of fitness and communication, the highs of building strong teams—and the difficult decision to walk away from a career she truly loved in order to reclaim time with family. This episode is raw, honest, and packed with stories that pull back the curtain without giving everything away. If you’ve ever wondered what life in corrections really looks like… this one’s for you. 🎧🔥 Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  5. Jun 26

    🎙️ Protect Your Career Before You Need To | Bridget Truxillo on Law, Wellness & First Responder Survival

    Send us Fan Mail She's back!! Returning all the way from SEASON 2 - Bridget Truxillo! This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service is one every first responder needs to hear. We sit down again with Bridget Truxillo—attorney, former SWAT and Undercover Narcotics operator, and founder of Lady Law Shield—for a no-filter conversation on protecting your career, your mental health, and your future. ⚖️🚨 We get into the reality of investigations, workplace conflict, agency politics, and why suffering in silence can cost more than people realize. Bridget breaks down the importance of documenting incidents, understanding your policies, protecting your privacy, and knowing your rights before things go sideways. We also tackle discrimination, retaliation, social media risks, the hidden dangers of using free AI tools with sensitive information, and why advocacy and legal guidance can completely change the outcome of high-stakes situations. The biggest takeaway? Your career protection starts on day one—not when something goes wrong. Raw, practical, and packed with hard-earned insight—this is an episode that could change the way you think about your career. And if you’re looking for support, education, or legal and wellness resources, make sure to check out Lady Law Shield. 🎧🔥 Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  6. Jun 19

    🎙️ Behind the Badge | Ricki Pulls Back the Curtain on EPS Recruiting

    Send us Fan Mail This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service features Ricki Martin—known professionally as Ariana Martin—a 15-year member of the Edmonton Police Service who now works as a file manager in recruiting and selection. 🚔🔥 From squad room nicknames and tough academy days to frontline patrol and now helping shape the next generation of officers, Ricki gets brutally honest about what it really takes to earn the badge. We dive into the pressures of the academy, the mental grind of patrol work, and why fitness, coachability, and attention to detail can make or break a policing career. We also pull back the curtain on the EPS recruiting process—from APCAT and A-PREP to background checks, psych evaluations, rankings, and deferrals. Ricki explains what recruiters are actually looking for, the mistakes applicants keep making, and why transparency matters more than people think. This episode is packed with insight for anyone considering a policing career—but trust us, we didn’t give it all away. If you’re serious about EPS, this is one episode you don’t want to miss. 🎧🔥 Interested in a career with the Edmonton Police Service- joineps.ca Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  7. Jun 12

    🎙️ The Tattooed EMT | Sarah Ruhland on Trauma, Advocacy & Fighting for Change

    Send us Fan Mail This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service gets raw and real with Sarah Ruhland—better known online as The Tattooed EMT. 🚑🔥 Sarah opens up about the workplace trauma that pushed them from law enforcement into fire and EMS, and the hard truths first responders face behind the scenes: toxic culture, broken systems, and the lack of meaningful mental health support. This conversation doesn’t dance around the uncomfortable stuff—it tackles it head-on. Now, Sarah is turning pain into purpose by building a training group focused on accessible mental health resources and specialized education for rural first responder departments. We also dive into their fight for EMS to be recognized nationwide as an essential service—because better support, funding, and protections are long overdue. We also talk about the reality of public advocacy in the social media era: online harassment, criticism, setting boundaries, and still showing up to do the work anyway. Honest, gritty, and incredibly important—this episode is for anyone who’s ever felt the weight of the job and kept going anyway. 🎧🔥 Follow Sarah now! @thetattoedemt Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

  8. May 8

    🎙️ High Stakes, Higher Standards | Brittany Foy on Life, Flight & Critical Care

    Send us Fan Mail This episode of Sirens, Slammers and Service goes straight into the intensity of critical care with Brittany Foy—a STARS Air Ambulance flight nurse and Pediatric ICU pro from the Stollery Children's Hospital. 🚁🔥 From emergency rooms in Northern Alberta to the PICU and now flying some of the sickest and most critical patients across the province, Brittany breaks down what it really takes to operate at the highest level. We talk grit, coachability, and the relentless pursuit of growth—plus the reality of stepping into high-acuity environments where the margin for error is zero. She gets real about the emotional weight of pediatric care, the pressure of transport where you’re fully responsible mid-flight, and the sacrifices it takes to chase a goal like STARS. But she also shares the culture behind elite teams—where trust, humility, and continuous learning matter more than ego. This one is intense, inspiring, and packed with perspective for anyone chasing excellence in high-performance environments. 🎧🔥 Donate to STARS now - https://stars.ca/ Blue Line Fitness Testing is a premier law enforcement fitness testing and training center based in Edmonton. Specializing in helping individuals prepare for the physical demands of a career in law enforcement, we offer comprehensive fitness evaluations, specialized training programs, and classes tailored to meet the unique needs of our clients.  Support the show Want to support this podcast even more! Make a monthly subscription for only $3 a month here! Interested in becoming a first responder? Reach out to learn more! Email - info@bluelinefitnesstesting.com Blue Line Fitness Testing Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/bluelinefitnesstesting Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/bluelinefitnesstesting/ LinkedIn - Nikki Cloutier

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As a former correctional officer in Alberta for almost 2 decades and the founder of Blue Line Fitness Testing which provides law enforcement fitness testing and wellness workshops, I started this podcast as a way for female first responders to be able to share their stories including the trials, tribulations and triumphs of their daily work. Our episodes cover female correctional officers and caseworkers, military personnel, female paramedics, firefighters and dispatchers, as well as feature female Edmonton Police Service officers, drug dog handlers and female tactical team members. I want to showcase the unique perspectives, skill sets and personalities that women bring to a first responder career and work to encourage more women to apply for these careers and step up to learn more about what we do. 

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